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A weekly synthesis of content that made me say, f*ck i loved that. An nsfw, highlight reel, tl;dr of what I've paid attention to recently so you don't have to. jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

  1. APR 7

    Ep. 13: What in the Simulation is Going On?!

    Six thinkers. Six disciplines. Six different datasets. One impossible conclusion. This episode explores a genuine convergence — independent researchers across neurobiology, complex systems, macroeconomics, AI ethics, and foresight have all arrived at the same framework for what's happening right now and how we survive it. Multiple discovery theory says that when enough signal accumulates in an information environment, concurrent discoveries become inevitable. This is one of those moments. Featured in this episode: Jenn McRae — Pathways to Prosperity: Three Economies, One Transition. Original foresight research arguing we've entered a period of structural creative destruction on par with the shift from feudalism to capitalism. Three co-existing economies — transactional, transitional, and relational — and why the dominant one needs to be hospiced, not grown. [Read the full study →] Indi Johar — When Horizons Collapse. Architect and co-founder of Dark Matter Labs. On why the now and the future have become the same thing, and why we're being forced to optimize, transition, and redesign civilization simultaneously. Dr. Nate Hagens — Frankly #132: What To Do As The World Falls Apart + A Guide to Staying Human (Part 1): Desperately Seeking Agency (The Great Simplification). Biophysical economist who names the ending of capitalism as civilizational-scale transformation and provides a framework for action — from stabilizing your nervous system to building trust infrastructure to six fronts of intervention. Abbie Awomosu — What They Call Niche Is The Only Thing That Scales. On why the tech industry keeps trying to solve relational problems with processing power — throwing iron at a problem that requires honey. Featuring 18 women building AI architectures rooted in relational intelligence. Isha Snow — Challenging the Autism “Spectrum”. The biological proof that the transactional economy literally writes stress into our epigenetic expression and depletes the neurochemistry we need to think, connect, and function. Dr. Diane Finegood — Complex Systems Frameworks (Simon Fraser University). The vending machine vs. farmer's market framework for understanding why transactional tools fail in complex systems — and the mechanism for building Level 2 trust. Also referenced: The Big Short (2015) — the movie clip featured in the intro Robert Merton — multiple discovery theory Yanis Varoufakis — Technofeudalism: What Killed Capitalism Concepts explored: multiple discovery theory, transactional-to-relational paradigm shift, the Paindemic, horizon collapse, creative destruction, BH4 pathways and epigenetic stress, honey vs. iron, Ubuntu philosophy in AI, Level 2 trust, learned helplessness, agency loops, the three horizons framework. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    31 min

  2. 09/05/2025

    Ep.12: The Diary of A CEO A.I. Futures Collection

    This episode dives headfirst into the future of artificial intelligence, framing the conversation around a stark choice: heaven or hell. Building on last week's theme of societal breakdown, we explore AI as a force with the power to either save humanity or tear it apart. The central argument, drawn from experts like former Google executive Mo Gawdat, is that the barrier between a utopian future and a dystopian one isn't the technology itself, but our own human mindset. We stand at a crossroads where our collective values will determine the outcome of the AI revolution, which is set to redefine everything from our jobs to the very way our brains function. The descent into "hell" is marked by several chilling perils we must face now. Experts warn of a "job apocalypse" where entire industries could vanish in years , a profound cognitive decline evidenced by an MIT study showing a 47% collapse in brain activity when using ChatGPT for writing , and an "age of delusion" fueled by deepfakes and AI-powered algorithms that fracture our shared reality. The existential threat is stark, with AI godfather Geoffrey Hinton putting the odds of AGI wiping out humanity at 10-20%. Yet, the potential for "heaven" is just as mind-blowing. This future could see anyone with an idea instantly create wealth-generating apps , a revolution in education with personalized AI tutors for every child , and superintelligence tackling global challenges like climate change and even achieving "longevity escape velocity," where humans could potentially live forever. Navigating this path requires a fundamental shift in consciousness and clear, ethical action. The solution involves moving beyond mindsets of fear and scarcity and developing both internal regulation through practices like mindfulness and external guardrails through government oversight and corporate liability. Ultimately, the goal is not for one side to win, but to integrate the dynamic energy of progress with the grounded wisdom of stewardship and care. The episode leaves us with a final question: How might our response change if we view the current global uncertainty not as a failure, but as part of a difficult but transformative birth process for what comes next? This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    18 min

