Honestly, I'm Fine

Maile Navarro

“Honestly I’m Fine” is what happens when you survive the unimaginable & start a podcast. I get into grief, motherhood, girl drama, family dysfunction, aging & all kinds of “are you kidding me?” moments. Some days it’s dark, some days it’s petty, most days I’m only half serious, you decide which half. Since losing Kingston, I’ve picked up some spiritual wisdom I never asked for & now I kind of talk to dead people, so that’s a fun party trick. If you’re looking for Pinterest worthy healing, it’s hit or miss. But if you’re into traumatized, potty mouth bitches just trying to figure out how to live again after surviving the worst case scenario, you’re in luck. I’m highly overqualified. New episodes every Tuesday. YouTube: https://youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine Website: https://www.MaileNavarro.com Live Like Kingston Foundation Supporting kids like Kingston & families Follow Me: Instagram: @hautemess_la TikTok: @haute__mess Facebook: @badassmama.la

  1. 2d ago

    I Was Afraid to Tell This Story About My Son After He Died

    A few months before Kingston died, he woke up in the middle of the night while we were in San Diego for treatment and told me he had a secret. I’ve shared a lot about Kingston publicly. His cancer. His death. My grief. The signs and synchronicities that have happened since. I’ve said plenty of things on the internet that could reasonably make someone wonder if I need adult supervision. But I’ve been afraid to tell this story. Not because I don’t believe what Kingston told me. Because I do. And telling the whole story means finally talking about something I’ve been much more comfortable dancing around. So apparently that’s what we’re doing today. This is Honestly, I’m Fine. WATCH + FOLLOW HONESTLY, I’M FINE YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine Websitehttps://MaileNavarro.com Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/hautemess_la/ TikTokhttps://www.tiktok.com/@haute__mess Facebookhttps://www.facebook.com/BadassMama.LA LIVE LIKE KINGSTON FOUNDATION Kingston’s story, pediatric cancer advocacy, bereaved-family support, and the work we’re building in his name: https://LiveLikeKingston.org SUPPORT THE SHOW If this episode made you think, cry, question your entire belief system, or just wonder what the hell is happening over here, follow Honestly, I’m Fine, rate the show, and send this episode to someone who might need it. Every follow, share, comment, rating, and listen helps this show reach someone new. And apparently I’m discussing Jesus before breakfast now, so clearly fine remains a very flexible term. #HonestlyImFine #Podcast #Grief #ChildLoss #Spirituality #Afterlife #BereavedMother

  2. Jul 28

    My Ex-Husband and I Read the Meanest Comments After Our Son Died

    We sat down to read some of the cruelest comments we've received since losing our son, Kingston. Some of them are ridiculous. Some are painful. A few actually made us laugh. But somewhere between reacting to strangers telling us we're grieving wrong, accusing us of monetizing our son's death, and insisting they know our lives from a 60-second video, the conversation took a different turn. We ended up talking about what people don't see. The financial reality of pediatric cancer. The invisible cost of caregiving. Why grief doesn't have an expiration date. What it actually takes to keep a medically complex child alive. And why we continue to share our story, even when it comes with judgment. This episode isn't about proving anyone wrong. It's about closing the gap between what people assume and what families living through childhood cancer, disability, and child loss actually experience. If you've ever felt misunderstood in your grief, cared for someone with a serious illness, or wondered why we continue to talk about Kingston, this conversation is for you. If this episode resonated with you, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with someone who might need it. CONNECT WITH ME: 🌐 Website: https://mailenavarro.com❤️‍🩹 Live Like Kingston Foundation: https://livelikekingston.org📝 Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/mailenavarro 📺 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hautemess_la/🎵 TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@haute__mess📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/BadassMama.LA Thank you for listening, for helping keep Kingston's story alive, and for helping create more understanding for families navigating pediatric cancer, caregiving, grief, and life after loss. ❤️‍🩹 #ChildLoss #Grief #BereavedParent #PediatricCancer #ChildhoodCancer #Caregiver #MentalHealth #Podcast #HonestlyImFine #LifeAfterLoss

  3. Jul 11

    Manifesting a Dream Life with ADHD Grief Brain

    If you've got ADHD, you're grieving the loss of a child, or you've lived through long-term trauma, trying to "manifest your dream life" can feel like a cruel joke. In this episode of Honestly, I'm Fine, I talk about counter-manifesting: what happens when one part of you desperately wants to move forward, while another part is convinced it's safer to stay exactly where you are. We get into ADHD, child loss, trauma, dopamine, why your brain can get stuck in survival mode, and why feeling stuck isn't always laziness. Sometimes it's protection. If you've ever wondered why you know exactly what you want but still can't seem to take the next step, this episode is for you. 🎧 Listen to @HonestlyImFine and let me know in the comments: Have you ever felt like your brain was working against you? #ADHD #Grief #ChildLoss #GriefJourney #MentalHealth #TraumaRecovery #Manifestation #ExecutiveDysfunction #HonestlyImFine #LiveLikeKingston 🎵 STAY UNTIL THE END I close every episode of Honestly, I'm Fine with one of my original poems brought to life as a song. Today's closing song is Water for Your Soul, available on all major streaming platforms. 🌐 CONNECT WITH ME 🌎 Websitehttps://www.mailenavarro.com ❤️ Live Like Kingston Foundationhttps://www.livelikekingston.org 📸 Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/hautemess_la/ 🎵 TikTokhttps://www.tiktok.com/@haute__mess ▶️ YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine

