Where Redemption Gets Loud, Overcoming Trauma, Breaking Free, Generational Curses, Addiction Recovery, Christian Women

Victoria Gass
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I am not who I used to be. Sexual trauma. Addiction. Generational cycles so deep I thought they were just who I was. Years of running from the wrong things toward the wrong things and leaving a trail of damage I did not know how to fix. But God. Two words that carry the entire weight of my testimony. He reached into the darkest version of me and He did not flinch. He did not leave. He did not hand me a five step plan. He handed me grace I did not earn and a life I did not deserve and said now go tell the truth about what I did with the broken pieces. I am Tori Gass. Wife. Mama of four. Working homesteader on 20 acres in Roswell, New Mexico. Overcomer. Covered in the blood of Jesus and living proof that no story is too far gone for redemption. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ "She says the things nobody else will say. And she says them with Jesus in the room." — Apple Podcasts This show is for the woman who is carrying what I used to carry. Trauma that was handed to you before you had a choice. Shame from choices you made yourself. Generational patterns you can feel repeating in your own home. An addiction that started as survival and became a prison. A faith that feels distant because life got too loud to hear God in it. I have been every single one of those women. And I found the way out. Not through self help. Not through positive thinking. Through the Word, through real tools, through community, and through a God who specializes in making beautiful things out of broken ones. Every week we go deep into Scripture, real stories, and practical tools for healing, breaking free, and building a life rooted in faith that actually holds when everything else falls apart. And yes. Sometimes chickens. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ "I finally found someone who gets it and does not make me feel ashamed for where I have been." — Apple Podcasts Over 10,000 women have trusted me to walk alongside them. Ranked in the top 1% of podcasts globally. 5 stars. You are not too far gone. You have not done too much. God has not left the room. He is just waiting for you to get quiet enough to hear Him. This is where redemption gets loud. Stay covered, stay loud, and never stop letting God rewrite your story. -Tori Gass

  1. 3d ago

    The Best Biblical Parenting Advice I Ever Got Came From a Man With No Kids | Christian Motherhood

    The best mom advice I ever got came from a man who never had kids — Paul, in 1 Thessalonians. This one isn't a list of things you're doing wrong. It's a long, slow look at how Paul loved and raised up a brand-new church he only got a few weeks with before he was torn away — and everything motherhood can learn from his example. We walk through being the same person in every room ("as was his custom"), the ordinary women whose faith bent whole generations, giving your kids your actual life instead of a lesson plan, meeting each child one at a time, the way they catch it just by being near you, refusing to panic when the hard shows up, praying night and day like it's the main move instead of the last one, and being humble enough to send help when you can't be everywhere. And remember when we talked about raising Timothys? Here's the payoff — the Timothy a tired, faithful mama raised in a regular house becomes the very one God sends out to hold up a whole church. Scriptures: 1 Thessalonians 1:2, 1:5–6, 2:7–8, 2:11, 2:17–18, 3:2–3, 3:6, 3:10; 2 Timothy 1:5 (Lois & Eunice); and the backstory in Acts 17:1–4 — "as was his custom" and the leading women who believed.   Join the Email list at Torigass.com

  2. Jul 8

    How to Break Free From Trauma and Generational Curses: The Biblical Tools for Real Healing That Self Help Will Never Give You

    Have you read every self help book, tried every strategy, and you are still carrying the same thing you have been carrying for years? Have you wondered if the trauma, the addiction, the generational patterns that run through your family are just too deep for even God to reach? Have you been praying but not seeing anything change and quietly starting to wonder if it is ever going to? Friend. The tools you have been handed were never built for what you are carrying. Self help can name your pain. Only God can actually heal it. Today we go deep into 2 Chronicles 20, Psalm 51, and 1 Samuel 15 and unpack what the Bible actually says about the battles you did not choose, the ones you walked into yourself, and how God moves in both. We talk about what it actually takes to break a generational cycle, why accountability and grace are not opposites, and the real practical tools for rewiring a heart and a brain that have been through something hard. This is not a quick fix. This is the truth. And the truth is the only thing that actually sets you free.   "The battle is not yours but God's." 2 Chronicles 20:15 Stay covered, stay loud, and never stop letting God rewrite your story.

