Upcoming Trial of Nathan Chasing Horse April 14, 2025

Marina Crane

This is a series of short videos regarding my personal experience encounters with Nathan Chasing Horse. from my initial contact with him in 2006 spanning 19 years. These podcast briefly give an explanation of how I first met and decided on how to deal with Nathan Chasing Horse's behavior. It also comes with a warning of sensitive issues around gender based violence. It's also a journey of self discovery. I appreciate trusting people who are not therapists or greedy spiritual practitioners. Most of my academic life I've had non-indigenous academic mansplaining me.

  1. 19h ago

    Gender Enslavement

    In this conversation, Marina Crane explores her experiences as an Indigenous artist and the complexities surrounding the history of residential schools and Indigenous slavery. She emphasizes the importance of understanding generational trauma, the differences in experiences among Indigenous peoples, and the historical context that shapes current narratives. The conversation explores the historical and ongoing impacts of colonialism, enslavement, and systemic oppression on Indigenous peoples, emphasizing their agency and resistance. It also delves into the intersections of gender, identity, and the societal constructs that shape the experiences of Indigenous women, alongside reflections on broader societal issues. Takeaways Generational trauma impacts identityUnderstanding history is crucial Indigenous agency is crucialSystemic oppression persists today Chapters 00:00 The Artist's Voice and Identity01:03 Reflections on Residential Schools04:20 Generational Trauma and Healing09:34 Understanding Indigenous Experiences12:39 Historical Context of Indigenous Slavery19:08 The Legacy of Colonialism25:56 The Salem Witch Trials and Indigenous Enslavement32:05 Racialization and Indigenous Identity39:24 The Complexity of Indigenous Slavery43:44 Agency and Resistance of Indigenous Peoples50:02 The Legacy of Colonialism and Enslavement54:44 The Impact of Systemic Oppression01:01:15 Gender Dynamics and Indigenous Identity01:08:12 Fascism, Masculinity, and Racialization01:19:05 Reflections on Life and Identity

  2. 3d ago

    It is a critique of respect, accountability, and authenticity

    The conversation revolves around Marina Crane's critique of a retreat organized for Indigenous youth, highlighting issues of respect, responsibility, and systemic racism within the organization. Marina shares her experiences and observations regarding the treatment of elders and youth, the lack of accountability for substance use, and the need for better integration of Indigenous perspectives in youth programs. The conversation delves into the complexities of Indigenous identity, systemic racism, and the challenges faced by Indigenous youth in reconnecting with their culture. Marina Crane shares personal experiences and critiques societal perceptions while emphasizing the importance of understanding historical trauma and fostering genuine support for Indigenous communities. Takeaways Critique of Indigenous youth retreatImportance of elder involvement Understanding historical traumaImportance of cultural reconnection Chapters 00:00 Introduction to the Retreat Experience00:50 Historical Context and Personal Background02:54 Issues of Substance Use and Responsibility05:35 Systemic Racism and Employment Challenges10:38 Elder Disrespect and Program Dynamics18:14 Cultural Misunderstandings and Ceremony37:49 Personal Reflections and Future Directions39:29 The Weight of Historical Trauma41:51 Cultural Disconnection and Identity44:09 Navigating Systemic Racism45:46 The Complexity of Feminism and Identity50:07 The Role of Education and Support01:04:18 Critique of Current Support Systems01:21:30 Empowering Indigenous Youth

  3. Oct 10

    "women are a thousand times more narcissistic than men"

