Behavior Leaves Clues

Monica Azoulay
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What if the behavior you’ve been judging isn’t the problem? What if it’s a clue? Behavior Leaves Clues is a podcast about getting curious about why we do what we do. Hosted by speaker and bestselling author Monica Azoulay, each episode explores the patterns, beliefs, emotions, experiences, and stories that shape our behavior and the way we see ourselves. Why do we keep repeating a pattern we know isn’t serving us? Where did a belief about ourselves begin? What might be underneath the need to control, overthink, people-please, shut down, or get everything exactly right? Instead of asking, “What’s wrong with me?” we ask better questions. What happened before this?Where did I learn this?What belief might be underneath it?What could this behavior be protecting?What evidence supports—or challenges—the story I’ve been telling myself? Some episodes will be personal conversations between you and Monica. Others will bring experts and guests into the investigation. Together, we’ll look closer at the evidence—not to judge the behavior, but to understand it. Because when we understand what’s underneath our patterns, we get to decide what we want to carry forward and what we’re ready to change. Behavior leaves clues. Let’s follow the evidence.

  1. 3d ago

    When Preparation Becomes Control | Behavior Leaves Clues

    What happens when you've prepared for everything, but suddenly realize you can't control how things will unfold? In this episode of Behavior Leaves Clues, Monica Azoulay shares a vulnerable moment backstage before opening an event. She had practiced her talk, prepared every detail, and was ready to step onto the stage. But just minutes before her introduction, she realized she couldn't deliver the polished version she'd rehearsed. With the support and prayer of a friend, Monica made a different choice: she would put down the script and speak from her heart. That experience revealed something deeper about her relationship with preparation, perfectionism, and control. Sometimes being prepared is about doing our best. Other times, it can also be about trying to manage how others see us. Through personal storytelling and thoughtful reflection, Monica explores the difference between being prepared and needing everything to be perfect, why vulnerability can feel uncomfortable even when we're confident in our abilities, and what becomes possible when we allow ourselves to be seen without controlling every detail. This episode invites you to get curious about the moments when you work hardest to appear as though you have everything handled. Because sometimes the behavior worth investigating isn't what we do when things go wrong. It's how hard we work to make sure nobody sees us figuring things out. Behavior leaves clues. Let's follow the evidence. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  2. Oct 14

    Welcome to Behavior Leaves Clues

    Welcome to Behavior Leaves Clues What happens when someone who loves having a plan says yes to something completely unexpected? For me, it meant getting into a hot air balloon despite being terrified of heights! In this episode, I'm sharing a little more about who I am and what a spontaneous adventure taught me about control, curiosity, and making room for experiences I can't plan in advance. We'll talk about the difference between being prepared and needing certainty, why we sometimes feel we have to earn rest or enjoyment, and how the familiar roles we've assigned ourselves can keep us from discovering something new. Because behavior doesn't just leave clues about where we've been. It can also show us what's becoming possible. Learning to say yes without knowing the ending The difference between preparation and control Making room for joy, connection, and rest Questioning the identities we've grown comfortable with The difference between being visible and being known Recognizing behavior as evidence of growth Where in your life might you be waiting to know the ending before you're willing to begin? Next week, we're going backstage to a moment when my carefully prepared plan fell apart and I had to confront how much I wanted to control the way others saw me. I'm Monica Azoulay, a keynote speaker, bestselling author, podcast host, and Behavior & Identity Investigator. Through my speaking, writing, and podcasts, I explore the patterns, beliefs, and experiences that shape who we become—and how we can consciously choose what comes next. Website: https://monicaazoulay.com Instagram: @monicaazoulay LinkedIn: Monica Azoulay Email: hellomonicaazoulay@gmail.com Behavior Leaves Clues — New episodes every Wednesday. Unshakeable Belief — Stories of resilience, courage, and the people behind them. Returning soon. Inside the Reading Room — An investigative documentary-style podcast exploring the stories behind the evidence. Coming soon. Enjoyed this conversation? Follow Behavior Leaves Clues on Spotify, share the episode with someone who might appreciate it, and leave a rating to help others discover the show. Behavior leaves clues. Let's follow the evidence. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  3. Oct 7