  3. May 26

    Why Your Hardest Season Is Not a Sign You Are Failing (What the Bible Says About Restoration and Redemption)

    Are you in a season right now where no matter how hard you try you cannot seem to catch up? Are you carrying the weight of mistakes you made that you cannot undo? Have you been wondering if the years you wasted or the things you lost are just gone forever? I have been there. In the middle of it I opened my Bible and God showed me something that changed everything about how I understood hard seasons. Today we are going deep into the Word together. Not just a quick verse and a nice thought. We are doing a real Bible study into what God actually says about restoration, redemption, and the seasons that feel too far gone to recover from. We are going to sit in Psalm 23, Joel 2:25, and Psalm 126 and unpack what the original Hebrew actually means because there is so much more there than the English translation shows us. This episode is for anyone in a hard season. You do not have to be a homesteader. You do not have to have it together. You just have to show up. The locust years are not wasted. The weeping farmer still brings in the harvest. And God is not finished with your story yet. "Those who sow with tears will reap with songs of joy." Psalm 126:5

  4. May 12

    How to Butcher Chickens at Home (Even If You Think You Could NEVER Do It)

    📞 Book a Homestead Strategy Call | Tori Gass torigass.com/checkout-consult Your companion planting guide is FREE when you book! 🌿 Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator torigass.com Do you watch other homesteaders process their own chickens and think there is absolutely no way you could ever do that? Are you curious about raising meat birds but convinced that butcher day is where your homesteading journey stops? Have you been telling yourself you are just not built for that part of the process? Friend, I said every single one of those things. I used to stand at the fence watching Ryan do the whole thing while I gripped that fence post and swore I would never lay a hand on a single bird. I now do ninety percent of our processing on my own. In this episode I am walking you through the real story of how that happened, the exact equipment you need before processing day, a step by step breakdown of the full process in plain practical language, the emotional side nobody talks about, and what I would tell the version of me standing at that fence. Everything we personally use on processing day is linked on my Amazon storefront. You can do this. Let me show you how. RESOURCES MENTIONED 📞 Book a Homestead Strategy Call | Tori Gass torigass.com/checkout-consult One hour, your homestead, your goals. Your companion planting guide is included FREE with every booking. 🛒 Our Amazon Storefront amazon.com/shop/lostsheepfarm 🌿 Our Products | Tori Gass · Lost Sheep Farm torigass.com/products CONNECT WITH TORI 🌿 Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator torigass.com 💬 Join our free community: Homesteading as Christian Women with Tori Gass facebook.com/groups/4256448234630516 📸 Instagram @lostsheepfarm "She sets about her work vigorously. Her arms are strong for her tasks." Proverbs 31:17 With love from the farm, Tori 🐾

  5. May 5

    How to Start a Real Homestead on a Tight Budget: What We Learned After Spending Too Much So You Don't Have To

