The Hopeaholics

Addicted to Hope

Welcome to the Hopeaholics Podcast, where we tackle addiction and mental illness through sharing real life experiences, honesty and hope! Hosted by Chad Carlsen, who knows firsthand the destruction that these issues can cause, we're here to offer listeners a much-needed source of inspiration and understanding that will carry them through tough times. Through powerful, honest, and unfiltered interviews, The Hopeaholics provides a beacon of hope for listeners facing similar issues, banishing stigma in the process. If you're looking for an authentic podcast that'll motivate you to overcome hard times and live well, look no further. To get help for yourself or someone you love, call 949-989-6550

  1. 3d ago

    He Collapsed My Lungs & Ended Up WANTED w/ Kristin Swan (TW abuse) | The Hopeaholics Podcast #345

    He Collapsed My Lungs & Ended Up WANTED w/ Kristin Swan (TW abuse) | The Hopeaholics Podcast #345 Kristin grew up in Lakeville, Massachusetts, an hour south of Boston, in a house where disease was already present before she arrived at it. Her mother drank and went to meetings and died the day right after Mother's Day. Both her cousins are gone from fentanyl poisoning. By 15 she was cycling in and out of psychiatric hospitals, diagnosed bipolar, put on lithium, hearing voices. She hadn't touched a drug yet. By 20 she was in a relationship with a man dealing crack out of their apartment. She saw the red flags early. She stayed anyway. It all ended in a snowstorm when he body-slammed her, collapsed both lungs, and stomped her head with Timberlands on while she was in the bathtub. She created a diversion, kicked the wall, and ran out barefoot into the snow while he searched for her. She hid in the bushes behind a neighbor's house and a man who barely spoke English called an ambulance.  When she did find sobriety, it looked like what the promises are supposed to look like. A good sponsor. An interior design job. Things starting to make sense. Then a relapse. Now she's coming back. She's working the program again, going to bonfire meetings on the beach, building something small and clean, trying to put God first and figure out the rest from there.  TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps: 0:00 - Cold Open 1:11 - Kristin Arrives 2:32 - Growing Up in Lakeville, MA 3:12 - Mom's Death After Mother's Day 4:26 - Losing Two Cousins to Fentanyl 5:13 - First Drink at 14 / Bipolar Diagnosis at 15 6:20 - Lithium, Voices, and Psych Hospitals 7:22 - Parents' Divorce / Dad's Breakdown 8:20 - Moving to Tampa 10:13 - Rebellion 11:05 - Life After Basketball 11:45 - The Abusive Relationship 14:57 - New Year's Eve in a Blizzard 15:32 - The Attack: Body Slammed, Both Lungs Collapsed 17:09 - Hiding in the Bushes / Ambulance Arrives 17:50 - Emergency Surgery / Boston Medical 20:36 - Love Addiction: Why We Stay 21:24 - First Recovery at 20 / DV Shelter 22:22 - Dancing, Fast Money, and Relapse 24:26 - The Program, a Sponsor, and the Promises 25:13 - On Relapse, Shame, and Coming Back 26:28 - Orange County Recovery Scene / Bonfire Meetings 29:13 - Therapy, EMDR, and Healing Trauma 29:53 - Building an Agency / New Beginnings 30:46 - Her Relationship with God 31:29 - Rosary Beads and Dreams of Her Mother 32:04 - The Morning Routine That Keeps Her Grounded 33:28 - An 11th Chance 34:23 - Day at a Time / Wrap-Up 36:05 - Closing / Final Message

  2. 6d ago

    The Shohei Ohtani Bookie Who Ended Up On ESPN w/ Mathew Bowyer | The Hopeaholics Podcast #344