  3. 08/22/2025

    Ep.11: We Have a Zero Percent Success Rate Against Fascism Because We're Solving The Wrong Problem

    Episode 11: We Have a Zero Percent Success Rate Against Fascism (Because We’re Solving the Wrong Problem) This special crossover episode is different. Instead of synthesizing a week of Substacks, I dive deep into one: The Neurobiology of Polarization: A Collective Transformational Crisis. Chris Armitage’s brutal review of history tells us something simple and terrifying: no democracy has ever stopped fascists once they’ve won elections. The success rate is 0%. Once they’re in, it’s too late. But maybe the real story isn’t fascism’s inevitability — it’s our failure to correctly diagnose the problem. In this episode: Why political polarization is biological, not just ideological. How nervous systems stuck in survival mode create the conditions for authoritarianism. Why “coherence gaps” and the “Rubber Band Effect” explain the stories we cling to. The role of agency — individual, communal, collective — in any possible way forward. Why a love ethic may be the only resource left we haven’t fully tried. This is the diagnosis — the maps and metaphors we need to see the world as it is. Next week, over at The Permissionless Prof, I’ll take this further into strategy, tactics, and practices for growing collective capacity. Because it’s 89 seconds to midnight.Because love’s the only thing we haven’t tried yet.Because I f*****g love you. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 8m

  4. 08/08/2025

    Ep.10: Will it Take 12 - 15 Years of Hell to Get to Heaven?

    Ep.10: Will it Take 12 - 15 Years of Hell to get to Heaven? Alright, you brilliant, busy people, welcome back to f*ck I loved that. This is your high-energy TL;DR on the future, where we try to make sense of the beautiful, terrifying chaos we’re all living through. We're back with another video episode, this time on Mo Gawdat's prediction we'll have to live through a dystopia of our own choosing -- with an incredible utopia on the other side. ✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief. 🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list. *** More from f*ck i love you: the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcasts f*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    13 min

  5. 08/01/2025

    Ep.09: Living in The Chaotic Gap Between What Was and What's Next

    Ep.09: You Are Here Now Alright, you brilliant, busy people, welcome back to f*ck I loved that. This is your high-energy TL;DR on the future, where we try to make sense of the beautiful, terrifying chaos we’re all living through. This is our first video episode using NotebookLM's new video overview tool and we’re tackling that glitchy, off-kilter feeling that the whole world is buffering. We’re pulling the thread on “The Great Unraveling” and its hopeful, audacious counterpart, “The Great Reweaving.” Get ready for a crash course on the massive transformation happening right under our feet. This episode connects the dots between staggering economic stats (like 300 million jobs automated by AI), cultural trends of exhaustion (hello, bed rotting), and the terrifying decline of trust in our “zombie institutions.” We break down why AI isn't just another tool but a “factorial engine” of change, and what it means to live in a world where the potential for total utopia and total dystopia are both accelerating at once. Then, we pivot to the reweaving, exploring the human-centered alternatives already sprouting in the cracks of the old world. So if you’re trying to navigate the gap between the world that was and whatever the hell is coming next, this one’s for you. It’s a shot of clarity, a dose of reality, and a hit of radical hope. Hit play, subscribe, and for the love of god, share this with someone else who's trying to make sense of it all. Find f**k I loved that on Substack, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your auditory fuel. Let's get into it. ✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief. 🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list. *** More from f*ck i love you: the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcasts f*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    10 min