    📞 Book a Homestead Strategy Call | Tori Gass torigass.com/checkout-consult Your companion planting guide is FREE when you book! 🌿 Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator torigass.com Are you putting off starting your homestead because you do not think you can afford it? Are you afraid of spending money on the wrong things before you even know what you are doing? Have you been waiting for the perfect budget before you take a single step toward this dream? Friend, the problem was never the money. It was the absence of a plan. And that is exactly what we are talking about today. In this episode I am walking you through what we learned after spending too much in the wrong places so you do not have to make the same mistakes. We cover how to take stock of what you already have before you spend a single dollar, the exact three things worth investing in from the very beginning, the three things most beginners waste money on every single time, and the phased homestead approach that will save you more than anything else I share today. Plus the most expensive mistake of all that has nothing to do with money. You do not need a perfect budget to start. You need the next step. Let's find yours. RESOURCES MENTIONED 📞 Book a Homestead Strategy Call | Tori Gass torigass.com/checkout-consult One hour, your homestead, your budget, your goals. Your companion planting guide is included FREE with every booking. 🌿 Our Products | Tori Gass · Lost Sheep Farm torigass.com/products CONNECT WITH TORI 🌿 Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator torigass.com 💬 Join our free community: Homesteading as Christian Women with Tori Gass facebook.com/groups/4256448234630516 📸 Instagram @lostsheepfarm "And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work." 2 Corinthians 9:8 With love from the farm, Tori 🐾

  6. Apr 28

    Is Your Spring Garden Already Falling Behind? Here Is the Exact Companion Planting Plan That Changed Everything on Our Homestead

    📞 Book a Homestead Consult Call | Tori Gass torigass.com/checkout-consult Your companion planting guide is FREE when you book! 🌿 Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator torigass.com Is your spring garden already feeling behind before it even really started? Are you sitting on a pile of seeds and a head full of Pinterest pins with absolutely nothing in the ground yet? Have you planted before only to watch things quietly fail and have no idea why? Friend, it is not a lack of effort and it is not a lack of information. It is a lack of a plan built specifically for YOU, your yard, your soil, your season, and your goals. In this episode I am walking you through the five things every beginner homesteader needs to understand about companion planting and why knowing the facts is not the same as having a real strategy for your actual garden. We are talking about the three plant friendships that will change what you harvest this year, why most beginner gardens are planned like a grocery list instead of a neighborhood, how your soil is keeping secrets right now and how to start unlocking them, and the lesson I learned the hard way when I planted fennel right next to my tomatoes and watched them give up completely. You are not behind, friend. You just need a plan. Let's build it. RESOURCES MENTIONED 📞 Book a Homestead Consult Call | Tori Gass torigass.com/checkout-consult One hour, your homestead, your goals. Your 69-page companion planting guide is included FREE with every booking. CONNECT WITH TORI 🌿 Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator torigass.com 💬 Join our free community: Homesteading as Christian Women with Tori Gass facebook.com/groups/4256448234630516 📸 Instagram @lostsheepfarm With love from the farm, Tori 🐾

  7. Apr 24

    Is Nothing Working on Your Homestead Yet? 5 Things Christian Women Need to Know About Faithfulness and Calling

    📞 Book a Homestead Strategy Call — $49.50 | Tori Gass Book a Homestead Consult Call — $49.50 | Tori Gass 🌿 Grab the Ultimate Companion Planting Guide —FREE WITH EVERY CONSULT CALL  🙏 Get the Free 7-Day Homesteader's Revival Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator Have you ever worked so hard toward something and wondered if maybe you just heard God wrong? Does your homestead feel like it is taking forever and nothing is actually breaking through yet? Are you close to quitting something you know deep down you were called to? Friend, this episode is for you. I am sharing the story of the year Ryan and I spent trying to get our greenhouse water system working — the leaks, the failed fittings, the afternoon I soaked myself completely from head to toe — and what God used that very ordinary, very frustrating season to show me about faithfulness, calling, and what it means to keep marching before the walls fall. We are going to Psalm 73 and to Jericho, and I am sharing 5 things God sees when your homestead dream is taking longer than you thought it would. 📌 In this episode: Why it is okay that your heart has been grieved — what Psalm 73:21 says about honest wobbling Why God was with you the whole time even when it did not feel like it How your calling itself is your confirmation and hard seasons are not disqualifications Why faithfulness looks ordinary from the outside — the Jericho principle Why you were never meant to do this alone and what to do about it right now If this episode encouraged you today, would you send it to one friend who needs to hear it? That is one of the most generous things you can do. 📞 Book a Homestead Consult Call — $49.50 | Tori Gass 🌿 The Ultimate Companion Planting Guide — $7 | Tori Gass 🎓 Heavenly Homestead Academy 💬 Homesteading as Christian Women with Tori Gass 🛒 Our Products | Tori Gass · Lost Sheep Farm 🌐 Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. Proverbs 31:27

