E.T.B.R.

Elaina Brady Redmond
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My model show, which each podcast is the runway through each moment in my life. From the highs and lows, this show will always go on. Nothing will ever get boring or old. Each stage of life, you are also a different age as well with more wisdom. My podcast of different ages are like the different type of fashion items we all would like to have or try or we also use everyday. The type of show that is real and honest, and actually started from somewhere.

Episodes

  1. 04/15/2025

    T.h.e.g.r.e.a.t.w.a.r.

    Surviving the Great War was realizing that they were playing with fire. Somewhere in the haze I’ve sensed I have been betrayed. Breaking someone’s confidentiality to only act like the victim . You knew what you were doing, but you didn’t think I would expose you. There is no place to hide but the bed you created of lies. Don’t show up or act like I forgot. I don’t forget. You just want this to go away, but it won’t. I survived the Great War while you are in misery. What you did backfired on you. Not only did you destroy your reputation and credibility, I heard since I left that company is in pieces. Not my problem, maybe you should have listened to my warning but I’m not the one who is suffering. It’s always interesting how when I walk away everything breaks into pieces. All this time I was the one holding everything together. You will never find another person like me and many of you are learning that the hard way.

    T.h.e.g.r.e.a.t.w.a.r.

  2. 03/28/2025

    Makeup

    Getting a diagnosis that you never thought in a million years that you would get. Another condition you have to learn to deal with, like with makeup. You find a brand you love and you stay with it permanently or you find something close to it to continue, but unlike the condition there is no cure just many surgeries and treatments. The type of feeling is grief because I’m not losing anyone, but who I used to be. Makeup is more like a tool to try new things not to look more beautiful, because you are beautiful already. It’s a way to learn to cope with news. You are getting closer to completing this four year long puzzle piece.

    Makeup

  3. 03/21/2025

    High Knee Boots

    Never trust someone who can so easily go behind your back and do you wrong, but so easily dismiss it like nothing ever happened. High knee boots is all the things each one of us had to go through, but we used our pain as style to express how we felt during that moment in time. Through many different color platelets, or different styles of clothes and shoes. Each piece had a statement, the ones who broke you, only in the end destroyed their reputation, while being fired. Playing the victim because that’s the only thing they ever knew, they would never change or learn to try to change. When they hurt someone it’s their fault. Instead of taking accountability. I might grow and evolve and but I won’t change to the point where no one can recognize me.

    High Knee Boots

  4. 03/14/2025

    High Heels

    The bravest soldier is the one who has no one to go to. High heels is the courage to walk alone. No matter how painful it was, there was no choice but to only walk alone. I would rather figure it out on my own, than to ask for help. Anytime I would ask for help it would either be I had to do something in return or there was a motive behind it. High heels isn’t just a symbol of courage, it’s symbol of being brave. Walking through the fire with no regrets or doubts left to give. The reality of home is place where you can no longer return to. You never ran in a pack, you weren’t meant to walk alone. No wonder why no one understands why you are quiet and don’t put up with anyone’s shit. You are strong, given the toughest of battles and still somehow you survived.

    High Heels

  5. 03/14/2025

    Red Lipstick

    Red lipstick is the confidence of sharing the truth of what actually happened. I don’t care if it makes you uncomfortable, you didn’t care when it destroyed me. Time is irrelevant when everything was always about you and your needs. Don’t be going my social medias or going behind my back talking to my friends. Once one was foot was out the door, the other one would no longer would be invited in. It’s not my problem that your engagement didn’t work. Blocking me and ghosting me wasn’t enough, you had show back up six years later pretending like nothing ever happened. What more do I have to express to get you to understand to leave me the hell alone. I don’t care about your apology or excuse. It’s not problem that you’re not happy. That you are living with guilt. This is you problem, like I said before I don’t care how uncomfortable this makes you feel. You never gave a shit about how I felt. Showing up six years later only puts the salt in the wound.

    Red Lipstick

  6. 03/14/2025

    The Car Sunroof

    The windows down, sunglasses on with Chappell Roan on. Not a care in the world after sixty hours each week, no one bother me. The car sunroof is a reminder spring is around the corner, while summer is almost here. Exercising, finishing my bachelors degree and two jobs. Living life to the fullest. The type of music you will hear, is the type you would hear in many stores. Your own model show is the playlist you created that would be on repeat. Twenty-one classes left, the end of next year my bachelors degree will be complete. My degree is in transportation and logistics management. I’ve always done multiple things throughout my whole life. Many would ask how I do it, I just do. I’m always busy, but I do create time for the ones who important as well.

    The Car Sunroof

  7. 03/08/2025

    White Dress

    Trying to destroy my engagement and wedding day, now you have no connection to me anymore. Throwing a tantrum without giving me the chance to explain why everything happened the way it did. You just chose to jump to conclusions instead. My only real peace was leaving you in my past. Our relationship was good until I was thirteen. That’s when everything change, that’s when you switched. A hole in my heart that will never be stitched up. The only peace was finding the one and the family who connected with my dad, his family and my three brothers. I would never mention you ever again or have anything to do with you. Don’t ever ask my brothers what I  am doing or up too, you chose to leave. The happiest day turned into the saddest day of my life, but at least everyone else had common sense. You did give me the tools to survive and we did have good moments plus memories, I won’t deny that, but this is too far. The white dress that was stained when my heart shattered from that particular day, was healed by the ones who understood what was going on.

    White Dress
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About

My model show, which each podcast is the runway through each moment in my life. From the highs and lows, this show will always go on. Nothing will ever get boring or old. Each stage of life, you are also a different age as well with more wisdom. My podcast of different ages are like the different type of fashion items we all would like to have or try or we also use everyday. The type of show that is real and honest, and actually started from somewhere.

Information

  • Creator
    Elaina Brady Redmond
  • Years Active
    2025
  • Episodes
    9
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Elaina Brady Redmond
  • Show Website
    E.T.B.R.