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Portia spent four and a half years of her life in federal prison and her life was transformed. This is an account of kindness, faith and enduring friendships discovered in federal prison. Her story is told with the passion and insight of one who lived it. Portia opens our eyes and hearts to the real challenges and struggles that people in prison face.

  1. A True Crime Story of Love and Redemption

    2D AGO

    A True Crime Story of Love and Redemption

    In this powerful episode of the Living Louder podcast, Lysle Swenson opens up about his incredible journey from a loving childhood to the depths of addiction, crime, and ultimately, redemption. Raised in a supportive and religious family, Lysle’s story is a testament to how addiction doesn’t discriminate — it can affect anyone, regardless of background or upbringing. Lysle shares his experiences of growing up as an only child in a tight-knit Mormon family, his struggles with feelings of belonging, and how those feelings led him down a dangerous path. From experimenting with drugs in high school to a series of arrests, prison sentences, and life-altering choices, his story is raw, honest, and full of lessons about the power of hope and the possibility of change. He candidly discusses the progression of his addiction, the chaos that ensued, and some of the darkest moments of his life — including a near-fatal encounter with drugs, the loss of his relationship with his children, and a shocking turn of events involving a dead body and a life in prison. Despite these hardships, Lysle reveals how he found love, forgiveness, and purpose through recovery, family support, and faith. This episode isn’t just about the struggles — it’s about the resilience of the human spirit. Lysle emphasizes that addiction is a disease, not a moral failing, and how important it is to seek help and make the decision to change. His story highlights the importance of accountability, the strength found in vulnerability, and the transformative power of love and faith. Join us as we explore the realities of addiction, the truth behind life behind bars, and the inspiring journey toward healing and rebuilding a life worth living. Whether you’re on your own recovery journey, supporting someone you love, or simply looking for a story of hope, Lysle’s experience will inspire and remind you that no matter how dark things may seem, there is always a way forward. Tune in to this episode for a heartfelt conversation about redemption, family, and the incredible strength it takes to start over. #AddictionRecovery #FromPrisonToPeace #SobrietyJourney #HealingStories #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity #OvercomingAddiction #Inspiration #TrueStories #FamilyAndFaith #RedemptionStory #LivingLouder #HopeAfterHarm #SelfLove #Transformation

    1h 12m
  2. The Truth Behind My Seven Year Prison Sentence

    MAY 1

    The Truth Behind My Seven Year Prison Sentence

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where authentic stories, personal growth, and resilience take center stage. In this heartfelt episode, host Portia Louder shares her deeply personal journey through adversity, redemption, and transformation. From her early years growing up as the oldest of seven in a non-traditional household, to her struggles with addiction, raising children as a single mother, and her eventual conviction for real estate fraud, Portia offers a raw and honest account of her life's challenges.This episode takes you inside her tumultuous path — from impulsive decisions during her teenage years, navigating unplanned pregnancies, and her battle with prescription drug addiction, to her involvement in fraudulent real estate deals that led to a seven-year federal prison sentence. Portia candidly discusses the pain of losing her freedom, the emotional toll on her and her family, and the hard-won lessons she learned along the way. Her story highlights the importance of faith, forgiveness, and the power of inner strength, as she describes her spiritual journey

