Living Louder

Portia Louder
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Portia spent four and a half years of her life in federal prison and her life was transformed. This is an account of kindness, faith and enduring friendships discovered in federal prison. Her story is told with the passion and insight of one who lived it. Portia opens our eyes and hearts to the real challenges and struggles that people in prison face.

  1. Seven Years Inside: What Prison Taught Me About Everything - Part 2

    3d ago

    Seven Years Inside: What Prison Taught Me About Everything - Part 2

    Part 2: Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where authentic stories, personal growth, and resilience take center stage. In this heartfelt episode, host Portia Louder shares her deeply personal journey through adversity, redemption, and transformation. From her early years growing up as the oldest of seven in a non-traditional household, to her struggles with addiction, raising children as a single mother, and her eventual conviction for real estate fraud, Portia offers a raw and honest account of her life's challenges.This episode takes you inside her tumultuous path — from impulsive decisions during her teenage years, navigating unplanned pregnancies, and her battle with prescription drug addiction, to her involvement in fraudulent real estate deals that led to a seven-year federal prison sentence. Portia candidly discusses the pain of losing her freedom, the emotional toll on her and her family, and the hard-won lessons she learned along the way. Her story highlights the importance of faith, forgiveness, and the power of inner strength, as she describes her spiritual journey

    44 min
  2. From the Streets to the Feds. Fighting for Change

    May 29

    From the Streets to the Feds. Fighting for Change

    Welcome to the Living Ladder podcast, where we dive deep into stories of redemption, resilience, and transformation. In this powerful episode, we sit down with Aaron Pila, an ex-felon who has lived the harsh realities of the federal prison system and come out on the other side with a mission to change lives. Aaron’s journey is nothing short of inspiring—he’s gone from living a street life filled with crime, drugs, and loyalty to becoming a voice for change, advocating for prisoners and shedding light on the systemic issues within the incarceration system. Aaron shares raw and honest stories about his early years, his time in prison, and the struggles he faced while fighting legal battles that threatened to keep him behind bars for decades. You’ll hear about the brutal realities of high-security prison environments like Victorville USP, the underground networks that influence the streets, and the mental and emotional toll of incarceration. Despite these hardships, Aaron found purpose in helping others and using his voice to advocate for reform. Throughout our conversation, Aaron emphasizes the importance of humanizing those in prison, breaking stigmas, and recognizing the strength and potential of every individual behind bars. He talks about the loyalty and connections formed in prison, the underground economies, and how the system is designed more for control than rehabilitation. His journey of faith, self-discovery, and relentless pursuit of purpose is a testament to the power of perseverance. Aaron now dedicates his life to inspiring others, sharing his story through social media, and working with nonprofits to bring awareness to the injustices faced by incarcerated individuals. He’s also involved in efforts to influence policy change and supports programs aimed at rehabilitation and second chances. His story reminds us all that no matter how dark the past, there is always hope for a brighter future. This episode is a must-watch for anyone interested in criminal justice reform, personal growth, or stories of overcoming adversity. Aaron’s transparency about his experiences offers a unique perspective on the prison system, loyalty, and the human capacity for change. If you’re ready to be inspired and learn what’s really happening behind prison walls, tune in now. #PrisonStories #InmateLife #CriminalJusticeReform #RedemptionJourney #PrisonReform #HumanizeInmates #MentalHealthInPrison #JusticeForInmates #Transformation #LivingLadderPodcast #Inspiration #SecondChances #PrisonNetwork #LoyaltyAndSurvival #IncarcerationTruths #Prison

    1h 18m
  3. From Prison to Power: Manny Lopez’s Inspiring Journey of Hope & Redemption

