Back Porch Confessions

Barbara w/ Friends and Zae_Media
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Back Porch Confessions is a place for real talk, raw truth, and heart-deep healing. From faith and mental health to laughter, loss, and everything in between—this is where women come to drop the mask, share their stories, and find strength in honesty. Because sometimes, all you need is a quiet porch, a hot cup, and someone to say, “me too.”

  1. 1d ago

    The Core Belief: "People Leave"

    What happens when a child learns that the people they need aren't always available? In this powerful 6-hour deep dive, Barbara explores the abandonment wound, childhood emotional neglect, parental absence, hyper-independence, trust issues, abandonment anxiety, relationship struggles, and the lifelong belief that "people leave." Learn how these early experiences shape adult relationships and discover the path toward healing, emotional safety, and learning that not everyone leaves. ⁠https://www.shoppolishedboutique.com/⁠ https://www.ourwayskin.com/ https://littlebutterfly13.myshopify.com/collections/backporchconfessions https://www.tiktok.com/@back.porch.confessions #AbandonmentWound #ChildhoodTrauma #AttachmentTrauma #HealingJourney #TraumaRecovery #EmotionalHealing #MentalHealthPodcast #BackPorchConfessions #InnerChildHealing #TrustIssues #HyperIndependence #AbandonmentAnxiety #NervousSystemHealing #PersonalGrowth #HealingAfterTrauma

    1h 2m

  2. Jun 10

    Betrayal Trauma...What is it!

    What happens when the person you trusted the most becomes the source of your deepest pain? In this powerful episode of Back Porch Confessions, Barbara takes a deep dive into Betrayal Trauma—the emotional, psychological, and physical impact that occurs when trust is shattered by someone you love. Whether it's infidelity, deception, emotional affairs, broken promises, addiction, secrecy, or repeated dishonesty, betrayal can leave wounds that affect every part of your life. Together, we'll explore why betrayal trauma feels so different from other types of heartbreak, how it impacts the nervous system, why victims often question their own reality, and the grief that comes from losing not only the relationship you thought you had—but the future you believed in. We'll discuss: What betrayal trauma really isThe shock and devastation of broken trustHypervigilance, anxiety, and emotional triggersWhy your brain can't "just get over it"The loss of safety and securityRebuilding self-worth after betrayalBoundaries, healing, and recoveryLearning to trust yourself againIf you've ever found yourself replaying conversations, searching for answers, questioning your instincts, or wondering if you'll ever feel safe again, this episode is for you. Healing from betrayal isn't about forgetting what happened. It's about reclaiming your voice, your peace, and your sense of self after trust has been broken. Because betrayal may have changed your story, but it does not have to define your future. https://littlebutterfly13.myshopify.com/collections/backporchconfessionsPolished Boutique https://www.ourwayskin.com/ https://www.tiktok.com/@back.porch.confessions #BetrayalTrauma #HealingAfterInfidelity #TrustIssues #RelationshipHealing #EmotionalHealing #TraumaRecovery #MentalHealthPodcast #BackPorchConfessions #NervousSystemHealing #SelfWorth #AttachmentTrauma #InfidelityRecovery #HealingJourney #WomenHealing #PersonalGrowthPodcast

