LDS divorce, Latter-day Saint women, temple marriage, Jesus Christ, healing through the Atonement, trusting God, faith after divorce, prayer, Holy Ghost, repentance, remarriage, second chances Ne’Cole was eighteen when she entered a Latter-day Saint marriage believing temple covenants would lead to forever. The next day, her husband told her he had made a mistake. He didn’t love her. Those words did not end the marriage. They became the wound around which Ne’Cole built it. For nearly thirty years, she tried to become lovable enough to change the story. She raised eight children, filled her home with prayer, served in the Church, attended the temple, and kept reaching for the marriage she had believed faithfulness would produce. But when the marriage ended anyway, Ne’Cole was left facing a question no amount of praying, striving, or trying harder could answer: What if God was not asking her to save the life she had built—but to trust Him to create a more perfect way? She moved to the small Idaho town of Malad and began swimming each morning in the warm waters of Downata Hot Springs. Like the man who waited beside the Pool of Bethesda, Ne’Cole longed to be made whole. Yet the Savior was not asking her to keep waiting for someone else to carry her into the water. He was asking her to rise. Healing would require Ne’Cole to confront the belief she had carried since she was eighteen—that love had to be earned. It would ask her to stop forcing the future, release the relationships she thought might save her, and trust Jesus Christ enough to let Him lead. Ne’Cole had spent much of her life trying to create the right ending. Now she would discover that Jesus is a far better Partner—and that life becomes something more beautiful when we stop trying to manage His work, get out of His way, and allow Him to create a more perfect way. CHAPTERS: 0:40 – Meet Nicole Tracy: Faith, Family, and an Unexpected Adventure 2:34 – Pioneer Roots and the Seeds of a Personal Testimony 5:19 – Learning to Hear Heavenly Father for Herself 7:03 – When Righteousness Became a Checklist of “Am I Good Enough?” 9:33 – Loss, Divorce, and Learning to Completely Trust God 12:15 – Healing, Self-Love, and Finding a More Excellent Way 15:46 – Atonement, Forgiveness, and Healing a Blended Family 17:22 – Covenants and Knowing You Are Unconditionally Loved by God 20:36 – Letting Go of Checkbox Faith and Truly Trusting the Savior 24:31 – Your Worth Doesn’t Change When You Make Mistakes 29:01 – What “A More Excellent Way” Really Means 33:02 – Daily Repentance, Gratitude, Forgiveness, and Growth 35:50 – Trusting God’s Plot Twists: Saying Yes to Nauvoo 41:04 – Having the Faith to Act When God Says Go 45:20 – Why Nicole Chooses to Stay in the Church of Jesus Christ