    May 22

    From Prison to Power: Manny Lopez’s Inspiring Journey of Hope & Redemption

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast — a powerful space where real stories of struggle, hope, and transformation come to life. In this episode, we sit down with Manny Lopez, a man whose journey from incarceration, addiction, and homelessness to becoming a beacon of hope and community leader is nothing short of inspiring. Manny’s story is a testament to the incredible resilience of the human spirit and the transformative power of faith, character, and internal growth. Throughout this heartfelt conversation, Manny shares deeply personal experiences — from growing up without a father and battling addiction, to spending years in and out of prison, and ultimately finding strength through faith and community. His story highlights the importance of character, humility, and the power of making consistent, small positive choices that lead to lasting change. Manny emphasizes that true growth begins internally and that real success is rooted in integrity, service, and a mindset focused on continual improvement. This episode isn’t just about Manny’s past; it’s about the lessons learned along the way. He discusses how sobriety has been the foundation of his freedom, how he navigates the ups and downs of life with faith and humility, and how he’s committed to helping others do the same. Manny also talks about the significance of community, the importance of forgiving ourselves, and the profound impact of showing up for others — whether it’s through community events, mentoring, or simply being kind and present. If you’re looking for hope, practical advice, and motivation to turn your life around, this episode is for you. Manny’s story proves that no matter how dark the past, there is always a path to light, healing, and purpose. His message is one of empowerment and encouragement: your internal choices, faith, and perseverance can move mountains. Join us for an inspiring conversation filled with honesty, vulnerability, and wisdom. Whether you’re on your own journey of recovery, overcoming obstacles, or simply seeking motivation to live louder and better, this episode will remind you that your best days are still ahead. Don’t forget to subscribe, like, and share this episode to inspire others. Together, we can create a community of hope, resilience, and transformation. #LivingLouder #Inspiration #RedemptionStory #OvercomingAddiction #FaithAndHope #PersonalGrowth #MentalHealth #RecoveryJourney #Motivation #TransformYourLife #HopeInDarkness #CommunitySupport #InnerStrength #HumbleBeginnings #SuccessMindset #SelfImprovement #LifeChange #InspiringStories #HopeForAll #FaithJourney

    53 min
  4. Tosha Robinson - Surviving the Storm

    May 15

    Tosha Robinson - Surviving the Storm

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where raw honesty, resilience, and real-life stories take center stage. Hosted by Portia Louder, this inspiring series delves into the journeys of individuals who have faced unimaginable challenges and emerged stronger through the power of recovery, faith, and personal growth. Each episode offers a heartfelt look at overcoming trauma, addiction, loss, and the struggles that life throws our way, proving that no matter how dark the path, there is always hope for a brighter future.In this powerful episode, Portia sits down with Tosha Robinson, a woman whose life story is nothing short of extraordinary. Tosha's journey is filled with hardships from a very young age. She opens up about her tumultuous childhood, marked by abuse, abandonment, and neglect. Her experiences with an alcoholic stepfather, exposure to violence, and early involvement in drug and sex-related rebellion paint a vivid picture of a girl seeking love and acceptance in all the wrong places.Throughout her teenage years, Tosha's life spiraled into the streets of Las Vegas and California, where she became deeply involved in drug trafficking, theft, and multiple incarcerations. Her story is a testament to the destructive power of addiction and the resilience required to break free from it. Despite numerous setbacks—including losing custody of her children, battling suicidal thoughts, and enduring the pain of losing loved ones—Tosha's faith and determination kept her fighting for a better life.A turning point in her journey came when she decided to surrender to God, asking for help and guidance. Her commitment to recovery led her to programs like Golden Steps and Level Up, where she found the support and structure she needed to rebuild her life. Today, she is living proof that recovery is possible, and she shares her inspiring message of hope for those still struggling in the depths of addiction.Tosha's story is also one of forgiveness and reconciliation. She has mended relationships with her children, including her daughter who was adopted out, and now maintains a loving, supportive relationship with her family. Her story highlights that healing is possible, and that love and connection can be restored even after years of pain and separation.Join us in this candid conversation as Tosha shares her insights on owning her past, embracing her imperfections, and celebrating her journey of transformation. Her message to anyone in the thick of addiction or facing life's hardships is simple but powerful: It gets better, and your story is still being written. Her life exemplifies that with faith, perseverance, and community, a new chapter filled with hope and purpose is within reach.Whether you're on your own recovery journey or simply looking for motivation and real stories of triumph, this episode will inspire you to keep going, to believe in second chances, and to embrace the beauty of living louder than your past.#LivingLouder #RecoveryJourney #OvercomingTrauma #AddictionRecovery #Inspiration #FaithAndHealing #SecondChances #RealStories #MentalHealthAwareness #StrengthInAdversity #Hope #TransformationalJourney #FamilyReconciliation #SelfGrowth #Motivation #HealingJourney