  4. May 18

    THE PLAN: Walking to Heaven’s Door

    THE PLAN: Walking to Heaven’s Door What do you say to your nine year old child when you know he’s dying? In this episode of Honestly, I’m Fine, I tell the story people have quietly wondered about but were too afraid to ask. The conversation Kingston and I had before he died. The movie that became our roadmap. The “plan” we made together. And the impossible reality of trying to prepare your child for death while the rest of the world argues about attendance policies, parking spaces, and pretending everything is fine. This episode is raw, funny in places it probably shouldn’t be, devastating in others, and deeply human. We talk about fear, love, parenthood, childhood illness, the lies people tell themselves about positivity, and what happens when a child understands more than the adults around him. We also talk about:• why children know more than people think• the impossible pressure parents face during childhood cancer• the difference between hope and denial• grief, school systems, avoidance, and anger• The Notebook becoming accidental emotional hospice care• the promise Kingston made to me on our couch that night This is Part One. Part Two is next week. 🎙️ Honestly, I’m FineNew episodes every Tuesday. Listen + follow:YouTube: @HonestlyImFineInstagram: @hautemess_laTikTok: @haute__mess Websites:MaileNavarro.comLiveLikeKingston.org #HonestlyImFine #Grief #ChildLoss #Podcast #Motherhood #Healing #BrainCancerAwareness #PediatricCancer #LifeAfterLoss #MentalHealth

  5. Apr 28

    What Not to Say to Grieving People & What Awareness Really Means

    What not to say to grieving people, child loss, pediatric brain cancer, grief support, and what awareness actually means, because some people are trying their best and some people should remain silent. May is Brain Tumor Awareness Month, so we’re discussing two things the internet and society still routinely fumble: how to talk to grieving people, and how to care about a cause beyond changing your profile picture for six minutes. In this episode of Honestly, I’m Fine, Maile Navarro talks about pediatric brain cancer, medulloblastoma, child loss, toxic positivity, trauma, sibling grief, empathy failures, and the difference between performative support versus showing up when a family’s life has been blown apart. We get into the wildly unhelpful things people say after loss, from “everything happens for a reason” to “at least...” to comparing the death of a child to losses that are not remotely in the same emotional zip code. We also talk about what awareness should actually create: research funding, family support, meals, money, childcare, practical help, compassion, and people learning when to hush. And because I am human, occasionally petty, and blessed with Wi‑Fi, I also address a few online critics who had opinions about my grief, my parenting, and subjects they entered wildly underqualified. In this episode, we cover: what not to say to grieving people what to say instead grief support after child loss Brain Tumor Awareness Month pediatric brain cancer realities medulloblastoma awareness toxic positivity and clichés sibling grief and family trauma how to help grieving families internet opinions nobody asked for why awareness should lead to action life after devastating loss If you like dark humor, honest conversations, uncomfortable truths, and someone occasionally reading people with accuracy, this one is for you. - Follow: Instagram: ⁠@hautemess_la⁠ TikTok:⁠ @haute__mess⁠ Facebook: @BadassMama.LA Website:⁠⁠https://www.mailenavarro.com⁠⁠ - Subscribe to Maile's YouTube Channel: ⁠@HonestlyImFine⁠ for raw conversations on grief, motherhood, healing, rebuilding your life, spirituality, trauma, and surviving what should have taken you out. - Resources and More: Live Like Kingston Foundation:https://www.livelikekingston.org - Listen to Honestly, I'm Fine Podcast. New episodes drop every Tuesday! Spotify Apple Podcasts Amazon

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“Honestly I’m Fine” is what happens when you survive the unimaginable & start a podcast. I get into grief, motherhood, girl drama, family dysfunction, aging & all kinds of “are you kidding me?” moments. Some days it’s dark, some days it’s petty, most days I’m only half serious, you decide which half. Since losing Kingston, I’ve picked up some spiritual wisdom I never asked for & now I kind of talk to dead people, so that’s a fun party trick. If you’re looking for Pinterest worthy healing, it’s hit or miss. But if you’re into traumatized, potty mouth bitches just trying to figure out how to live again after surviving the worst case scenario, you’re in luck. I’m highly overqualified. New episodes every Tuesday. YouTube: https://youtube.com/@HonestlyImFine Website: https://www.MaileNavarro.com Live Like Kingston Foundation Supporting kids like Kingston & families Follow Me: Instagram: @hautemess_la TikTok: @haute__mess Facebook: @badassmama.la