Life as a Patient-Doctor

Dr. Stephanie Moss, MD

Join Dr. Moss, MD (@stephmossmd) a PGY2 Psychiatry Resident who shares her journey navigating life as both a patient and a doctor. This is a platform which aims to share diverse and inspiring stories within the medical community. Through sharing her own lived experience and interviewing other doctors, students, and health care workers, we hope to demonstrate the humanity in medicine. We delve into crucial topics like Disabilities, Mental Health, Sexual Health, trauma-informed care, and the unique experiences of having a marginalized identity in medicine.

  1. Pathology & Crohn's Disease with Dr. Bortoletto

    May 24

    Pathology & Crohn's Disease with Dr. Bortoletto

    Dr. Moss interviews Dr. Angelina “Gina” Bortoletto, a new PGY1 pathology resident at Mass General Brigham who earned her MD-PhD at Baylor and was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease after about a decade of worsening GI symptoms and medical gaslighting, often being told it was anxiety. Join Dr. Bortoletto as she shares her personal journey to residency, offering valuable insights and advice to medical students, premeds, and future doctors. As a resident in pathology, Dr. Bortoletto has navigated the challenges of medical school, residency interviews, and match day, while also living with Crohn's disease. In this medical podcast, she discusses her experiences, from the highs of residency match to the lows of dealing with a chronic illness, and how it has impacted his mental health and overall well-being. With her unique perspective as a physician, Dr. Bortoletto provides mentorship and guidance to those pursuing a career in medicine, including tips for medical students, premed advice, and reflections on doctor life. Whether you're a med student, resident, or simply interested in the medical field, this video offers a candid look at the medical journey, including intern year, resident life, and the importance of prioritizing health and seeking medical advice when needed. Dr. Bortoletto's story is a testament to the power of perseverance and determination, and serves as a reminder that even in the face of adversity, it's possible to achieve your goals and become a successful doctor. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about medicine, medical college, and the realities of a career in healthcare.Visit website at https://medpsycmoss.com for transcripts, blog posts, and resources for medical students, health care professionals, and patientsLet’s Connect: @stephmossmdInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/stephmossmd/Twitter/X: ⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/medpsymoss⁠⁠⁠ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stephmossmd?_t=8kS9kVfKjUc&_r=1Listen to Podcast “Life as a Patient-Doctor:Youtube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUfheMZYKjA8xJN3_tzjvvCWGn8HKh_Rt&si=erIIirgQyAsEkBR4 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/685WDhQHXulbCmh2siIOp3Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/life-as-a-patient-doctor/id1719637283Email: medpsycmoss@gmail.com***This episode is for educational purposes only and is not intended nor implied to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. All opinions voiced are the opinions of the speakers and not reflective of any institution. Please follow up with your health provider and therapist for any additional questions or support.***00:00 Anxiety Or Something Else00:55 Meet Dr Angelina Bortoletto01:58 Ten Year Diagnosis Journey04:50 Medical School And Gaslighting07:17 Listening To Patients Matters09:16 Why Pathology Felt Like Home11:47 Notes That Change Diagnoses13:56 Biologics And Accommodations18:59 Disclosing In Residency Apps24:05 Moving And Building Routines26:47 Pearls For Trainees28:45 Wrap Up And Where To Connect

    34 min
  2. Anorexia & Burnout: Dr. Rigert's Story

    May 15

    Anorexia & Burnout: Dr. Rigert's Story

    In this thought-provoking conversation, Dr. Rigert shares her personal experiences and insights on the cost of being a female doctor and surgeon, shedding light on the often-overlooked issues of anorexia and burnout that affect many medical students, premed, and future doctors. As a medical doctor, Dr. Rigert understands the pressures of med school, residency life, and the medical career, and how these can impact mental health. She discusses the prevalence of eating disorders, such as anorexia, among medical students and residents, and the importance of addressing these issues in medical college and beyond. This medical podcast is a must-listen for anyone considering a health career, including those interested in psychiatry, dentistry, or becoming a military doctor. Dr. Rigert's honest discussion about doctor burnout, the white coat, and the psychological toll of being a doctor will resonate with many in the medical field, and serve as a reminder of the need for support and mentorship in the medical community. By sharing his story, Dr. Rigert hopes to inspire change and promote a healthier, more supportive environment for medical students, residents, and doctors everywhere. 00:00 Sneak Peak: Society And Self Worth 00:24 Meet The Guests 01:57 From Surgery To Crisis 04:24 Shame And Trauma Roots 07:21 Residency Culture And Self Compassion 09:13 Leaving Military And Finding A Niche 13:45 Beyond Burnout To Coaching 21:29 Coach Vs Therapist Vs Mentor 30:43 Permission To Pivot 34:00 Suicide Resources And Trigger Warning 36:04 Final Pearls And Wrap Up

