The Hidden Pages Podcast

Vanessa Saleh
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At The Hidden Pages Podcast, I believe that our creative spark isn’t a talent reserved for a chosen few—it’s a journey we all share. I’m here to tell you that even if you’ve spent years silencing your inner child in the name of responsibility, you can still reconnect with that part of you. Through my personal stories and candid interviews with others who are navigating their own paths of self-discovery and healing, I aim to create a space where we can openly explore our vulnerabilities, learn from each other, and grow together.

Episodes

  1. 02/15/2025

    Episode 010: Want a Good Relationship? 3 Things to Do Before & After You’re In One |

    Want a Good Relationship? 3 Things to Do Before & After You’re In One | The Hidden Pages Podcast Love is beautiful, messy, and sometimes downright confusing. Whether you're single and preparing for love or in a relationship and wanting to strengthen it, this episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast is for you. I share three things you need to do before getting into a relationship and three things to maintain a strong, lasting partnership once you're in one. After 13 years together, 7 years of marriage, and raising a child, I’ve learned that love isn’t just about finding the right person—it’s about choosing them every day and doing the inner work to build something real. Join me as I share personal stories, relationship lessons, and insights on what truly makes a relationship thrive. ✨ Visit The Hidden Pages Podcast website for detailed show notes, more episodes, and ways to connect. 🔖 Episode Highlights: 00:00 - Introduction: Why relationships take work01:00 - My love story: 13 years, long distance, and major life changes06:40 - 3 things to do before getting into a relationship07:00 - Know who you are and what you want08:45 - Heal your wounds (your partner isn’t responsible for them)09:50 - Be okay with being alone first10:30 - 3 things to do to maintain a relationship11:00 - Choose your partner every day12:40 - Communicate like you’re on the same team14:30 - Keep laughing and having fun together16:50 - Final thoughts: Love is about growth, not perfection 💬 Let’s Connect: Follow me for updates, relationship tips, and real talk about love!📸 Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast🎥 TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast 📚 Keywords for Your Journey: healthy relationships, relationship advice, preparing for love, self-love before dating, relationship growth, how to build a strong relationship, marriage advice, dating in your 30s, emotional maturity in relationships, choosing the right partner

    15 min
  2. Episode 009: Quarter-Life Crisis? How to Find Yourself & Start Over in Your 30s | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    02/04/2025

    Episode 009: Quarter-Life Crisis? How to Find Yourself & Start Over in Your 30s | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    In this relatable and candid episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast, I dive deep into what it means to go through a quarter-life crisis—because, trust me, I’m living it right now. If you’ve ever found yourself questioning your career, your passions, or even who you truly are in your 30s, you're not alone. We explore: Why you feel stuck in a life you thought would make you happy How to break free from societal expectations and pressures Practical steps to start clearing the path for the new you Overcoming fear and shame to explore what truly excites you Giving yourself permission to pivot and try something new The truth is, your 30s are not too late to redefine your path, and this episode will help you take that first step toward a life that feels authentic and fulfilling. ✨ Visit The Hidden Pages Podcast website for detailed show notes, more episodes, and ways to connect. 🔖 Episode Highlights: 00:00 - Welcome to The Hidden Pages Podcast 01:14 - What is a quarter-life crisis, and why am I feeling this way? 03:50 - Why we made decisions that don’t fit our true selves 07:10 - The pressure to have it all figured out in your 20s 10:30 - How to start clearing the path for the real you 14:15 - Exploring your passions without fear of failure 17:40 - Why it’s never too late to start over 20:00 - Practical steps to finding yourself again 22:30 - Your challenge: Three things to explore this month 📚 Episode Resources & Links: Books That Inspired This Episode: The Defining Decade: Why Your Twenties Matter and How to Make the Most of Them Now by Meg Jay - (https://amzn.to/4aoLVoI) Atomic Habits by James Clear - (https://amzn.to/3PHqSUD) Self-Compassion: The Proven Power of Being Kind to Yourself by Dr. Kristin Neff - (https://amzn.to/4jmADFA) Practical Tools for Your Journey: Weighted Blanket for Stress Relief - (https://amzn.to/4asvt6F) 💬 Let’s Connect: Follow me for updates, challenges, and healing tips! 📸 Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast 🎥 TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast 📚 Keywords for Your Journey: quarter-life crisis, finding yourself in your 30s, self-discovery journey, starting over in your 30s, navigating life changes, overcoming feeling stuck, embracing personal growth, how to find your passion again, career pivot in your 30s, reinventing yourself at any age 🎧 Listen now and take the first step toward rediscovering yourself!