    1h 2m
  5. A True Crime Story of Love and Redemption

    May 8

    A True Crime Story of Love and Redemption

    In this powerful episode of the Living Louder podcast, Lysle Swenson opens up about his incredible journey from a loving childhood to the depths of addiction, crime, and ultimately, redemption. Raised in a supportive and religious family, Lysle’s story is a testament to how addiction doesn’t discriminate — it can affect anyone, regardless of background or upbringing. Lysle shares his experiences of growing up as an only child in a tight-knit Mormon family, his struggles with feelings of belonging, and how those feelings led him down a dangerous path. From experimenting with drugs in high school to a series of arrests, prison sentences, and life-altering choices, his story is raw, honest, and full of lessons about the power of hope and the possibility of change. He candidly discusses the progression of his addiction, the chaos that ensued, and some of the darkest moments of his life — including a near-fatal encounter with drugs, the loss of his relationship with his children, and a shocking turn of events involving a dead body and a life in prison. Despite these hardships, Lysle reveals how he found love, forgiveness, and purpose through recovery, family support, and faith. This episode isn’t just about the struggles — it’s about the resilience of the human spirit. Lysle emphasizes that addiction is a disease, not a moral failing, and how important it is to seek help and make the decision to change. His story highlights the importance of accountability, the strength found in vulnerability, and the transformative power of love and faith. Join us as we explore the realities of addiction, the truth behind life behind bars, and the inspiring journey toward healing and rebuilding a life worth living. Whether you’re on your own recovery journey, supporting someone you love, or simply looking for a story of hope, Lysle’s experience will inspire and remind you that no matter how dark things may seem, there is always a way forward. Tune in to this episode for a heartfelt conversation about redemption, family, and the incredible strength it takes to start over. #AddictionRecovery #FromPrisonToPeace #SobrietyJourney #HealingStories #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity #OvercomingAddiction #Inspiration #TrueStories #FamilyAndFaith #RedemptionStory #LivingLouder #HopeAfterHarm #SelfLove #Transformation

    1h 12m
  6. The Truth Behind My Seven Year Prison Sentence

    May 1

    The Truth Behind My Seven Year Prison Sentence

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where authentic stories, personal growth, and resilience take center stage. In this heartfelt episode, host Portia Louder shares her deeply personal journey through adversity, redemption, and transformation. From her early years growing up as the oldest of seven in a non-traditional household, to her struggles with addiction, raising children as a single mother, and her eventual conviction for real estate fraud, Portia offers a raw and honest account of her life's challenges.This episode takes you inside her tumultuous path — from impulsive decisions during her teenage years, navigating unplanned pregnancies, and her battle with prescription drug addiction, to her involvement in fraudulent real estate deals that led to a seven-year federal prison sentence. Portia candidly discusses the pain of losing her freedom, the emotional toll on her and her family, and the hard-won lessons she learned along the way. Her story highlights the importance of faith, forgiveness, and the power of inner strength, as she describes her spiritual journey