    Episode 1 — Introducing Behavior Leaves Clues

    What if the behavior you’ve been judging isn’t the problem—but a clue? Welcome to the very first episode of Behavior Leaves Clues. In this opening conversation, Monica Azoulay shares why she created the show, what the name Behavior Leaves Clues means, and why understanding behavior requires more than simply looking at what someone does. Monica explores some of the patterns she has begun looking at differently in her own life—including control, perfectionism, self-reliance, preparation, and independence—and the question that has changed the way she approaches them: What is this behavior trying to protect or provide? In this episode, you’ll hear about: Why a behavior is a clue, not a conclusion The difference between choosing a behavior and feeling like you have to do it Why the same behavior can mean different things for different people Looking beneath the labels we’ve carried about ourselves What to expect from future episodes of Behavior Leaves Clues What this transition means for longtime Unshakeable Belief listeners This isn’t about finding something wrong with you. It’s about getting curious enough to understand more of the story. Behavior leaves clues. Let’s follow the evidence. New episodes every Wednesday. Connect with Monica:MonicaAzoulay.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  4. Sep 23

    Is It Avoidance or Discernment? When “No” Is Actually the Right Answer Ep 16

    How do you know whether the fear you’re feeling is something to move through—or information telling you something genuinely isn’t right for you? That distinction can be difficult, because fear can show up in both situations. In this episode of Unshakeable Belief, Monica investigates the difference between avoidance and discernment—and why simply paying attention to how uncomfortable something feels may not give you the answer. Sometimes fear appears because something we deeply want requires us to be seen, take a risk, or step into uncertainty. Other times, the discomfort is telling us that we’re trying to force ourselves to keep wanting something that no longer fits. Monica explores this through her own experience of being someone who became very good at pushing through difficult things. For a capable person, it can become easy to assume that every challenge is simply something else to overcome. But eventually, Monica began asking a different question: just because I can carry something, does that mean I’m supposed to? That question changes the investigation. Because saying yes isn’t automatically courage, and saying no isn’t automatically fear. Sometimes moving forward while you’re afraid is exactly what growth requires. Other times, growth means acknowledging that something no longer belongs in your life. As Monica explains in this conversation, “Courage and self-abandonment are not the same thing.” You’ll also hear why changing your mind doesn’t necessarily mean you failed, how your history can influence the meaning you assign to discomfort, and why self-trust doesn’t require knowing with certainty that you’re making the “right” decision. Instead, self-trust can look like making the best decision you can with the information you have today—and trusting yourself to keep paying attention when new information arrives. So if you’re wrestling with a decision, the question may not simply be: “Am I afraid?” The more useful investigation may be: If I move past the fear, is the desire still there? Because behavior leaves clues in both directions. If you’re beginning to recognize behaviors and patterns that have shaped the way you move through your life, Return to Herself is where we take that understanding deeper. Beginning October 5, this live four-week coaching experience is designed to help you move beyond simply recognizing your survival strategies and begin reconnecting with the woman you’ve always been beneath the pressure, perfectionism, and expectations. Investment: $197 https://trailblazerecosystem.com/subscribe/return-to-herself Website: www.MonicaAzoulay.com Instagram: MonicaAzoulayOfficial LinkedIn: Monica Azoulay YouTube: Monica Azoulay Email: HelloMonicaAzoulay@gmail.com Monica Azoulay is a Behavior & Identity Investigator, speaker, author, podcast host, and creator of the RESET Methodology. Her work investigates the behaviors, beliefs, and experiences that shape who we become—and what happens when patterns that once helped us begin limiting where we want to go next. Her signature philosophy is simple: Behavior Leaves Clues. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  5. Sep 16

    Why We Avoid the Things We Actually Want Ep 15

    What happens when the thing you keep avoiding isn’t something you don’t want—but something you want deeply? That question can be confusing because we tend to assume that if we really want something, our behavior should naturally move us toward it. But sometimes the closer a dream gets to becoming real, the more vulnerable it can feel. In this episode of Unshakeable Belief, Monica explores why desire and avoidance can exist at the same time. Using her own experience with speaking and visibility, Monica looks at the difference between wanting an opportunity and actually allowing yourself to be seen inside it. Sometimes the fear isn’t really about the stage, the project, the conversation, or the next step. Sometimes it’s about what becomes possible once other people can respond to us. And that is where avoidance can make a lot more sense. Because possibility feels different from reality. As long as something remains an idea, we still have a lot of control over the story. Once we act, we begin receiving real information. Someone may say yes. Someone may say no. We may be misunderstood. We may succeed. We may discover that the experience asks more of us than we expected. That does not automatically mean we are moving in the wrong direction. Sometimes discomfort is simply showing us where something important feels vulnerable. In this episode, Monica also explores how old ideas about who we are can influence the choices we make now, why avoiding an experience can keep old beliefs intact, and how taking action can give us new evidence about what we are capable of handling today. The question isn’t simply: “Why am I getting in my own way?” A more useful question may be: “What becomes vulnerable when the thing I want starts becoming real?” Because behavior leaves clues. And when we understand what the behavior is trying to do for us, we have more information with which to choose what happens next. If you’re beginning to recognize behaviors, beliefs, or patterns that no longer fit the woman you’re becoming, Return to Herself was created for this work. Return to Herself is a live, four-week coaching experience designed to help you understand the patterns that have shaped you, reconnect with yourself beneath the pressure and expectations, and begin choosing what comes next more intentionally. Begins October 5 Investment: $197 https://trailblazerecosystem.com/subscribe/return-to-herself Website: Monica Azoulay – Behavior Leaves Clues Instagram: MonicaAzoulayOfficial LinkedIn: Monica Azoulay YouTube: Monica Azoulay Email: hellomonicaazoulay@gmail.com Monica Azoulay is a Behavior & Identity Investigator, speaker, author, podcast host, and creator of the RESET Methodology. Her work explores the behaviors, beliefs, and experiences that shape who we become—and what happens when patterns that once helped us begin limiting where we want to go next. Her signature philosophy is simple: Behavior Leaves Clues. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