    19 min
  3. Episode 008: Why I’m Speaking Out: The Humanity Behind the Palestine Conflict | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    01/28/2025

    Episode 008: Why I’m Speaking Out: The Humanity Behind the Palestine Conflict | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    In this deeply personal episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast, I open up about why I feel compelled to speak out about the ongoing Palestine conflict. As someone with close personal ties—my husband is half-Palestinian, and my daughter carries Palestinian heritage—this issue is more than just a headline; it's personal. This episode isn’t about politics or changing anyone’s mind—it’s about humanizing individuals, breaking down harmful generalizations, and standing for shared humanity. I reflect on my experiences with cultural generalization as an immigrant and how it has shaped my perspective on the importance of identity, empathy, and speaking out for those who can’t. Whether you're deeply invested in this issue or just looking to understand it from a human perspective, my hope is to encourage compassion and remind us all that everyone deserves freedom and safety. ✨ Visit The Hidden Pages Podcast website for detailed show notes, more episodes, and ways to connect. 🔖 Episode Highlights: 00:00 - Welcome and trigger warning 01:06 - My personal connection to the Palestine conflict 03:00 - The dangers of generalizing cultures and conflicts 06:12 - The impact of cultural identity and why it matters 09:25 - The human cost of the conflict: why I had to take a break 12:40 - Why I chose to speak out now 15:00 - Challenging biases and standing for humanity 17:30 - Final thoughts and the importance of compassion 📚 Episode Resources & Links: Educational Resources: Understanding the Palestinian Struggle - (https://www.unrwa.org/) Breaking Down Generalizations and Bias - (https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/takeatest.html) Books to Explore: Palestine: Peace Not Apartheid by Jimmy Carter - (https://amzn.to/3PNh7nS) The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine by Ilan Pappé - (https://amzn.to/3DZ9aJY) Ways to Help: Help people in Gaza and the West Bank - (https://crisisrelief.un.org/opt-crisis) Learn More - (https://www.savethechildren.org/us/where-we-work/west-bank-gaza) 💬 Let’s Connect: Follow me for updates, challenges, and healing tips! 📸 Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast 🎥 TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast 📚 Keywords for Your Journey: Palestine conflict explained, human cost of war, standing with Palestine, personal stories about Palestine, Gaza conflict, breaking down cultural stereotypes, understanding humanity in war, why I stand with Palestine, immigrant experiences and identity, empathy in a divided world 🎧 Tune in now and let’s have an honest conversation about humanity beyond the headlines.

    15 min
  4. Episode 007: Is it Too Late to Rediscover My Passion? Starting Over in My 30s - Journey to Art & Self-Discovery | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    01/21/2025

    Episode 007: Is it Too Late to Rediscover My Passion? Starting Over in My 30s - Journey to Art & Self-Discovery | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    In this deeply personal episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast, I open up about starting over in my 30s and rediscovering my long-lost passion—art. After years of therapy and shedding layers of expectations, I finally reached a place where I could explore who I am beyond the roles I’ve been expected to fill. Through my journey, I’ve realized that it's never too late to pursue what truly lights you up. Inspired by The Artist's Wayby Julia Cameron, I’m embracing creativity, overcoming self-doubt, and taking steps toward a life that aligns with my true self. If you're in your 30s (or beyond) and feel like you've missed your chance to follow your passion, this episode is for you. Whether you're longing for a fresh start or just need encouragement to reconnect with what you love, know that it’s never too late to begin again. ✨ Visit The Hidden Pages Podcast website for detailed show notes, more episodes, and ways to connect. 🔖 Episode Highlights: 00:00 - Welcome to The Hidden Pages Podcast01:14 - My year of healing and the journey to self-discovery03:50 - How I realized I didn’t know myself anymore07:10 - The emotional process of finding my true self10:30 - Why I never allowed myself to pursue art14:15 - The Artist’s Way and reconnecting with creativity17:40 - The fear of failing and embracing my dream20:00 - My goals for 2025 and pursuing art without pressure22:30 - Encouragement for anyone feeling stuck in their dreams 📚 Episode Resources & Links: People I love that inspired me: LETTER IT OUT By Jenn Lee Instagram LETTER IT OUT By Jenn Lee BOOK Jenn Lee Creates Instagram Jenn Lee Creates Website Charly Clements Instagram Charly Clements Portrait Party 💬 Let’s Connect: Follow me for updates, challenges, and healing tips!📸 Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast🎥 TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast 📚 Keywords for Your Journey: rediscovering passion in your 30s, starting over in your 30s, finding purpose through art, self-discovery podcast, following your dreams later in life, personal growth journey, healing through creativity, the artist's way challenge, overcoming self-doubt, embracing creativity at any age 🎧 Tune in now and let’s embrace our creative journey together!