    42 min
  3. Apr 22

    Disability & Disclosure in Medicine: How do I disclose?

    As a medical student or future doctor, navigating the challenges of medical school and residency can be daunting, but what if you also have a disability to consider? In this video, Dr. Moss presents at a Lived Experience Conference to explore the complex issue of disclosure for doctors with disabilities, and how it may impact their md journey. From premed advice to residency interview tips, we delve into the world of medicine and the experiences of medical students and residents who are also dealing with mental health and physical disabilities. Whether you're a psychiatry resident or interested in psych residency, this video aims to provide valuable insights and premed advice for those who are pursuing their doctor dreams despite the obstacles. We examine the medical college and residency interview process, and how disclosure can affect a medical student's chances of matching into their desired program. Join us as we discuss the importance of mental health and support for medical students and residents, and how the medical community can work together to create a more inclusive and supportive environment for all future doctors.Guide on requesting disability accommodations: https://medpsycmoss.com/blog/accommodations-usmleAffiliate Discount Links:- UWorld USMLE 10% with Code: STEPH10 https://medical.uworld.com/medical-library/?utm_medium=social&utm_source=youtube&utm_campaign=med-affiliate-stephaniemoss-usa&utm_content=exclusive+offer-+medical+library- Jaanuu Scrubs 20% with Code: STEPHMOSSMD20 : https://www.jaanuu.com/discount/stephmossmd20 Let’s Connect: @stephmossmdInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/stephmossmd/Twitter/X: ⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/medpsymoss⁠⁠⁠ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stephmossmd?_t=8kS9kVfKjUc&_r=1Follow the Podcast: "Medical School with Dr. Moss"On YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUfheMZYKjA-ip9NC0lTu0h-JXVfKkJgI&si=WYPDDc-Y6wGfuYrBOn Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6B3TCtg2nDG5D0OA8myyMn?si=aee899be33c94c00On Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/medical-school-with-dr-moss/id1867620163Let’s Connect: @stephmossmdInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/stephmossmd/Twitter/X: ⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/medpsymoss⁠⁠⁠ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stephmossmd?_t=8kS9kVfKjUc&_r=1***This episode is for educational purposes only and is not intended nor implied to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. All opinions voiced are the opinions of the speakers and not reflective of any institution. Please follow up with your health provider and therapist for any additional questions or support.*** Disability & Disclosure in Medicine00:00 Welcome And Topic00:27 Speaker Disclosures01:04 Disability Overview01:34 Defining Disability02:26 Medical Student Data03:51 Leave Of Absence05:40 Lived Experience08:23 Residency Disclosure11:02 Laws And Protections12:07 Who To Disclose To14:45 Disclosing To Patients17:56 Why Disability Matters20:29 Key Takeaways22:55 Resources And Closing23:59 Q And A Wrap Up

