Honestly, I'm Fine

Maile Navarro

“Honestly I’m Fine” is what happens when you survive the unimaginable & start a podcast. I get into grief, motherhood, girl drama, family dysfunction, aging & all kinds of “are you kidding me?” moments. Some days it’s dark, some days it’s petty, most days I’m only half serious, you decide which half. Since losing Kingston, I’ve picked up some spiritual wisdom I never asked for & now I kind of talk to dead people, so that’s a fun party trick. If you’re looking for Pinterest worthy healing, it’s hit or miss. But if you’re into traumatized, potty mouth bitches just trying to figure out how to live again after surviving the worst case scenario, you’re in luck. I’m highly overqualified. New episodes every Tuesday. YouTube: https://youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine Website: https://www.MaileNavarro.com Live Like Kingston Foundation Supporting kids like Kingston & families Follow Me: Instagram: @hautemess_la TikTok: @haute__mess Facebook: @badassmama.la

  1. 4D AGO

    THE PLAN: Walking to Heaven’s Door

    THE PLAN: Walking to Heaven’s Door What do you say to your nine year old child when you know he’s dying? In this episode of Honestly, I’m Fine, I tell the story people have quietly wondered about but were too afraid to ask. The conversation Kingston and I had before he died. The movie that became our roadmap. The “plan” we made together. And the impossible reality of trying to prepare your child for death while the rest of the world argues about attendance policies, parking spaces, and pretending everything is fine. This episode is raw, funny in places it probably shouldn’t be, devastating in others, and deeply human. We talk about fear, love, parenthood, childhood illness, the lies people tell themselves about positivity, and what happens when a child understands more than the adults around him. We also talk about:• why children know more than people think• the impossible pressure parents face during childhood cancer• the difference between hope and denial• grief, school systems, avoidance, and anger• The Notebook becoming accidental emotional hospice care• the promise Kingston made to me on our couch that night This is Part One. Part Two is next week. 🎙️ Honestly, I’m FineNew episodes every Tuesday. Listen + follow:YouTube: @HonestlyImFineInstagram: @hautemess_laTikTok: @haute__mess Websites:MaileNavarro.comLiveLikeKingston.org #HonestlyImFine #Grief #ChildLoss #Podcast #Motherhood #Healing #BrainCancerAwareness #PediatricCancer #LifeAfterLoss #MentalHealth

    34 min
  2. APR 28

    What Not to Say to Grieving People & What Awareness Really Means | S2 Ep9

    What not to say to grieving people, child loss, pediatric brain cancer, grief support, and what awareness actually means, because some people are trying their best and some people should remain silent. May is Brain Tumor Awareness Month, so we’re discussing two things the internet and society still routinely fumble: how to talk to grieving people, and how to care about a cause beyond changing your profile picture for six minutes. In this episode of Honestly, I’m Fine, Maile Navarro talks about pediatric brain cancer, medulloblastoma, child loss, toxic positivity, trauma, sibling grief, empathy failures, and the difference between performative support versus showing up when a family’s life has been blown apart. We get into the wildly unhelpful things people say after loss, from “everything happens for a reason” to “at least...” to comparing the death of a child to losses that are not remotely in the same emotional zip code. We also talk about what awareness should actually create: research funding, family support, meals, money, childcare, practical help, compassion, and people learning when to hush. And because I am human, occasionally petty, and blessed with Wi‑Fi, I also address a few online critics who had opinions about my grief, my parenting, and subjects they entered wildly underqualified. In this episode, we cover: what not to say to grieving people what to say instead grief support after child loss Brain Tumor Awareness Month pediatric brain cancer realities medulloblastoma awareness toxic positivity and clichés sibling grief and family trauma how to help grieving families internet opinions nobody asked for why awareness should lead to action life after devastating loss If you like dark humor, honest conversations, uncomfortable truths, and someone occasionally reading people with accuracy, this one is for you. - Follow: Instagram: ⁠@hautemess_la⁠ TikTok:⁠ @haute__mess⁠ Facebook: @BadassMama.LA Website:⁠⁠https://www.mailenavarro.com⁠⁠ - Subscribe to Maile's YouTube Channel: ⁠@HonestlyImFine⁠ for raw conversations on grief, motherhood, healing, rebuilding your life, spirituality, trauma, and surviving what should have taken you out. - Resources and More: Live Like Kingston Foundation:https://www.livelikekingston.org - Listen to Honestly, I'm Fine Podcast. New episodes drop every Tuesday! Spotify Apple Podcasts Amazon

    31 min
  3. My Ex Thinks I’ve Lost My Mind After Child Loss

    MAR 5

    My Ex Thinks I’ve Lost My Mind After Child Loss

    My Ex Thinks I’ve Lost My Mind After Child Loss If you’ve ever started healing after loss only to have someone question your sanity, this episode is for you. Maile Navarro shares the emotional and often absurd reality of grief, spiritual awakening, and trying to make sense of life after losing her son Kingston. In this episode, Maile talks about the moments after Kingston died that changed everything, unexplained peace, knocks, birds, blown light bulbs, and experiences that made her wonder whether grief broke her open or woke her up. Maile is also joined by Michael, Kingston’s dad and her ex, whose response to loss looked very different. Together they discuss faith, skepticism, signs, anger at God, and how two parents can lose the same child yet process grief in completely opposite ways. You’ll hear an honest conversation about co-parenting after tragedy, emotional disconnect, dark humor, and the reality that healing rarely looks neat or socially acceptable. If you’ve ever felt misunderstood while grieving, questioned your own experiences, or struggled beside someone coping in the opposite way, this episode will resonate deeply. More episodes, books, and resources:www.MaileNavarro.com Support families facing pediatric cancer and child loss:www.LiveLikeKingston.org Follow Maile:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hautemess_la/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@haute__messYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine

    44 min
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9 Ratings

About

“Honestly I’m Fine” is what happens when you survive the unimaginable & start a podcast. I get into grief, motherhood, girl drama, family dysfunction, aging & all kinds of “are you kidding me?” moments. Some days it’s dark, some days it’s petty, most days I’m only half serious, you decide which half. Since losing Kingston, I’ve picked up some spiritual wisdom I never asked for & now I kind of talk to dead people, so that’s a fun party trick. If you’re looking for Pinterest worthy healing, it’s hit or miss. But if you’re into traumatized, potty mouth bitches just trying to figure out how to live again after surviving the worst case scenario, you’re in luck. I’m highly overqualified. New episodes every Tuesday. YouTube: https://youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine Website: https://www.MaileNavarro.com Live Like Kingston Foundation Supporting kids like Kingston & families Follow Me: Instagram: @hautemess_la TikTok: @haute__mess Facebook: @badassmama.la