    Chad and Natalie sit down with Matt Bowyer, the Orange County bookie at the center of the Shohei Ohtani gambling scandal, for the full story behind the headlines. Matt ran one of the largest illegal sports betting operations in the country for over 30 years. At his peak he had 1,250 clients nationwide, 48 agents, and processed over $1 billion in wagers in 2023 alone. He was also betting millions of his own money because gambling was his addiction and he was the house getting high on his own supply.  The feds raided him twice. The first time was 2014, 14 agents, his daughter crying in the driveway, coming home from losing $800,000 in Vegas on March Madness. The case didn't start with Ohtani. The feds didn't even know about Ohtani. The case started with casino money laundering, led to Matt, and then his electronics told the rest of the story. He grew up watching his Vietnam vet father drink 40 beers a day until his mom divorced him after three failed rehabs. By 13 he was the top newspaper salesman in Orange County. At 16 he had a poker ring running out of his house. At 18, with his girlfriend pregnant and the family in a Dana Point mobile home, he got hired as a busboy at Chevys, got recruited to a commodities brokerage, passed the Series 3 exam as a mail boy, and was making $600,000 a year at 21. He bought back the house his family had lost. Then he got tired of giving his money to bookies. He currently owes $9.7 million in taxes at $60,000 a month in interest. Tax lien on his $5 million home. Two years probation, mandatory Gamblers Anonymous, mandatory drug dealer classes every week. And a new book dropping called Controlled Chaos. #TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps: 0:56 - Welcome Matt Boyer / The Ohtani Scandal 1:21 - Growing Up in Cypress, CA / Tiger Woods Connection 1:55 - Three Brothers: One Gone, One Fighting Heroin Addiction 3:19 - The Second Raid: 29 Agents, AR Rifles, Wife Handcuffed 4:50 - How the Operation Worked: 1,250 Clients, 48 Agents Nationwide 5:54 - Betting $4.2 Million on a Single Football Game 8:22 - The Psychology of Gambling: Losing Feels Better Than Winning 12:21 - CEO of an Illegal Operation Doing $1 Billion in 2023 13:19 - Commodity Trader, Opened His Own Brokerage at 28 14:17 - Why He Chose the Illegal Path Over the Legal One 17:33 - First Raid, 14 Agents, Daughter Crying in the Driveway, Just Lost $800K in Vegas 19:39 - Signs the Abandonment Form and Triples His Business 21:09 - October 5th, 2023: The Second Raid That Ended Everything 22:55 - Three Relationships, Five Kids, All One Big Family 24:14 - Meeting His Current Wife at 40 / IVF for a Son 31:19 - His Father: Vietnam Vet, 40 Beers a Day, Three Rehabs 32:17 - 13 Years Old: Paper Boy, Baseball Cards, Weed, Poker Ring 33:13 - 18 Years Old: Mobile Home in Dana Point, Girlfriend Pregnant, No Job 34:18 - Getting Hired as a Busboy, Getting Recruited to a Brokerage 36:28 - Mail Boy to #1 Broker, Buying Back the Family House at 21 37:23 - Setting Up the Website in Costa Rica / Scaling to a Real Operation 40:32 - Sitting in the Courtroom Hearing His Own Numbers for the First Time 43:44 - The Charges: Money Laundering, Falsified Tax Returns, Bookmaking 44:29 - Pleading Guilty Immediately Instead of Fighting the Feds 46:38 - Cooperating with the Government: Giving Up the Casinos 49:21 - Paying $1.7M in Restitution in Full Before Sentencing 51:10 - Federal Prison: What It's Actually Like at Lompoc 53:05 - How the Shohei Ohtani Connection Actually Happened 55:09 - Telling the Feds About Ohtani 57:42 - Watching His Name Break on SportsCenter 58:49 - Why He Believes Ohtani Didn't Personally Place the Bets 59:59 - The $16.2 Million Question 1:13:15 - Going from $1.5M a Month to 0: Writing the Book During the Indictment 1:14:43 - What's Next: Public Speaking, Books, Building a Community 1:16:28 - Current Terms: Probation, Gamblers Anonymous, Drug Dealer Classes 1:20:07 - Does He Miss Gambling? 1:21:17 - The Super Bowl Bet: $4.2M on Chiefs vs. Eagles, $9.2M Swing in 3 Hours 1:23:38 - His Wife as the Reason He Stopped

  3. Jul 10

    Doing Zoom IOP With Beer In The Closet Behind Me w/ Sean Couper | The Hopeaholics Podcast #343