    25 min
  4. Failed USMLE, 2 LOAs, & Matched IM with Mary

    Feb 22

    Failed USMLE, 2 LOAs, & Matched IM with Mary

    Join Mary as she shares her inspiring story of overcoming USMLE failure and two Leaves of Absence to achieve her dream of matching in internal medicine residency. Despite facing the setback of failing the USMLE STEP1, Mary persevered and was still able to secure a match in internal medicine. In this video, she opens up about her medical school journey, including her experience with USMLE step 1, and offers valuable insights and advice for medical students who are preparing for their own residency application. Whether you're looking for tips on how to pass the USMLE or seeking guidance on red flags in the residency match process, Mary's story is a testament to the power of determination and hard work. As a US MD Mary's experience her approach to step 1 prep are particularly noteworthy. If you're a medical student struggling to stay motivated or looking for inspiration to help you pass the USMLE or COMLEX, then this video is for you. Mary's story is a reminder that failure is not the end, and that with the right mindset and strategy, you can still achieve your goals and match into your desired residency program, including internal medicine residency.Let’s Connect: @stephmossmdInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/stephmossmd/Twitter/X: ⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/medpsymoss⁠⁠⁠ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stephmossmd?_t=8kS9kVfKjUc&_r=1Listen to Podcast “Life as a Patient-Doctor:Youtube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUfheMZYKjA8xJN3_tzjvvCWGn8HKh_Rt&si=erIIirgQyAsEkBR4 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/685WDhQHXulbCmh2siIOp3Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/life-as-a-patient-doctor/id1719637283Follow the Podcast: "Medical School with Dr. Moss"On YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUfheMZYKjA-ip9NC0lTu0h-JXVfKkJgI&si=WYPDDc-Y6wGfuYrBOn Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/6B3TCtg2nDG5D0OA8myyMn?si=aee899be33c94c00On Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/medical-school-with-dr-moss/id186762016300:00 Guest Introduction02:02 USMLE Failure03:10 Premed & Medical School03:57 COVID & Studying05:04 Failed USMLE & Mental Health07:13 Leave of Absence08:08 Psychiatry & Psychology10:54 USMLE STEP212:04 UWorld Study Strategy13:23 Accommodations?15:29 Residency Application Red Flags18:21 Advice for Future Applicants20:04 Mental Health tips22:25 Summary24:12 You are not Alone#usmle #usmlestep1 #match

    26 min
  5. Jan 25

    I Miscarried at 6 Week

    In this emotional and personal video, I'm sharing my story of miscarriage, which occurred at just 6 weeks into my pregnancy as a doctor with endometriosis. As someone who has experienced the challenges of infertility and the ups and downs of the ivf journey, I want to offer support and solidarity to others who may be going through similar miscarriage struggles. For those trying to conceive, it's essential to know that you're not alone, and that there are many resources available to help you navigate the often difficult road to pregnancy. From pregnancy tips and fertility advice to infertility stories and ivf process explanations, I hope to provide a sense of community and connection for those who are facing pregnancy challenges, especially during the critical first trimester. By speaking out about my 6 week miscarriage, I hope to help break down the stigma surrounding this common experience, and to encourage others to share their own stories of pregnancy, infertility, and the ttc journey. Whether you're currently pregnant, trying to conceive, or simply looking for infertility support and guidance for your friend or family member, I hope that my story will resonate with you and offer some comfort and reassurance that you are not alone.Visit website at https://medpsycmoss.com for transcripts, blog posts, and resources for medical students, health care professionals, and patientsLet’s Connect: @stephmossmdInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/stephmossmd/Twitter/X: ⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/medpsymoss⁠⁠⁠ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stephmossmd?_t=8kS9kVfKjUc&_r=1Listen to Podcast “Life as a Patient-Doctor:Youtube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUfheMZYKjA8xJN3_tzjvvCWGn8HKh_Rt&si=erIIirgQyAsEkBR4 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/685WDhQHXulbCmh2siIOp3Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/life-as-a-patient-doctor/id1719637283***This episode is for educational purposes only and is not intended nor implied to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. All opinions voiced are the opinions of the speakers and not reflective of any institution. Please follow up with your health provider and therapist for any additional questions or support.*** 00:00 Miscarried at 6 Weeks00:00 Did I misscarry?01:32 The Miscarriage Experience05:37 Emotions of Misscarrying 06:49 Trigger Warning07:16 Mental Health Impact08:02 Support Systems and Community09:48 Patient-Doctor Connection10:32 Reflections 11:57 Coping Strategies12:28 Time off Work in Residency13:19 Doctor Appointment 13:55 Final Requests#mentalhealth #pregnancy #miscarriages

