Kisses and Chaos

Luci
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Kisses & Chaos is your go-to podcast for navigating love, drama, and all the beautiful messes in between. Hosted by DJ singer producer Luci, this show is all about relationships, heartbreak, healing, and the absolute rollercoaster of dating in the modern world. Whether you’re overthinking a text, dealing with an ex, or just trying to figure out WTF love even is, we’re getting into it raw, real, and unfiltered. Expect personal tea, expert advice, and a little bit of chaos in every episode. 💌🎧 Because let’s be real: love is messy but so are we.

  1. MAY 7

    Went to Denver for a Hookup and Accidentally Fell in Love! (RIP)

    In this episode of Kisses & Chaos is absolute CHAOS 💋😭 me and my bestie Steven talk about everything from Grindr horror stories, toxic exes, lesbian dating, attachment styles, long distance relationships, and accidentally falling in love during what was supposed to be my hot girl summer.we get into the viral cripple kink story, getting f*cked better than your ex for the first time, truck bed hookups in Denver, queer dating culture, healing after toxic relationships, therapy, ADHD relationships, and why healthy love can actually feel terrifying after chaos.we also spiral about Olivia Rodrigo, Madonna, Katseye drama, queer pop culture, Slutbass, and the girls/gays/theys 💋 if you love messy relationship stories, chaotic best friend energy, queer dating podcasts, healing after heartbreak, and brutally honest conversations… welcome to Kisses & Chaos. #KissesAndChaos #LesbianPodcast #QueerPodcast #LGBTQ #RelationshipPodcast #DatingStories #HotGirlSummer #PodcastClips #WLW #PopCulture”

    56 min

  2. APR 22

    am i ready to date…?!

    hi babes 💋 this week on kisses and chaos i’m asking… am i ready to date after a toxic relationship? we talk about: dating after a toxic exwhy healthy love feels weirdmissing the idea of your exsigns you’re not ready to datenavigating dating + healing at the same timeplus some chaotic updates from my current dating life. if you’re trying to move on but still healing… this one’s for you 💋

    18 min

  3. APR 8

    life update: becoming detached & indifferent about my ex

    hey angels !!! welcome back to Kisses and Chaos i know i kinda disappeared for a bit… so this is a full life update on everything that’s been going on lately. in this episode i talk about: what’s been happening with my exhow i’m starting to feel more indifferent (finally)the spiral of checking their socials & why it keeps you stuckwhere i’m at with dating right noweverything going on in my life + music behind the scenesthis one is very real, very chaotic, and just me catching you guys up on where i’ve been mentally and emotionally. if you’re trying to move on, detach, or stop caring about someone who hurt you… you’re not alone 🖤 missed you guys so much

    20 min

  4. FEB 25

    Rebrand Your Life. I Dare You. Identity, Haters & Reinventing Yourself

    This week on Kisses & Chaos, I’m talking about rebranding your life and not giving a f**k what anyone thinks. Yes, this is my fourth “era.”No, I’m not spiraling.I’m evolving. We’re getting into:• Killing old versions of yourself• Separating ego from alignment• The truth about haters• Identity grief• Growing up in your 20s• Being misunderstood• And how to actually reinvent yourself If nothing sticks, maybe you’re not glue.Maybe you’re fire. Stay cunty.

    18 min

  5. FEB 11

    Can you actually be friends with your ex… or is it just emotional self-sabotage? 💋

    In this mini episode of Kisses & Chaos 💋, I get brutally honest about how I replied to my ex and tried to be “cool” with them after our breakup. We talk about clean breakups, staying in contact, jealousy, emotional access, and the uncomfortable truth about when being “friends” is really just keeping the door open. If their name still makes your stomach drop… this one’s for you, baby. Let me know in the comments — are you friends with your ex?

    15 min

  6. JAN 28

    Five Ways to Make This Year Your B*TCH!

    hi babes 💋 this is a short, chaotic mini-episode while i’m getting everything ready behind the scenes. today we’re talking about 5 ways to make this year your bitch choosing a feeling instead of a personality, romanticizing the boring, letting go of imaginary timelines, and stepping into emotional maturity without losing your edge. if you’re feeling behind, overwhelmed, or stuck comparing yourself to who you thought you’d be by now this one’s for you. say it with me: 2026 is gonna be my bitch. love you always

    12 min

  7. 12/10/2025

    Life Gets Better When You Realize They’re a F*cking Loser

    In this raw and unfiltered episode of Kisses & Chaos 💋, I talk about the moment my rose-colored glasses finally shattered and how I realized my toxic ex was not the love of my life. I break down trauma bonds, narcissistic behavior, emotional manipulation, breadcrumbing, and the psychology behind why it’s so hard to leave unhealthy relationships. From online harassment and messy friend groups to glow-ups, healing out loud, and reclaiming my self-worth,. If you’re struggling with no contact, toxic cycles, emotional addiction, or recovering from a manipulative partner, this episode is for you. Topics covered: toxic relationships, narcissists, trauma bonds, emotional manipulation, breadcrumbing, no contact rule, breakup recovery, self-worth, dating red flags, glow-up after heartbreak.

    28 min

  8. 11/26/2025

    Mercury Retrograde, Missing Your Ex, and the Five Stages of Grief After A Breakup ❤️‍🩹

    Inthis episode, I’m talking about why Mercury retrograde is making us miss ourtoxic exes and breaking down the five stages of breakup grief — denial, anger,bargaining, depression, and acceptance. I get real about spiraling duringretrograde, sending that “one last message,” getting randomly unblocked, cryingat night, trauma bonding, and trying to heal while still craving someone whohurt me.If you’ve been:• stalking your ex’s socials• romanticizing someone who was chaotic• craving “closure”• or feeling like a delusional little lover girl…this episode is literally for you, babe.I’m sharing my full breakup lore, why retrograde brings back old patterns, howtrauma bonds mess with your brain, and why missing them doesn’t mean they’reyour soulmate — it means you’re withdrawing.If you’re healing, heartbroken, or just trying not to text your ex at 2 AM,play this. We’re choosing ourselves now. 💋✨

    38 min
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Kisses & Chaos is your go-to podcast for navigating love, drama, and all the beautiful messes in between. Hosted by DJ singer producer Luci, this show is all about relationships, heartbreak, healing, and the absolute rollercoaster of dating in the modern world. Whether you’re overthinking a text, dealing with an ex, or just trying to figure out WTF love even is, we’re getting into it raw, real, and unfiltered. Expect personal tea, expert advice, and a little bit of chaos in every episode. 💌🎧 Because let’s be real: love is messy but so are we.

Information

  • Creator
    Luci
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    32
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Luci
  • Show Website
    Kisses and Chaos

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