    Chad and Natalie sit down with Sean Couper, a personal trainer and 4.5 year sober alcoholic who spent three decades functioning at a high level in corporate healthcare.  Sean covers his full story: growing up between Florida and California without a real father figure, a first drink at five years old, thirty years of high-functioning alcoholism that nearly ended with liver and kidney failure, three DUIs exactly a decade apart, his mom dying on Christmas Day 2019, and the long road from watching HIV patients' livers shut down at work to eventually watching his own body do the same.  He talks about hiding bottles from his family, drinking through Zoom IOP sessions, and the moment with his daughter that finally forced his hand. He did 28 days at Cumberland Heights and walked out wanting to help people immediately. Now he does exactly that. #TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps:  0:00 - Cold Open 0:23 - Intro 1:07 - Meet Sean Couper / Nashville 2:23 - Growing Up: Saint Pete and North Hollywood 5:02 - First Drink at 5 Years Old 5:51 - First Real Drunk at 13 8:35 - Finding Out His Real Father Wasn't His Dad 10:16 - Moving Out at 18 / Healthcare Career 11:24 - Compound Pharmacy: Mixing Meds for HIV Patients 13:20 - 30 Years as a Functioning Alcoholic 14:10 - Marriage and Family 15:45 - The Bachelorette Party Incident 19:18 - First Marriage Ends: His Ex-Wife's Pill Addiction 21:41 - Single Father, Bottle a Night 22:44 - Mom Dies Christmas 2019 / Three DUIs / COVID 24:54 - The Doctor Flags His Liver 26:57 - Physical Collapse: Jaundice, Edema, Passing Out 29:17 - Relapse: "Just One Beer" 30:26 - Hiding Bottles, Replacing Liquor with Water 33:45 - Daughter Finds the Beer / Wife Throws Him Out 34:40 - Agrees to Treatment / Zoom IOP While Still Drinking 37:50 - Waving the White Flag 39:26 - Telling His Daughter / The Drive to Cumberland Heights 42:24 - The "Let Go and Let God" Sign 44:24 - Detox, Post-Acute Withdrawal, 21 Questions Exercise 47:25 - Leaving Treatment / Wanting to Help People 48:31 - Going Back to School 50:39 - Getting Back in the Gym / Brian Welch Connection 51:18 - Becoming NASM Certified 52:48 - Life Today: Full-Time Trainer, Working with People in Recovery 55:17 - Fear, New Business, and Building Something New 1:00:01 - Chad's First Podcast Panic Attack 1:02:18 - How Natalie Joined the Show 1:09:11 - Wrap Up

  4. Jul 7

    Doing Ketamine At A Wedding In Front Of A Flower Girl w/John Nettles | The Hopeaholics Podcast #342

    In this episode, Chad and Natalie sit down with John Nettles for an unfiltered conversation about addiction, recovery, identity, and finding hope after years of chaos. John shares his journey from being adopted and discovering his biological family years later, to a decade-long battle with alcoholism, cocaine addiction, prescription Xanax dependence, and the nightlife lifestyle as a DJ and concert promoter. He opens up about multiple treatment attempts, legal trouble, blackouts, near-death experiences, and the emotional toll addiction took on both him and the people who loved him. The turning point came when one phone call challenged everything John thought he knew about sobriety, leading him to discover the difference between simply being abstinent and truly living in recovery. #TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps: 0:00 — Cold open  1:23 — Show intro, Natalie and Chad  4:04 — Born in Richmond, adopted  5:17 — Finding his birth parents through Ancestry.com  6:05 — His birth mom found him through his old DJ page  8:09 — His adoptive dad's own addiction and recovery  11:22 — First treatment at 16, prescribed Xanax  12:24 — First drink, using heavy by 12-13  14:41 — Parents find pills in his room, first treatment program  15:16 — Diagnosed with GAD, put on Ambien and Xanax at 16  17:10 — First time doing cocaine at 15  20:12 — First inpatient treatment, Sierra Tucson  23:10 — Concert promoter years, fentanyl hits the scene  27:57 — First DUI at 18  32:19 — The Vegas bachelor party bender  33:13 — Wedding meltdown, ketamine and a bottle of Xanax  35:35 — Grandma's house in Newport, first blackout disappearance  39:09 — Another DUI, relapses straight out of the impound lot  41:15 — A childhood friend dies, drinks through the funeral  42:44 — Back at Grandma's, wakes up with blood on his hands  45:09 — The call to interventionist Bob Mary  48:24 — His last drink and drug  49:51 — His grandmother's final days  52:02 — Staying teachable in sobriety  53:34 — Ryan Holiday and the truth about treatment  56:20 — Falls into a career working in treatment  1:00:06 — Making amends to his dad  1:01:54 — His grandmother passes days before his one-year sober  1:05:10 — Headlining a sober charity show  1:06:38 — Starting his own podcast  1:18:43 — Chad's own relapse while working in treatment  1:19:31 — What's broken about the addiction treatment industry  1:21:08 — What "the right way" to do treatment looks like  1:23:14 — Aftercare, and going home to the same life  1:25:24 — The gift of desperation