    54 min
  3. Fighting for Equal Opportunities - Steve Solen

    APR 25

    Fighting for Equal Opportunities - Steve Solen

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where authentic conversations about education, personal growth, and overcoming life's challenges take center stage. Hosted by Portia Lauder, this inspiring series features candid interviews with educators, leaders, and everyday heroes who are making a difference in their communities and beyond.In this episode, we sit down with Steve Solon, the passionate and innovative principal of Pleasant Creek School, a unique alternative school dedicated to serving at-risk youth, including those from group homes and juvenile detention centers. Steve shares his remarkable journey from growing up in Utah with strict religious parents to becoming a leader in education who believes in teaching kids to think critically, own their mistakes, and pursue success on their own terms. His story is a testament to resilience, authenticity, and the power of caring leadership.Throughout our conversation, Steve delves into his childhood in Orem, Utah, and discusses how his experiences with strict upbringing and cultural expectations shaped his approach to education and life. He emphasizes the importance of building trust with students and fostering genuine relationships—key elements that help kids open up and thrive, especially those who have experienced trauma or rejection elsewhere. Steve’s approach is rooted in empathy, transparency, and a commitment to teaching life skills that prepare students for real-world success.He also talks about the evolution of his career—from being a PE teacher and coach to navigating the challenges of working in traditional and charter schools, and eventually leading Pleasant Creek School. Steve highlights the importance of innovation in education, advocating for personalized learning, hands-on skill development, and creating an environment where students feel cared for and understood. His insights into funding disparities and the need for more equitable resources for rural and alternative schools shed light on systemic issues that hinder educational opportunities.Moreover, Steve openly shares the story of his tattoos, breaking stereotypes about appearance and faith, and illustrating how authenticity and self-expression can coexist with religious beliefs. His stance on mental health, trauma-informed care, and the importance of showing kids they are valued resonate deeply throughout the episode.This episode is a heartfelt reminder that education is not a one-size-fits-all system but a personalized journey that requires genuine care, innovative thinking, and courageous leadership. Whether you're an educator, parent, or someone passionate about making a difference, this conversation offers valuable lessons on authenticity, perseverance, and the transformative power of caring leadership in education.Join us as we explore how educators like Steve Solon are changing lives, one student at a time, and discover how we can all contribute to creating a more compassionate and effective educational system.#LivingLouder #EducationReform #AlternativeSchool #TraumaInformed #Leadership #SchoolInnovation #RuralEducation #AtRiskYouth #PersonalGrowth #AuthenticLeadership #EmpathyInEducation #CommunityImpact #SchoolTransformation

    1h 5m
  4. A Child of the Street Abandoned & Rescued

    APR 17

    A Child of the Street Abandoned & Rescued

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where stories of resilience, faith, and hope come to life. In this inspiring episode, we sit down with Abby Viveiros, a woman whose life journey is nothing short of miraculous. From being found as a street child in Korea to becoming a loving mother and advocate for healing and redemption, Abby’s story is a testament to the power of faith, forgiveness, and the human spirit.Abby’s childhood was shaped by hardship and uncertainty. Found abandoned on the streets of Korea at just two years old, she faced a life filled with uncertainty, trauma, and cultural upheaval. She shares vivid memories of her early years—being cared for by strangers, navigating orphanages, and experiencing moments of innocence amidst chaos. Despite these challenges, Abby’s story is one of incredible resilience. She describes her journey from orphanage to adoption, her struggles with attachment and trust, and how she found hope and healing through her relationship with God.In this heartfelt conversation, Abby opens up about her transition to life in America, her feelings of loneliness, and her determination to find meaning and purpose despite her difficult beginnings. She discusses her experience with faith, how she turned to Jesus Christ for healing, and her ongoing journey of forgiveness—both for herself and those who hurt her. Her story highlights the importance of compassion, understanding, and recognizing the goodness in others, even in the most broken circumstances.Abby also reflects on her time in prison, sharing how she found a deeper connection to God during her darkest days. Her story underscores that transformation is possible for everyone, regardless of their past. She emphasizes the importance of choosing to see potential in others, offering grace, and extending kindness—principles she lives by today.This episode is a powerful reminder that every life has a story worth sharing, and that hope and love can emerge from even the most difficult trials. Whether you’re dealing with trauma, seeking faith, or simply looking for inspiration, Abby’s story will touch your heart and renew your faith in the goodness of humanity.Join us for this meaningful conversation and discover how faith, compassion, and resilience can transform lives. Remember, no matter where you come from, you are seen, you are loved, and you are found.Hashtags:#Resilience #FaithJourney #InspiringStory #OvercomingTrauma #AdoptionStory #HealingAndForgiveness #HopeInDarkness #FaithInAction #LifeTransformation #PrisonToPurpose #LoveHeals #AbbyViveiros #LatterDaySaints #ChristianFaith #MentalHealthAwareness #HopeRenewed

    1h 16m
  5. From Feral to Fighter: Anne Coburn’s Journey Through Addiction and Redemption