    21 min
  5. Finding Your True Purpose Beyond Expectations | Hidden Pages Podcast

    12/22/2024

    Finding Your True Purpose Beyond Expectations | Hidden Pages Podcast

    In this empowering episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast, I sit down with Mary Ruiz, a provisionally licensed counselor with an incredible story of transformation. Mary shares how she went from helping manage a multimillion-dollar company to completely pivoting her life and career in her 30s, all while prioritizing her mental health and well-being. Together, we peel back the layers of societal expectations to get real about what it takes to uncover your dream life. This episode is for anyone who feels stuck or unable to pivot toward a more authentic and fulfilling existence. We discuss the importance of self-compassion, letting go of what no longer serves you, and the courage it takes to embrace who you truly are. If you’re ready to stop feeling trapped by societal pressures and start living authentically, this episode will leave you inspired and encouraged to take that first step. ✨ Visit The Hidden Pages Podcast website for detailed show notes, more episodes, and ways to connect. Episode Highlights: 00:00 - Introduction to the Hidden Pages Podcast 02:15 - The weight of societal expectations and peeling back the layers 06:30 - Mary Ruiz’s story: Leaving corporate success to prioritize well-being 12:45 - Dr. Kristin Neff’s approach to self-compassion and discovering your true self 18:00 - How societal roles shape our identity and create feelings of being stuck 24:30 - The fear of pivoting in life and how to overcome it 31:15 - Redefining success: Living authentically and letting go of external pressures 38:00 - The power of self-compassion in creating your dream life 45:20 - Building self-awareness and identifying what truly makes you happy 51:40 - Practical steps to begin living authentically 56:00 - Final reflections and encouragement to take the first step toward change Episode Resources & Links: It Didn’t Start with You by Mark Wolynn Atomic Habits by James Clear Self-Compassion by Dr. Kristin Neff The Mindful Self-Compassion Workbook Fierce Self-Compassion: How Women Can Harness Kindness to Speak Up, Claim Their Power, and Thrive Learn about Dr. Kristin Neff’s self-compassion work: Self-Compassion.org Weighted Blanket for Stress Relief Follow me for updates, challenges, and healing tips! 📸 Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast 🎥 TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast discovering purpose, societal expectations, redefining success, personal growth, self-compassion, Dr. Kristin Neff, mental health, career pivot, embracing change, Hidden Pages Podcast, Mary Ruiz interview, Vanessa Saleh

    1h 18m
  6. The Lonely Middle: Surviving the Messy, Isolating Phase of Personal Growth

