I'm obsessed with never going back to the version of me I worked so hard to not be. Bree Usie never set out to be a sober creator. She spent 18 years drinking and using substances, living on autopilot, and dealing with chronic pain after several surgeries on her spine. She had known for a long time that she needed to quit, but she could never find the follow-through — until one very late night when everything hit at once. She started calling and texting friends. They were supportive, as friends should be. But one lifelong friend stayed on the phone for four hours and gave her something none of the others had: tough love. Suck it up. Some people are dealt really crappy things in life, and this is one of those things you have to deal with. You're either going to let it control you and consume you, or you're going to try to take your life back. In Bree's head, one phrase kept repeating: it's now or never, it's now or never, it's now or never. The next day, she decided to give it a go. She just never went back after that point. Her sober date is March 29, 2025, and she was more than 570 days sober at the time of recording. In this episode of The Health Movement Podcast, Bree and I talk about that reinvention: from autopilot to daily check-ins, from hiding letters to herself around her house to building a community where people can show up exactly as they are. We get into why she never went to AA or rehab, how she did it on her own, why the first three months were the hardest, and how training — something she had done for over a decade — became the place she poured her energy when she needed something to pour it into. Bree also shares the story behind Sober Sourdough — the cottage bakery she started after her first starter molded in three days and she restarted it the same day. That starter, Jane Dough, is the same age as her sobriety, and she now ships sourdough all over the United States. And we talk about the community she did not expect to build: from 4,000 TikTok followers to 36,000, morning lives from the gym six days a week, night lives playing games and talking through the day, and a Discord of almost 100 people where men in particular feel safe enough to open up about sobriety, self-harm, family issues, and everything in between — with one rule above all: no judgment. If you've ever tried to change your life while keeping the same routines, the same rooms, and the same people around you, or you've ever felt alone in a crowded room, this conversation will change the way you see what it actually takes to become a different person. ⸻ CHAPTERS 00:00 – "Never Going Back" 00:41 – More Than 570 Days Sober 01:06 – The Night Everything Shifted 03:37 – Kind Is Not Nice 05:03 – Redirecting Her Energy 06:49 – Journaling and Letters to Herself 08:15 – Obsessed With Never Going Back 08:58 – What She Had to Give Up 12:35 – The TikTok Crew 13:30 – Building the Community 15:29 – Never Asking for Gifts 17:45 – Authenticity and No Judgment 19:09 – Where Does This Go Next? 21:54 – Alone in a Crowded Room 27:48 – Mind Your Own Mind 31:56 – Learning to Say No 33:27 – Sourdough and Jane Dough 36:10 – Advice for Someone on Day Three 41:58 – The Discord as a Safe Space 43:34 – Where to Find Bree ⸻ About Bree Usie Bree Usie, known online as SoberBree, is a TikTok creator who streams live from the gym most mornings and plays games and talks with her community at night. After 18 years of drinking and substances, she got sober on March 29, 2025, without AA or rehab, and rebuilt her days around training, journaling, honest friendships, and community. She is also the founder of Sober Sourdough, a cottage bakery she started the day she got sober, shipping sourdough across the United States. ⸻ Connect with Bree Usie Website: soberbree.com TikTok: @SoberBreezy For sourdough orders, DM her and mention sourdough — on TikTok, say sourdough in the message so she knows it's an order. ⸻ Listen to The Health Movement Podcast YouTube: @HealthMovementPodcast ⸻ Work With Derek Interested in coaching, corporate wellness, speaking engagements, podcast appearances, or health presentations for your organization? Instagram: @derek.josephs ⸻ We are not doctors. This episode is for education and conversation only, not medical advice. Before making any nutritional, fitness, or health changes based on anything you hear on the show, please consult with your physician. If you are struggling with substance use, please reach out to a qualified professional. In the US, the SAMHSA National Helpline is 1-800-662-4357, free and confidential, 24/7. If you are in crisis, call or text 988 in the US. Support the show