  5. Jul 3

    The Psychic Medium the FBI Actually Calls | The Hopeaholics Podcast #341

    Nichole Duncan used to be a tennis pro and now she's a forensic psychic medium who works cold cases for local law enforcement and federal agencies, the kind of work where the FBI will use what she finds but will never say her name out loud in court. She walks through her first real cold case (a domestic violence victim who "came through like a stinking freight train" with the exact location and evidence of her own murder), how a mentor who used to find Soviet submarines for the U.S. government during the Cold War took her under her wing, and what it's actually like doing readings for people who can never officially admit they called her. Then the conversation turns to veterans, PTSD, and why they think ibogaine and ketamine therapy done right are doing more for guys the VA couldn't fix than another bag of pills ever did. #TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps: 00:00 – Cold open: a missing girl's guardian angel and a murder victim who won't stay quiet 01:15 – Show intro 02:44 – What a "forensic psychic medium" actually is 04:25 – What happens when we die, the life review 07:59 – How loved ones communicate through dreams 09:48 – Meditation, ADHD, and opening up psychic ability 16:24 – Nichole's first real mediumship experience (the "Jill" story) 18:57 – From reading for friends to working with law enforcement 20:24 – What an actual reading looks like 22:01 – The missing girl case and the Nikki McKinney cold case 24:16 – Nichole's autistic son's gift with animals 24:58 – Angela Ford's podcast and getting trained in remote viewing 29:28 – Does the work scare her or her husband 30:08 – A reading that caught a stranger's heart condition 31:11 – How skeptical are the feds, really 32:31 – How Nichole stays emotionally unaffected by heavy cases 37:26 – Being intentional about what you let into your head 40:38 – Segue into veterans and PTSD 41:01 – Ibogaine, DMT, and psychedelic therapy in a controlled setting 42:33 – Ketamine therapy and a friend's experience 44:19 – The documentary "In Waves and War" 46:07 – Big pharma and the conflict of interest with veteran care 1:06:15 – The preacher who taught him grace 1:06:40 – Jesus, the afterlife, and the "second coming" 1:07:51 – Why neither of them believes in hell anymore 1:08:57 – How Nicole manages a business built on readings 1:10:16 – Where to find Nichole Duncan

  6. Jun 30

    Being Addicted to Founding a Record Label w/ Blake Mathews | The Hopeaholics Podcast #340

    In this episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Blake Mathews shares his story of addiction, adoption, and finding faith through music. Adopted at birth and raised in a Jewish household in Phoenix, Blake started DJing weddings and bar mitzvahs at 13 and built a career in music and nightlife while quietly hiding a worsening addiction for over a decade. By the time he moved to Nashville in 2014 to chase a career in the arts, he was a high functioning alcoholic leaning on psychedelics, convinced they made him a better artist, while the people closest to him had no idea how bad it had gotten. Blake opens up about hitting bottom in Nashville, calling his dad for help, and getting into treatment within 48 hours, only to relapse after walking away from music entirely and moving back to Phoenix. He found lasting sobriety on a sober hike up a mountain he stumbled onto by chance, and he's been sober since. Today, Blake is the founder of Sober House Records and co-founder of Formerly Intoxicated, a nonprofit bringing music and healing arts into treatment centers and prisons. He shares how a chance encounter with two strangers praying in a coffee shop changed everything, and how he turned his pain into a mission: redemption is real, prevention is possible, and recovery is for everyone. #TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps: 0:00 Intro 1:26 Meet Blake Matthews 2:27 Handing flip flops to a barefoot stranger in 100 degree heat 4:33 The fentanyl crisis hiding in plain sight 6:14 The DM Chad got this morning 7:13 Chad's stance on calling it fentanyl poisoning 9:43 Adopted at birth, and the search for belonging 12:12 Functioning addict, DJing weddings since age 13 13:50 Chasing music to Nashville, and hitting a wall 17:21 The night he called his dad 19:09 What his graduation photos actually showed 20:31 Moving home, and walking away from music 22:00 Relapse, one beer with an old friend 23:00 The mountain hike that changed everything 26:40 The recover out loud movement 29:08 Connection as the opposite of addiction 31:35 The lie that drugs make you more creative 33:51 Bringing music into treatment centers and prisons 35:15 The starving artist trap 47:01 First job in recovery, teaching kids life skills 49:20 Leaving it all to go full time into Sober House Records 51:22 Opening his first sober living home 53:39 Raised Jewish, and why Jesus was a bad word 56:19 Two strangers praying in a coffee shop 57:25 The 10pm Bible study that didn't end until 4am 58:21 The night he gave his life to Jesus 1:01:34 Inside his album, Unbury Your Burdens 1:03:11 Still wrestling with depression after finding faith 1:04:22 Stacking wins 1:05:43 The fastest way out of depression 1:09:08 How his family sees him now 1:13:11 What Formerly Intoxicated actually does