    1h 5m
  3. Why Trauma Survivors Isolate

    Jun 5

    Why Trauma Survivors Isolate

    Why do trauma survivors often pull away from the very people they love? Why does isolation feel safer than connection? And why do so many people crave support while simultaneously avoiding it? In this deeply personal and eye-opening episode of Back Porch Confessions, Barbara takes a deep dive into the hidden reasons trauma survivors isolate. Together, we'll explore how childhood wounds, betrayal, abandonment, emotional neglect, people-pleasing, hyper-independence, trust issues, and nervous system dysregulation can make connection feel overwhelming or even dangerous. You'll learn why isolation is often not about wanting to be alone, but about trying to feel safe. Barbara breaks down the psychology of trauma responses, the fear of vulnerability, emotional exhaustion, and the loneliness that can exist behind the words, "I'm fine." If you've ever disappeared when life got hard, struggled to ask for help, pushed people away, or wondered why trusting others feels so difficult, this episode is for you. Join us for a raw, honest conversation about healing, connection, and learning that you don't have to carry your pain alone. Because isolation may have protected you once... but healing happens when you realize safe people do exist. https://littlebutterfly13.myshopify.com/collections/backporchconfessionshttps://www.ourwayskin.com/ https://www.shoppolishedboutique.com/ https://www.tiktok.com/@back.porch.confessions #TraumaHealing #MentalHealthPodcast #TraumaRecovery #HealingJourney #BackPorchConfessions #EmotionalHealing #PTSDRecovery #ChildhoodTrauma #SelfGrowth #NervousSystemHealing #TrustIssues #PeoplePleasing #HyperIndependence #HealingAfterTrauma #MentalHealthAwareness

    58 min

  4. May 27

    I’m Fine - The Lie We Learned to Survive With!

    Why do we say “I’m fine” when we’re secretly falling apart inside? In this raw and emotional episode of Back Porch Confessions, Barbara dives deep into emotional masking, trauma responses, people pleasing, functioning depression, and why vulnerability feels unsafe for so many people. This conversation explores childhood emotional neglect, survival mode, the “strong friend” struggle, and the hidden loneliness behind pretending everything is okay. If you’ve ever smiled through pain, this episode is for you. #MentalHealthPodcast #TraumaHealing #BackPorchConfessions #EmotionalHealing #PeoplePleasing https://sunshinespaservicesllc.glossgenius.com/ https://www.ourwayskin.com/ https://www.shoppolishedboutique.com/ Collections/BackPorchConfessions – Little Butterfly 🦋 https://www.tiktok.com/@back.porch.confessions

    1h 9m

  5. May 20

    Where Do I Belong? | The Deep Dive Into Feeling Like You Never Fit In

    Feeling like you don’t belong anywhere can become one of the loneliest battles a person fights silently. In this deeply emotional episode of Back Porch Confessions, we unpack the pain of never feeling chosen, the exhaustion of people pleasing, childhood wounds, abandonment trauma, emotional loneliness, and the desperate desire to finally fit in somewhere. This conversation dives into why so many people feel disconnected even in crowded rooms, how trauma shape's identity, why we shrink ourselves for acceptance, and what healing looks like when you finally stop abandoning yourself to make others comfortable. If you’ve ever felt like the outsider… this episode is for you. Pull up a chair on the back porch and let’s talk about healing, belonging, self-worth, emotional survival, and learning that maybe you were never meant to fit into places that required you to lose yourself. #BackPorchConfessions #MentalHealthPodcast #HealingJourney #TraumaHealing #PeoplePleasing #EmotionalHealing #Loneliness #InnerChildHealing #SelfWorth #HealingPodcast #AnxietySupport #RelationshipTrauma #WomenHealing #EmotionalWellness #PodcastLife https://sunshinespaservicesllc.glossgenius.com/ https://www.ourwayskin.com/ https://www.shoppolishedboutique.com/ https://littlebutterfly13.myshopify.com/collections/backporchconfessionshttps://www.tiktok.com/@back.porch.confessions

    1h 12m

  6. May 13

    “You Made It Through Today… And That’s Not Small”

    Why Survival Is Worth Celebrating & Why More People Are Struggling Than We Realize You didn’t just “get through the day”… you survived something most people never saw. In this powerful episode of Back Porch Confessions, Barbara dives deep into the hidden struggles people carry, the emotional weight behind “I’m fine,” and why making it through the day is something worth celebrating. This episode explores emotional survival, high-functioning struggle, trauma, resilience, and the quiet strength it takes to keep going. If you’ve ever felt exhausted, unseen, or like you’re barely holding it together… this conversation is for you. You are not alone. https://sunshinespaservicesllc.glossgenius.com/ https://www.ourwayskin.com/ https://www.shoppolishedboutique.com/https://littlebutterfly13.myshopify.com/collections/backporchconfessionshttps://www.tiktok.com/@back.porch.confessions#MentalHealthMatters #HealingJourney #YouMadeIt #EmotionalHealing #BackPorchConfessions