    APR 10

    From Feral to Fighter: Anne Coburn’s Journey Through Addiction and Redemption

    In this compelling episode of the Living Louder podcast, we sit down with Ann Coburn—a woman who has traversed the darkest valleys of addiction, incarceration, and childhood trauma, and emerged into a life dedicated to hope, service, and transformation. Ann’s story is a raw, honest, and inspiring account of her journey from a feral, invisible kid to a passionate advocate for those most overlooked by society. Growing up in Utah with older parents and a severely mentally ill mother, Ann faced a childhood filled with instability, neglect, and a deep sense of not belonging. Her early years were marked by rebelliousness, gang involvement, substance abuse, and a series of life-altering moments—including losing her father at age 14. Despite her turbulent past, Ann’s resilience shines through as she shares how she eventually found her way into the Odyssey House treatment program, a pioneering therapeutic community that helped her confront her demons and begin the healing process. Ann’s journey through Odyssey was transformative. She describes the intense, peer-driven environment that taught her accountability, self-awareness, and the importance of community. Her story underscores the power of belief—believing in others even when they don’t believe in themselves—and how that belief can be a catalyst for change. Her candid reflections on her past mistakes, her struggles with mental health, and her ongoing process of growth offer valuable insights into the realities faced by those caught in the cycle of addiction and incarceration. After years of sobriety and service, Ann took her passion for helping others to new heights. She now works in the criminal justice system and runs a nonprofit dedicated to supporting individuals transitioning from prison back into society. She emphasizes the importance of community, connection, and second chances, advocating for more compassion and understanding in systems that often marginalize the most vulnerable. This episode is a must-listen for anyone interested in criminal justice reform, addiction recovery, or personal transformation. Ann’s story reminds us that everyone has potential—regardless of their past—and that with the right support, belief, and love, people can turn their lives around in remarkable ways. Join us for an authentic conversation filled with hope, honesty, and inspiration. Whether you’re a professional working in social services, a person in recovery, or simply curious about the human capacity for change, Ann’s story will resonate deeply and encourage you to look at others with compassion and understanding. #RecoveryJourney #Inspiration #PrisonReform #SecondChances #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #NonprofitWork #JusticeReform #TransformingLives #BelieveInPeople #Hope #CommunitySupport #PersonalGrowth #LivingLouder #AnnCoburn #BehindBars #HopeForChange #RealStories #InmateReentry #HumanPotential

    56 min
  6. Catch Me If You Can - Matthew Cox

    APR 3

    Catch Me If You Can - Matthew Cox

    Follow Matthew on www.youtube.com/@InsideTrueCrime Welcome to an extraordinary episode that dives deep into the fascinating and often dark world of crime, deception, and redemption. In this episode, we sit down with Matt Cox, a notorious con artist whose life story reads like a Hollywood thriller. From humble beginnings marked by struggles with dyslexia and a challenging childhood, Matt’s journey takes us through the high-stakes world of mortgage fraud, identity theft, and elaborate scams that amassed millions of dollars and made national headlines. Matt’s story is a rollercoaster of deception, risk, and ingenuity. He shares how his dyslexia, once seen as a debilitating obstacle, became a unique strength as he crafted complex schemes that fooled banks, lenders, and authorities alike. His ability to manipulate systems and create convincing fake documents led to a series of elaborate cons, including fake bank websites, fabricated corporate histories, and staged property transactions. Despite the danger and legal consequences, Matt describes the adrenaline rush and addictive nature of outsmarting the system, which kept him on the edge for years. Throughout our conversation, Matt openly discusses his arrests, federal indictments, and the lengthy prison sentences that followed—26 years initially, later reduced through a series of legal appeals and cooperation efforts. He reveals the internal struggles, the moments of regret, and the ways prison life became a surprising source of clarity and transformation. His self-awareness about his addictive personality and his past choices offers a candid perspective on how he navigated a path filled with deception. But this episode isn’t just about the crimes; it’s about the human side of a man who, despite his flaws, seeks redemption and a new purpose. Matt talks about his post-prison life, including how he’s built a new career as a podcaster, author, and speaker. He discusses the importance of honesty, the lessons learned from a life of crime, and the hard-earned wisdom that now guides his decisions. His story is a testament to resilience, showing that even in the darkest circumstances, change and growth are possible. Join us for a raw, unfiltered conversation that explores the mind of a con artist turned storyteller. Whether you're interested in true crime, personal transformation, or understanding the complexities of human behavior, this episode offers valuable insights and a compelling narrative that will leave you thinking. #TrueCrime #ConArtist #Fraud #CriminalJustice #PrisonStories #Redemption #SelfAwareness #MentalHealth #Deception #LegalDrama #CrimeStories #LifeLessons #Motivation #Podcast #Storytelling #CrimeDocumentary #Justice #DarkWeb #IdentityTheft #MortgageFraud #LegalSystem #Resilience #Transformation