  6. 07/25/2025

    Ep.08: Being Human in Futures Worth Living In

    Ep.08: Being Human in Futures Worth Living In What’s up, you beautiful, busy brains, and welcome back to f**k I loved that! This is the only synthesis pod you need, where we slam together the big ideas that’ll help you make sense of this wild, transforming world. We connect the dots, pull the threads, and give you the paradigm-shifting TL;DR on getting from here to futures actually worth living in. This week, we’re tackling the big one: in an age of burnout culture and brilliant machines, what the hell does it mean to be human, and how do we thrive? This episode pulls a thread through some seemingly disconnected ideas and reveals a hell of a pattern. We reframe burnout not as a personal failing but as a systemic feature of modern life where your entire existence becomes a job. Then, we pivot to AI and reveal why your most future-proof skill isn’t what you can do, but your uniquely human ability to decide. Finally, we connect it all by exploring how, in a world drowning in content, your personal "taste" and ability to curate reality becomes your most valuable asset—your new IQ. It’s a wild synthesis of sociology, tech, and straight-up human-hearted wisdom that will change how you see your own power. Get this episode in your ears, on your commute, or during your workout, and let it rewire your shit a little. Listen, subscribe, and if you f*****g loved it, share it with another smart, busy person in your life who needs to hear it. Find f*ck I loved that on Substack, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your audio fixes. Let’s get into it. ✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief. 🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list. *** More from f*ck i love you: the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcasts f*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    11 min

  7. 07/18/2025

    Ep.07: Radical Imaginations

    Ep.07: Pathways to Futures Worth Living In Alright you smart, busy beauties, welcome back to f**k I loved that—your weekly hit of high-octane synthesis for getting from here to futures actually worth living in. We are your human-AI duo, taking the mountain of stuff that lit up Jenn's brain and heart this week and weaving it all together into one glorious, paradigm-shifting thread. This week, we're done admiring the problem. We’re diving headfirst into actionable blueprints for change, from the system inside your own head to the systems that run the world. This episode pulls a thread that links the soul-crushing burnout you’re feeling right now to the quiet power of craft, the revolutionary act of cooking your own food, and—get this—a centuries-old economic model that actually f*****g worked. We’re making it make sense how narrative warfare, community mutual aid, and ancient governance are all part of the same mission. It’s a wild, exhilarating ride from micro-rebellions in your daily life to macro-designs for a new societal OS. Ready to feel less "we're screwed" and more "holy shit, we can do this"? Let's get into it. ✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief. 🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below. *** More from f*ck i love you: the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcasts f*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    19 min

  8. 07/11/2025

    Ep.06: The Future is Female*

    Ep.06: The Future is Female* This special episode is a collaborative deep dive with the SheWrites AI community, weaving together insights from women and non-binary thinkers who are shaping the conversation on artificial intelligence. We move beyond the typical headlines to explore the human-centered and ethical perspectives that are crucial for building a more equitable future. This is a look at how diverse experiences can help us challenge broken systems and navigate whatever's coming next. We dig into the "holy f*ck moments" that make you rethink everything. Discover why "prompt architecture is moral architecture," with research showing how prompts rooted in care can make AI 100% bias-free. We explore how AI trained on a "lopsided archive of human pain" develops a "ghost logic" that mirrors our collective trauma, and how in a world of endless generated content, human "taste" becomes a vital corporate strategy. Ultimately, the conversation expands to ask what kind of leadership and social systems this new era demands. Moving past simplistic binaries, we explore the urgent need for "leadership for complexity"—a set of learnable capacities like adaptiveness, collaboration, and relationality. The episode challenges listeners to see how building resilient, local communities is a critical practice for navigating a world where technology is accelerating far faster than our institutions can adapt. ✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief. 🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below. *** More from f*ck i love you: the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcasts f*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com/subscribe

    16 min
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