  6. Sep 9

    Ep 14: Productive Avoidance: When Working Hard Keeps You From Moving Forward

    What if avoidance doesn’t look like doing nothing? What if it looks like working incredibly hard? In this episode of Unshakeable Belief, Monica Azoulay continues the September investigation into avoidance by examining one of its hardest forms to recognize: productive avoidance. For high-capacity people, avoidance may not look like missed deadlines, ignored responsibilities, or a lack of motivation. It can look like researching, planning, organizing, revising, learning, solving problems, taking care of everyone else, and getting an extraordinary amount done. The question isn’t whether those behaviors are good or bad. The question is what they’re doing. Sometimes preparation genuinely improves the work. But sometimes preparation becomes protection—because as long as we’re researching, refining, planning, or perfecting, we don’t have to cross the line into vulnerability. We don’t have to send it. Publish it. Make the decision. Have the conversation. Ask for help. Let ourselves be evaluated. Or find out what happens when the thing we say we want becomes real. Monica also explores another form of productive avoidance: using busyness to avoid ourselves. When being capable, useful, responsible, or indispensable becomes part of our identity, constant movement can give us somewhere to go without having to acknowledge what we need, what we feel, or what may need to change. Capability and avoidance can coexist. And sometimes capability gives avoidance an excellent place to hide. In this episode, Monica offers one deceptively simple question that can help expose the difference between necessary preparation and protective delay: If this were already good enough, what would I have to do next? The answer may tell you far more than another productivity system ever could. Because the goal isn’t to become less capable. It’s to have more choice—to know whether you’re consciously choosing a behavior or whether you’ve become trapped by a strategy that once helped you feel safe. If you’re beginning to recognize the patterns, survival strategies, and identities that have been quietly shaping your choices, Return to Herself is an opportunity to take that investigation deeper. Beginning October 5, this live four-week coaching experience will help you move beyond recognizing your patterns and begin reconnecting with the woman underneath the pressure, perfectionism, and expectations. Investment: $197 https://trailblazerecosystem.com/subscribe/return-to-herself Website: Monica Azoulay – Behavior Leaves Clues Instagram: MonicaAzoulayOfficial LinkedIn: Monica Azoulay YouTube: MonicaAzoulay Email: hellomonicaazoulay@gmail.com About Monica Azoulay Monica Azoulay is a Behavior & Identity Investigator, speaker, author, podcast host, and creator of the RESET Methodology. Her work investigates the behaviors, beliefs, and survival strategies that shape who we become—and what happens when the patterns that once protected us begin limiting where we want to go next. Behavior Leaves Clues. RETURN TO HERSELFCONNECT WITH MONICA Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    Ep 14: Productive Avoidance: When Working Hard Keeps You From Moving Forward

  7. Sep 2

    Avoidance Isn’t the Problem: What Is It Protecting You From?