    12/07/2024

    The Lonely Middle: Surviving the Messy, Isolating Phase of Personal Growth

    In this raw and vulnerable episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast, I share my experience navigating what I call the “purgatory phase” of personal growth. This messy, in-between stage—where you’ve outgrown who you once were but haven’t yet become who you’re meant to be—can feel isolating and uncertain, but it’s also where transformation takes root. I dive into why personal growth often feels lonely, the cost of losing old relationships, and the joy of discovering new, aligned connections. I also reflect on my own journey, from questioning everything to finding my "gold friends," while anchoring myself in the "why" behind my healing journey. If you’re feeling stuck or unsure during your growth journey, this episode reminds you that you’re not alone. The messy middle is part of the process—and it’s preparing you for the person you’re becoming. 🔖 Episode Highlights: 00:00 - Introduction to the "purgatory phase" of personal growth 01:00 - Understanding the loneliness of this in-between stage 02:15 - Why growth feels isolating and staying connected to your "why" 04:06 - The cost of growth: losing relationships and mourning change 05:28 - Personal story: Finding "gold friends" who support your journey 09:00 - How to stay motivated in a journey that feels endless Take a moment this week to reflect and write down your "whys"—the unshakable reasons behind your growth journey. What keeps you going when the path feels uncertain? Let this clarity guide you through the messy middle. 📌 One-Week Challenge: Take a moment this week to reflect and write down your "whys"—the unshakable reasons behind your growth journey. What keeps you going when the path feels uncertain? Let this clarity guide you through the messy middle. 💬 Let’s Connect: Follow me for updates, challenges, and healing tips! 📸 Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast 🎥 TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast personal growth, self-discovery, loneliness in growth, purgatory phase, emotional healing, finding your why, self-care, breaking generational cycles, gold friends, navigating change 📚 Keywords for Your Journey: personal growth, self-discovery, loneliness in growth, purgatory phase, emotional healing, finding your why, self-care, breaking generational cycles, gold friends, navigating change

    13 min
  7. The Generational Trauma Breaker: Turning to Face the Flames

    11/23/2024

    The Generational Trauma Breaker: Turning to Face the Flames

    In this episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast, I, Vanessa Saleh, tackle the profound and deeply personal topic of breaking generational trauma. Inspired by a powerful quote from Terry Real, I reflect on what it means to be a generational trauma breaker—the person who decides to stop the cycle of pain and dysfunction. I share my own journey of recognizing and addressing these inherited patterns, exploring how trauma can affect not only our lives but even our DNA. Together, we’ll navigate the incredible weight of carrying this responsibility, the courage it takes to face these challenges, and the grace needed to allow healing to unfold. This is a heartfelt exploration of why healing is vital—not just for us but for the generations that follow.

    16 min
  8. Prioritizing Yourself and Recognizing When a Relationship is Over | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    11/08/2024

    Prioritizing Yourself and Recognizing When a Relationship is Over | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    In this episode of *The Hidden Pages Podcast*, host Vanessa Saleh welcomes Amber Henry, a mom, content creator, and entrepreneur. Together, they dive deep into the powerful topics of prioritizing oneself and recognizing when it’s time to walk away from a relationship. Through Amber’s personal stories and invaluable insights, listeners are guided on how to rebuild confidence, recognize red flags, and embrace self-compassion after a relationship ends. Discover practical self-care practices and the vital role that community and friendships play in healing and personal growth. If you’ve ever wondered how to prioritize yourself, identify unhealthy relationship patterns, or find support, this conversation is for you. Don’t miss this empowering discussion that reminds us all to lead fulfilling lives by putting our own mental and emotional well-being first. --- ### 📌 **Timestamps to Navigate This Episode** **0:00:00** - Introduction **0:01:55** - The Importance of Sharing Vulnerable Experiences **0:05:34** - Recognizing Early Warning Signs in Relationships **0:21:14** - Rebuilding Confidence and Trust After a Breakup **0:38:28** - The Value of a Strong Support System **0:47:12** - Recognizing When It’s Time to Move On **✨ Listen to what resonates with you!** --- ### 📚 **Episode Resources & Links** **Amber Henry's Socials:** - [TikTok: @amberhenryy](https://www.tiktok.com/@amberhenryy) - [Instagram: @amberhenryy](https://www.instagram.com/amberhenryy) **Books Mentioned:** - *[What Happened to You?* by Oprah Winfrey and Dr. Perry] - (https://amzn.to/4e6iMPa) - *[Burnout: The Secret to Unlocking the Stress Cycle] - (https://amzn.to/4hluSH7)* **Vanessa's Go-To Skincare Routine:** - [Farmacy Makeup Remover Cleansing Balm] - (https://amzn.to/3CbTjqg) - [OleHenriksen Cold Plunge Pore Remedy Moisturizer] - (https://amzn.to/3UrX0OO) - [Tatcha The Kissu Lip Mask]- (https://amzn.to/3BZJOdP) ### 🔗 **Connect with Us** For more insights, visit our website: [The Hidden Pages Podcast](https://www.thehiddenpagespodcast.com/) Follow us on social media for updates, challenges, and healing tips. Don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe to join our journey toward self-discovery and healing!