    18 min
  6. Jan 14

    Threatened Miscarriage

    Processing a threatened miscarriage during a first time pregnancy can be a highly emotional and challenging experience, affecting not only the physical health but also the mental health of the individual. For those undergoing infertility struggles or fertility treatments such as ivf, the risk of miscarriage can be particularly daunting, making the journey to parenthood even more stressful. It's essential to acknowledge the importance of miscarriage support and emotional healing during this time, as well as the need for comprehensive reproductive health care from a qualified obgyn or doctor. Women who have experienced infertility struggles and are trying to conceive often face significant emotional hurdles, and a threatened miscarriage can exacerbate these feelings. However, with the right approach to fertility tips and treatments, as well as a strong support system, it's possible to navigate the complexities of early pregnancy and come out stronger on the other side. This video explores the nuances of a threatened miscarriage, offering guidance, advice, and reassurance to those who are going through this difficult experience, and highlighting the importance of miscarriage awareness and the need for ongoing medical care and attention throughout the pregnancy journey. By sharing personal stories and expert insights, we hope to provide a sense of comfort and community to those who are struggling, and to promote a deeper understanding of the physical and emotional aspects of pregnancy, fertility, Let’s Connect: @stephmossmdInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/stephmossmd/Twitter/X: ⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/medpsymoss⁠⁠⁠ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@stephmossmd?_t=8kS9kVfKjUc&_r=1Listen to Podcast “Life as a Patient-Doctor:Youtube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUfheMZYKjA8xJN3_tzjvvCWGn8HKh_Rt&si=erIIirgQyAsEkBR4 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/685WDhQHXulbCmh2siIOp3Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/life-as-a-patient-doctor/id1719637283***This episode is for educational purposes only and is not intended nor implied to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. All opinions voiced are the opinions of the speakers and not reflective of any institution. Please follow up with your health provider and therapist for any additional questions or support.*** 00:00 Introduction and Today's Update01:09 Get to Clinic ASAP03:03 Ultrasound and Emotional Rollercoaster04:26 Consultation with OB GYN06:30 Week 6nSystems Check: Genetics07:12 Prayer & Wishes08:04 Mental Health & Letting Go10:38 Fitness Class12:31 Final Thoughts and Next Steps

    14 min
  7. Jan 11

    Surprise I'm Pregnant!

    Join me as I share my personal journey of becoming a pregnant residency doctor after overcoming infertility with endometriosis, a challenge that many women in medicine face. As a medical student and future physician, I never thought that I would struggle with reproductive health issues such as endometriosis, but it has been a significant part of my story. While preparing for ivf and I am excited to start my pregnancy journey. In this video, I will be discussing my experiences with infertility, ivf, and endometriosis awareness, as well as how I balanced my residency training, including my Psychiatry residency. I hope that my story will inspire and support other women's health advocates and future doctors who may be facing similar challenges. My goal is to raise awareness about the importance of reproductive health and to show that even in the demanding field of medical school and doctor life, it is possible to achieve your dreams and start a family. Tune in to hear more about my journey and the lessons I have learned along the way.Baby Moss Registry: https://www.amazon.com/baby-reg/stephaniejonah-moss-september-2026-highlandpark/2XL8Q1TI6N187 00:00 Unexpected News: I'm Pregnant! 00:32 Intro01:14 My Journey with Infertility03:21 Medicine & Infertility04:50 Identity 05:50 Residency: Glimmer of Hope08:09 Trauma Responses09:13 The Emotional Rollercoaster10:25 Impact of Stress on the Body12:00 Confirming the Pregnancy15:56 Two Weeks of Panic18:43 Mental Health: Depression & Safety Plan20:31 Pre-natal Appointment25:09 Side Effects25:46 Looking Ahead: New Chapters

    29 min

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Join Dr. Moss, MD (@stephmossmd) a PGY2 Psychiatry Resident who shares her journey navigating life as both a patient and a doctor. This is a platform which aims to share diverse and inspiring stories within the medical community. Through sharing her own lived experience and interviewing other doctors, students, and health care workers, we hope to demonstrate the humanity in medicine. We delve into crucial topics like Disabilities, Mental Health, Sexual Health, trauma-informed care, and the unique experiences of having a marginalized identity in medicine.