    What if avoidance isn’t the problem? What if it’s evidence? We tend to interpret avoidance as a character flaw. I’m procrastinating. I need more discipline. I’m inconsistent. I keep getting in my own way. I’m self-sabotaging. But what if we’ve been asking the wrong question? In this episode of Unshakeable Belief, we begin our September investigation into avoidance by looking beneath the behavior instead of judging it. Because avoidance often does something very effectively: it gives us immediate relief. Put off the email and you don’t have to risk hearing no today. Delay the difficult conversation and the tension temporarily disappears. Keep researching instead of submitting and you don’t have to find out how someone will respond to your work. For a moment, avoidance works. And that matters, because every time avoiding something reduces discomfort, the brain receives information: this strategy helped. Over time, a behavior that once protected us can begin limiting us. In this episode, I’m exploring why we can deeply want something and still avoid the actions required to move toward it, how avoidance can slowly erode self-trust, and why understanding a protective behavior doesn’t mean excusing it. It gives us more information with which to choose what happens next. Instead of beginning with: “How do I make myself do this?” I want you to try a different question: “What does some part of me believe will happen if I do?” Maybe the answer is rejection. Criticism. Failure. Conflict. Uncertainty. Being misunderstood. Being seen. Or perhaps something you haven’t identified yet. You don’t have to change it today. For now, we’re collecting evidence. Because investigators don’t judge evidence. They study it. And when we investigate the pattern, we reclaim the power to choose. RETURN TO HERSELF If you’re ready to go deeper into the behaviors, beliefs, and survival strategies shaping the way you think, respond, and make decisions, I’d love to invite you into Return to Herself. Beginning October 5, this live 4-week coaching experience will help you move beyond simply recognizing your patterns and begin reconnecting with who you are underneath the pressure, perfectionism, expectations, and protective strategies. Investment: $197 https://byotgroupcoaching.com/subscribe/return-to-herself CONNECT WITH MONICA Website: www.MonicaAzoulay.com Instagram: MonicaAzoulayOfficial LinkedIn: Monica Azoulay YouTube: Monica Azoulay Email: HelloMonicaAzoulay@gmail.com ABOUT MONICA AZOULAY Monica Azoulay is a Behavior & Identity Investigator, speaker, author, podcast host, and creator of the RESET Methodology. Her work investigates the behaviors, beliefs, survival strategies, and identity patterns that shape who we become. Behavior Leaves Clues. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    Avoidance Isn’t the Problem: What Is It Protecting You From?

  8. Aug 26

    From Performance to Peace: When Perfectionism No Longer Gets to Lead

    What if healing from perfectionism doesn’t mean perfectionism disappears? What if freedom is learning that it no longer gets to make your decisions? In this final episode of our August series on perfectionism, we’re moving from investigation into choice. Over the past several weeks, we’ve looked beneath perfectionism to understand what it may actually be protecting. We’ve explored criticism, rejection, shame, failure, vulnerability, visibility, and the enormous cost of continually moving the finish line. But understanding the pattern is only the beginning. In this episode, I’m exploring what happens when perfectionism still shows up—but you stop automatically believing everything it says. We’ll talk about the difference between awareness and transformation, why healing doesn’t require eliminating every fearful thought, and how perfectionism can disguise fear as responsibility, preparation, or wisdom. I’ll also share one of the most important shifts I’ve made in my own life: moving away from the pursuit of certainty and toward faithfulness. Because perfectionism wants guarantees. It wants the whole map. It wants to know that if we prepare enough, perform well enough, and control enough, we can somehow eliminate criticism, rejection, disappointment, or failure. But life doesn’t offer that kind of certainty. So perhaps peace isn’t something waiting for us once we finally get everything right. Perhaps peace is something we learn to practice while we are still becoming. Before you leave this episode, I’ll give you three questions to use the next time perfectionism starts getting loud: What is this voice trying to protect? Is that protection still necessary today? What would the next faithful step look like instead? Not the perfect step. Not the safest step. The next faithful one. Behavior leaves clues. Curiosity replaces shame. Truth creates freedom. And you were made for more. Website: Monica Azoulay – Behavior Leaves Clues Email: hellomonicaazoulay@gmail.com ABOUT MONICA AZOULAY Monica Azoulay is a Behavior & Identity Investigator, speaker, author, podcast host, and creator of the RESET Methodology. She investigates the behaviors, beliefs, survival strategies, and identity patterns that shape who we become—and helps high-achieving women understand the patterns that may be limiting who they become next. Behavior Leaves Clues. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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What if the behavior you’ve been judging isn’t the problem? What if it’s a clue? Behavior Leaves Clues is a podcast about getting curious about why we do what we do. Hosted by speaker and bestselling author Monica Azoulay, each episode explores the patterns, beliefs, emotions, experiences, and stories that shape our behavior and the way we see ourselves. Why do we keep repeating a pattern we know isn’t serving us? Where did a belief about ourselves begin? What might be underneath the need to control, overthink, people-please, shut down, or get everything exactly right? Instead of asking, “What’s wrong with me?” we ask better questions. What happened before this?Where did I learn this?What belief might be underneath it?What could this behavior be protecting?What evidence supports—or challenges—the story I’ve been telling myself? Some episodes will be personal conversations between you and Monica. Others will bring experts and guests into the investigation. Together, we’ll look closer at the evidence—not to judge the behavior, but to understand it. Because when we understand what’s underneath our patterns, we get to decide what we want to carry forward and what we’re ready to change. Behavior leaves clues. Let’s follow the evidence.

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    Monica Azoulay
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2026
  • Episodes
    81
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