    The conversation explores themes of narcissism, particularly in the context of women's behavior and its impact on their relationships and children. Marina Crane reflects on her personal experiences and societal observations, emphasizing the need for self-awareness and education to break cycles of narcissistic behavior. The conversation delves into the psychological dynamics of bullying, control, and the impact of narcissism on relationships, particularly in the context of public figures like Obama and Trump, as well as personal experiences with community dynamics and trauma. Marina Crane shares her insights on the importance of self-reflection, mental health, and the complexities of human relationships, especially regarding indigenous women's experiences with systemic issues and personal trauma. The conversation explores the complexities of love, addiction, and the impact of societal structures on individual behavior, particularly focusing on the experiences of Indigenous women and the need for holistic healing approaches. It emphasizes the importance of community support, the dangers of patriarchal systems, and the necessity of re-indigenization for true healing and leadership. Takeaways Narcissism affects women's relationshipsSelf-awareness is crucial for growth Power dynamics in relationshipsImportance of self-reflection Community support is vitalRe-indigenization is essential for healing Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Narcissism and Personal Journey02:57 The Impact of Narcissism on Women06:02 Understanding Narcissistic Behavior in Society09:00 The Role of Women in Narcissistic Dynamics12:01 Self-Reflection and Parenting Challenges14:53 Intergenerational Trauma and Narcissism17:46 The Case of Nathan Chasing Horse21:05 Boundaries and Personal Growth24:02 Narcissism in Public Figures: A Case Study on Trump37:42 The Dynamics of Bullying and Control41:07 Sovereignty and Community Challenges45:45 Understanding Narcissism and Its Effects51:01 The Impact of Identity and Scapegoating58:14 Intergenerational Trauma and Systemic Issues01:10:22 The Addictive Nature of Romantic Love01:15:38 The Nature of Love and Addiction01:18:32 Collective Healing and Community Support01:19:56 Matriarchal Leadership and Societal Structures01:20:52 Rematriation and Land Stewardship01:22:47 The Impact of Education on Society01:23:12 The Role of Adults in Education01:25:40 The Consequences of Ignoring Science01:26:27 The Struggles of Indigenous Identity01:30:00 Violence Against Indigenous Women01:31:20 The Dangers of Man Camps01:35:06 Self-Betrayal and Healing01:42:32 The Journey of Healing and Boundaries01:48:28 Understanding Narcissism and Healthy Relationships

  4. Oct 7

    The complexities of Gender dynamics

    In this conversation, Marina Crane discusses her experiences and insights as an Indigenous elder, touching on themes of truth, reconciliation, and the complexities of identity and community. She emphasizes the importance of understanding one's own narrative and the impact of societal structures on personal and collective identity. The conversation delves into the complexities of gender dynamics, the impact of patriarchy on women's lives, and the responsibilities of women in raising boys. It also critiques mainstream feminism and discusses the psychological implications of narcissism in women, particularly in relation to their roles as mothers and community members. Takeaways Indigenous narratives are vitalUnderstanding limerence is crucial Gender dynamics and patriarchyNarcissism in women's behavior Chapters 00:00 Journey of Truth and Reconciliation10:37 The Complexity of Identity20:28 Understanding Limerence and Relationships44:55 Navigating Emotional Intensity in Relationships48:46 Understanding Capacity and Responsibility51:08 The Role of Women in Society54:55 Patriarchy and Its Impact on Women56:00 Critique of Mainstream Feminism01:01:20 Narcissism and Its Effects on Relationships01:07:05 Raising Boys: A Mother's Influence01:10:00 Dangerous Women and Enabling Behaviors01:15:05 The Importance of Healthy Relationships01:19:32 Belonging and Identity in Indigenous Communities01:26:34 Closure and Personal Growth

  5. Oct 7

    Challenging the dominant narratives by eliminating self-defeating behaviors

    In this podcast, Marina Crane discusses the intersection of AI, community development, and the unique challenges faced by Indigenous women. She emphasizes the importance of storytelling, the historical context of residential schools, and the ongoing journey towards truth and reconciliation. Takeaways AI enhances community engagementIndigenous women's narratives matter Chapters 00:00 Spontaneity in Podcasting00:29 AI as a Research Tool01:27 Community Development and Reflection04:17 Gender Dynamics in Development06:12 Caste System Among Indigenous Women08:25 Storytelling and Healing10:44 Living in Indigenous Communities11:52 Understanding Land Back17:12 Documenting Residential School History20:56 Funding and Accountability in Education26:29 Personal Narratives and Protection30:19 The Role of Indian Agents35:15 Truth and Reconciliation38:21 Economic Development and Trust