    1h 6m

  7. Apr 24 ·  Bonus

    Bonus Episode 4: Chapters 14–17 of From the Ashes by Cody Mecham

    In this Bonus Episode of Back Porch Confessions, Barbara continues the powerful journey through From the Ashes by Cody Mecham, reading Chapters 14–17 and stepping into some of the most transformative parts of healing. These chapters explore what happens after survival…When the noise quiets…And you’re left facing the parts of yourself that trauma shaped. If you’ve ever struggled with PTSD, emotional triggers, or feeling like your past still has a grip on your present… this episode will meet you right where you are. This is for the ones who learned to stay strong…But are now learning how to feel. Through intentional pacing, reflective pauses, and gentle emotional connection, Barbara creates a safe space to process trauma, understand survival responses, and begin releasing what no longer serves you. Because healing isn’t just about what happened to you…It’s about what you’re ready to do with it now. This episode invites you to: ✨ Recognize how trauma and PTSD show up in your daily life✨ Sit with emotions you may have pushed aside✨ Begin shifting from survival mode into self-awareness and peace✨ Reclaim your voice, your identity, and your sense of safety You are allowed to heal at your own pace.You are allowed to feel again.And you are not alone in this process. What part of your healing journey feels the hardest right now?Where do you notice trauma still showing up in your life?What are you learning to release in this season?What does peace look like for you today?#PTSDHealing #TraumaRecovery #EmotionalHealing #BackPorchConfessions #HealingJourney

    1h 9m

  8. Apr 23 ·  Bonus

    🎙️ Bonus Episode: Chapters10-13 of From the Ashes by Cody Mecham

    (PTSD + HEALING FOCUSED) In this Bonus Episode of Back Porch Confessions, Barbara continues the journey through From the Ashes by Cody Mecham, reading Chapters 10–14 and exploring deeper layers of trauma, PTSD, emotional resilience, and what it truly means to rebuild your life after the fire. These chapters speak to the parts of us that learned to survive in silence…The parts that adapted, coped, and carried more than they should have ever had to. If you’ve ever found yourself stuck between who you were and who you’re becoming…If you’ve struggled with triggers, emotional shutdown, anxiety, or the lingering effects of trauma… This episode creates a safe space to sit with those feelings. Through reflective pauses and gentle insight, Barbara invites listeners to recognize how PTSD can shape thoughts, behaviors, and relationships, and how healing begins by bringing awareness to those patterns with compassion instead of judgment. This is more than a reading…It’s a moment to slow down, reconnect with yourself, and honor the strength it took to make it this far. Perfect for anyone navigating trauma recovery, PTSD healing, emotional growth, and learning how to move from survival mode into a place of peace, safety, and self-understanding. You are not broken.You are rebuilding. #PTSDRecovery #TraumaHealing #EmotionalGrowth #BackPorchConfessions #HealingJourney Sunshine Spa Services LLC | Esthetician in Greensboro, NCOur Way Skin | SkincarePolished BoutiqueCollections/BackPorchConfessions – Little Butterfly 🦋(3)Back Porch Confessions 🕯️ (@back.porch.confessions) | TikTok

    1h 18m
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Back Porch Confessions is a place for real talk, raw truth, and heart-deep healing. From faith and mental health to laughter, loss, and everything in between—this is where women come to drop the mask, share their stories, and find strength in honesty. Because sometimes, all you need is a quiet porch, a hot cup, and someone to say, “me too.”

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  • Creator
    Barbara w/ Friends and Zae_Media
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    61
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Barbara w/ Friends and Zae_Media
  • Show Website
    Back Porch Confessions