What happens when you stop trying to control your life and actually surrender? For nearly five months, I lived in an ashram at Bhaktivedanta Manor in Watford after leaving Bali and joining a Veda course. It was a completely different rhythm of life, and one that taught me a lot about spirituality, God, surrender and myself. In this solo episode of Lessons To My Younger Self, I’m sharing what that experience was really like, from early mornings, mangala aarti and japa meditation to studying scripture, serving within the community and learning more deeply about the soul, karma, reincarnation and divine love. I also talk about entrepreneurship, learning to let go of control, receiving support from community and running my Rebirth workshop for more than 25 people. And then there’s the work of being seen. I share what came up around perfectionism, visibility and public speaking, and what I’ve been learning about creating enough safety in the body for deeper healing to happen. A personal reflection on the last few months, what they’ve taught me and what I’m carrying into this next chapter. ✨ In this episode: • What living in an ashram for five months was really like • What I learned from studying the Vedas • Surrender, faith and reconnecting with God • The power of devotion, routine and community • Entrepreneurship and learning to release control • Perfectionism, visibility and the fear of being seen • Why safety matters when we’re healing 💭 A question for you: Where are you being invited to surrender rather than control? ✨ Connect with Me https://www.instagram.com/innerglowwithkiren ✨ Work With Me https://linktr.ee/innerglowwithkiren https://www.kirenbhardwa.com If something in this episode resonates, I’d love to hear your thoughts. Drop me a DM on Instagram @innerglowwithkiren or leave a comment on the YouTube episode. It means a lot to share these experiences and lessons with those who can benefit from them. Lots of love, Kiren 🤍 Ashram life, Veda course, Vedic spirituality, Krishna consciousness, spiritual awakening, surrender, trusting God, divine love, karma, reincarnation, soul, meditation, japa meditation, temple worship, healing, nervous system healing, emotional healing, entrepreneurship, perfectionism, visibility, public speaking, personal growth, Rebirth workshop, Lessons To My Younger Self