  6. Oct 7

    Tools for healing both individuals and collective wounds

    The conversation explores the significance of storytelling, cultural identity, and the impact of systemic racism on Indigenous communities. Marina Crane reflects on her personal experiences, the importance of intergenerational dialogue, and the need for healing and understanding within her community. In this conversation, Marina Crane discusses the importance of education and self-awareness among Indigenous youth, the impact of colonialism on mental health practices, and the significance of setting personal boundaries. She emphasizes the need for a shift in narrative to empower individuals to recognize their potential and challenge self-destructive behaviors. Takeaways Cultural storytelling is vitalHealing requires understanding trauma Empower Indigenous youthChallenge colonial mental health practices Chapters 00:00 The Importance of Storytelling07:01 Intergenerational Wisdom and Healing14:14 Understanding Systemic Racism21:03 The Impact of Trauma on Identity28:00 Navigating Victimhood and Healing34:58 Cultural Identity and Community Challenges38:55 Empowering Indigenous Youth Through Education41:21 Navigating Personal Boundaries43:43 The Politics of Therapy and Colonialism46:35 Self-Reflection and Self-Destructive Narratives49:39 Racism, Crime, and Social Justice53:31 The Complexity of Healthy Sexuality55:52 Experiences of the Unexplained01:10:03 The Mystery of Human Connections

  7. Oct 4

    Recognizing the humanity of one another across generations

    In this podcast, Marina Crane discusses her personal experiences and reflections on Indigenous identity, activism, and the ongoing journey of truth and reconciliation in Canada. Through stories of her childhood friends and their struggles, she highlights the importance of acknowledging history and the role of youth in advocating for change. The conversation delves into the historical and ongoing impacts of colonialism on Indigenous communities, emphasizing the importance of truth and reconciliation, the need for systemic change, and the empowerment of Indigenous youth. It highlights the significance of narrative in healing and understanding the past to foster a better future. Takeaways Importance of Indigenous identityYouth advocacy is crucial Empower Indigenous youthUnderstand historical injustices Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Personal Reflections02:03 Indigenous Identity and Activism05:01 Truth and Reconciliation Day13:33 Elder Marilyn Buffalo's Speech19:40 Systemic Racism and Personal Experiences28:28 Youth Advocacy and Cultural Reconnection38:49 Historical Context and Moving Forward41:02 Truth and Reconciliation: A Call to Action45:25 The Impact of Colonialism on Indigenous Communities49:08 Understanding Systemic Racism and Its Effects01:01:01 Breaking the Cycle: Empowering Indigenous Youth01:07:13 The Importance of Narrative in Healing01:18:33 Reflecting on Historical Injustices

  8. Oct 3

    White supremacist, trauma, violence, ideology, & unresolved pain passing to the next generation.

    The conversation delves into the alarming recruitment tactics of the Second Sons, a white supremacist group in Canada, and the chilling effects of their non-disclosure agreements. It also explores the deep-rooted intergenerational trauma experienced by Indigenous communities, highlighting the psychological impacts of such trauma and the ongoing struggle for healing and identity. In this conversation, Marina Crane discusses the complexities of cultural identity, intergenerational trauma, and the impact of narcissism within Indigenous communities. She emphasizes the importance of healing and changing narratives to empower individuals and communities. Takeaways White supremacist recruitment tacticsImpact of intergenerational trauma Intergenerational trauma impacts relationshipsCultural identity and community membership Chapters 00:00 Introduction to White Supremacy in Canada01:00 Inside the Second Sons Recruitment Process02:54 The Active Club Movement and Its Growth05:45 Legal and Ethical Concerns of Second Sons07:12 The Role of Intergenerational Trauma10:01 Personal Reflections on Trauma and Identity12:19 Understanding the Non-Disclosure Agreement15:41 The Psychological Impact of White Supremacy18:18 Truth and Reconciliation: A Personal Perspective21:10 The Cycle of Trauma and Violence24:30 Navigating Relationships Amidst Trauma27:27 The Struggles of Healing and Recovery30:46 Cultural Identity and Mental Health33:43 Confronting the Legacy of Violence39:32 The Broader Implications of Trauma43:42 Cultural Identity and Community Membership46:36 Intergenerational Trauma and Relationships50:54 The Impact of Narcissism and Machiavellianism58:35 Healing from Trauma and Mindset01:01:44 The Role of Economic Power and White Supremacy01:09:00 Changing Narratives and Empowerment

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This is a series of short videos regarding my personal experience encounters with Nathan Chasing Horse. from my initial contact with him in 2006 spanning 19 years. These podcast briefly give an explanation of how I first met and decided on how to deal with Nathan Chasing Horse's behavior. It also comes with a warning of sensitive issues around gender based violence. It's also a journey of self discovery. I appreciate trusting people who are not therapists or greedy spiritual practitioners. Most of my academic life I've had non-indigenous academic mansplaining me.

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