    1h 46m
  7. From the Courtroom to the Cell Block

    MAR 27

    From the Courtroom to the Cell Block

    Check out Sean's channel: https://www.youtube.com/@THEPODCASTWITHSOUL Welcome to an eye-opening episode of the Living Louder podcast, where raw honesty meets inspiring transformation. In this powerful conversation, we sit down with Sean Gunby and Portia Louder—two individuals whose lives have been forever changed by crime, incarceration, and the journey to redemption.Sean Gunby openly shares his story of rising from a challenging upbringing in North Jersey, battling addiction, and eventually building a successful business empire. Despite reaching the heights of wealth and success, he faced the devastating reality of federal charges, arrest, and a prison sentence. Sean’s candid account reveals how prison became a pivotal moment for self-discovery, humility, and ultimately, personal growth. His story is a testament to how even the darkest moments can lead to a brighter, more authentic life.On the other hand, Portia Louder’s journey is equally compelling. From her early struggles with legal battles, financial ruin, and the heartbreak of losing her freedom, she describes her experience with brutal honesty. Her story covers years of legal battles, betrayal by loved ones, and the emotional rollercoaster of facing prison. Yet, through resilience and faith, Portia found a path to healing, purpose, and community service, helping others navigate similar struggles.In this episode, they discuss the profound lessons learned behind bars—about identity, integrity, and the importance of self-perception. They explore how prison can serve as a spiritual awakening and a death of the old self, paving the way for rebirth and renewal. Their stories highlight the power of hope, forgiveness, and the importance of embracing one’s truth, no matter how painful it may be.Whether you’ve faced your own battles or seek inspiration to overcome adversity, this conversation offers valuable insights into resilience, second chances, and the transformative power of authenticity. It’s a reminder that no matter your past, you have the strength to redefine your future.Join us for this candid discussion filled with lessons of humility, perseverance, and the importance of living louder than your fears. Don’t forget to like, share, and subscribe for more inspiring stories that challenge and uplift.#LivingLouder #RedemptionStory #PrisonTransformation #OvercomingAdversity #SelfGrowth #Inspiration #SecondChances #Authenticity #MentalHealth #PersonalDevelopment #CrimeAndRedemption

    1h 8m
  8. Inside the Mind of a Former Gang Member

    MAR 20

    Inside the Mind of a Former Gang Member

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where raw, real, and inspiring stories come to life. In this episode, we sit down with Colin Jamal Carter, a former gang member with a powerful story of transformation, resilience, and purpose. Colin’s journey began in the streets of Glendale and Rose Park, where he grew up amid a challenging environment marked by gang violence, family struggles, and personal loss. From a young age, Colin was caught up in the cycle of gangs, guns, and prison, but through hardship and reflection, he found a new path—one focused on helping others and making a positive impact.In this candid conversation, Colin shares intimate details about his childhood, the struggles with addiction and family trauma, and the choices that led him to a 15-life federal sentence. He opens up about the violence he experienced and witnessed, his time in maximum security prisons, and how he navigated the dangerous world of gangs behind bars. Despite the darkness of his past, Colin’s story is one of hope and redemption. He discusses how prison became a turning point, the lessons he learned about himself, and how he’s now committed to helping others break free from cycles of violence and incarceration.Colin talks about the importance of purpose, the power of community, and how he’s working toward a brighter future—enrolled in college, pursuing a degree in substance abuse counseling, and actively involved in programs that support healing and recovery. His message is clear: no matter how hard your past may be, it’s never too late to change and live a life of meaning.This episode is a raw and honest look into the realities of gang life, the prison system, and the potential for transformation when someone chooses to turn their life around. Whether you're interested in stories of redemption, prison reform, or simply looking for motivation to overcome your own challenges, Colin’s story will resonate with you.Join us as we dive deep into the struggles, the victories, and the lessons learned along the way. Colin’s journey proves that even in the darkest moments, there’s a light—sometimes it just takes a little courage to find it.Hashtags:#LivingLouder #RedemptionStory #GangLife #PrisonStories #Transformation #Inspiration #OvercomingAdversity #Purpose #BreakingCycles #PrisonReform #Hope #SurvivorStories #MentalHealth #RecoveryJourney #SelfImprovement #Motivation #RealTalk #InnerStrength #LifeAfterPrison #SecondChances

    1h 9m
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Portia spent four and a half years of her life in federal prison and her life was transformed. This is an account of kindness, faith and enduring friendships discovered in federal prison. Her story is told with the passion and insight of one who lived it. Portia opens our eyes and hearts to the real challenges and struggles that people in prison face.

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  • Creator
    Portia Louder
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    42
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Portia Louder
  • Show Website
    Living Louder

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