  7. Jun 26

    From Drinking Everyday to Winning a World Championship w/ Ryan Foley | The Hopeaholics Podcast #339

    In this episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Ryan Foley shares his powerful story of alcoholism, mental health, surrender, fatherhood, and the unexpected life recovery gave him. Ryan grew up outside of Chicago, went on to attend Cornell University, built a successful career, and eventually worked at companies like Google and Groupon before addiction began taking over his life. For years, he was able to function on the outside while drinking every day, but behind the scenes his body was shutting down. He opens up about drinking a handle a day, waking up in withdrawal, shaking, sweating, and reaching the point where doctors told him that if he kept drinking, he could die. Ryan also shares his experience being diagnosed with bipolar disorder at 20 years old, the shame he carried around mental health, and why getting sober was the only way he could truly begin treating what was underneath. Today, Ryan is nearly five years sober, a husband, father of two with a third baby on the way, a performance coach, and a world champion professional sailor. He shares how recovery brought him back to athletics, led him into a completely different career, and gave him a life he never thought was possible. From surrendering in treatment to launching "Big Tuesday," a movement encouraging men to lift heavy, stay disciplined, and take ownership of their health, Ryan's story is a reminder that recovery does not just save lives — it can completely transform them. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of 'Off the Record', exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors.  Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com

  8. Jun 23

    The 10-Car Crash That Exposed Her Secret Addiction w/ Elisa Saunders | The Hopeaholics Podcast

    The 10-Car Crash That Exposed Her Secret Addiction w/ Elisa Saunders | The Hopeaholics Podcast In this episode of the Hopeaholics Podcast, Elisa Saunders shares an incredibly raw story of addiction, trauma, survival, and the long road to recovery after decades of chaos behind the scenes of both alcoholism and the treatment industry. Elisa spent nearly 30 years drinking while maintaining the image of a functioning professional, all while cycling through alcohol, Xanax, cocaine, and the kind of self-destruction that nearly killed her. She opens up about the pain of childhood abuse, the emotional wounds that followed her into adulthood, and how addiction became both an escape and a prison she couldn’t break free from. The conversation dives into her time working in the treatment world during some of its most corrupt years, where she witnessed body brokering, fraud, and the exploitation of vulnerable people seeking help. Elisa also shares the terrifying consequences of her own addiction, including a DUI, a devastating ten-car pileup, and the moment she realized she was either going to get sober or die. Even after getting clean, she reveals the brutal emotional reality of early recovery, including the shame, depression, and suicidal thoughts she had to fight through without numbing herself. Today, Elisa uses her story and experience to advocate for ethical treatment, real recovery, and better solutions for people trapped in addiction. #thehopeaholics  #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps: 00:05:09 - 30 Years of Drinking While Working as a Schoolteacher 00:05:32 - Booze, Xanax and Cocaine Becoming Her Routine 00:08:17 - Entering the Wild West of the Treatment Industry 00:08:54 - The Real Story Behind Body Brokering in Florida 00:10:29 - Watching Corrupt Treatment Operators Get Busted 00:11:09 - Seeing People Brokered Out of AA Meetings 00:12:30 - Testifying Against Her Half Brother After Childhood Abuse 00:16:58 - Realizing She Could Never Stay Stopped 00:18:50 - The DUI That Exposed How Out of Control Her Life Had Become 00:19:12 - Causing a Ten-Car Pileup and Hiding It as a Teacher 00:22:22 - Reaching the Point Where She Knew She Was Going to Die 00:22:47 - Going to Treatment Because Jail Was the Alternative 00:24:50 - Getting Sober and Still Wanting to Kill Herself 00:25:58 - “I Never Felt Good Enough” Without Alcohol 00:58:57 - The Recovery App She Believes Could Help Save Lives

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Welcome to the Hopeaholics Podcast, where we tackle addiction and mental illness through sharing real life experiences, honesty and hope! Hosted by Chad Carlsen, who knows firsthand the destruction that these issues can cause, we're here to offer listeners a much-needed source of inspiration and understanding that will carry them through tough times. Through powerful, honest, and unfiltered interviews, The Hopeaholics provides a beacon of hope for listeners facing similar issues, banishing stigma in the process. If you're looking for an authentic podcast that'll motivate you to overcome hard times and live well, look no further. To get help for yourself or someone you love, call 949-989-6550

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