  8. Apr 21

    Can My Chickens Go in the Garden? The Spring Timing Guide Every Backyard Homesteader Need

    🙏 Grab your free 7-Day Homesteader's Revival at Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator 📞 Ready for a real plan? Book a 1:1 Homestead Strategy Consult HALF OFF at Book a Homestead Consult Call — $49.50 | Tori Gass You opened the garden gate. The chickens got in. And now you are not sure if they are the best thing that ever happened to your soil or the reason you are starting over in May. Friend, I have been there. And the answer is actually both. It just depends on when. In this episode I am giving you the exact seasonal framework for integrating your backyard flock and your garden so they work together the way God designed them to. No more guessing. No more expensive mistakes. Just a clear, simple plan you can follow one season at a time. Here is what we cover: Why chickens and gardens are not enemies they are a closed loop system God already designed Why spring is the one season your flock should stay completely out of your active beds Why fall is when the magic happens and how to let your chickens do the soil prep work for you How to turn your coop into a free composting system that feeds your raised beds all year long A simple four-season integration plan you can write on an index card and actually use There is a season for everything. Ecclesiastes 3:1 is not just poetry. It is a homesteading principle. And once you understand it your whole farm starts to make more sense. If this episode helped you, will you take 30 seconds and leave a review on Apple Podcasts? It helps more women just like you find this show and that is the whole point. Connect with Tori: 🙏 Free 7-Day Homesteader's Revival: Tori Gass | Homestead Coach & Educator 📞 Book a 1:1 Strategy Call: Book a Homestead Consult Call — $49.50 | Tori Gass 🌿 Join the free Facebook community: Homesteading as Christian Women with Tori Gass 🛒 Shop all resources: Our Products | Tori Gass · Lost Sheep Farm

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I am not who I used to be. Sexual trauma. Addiction. Generational cycles so deep I thought they were just who I was. Years of running from the wrong things toward the wrong things and leaving a trail of damage I did not know how to fix. But God. Two words that carry the entire weight of my testimony. He reached into the darkest version of me and He did not flinch. He did not leave. He did not hand me a five step plan. He handed me grace I did not earn and a life I did not deserve and said now go tell the truth about what I did with the broken pieces. I am Tori Gass. Wife. Mama of four. Working homesteader on 20 acres in Roswell, New Mexico. Overcomer. Covered in the blood of Jesus and living proof that no story is too far gone for redemption. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ "She says the things nobody else will say. And she says them with Jesus in the room." — Apple Podcasts This show is for the woman who is carrying what I used to carry. Trauma that was handed to you before you had a choice. Shame from choices you made yourself. Generational patterns you can feel repeating in your own home. An addiction that started as survival and became a prison. A faith that feels distant because life got too loud to hear God in it. I have been every single one of those women. And I found the way out. Not through self help. Not through positive thinking. Through the Word, through real tools, through community, and through a God who specializes in making beautiful things out of broken ones. Every week we go deep into Scripture, real stories, and practical tools for healing, breaking free, and building a life rooted in faith that actually holds when everything else falls apart. And yes. Sometimes chickens. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ "I finally found someone who gets it and does not make me feel ashamed for where I have been." — Apple Podcasts Over 10,000 women have trusted me to walk alongside them. Ranked in the top 1% of podcasts globally. 5 stars. You are not too far gone. You have not done too much. God has not left the room. He is just waiting for you to get quiet enough to hear Him. This is where redemption gets loud. Stay covered, stay loud, and never stop letting God rewrite your story. -Tori Gass

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