    50 min
  9. Should I Stay or Should I Go? | Situationships | Drowning in Motherhood | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    11/02/2024

    Should I Stay or Should I Go? | Situationships | Drowning in Motherhood | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    In this episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast, I dive into some real, anonymous confessions from listeners who are struggling with relationships, motherhood, and self-discovery. They’ve shared their personal dilemmas, asking for advice on situations that challenge their sense of self and happiness. I respond to each confession with compassion and honesty, offering insights on relationship red flags, finding clarity, and making those hard choices. Listen in as I discuss whether an attraction outside a relationship signals the end, why stepping out of our comfort zones can truly transform connections, and how motherhood can feel isolating yet rewarding. You’ll hear some practical tips on setting boundaries, finding community, and putting self-care first, especially for anyone managing complex relationship dynamics or feeling overwhelmed by the challenges of motherhood. ✨ Visit The Hidden Pages Podcast website for detailed show notes, more episodes, and ways to connect. 📌 Timestamps to Navigate This Episode 0:00 - Introduction to the Hidden Pages Podcast 1:18 - Addie's Relationship Dilemma 6:54 - Sophia's Struggles with Motherhood 13:06 - Emily's Situationships and Self-Sabotage 16:17 - Conclusion and Final Thoughts ✨ Listen to what resonates with you! 📚 Episode Resources & Links Books I Recommend: Set Boundaries, Find Peace by Nedra Glover Tawwab - (Link to buy) How to Be the Love You Seek: Heal Your Relationships - (Link to buy) 🔗 Connect with Me Follow me on social media for updates, challenges, and healing tips. Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast For more insights, visit our website: The Hidden Pages Podcast Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe to stay connected and join me as we turn the raw and relatable pages of healing and self-discovery!

    16 min
  10. One Parentified Kid to Another | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    11/01/2024

    One Parentified Kid to Another | The Hidden Pages Podcast

    In this heartfelt episode of The Hidden Pages Podcast - Confessions of My Silent Journal, Vanessa Saleh explores the complex journey of growing up as a parentified child—the “little adult” responsible for others’ happiness. Through raw, relatable stories, Vanessa shares her experiences navigating early responsibilities, the impact of being a caretaker on adult life, and her journey of reclaiming her own identity. From spotting relationship red flags to learning to say “no,” Vanessa dives into the ways that childhood patterns affect our adult lives. Listeners will gain insight into practical self-care steps and rediscovering joy while unlearning these patterns to prioritize themselves. This episode is dedicated to all those who grew up too soon, offering validation and gentle encouragement to make space for self-care and healing. ✨ Visit The Hidden Pages Podcast website for detailed show notes, more episodes, and ways to connect. 0:01:00 - The “Little Adult” Syndrome 0:02:00 - The Impact of Parentification on Adult Life 0:03:00 - Learning to Say No and Setting Boundaries 0:05:00 - Reclaiming Identity and Self-Expression 0:08:00 - Rediscovering Joy Through Art 0:09:00 - Making Time for Self-Care 0:11:00 - One-Week Challenge: “The One-Minute Self-Care” ✨ Listen to what resonates with you! 🔗 Connect with Us Follow us on social media for updates, challenges, and healing tips. Instagram: @hiddenpagespodcast TikTok: @thehiddenpagespodcast For more insights, visit our website: The Hidden Pages Podcast 📌 Timestamps to Navigate This Episode📚 Episode Resources & Links: Books Recommended: Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents - (Link to buy) The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck - (Link To Buy) Vanessa's Go-To Skincare Routine: Farmacy Makeup Remover Cleansing Balm - (Link To Buy) OleHenriksen Cold Plunge Pore Remedy Moisturizer - (Link to Buy) Tatcha The Kissu Lip Mask - (Link to Buy)

    14 min
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About

At The Hidden Pages Podcast, I believe that our creative spark isn’t a talent reserved for a chosen few—it’s a journey we all share. I’m here to tell you that even if you’ve spent years silencing your inner child in the name of responsibility, you can still reconnect with that part of you. Through my personal stories and candid interviews with others who are navigating their own paths of self-discovery and healing, I aim to create a space where we can openly explore our vulnerabilities, learn from each other, and grow together.

Information

  • Creator
    Vanessa Saleh
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2025
  • Episodes
    10
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © Vanessa Saleh
  • Show Website
    The Hidden Pages Podcast