The Podcast That Shouldn’t Exist

Laura and Gabby
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Hi and welcome to our podcast, we are just Two widows brought together through grief tok, slightly unhinged; both trying to navigate life without our partners in our early 30s... Yep you heard it right...

  1. Season 1 Finale- A Grief Roundup

    10/06/2025

    Season 1 Finale- A Grief Roundup

    In the season finale of the podcast, hosts Laura Burr and Gabby Evans reflect on their journey through grief, the importance of organ donation awareness, and the memories of their loved ones. They discuss the challenges of the first year of grief, share personal stories, and highlight the impact of media on their narratives. The conversation also touches on the growth of their podcast and the creative outlets they've explored as a means of healing. As they look forward to season two, they emphasize the importance of community and connection in navigating loss. In this episode, Gabby and Laura reflect on their journey through grief while preparing for the upcoming season of their podcast. They discuss the challenges of navigating loss, the importance of community support, and the impact of shared experiences. The conversation touches on personal milestones, the role of pets in healing, and the significance of health awareness. They also share their favorite moments from the first season and express excitement for the future, emphasizing the need for resilience and hope in the face of adversity. Takeaways This season has been raw, healing, and a little bit wild. Organ donation awareness week is significant for personal stories. Cherishing memories of loved ones helps in the grieving process. The first year of grief can feel disorienting and chaotic. Talking about loved ones keeps their memory alive. Media can sometimes misrepresent personal stories. The podcast has grown and is now available on all platforms. Creativity can be a powerful outlet for grief. Sharing experiences with others can foster community support. It's important to take pictures and document memories. They plan to record season two outdoors, despite potential wind challenges. Both hosts acknowledge the deep grief they've experienced during the podcast's run. Gabby expresses pride in their journey and the strength they've shown. Laura shares her gratitude for Gabby's presence in her life during this difficult time. They discuss the inspiration they draw from others in the grief community. The hosts reflect on the last conversations they had with their loved ones before their passing. They emphasize the importance of health awareness and early diagnosis of silent killers. Pets play a significant role in their healing process and daily lives. They acknowledge the bittersweet nature of milestones and memories. The hosts express hope for a better future and the importance of manifesting positivity.

    1h 13m
  2. Episode 11: Creating Community in Grief: Healing Together

    09/18/2025

    Episode 11: Creating Community in Grief: Healing Together

    In this episode of The podcast that Shouldnt Exist with Laura & Gabby, grief coach Breanne Cook joins us to share how mindful photography and self-compassion can become powerful tools in navigating the raw terrain of grief. We explore the uniqueness of every grief journey, the way guilt and regret often surface after loss, and how compassion for ourselves and for others creates space for healing. Breanne sheds light on the physical and emotional effects of grief, why grief education matters, and how building supportive communities helps us carry the weight of loss together. This is an honest, gentle conversation about the truths of grief beyond the “stages” we’re told to expect and the beauty of remembering, honoring, and talking openly about those we’ve lost. ✨ Connect with Breanne: 🌐 Website: www.breannecook.com 📸 Instagram: @thisisbreannecook 🎥 TikTok: @thisisbreannecook ✨ If you have liked what youve listened to, please like, review and subscribe✨ If you’re seeking comfort, validation, or simply the reminder that you’re not alone, this episode offers compassion and practical insights for walking with grief. Takeaways Grief is a unique experience for everyone. Mindful photography can help express and process grief. Self-compassion is vital during the grieving process. Guilt and regret are common themes in grief. It's important to navigate relationships sensitively during grief. Grief education can help reduce stigma and fear around loss. Creating a supportive community is essential for healing. Talking about grief openly can help normalize the experience. The stages of grief are not linear and vary for each individual. Legacy and memory play a crucial role in coping with loss.

    1h 8m
  3. Listen to me when you have brain fog

    08/28/2025

    Listen to me when you have brain fog

    Listen to this on a loop

    1 min
  4. Listen to me when you can’t stop crying..

    08/28/2025

    Listen to me when you can’t stop crying..

    Listen to me on a loop if you need too

    2 min
  5. Episode 10 – Grief Isn’t in My Job Description: Returning to Work After Loss

    08/21/2025

    Episode 10 – Grief Isn’t in My Job Description: Returning to Work After Loss

    In this episode of The Podcast That Shouldn’t Exist, hosts Gabby Evans and Laura Burr dive into the often overlooked reality of going back to work after losing the love of your life. They share their own stories of returning to the workplace while grieving, the challenges of navigating colleagues’ silence (or awkwardness), and the invisible weight grief places on job performance. Together, they explore: The emotional toll of balancing grief with work responsibilities Why open communication with employers and colleagues matters The urgent need for stronger bereavement leave & mental health policies Finding new purpose in roles after loss How workplaces can better support grieving employees This is a raw and necessary conversation for anyone navigating life after loss while still expected to “show up” at work. Because grief doesn’t do annual leave.

    1h 5m
  6. Episode 9: Holiday Booked, Grief Packed

    08/14/2025

    Episode 9: Holiday Booked, Grief Packed

    Gabby and Laura share a heartfelt conversation about grief, loss, and healing, reflecting on the excitement and anxiety of their upcoming first holiday. They explore coping with anniversaries, physical symptoms of grief, and the emotional ups and downs of mourning. Through personal stories, they highlight the importance of support systems, self-care, and the power of music and memories in the healing process. 💬 Listen, subscribe, and leave a review to support the podcast! 📱 Follow us for extras and behind-the-scenes: TikTok: @thepodcastthatshouldntexist Instagram: @thepodcastthatshouldntexist A raw, honest, and intimate look at living with grief while cherishing your loved ones.

    1h 4m
  7. Episode 8: Dying To Know, The Yorkshire Funeral Director Tells All

    08/07/2025

    Episode 8: Dying To Know, The Yorkshire Funeral Director Tells All

    This week, Gabby and Laura sit down (virtually, with dogs barking and cats meowing) with Jacob, an opera-trained funeral director who somehow balances death, TikTok, and Labradors with equal flair. From working in pubs to running a funeral home, Jacob walks us through his very unexpected journey into the profession—and the weird questions he’s asked along the way (spoiler: no, coffins aren’t reused in the UK). We talk about: 🕯️ What really happens behind the scenes of a funeral 📲 How Jacob’s TikTok blew up & the surprising impact of going viral 🎭 Finding catharsis in opera singing and why it's his escape 💔 The emotional toll of being on-call 24/7 👀 What TV gets wrong about funerals (looking at you, Silent Witness) 💬 The most important thing Jacob wants every grieving family to know Whether you've ever wondered what a mortuary technician does, or you're just here for the wit and wisdom of someone who truly gets grief—we promise this one is surprisingly uplifting, darkly funny, and deeply human. 🔗 Follow Jacob on TikTok: @theyorkshirefuneraldirector 🔎 More on his funeral home: Castledon & Walsh Independent Funeral Directors https://www.facebook.com/casseldensfuneral/?locale=en_GB ——— Connect with us: 📱 @thepodcastthatshouldntexist 🎧 Subscribe & share if you’ve ever googled “what happens to the coffin after the funeral”

    1h 13m
  8. Episode 7 - Sorry we ghosted you… But grief said ‘Not Today, Podcast’

    07/31/2025

    Episode 7 - Sorry we ghosted you… But grief said ‘Not Today, Podcast’

    We’re back — two widows, one podcast, and zero emotional stability. In this midseason catch-up, Gabby and Lauren regroup after a short (emotional) hiatus to talk about what’s been happening behind the scenes — the messiness, the magic, and the many, many breakdowns in between. This is the weird bit of grief. The blurry middle part no one warns you about — where people stop checking in, your inbox fills with “just wondering if you’ve had time to look at…” and you realise that life keeps moving, even when you haven’t. There’s chat about why the podcast went quiet, what grief feels like six months in, how friendships shift, why every form feels like an emotional ambush, and the strange new language of widowhood. We laugh (too much), we cry (off mic), and we gently lower the bar for what it means to be “coping.” If you’re grieving, heartbroken, human, or just nosy — welcome back. Takeaways Grief is a personal journey that doesn't follow a script. Selling a loved one's belongings can be emotionally challenging. Milestones in grief can bring unexpected emotions. Finding a supportive environment is crucial during grief. The complexities of dating after loss can be daunting. Time feels different when grieving; it can feel both fast and slow. It's important to express emotions in safe spaces. Grief can manifest in various ways and affect daily life. Coping with grief involves making choices about how to move forward. Metaphors can help in understanding the grieving process.

    55 min
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Hi and welcome to our podcast, we are just Two widows brought together through grief tok, slightly unhinged; both trying to navigate life without our partners in our early 30s... Yep you heard it right...

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