    54 min
  7. Fighting for Equal Opportunities - Steve Solen

    Apr 25

    Fighting for Equal Opportunities - Steve Solen

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where authentic conversations about education, personal growth, and overcoming life's challenges take center stage. Hosted by Portia Lauder, this inspiring series features candid interviews with educators, leaders, and everyday heroes who are making a difference in their communities and beyond.In this episode, we sit down with Steve Solon, the passionate and innovative principal of Pleasant Creek School, a unique alternative school dedicated to serving at-risk youth, including those from group homes and juvenile detention centers. Steve shares his remarkable journey from growing up in Utah with strict religious parents to becoming a leader in education who believes in teaching kids to think critically, own their mistakes, and pursue success on their own terms. His story is a testament to resilience, authenticity, and the power of caring leadership.Throughout our conversation, Steve delves into his childhood in Orem, Utah, and discusses how his experiences with strict upbringing and cultural expectations shaped his approach to education and life. He emphasizes the importance of building trust with students and fostering genuine relationships—key elements that help kids open up and thrive, especially those who have experienced trauma or rejection elsewhere. Steve’s approach is rooted in empathy, transparency, and a commitment to teaching life skills that prepare students for real-world success.He also talks about the evolution of his career—from being a PE teacher and coach to navigating the challenges of working in traditional and charter schools, and eventually leading Pleasant Creek School. Steve highlights the importance of innovation in education, advocating for personalized learning, hands-on skill development, and creating an environment where students feel cared for and understood. His insights into funding disparities and the need for more equitable resources for rural and alternative schools shed light on systemic issues that hinder educational opportunities.Moreover, Steve openly shares the story of his tattoos, breaking stereotypes about appearance and faith, and illustrating how authenticity and self-expression can coexist with religious beliefs. His stance on mental health, trauma-informed care, and the importance of showing kids they are valued resonate deeply throughout the episode.This episode is a heartfelt reminder that education is not a one-size-fits-all system but a personalized journey that requires genuine care, innovative thinking, and courageous leadership. Whether you're an educator, parent, or someone passionate about making a difference, this conversation offers valuable lessons on authenticity, perseverance, and the transformative power of caring leadership in education.Join us as we explore how educators like Steve Solon are changing lives, one student at a time, and discover how we can all contribute to creating a more compassionate and effective educational system.#LivingLouder #EducationReform #AlternativeSchool #TraumaInformed #Leadership #SchoolInnovation #RuralEducation #AtRiskYouth #PersonalGrowth #AuthenticLeadership #EmpathyInEducation #CommunityImpact #SchoolTransformation

    1h 5m
  8. A Child of the Street Abandoned & Rescued

    Apr 17

    A Child of the Street Abandoned & Rescued

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where stories of resilience, faith, and hope come to life. In this inspiring episode, we sit down with Abby Viveiros, a woman whose life journey is nothing short of miraculous. From being found as a street child in Korea to becoming a loving mother and advocate for healing and redemption, Abby’s story is a testament to the power of faith, forgiveness, and the human spirit.Abby’s childhood was shaped by hardship and uncertainty. Found abandoned on the streets of Korea at just two years old, she faced a life filled with uncertainty, trauma, and cultural upheaval. She shares vivid memories of her early years—being cared for by strangers, navigating orphanages, and experiencing moments of innocence amidst chaos. Despite these challenges, Abby’s story is one of incredible resilience. She describes her journey from orphanage to adoption, her struggles with attachment and trust, and how she found hope and healing through her relationship with God.In this heartfelt conversation, Abby opens up about her transition to life in America, her feelings of loneliness, and her determination to find meaning and purpose despite her difficult beginnings. She discusses her experience with faith, how she turned to Jesus Christ for healing, and her ongoing journey of forgiveness—both for herself and those who hurt her. Her story highlights the importance of compassion, understanding, and recognizing the goodness in others, even in the most broken circumstances.Abby also reflects on her time in prison, sharing how she found a deeper connection to God during her darkest days. Her story underscores that transformation is possible for everyone, regardless of their past. She emphasizes the importance of choosing to see potential in others, offering grace, and extending kindness—principles she lives by today.This episode is a powerful reminder that every life has a story worth sharing, and that hope and love can emerge from even the most difficult trials. Whether you’re dealing with trauma, seeking faith, or simply looking for inspiration, Abby’s story will touch your heart and renew your faith in the goodness of humanity.Join us for this meaningful conversation and discover how faith, compassion, and resilience can transform lives. Remember, no matter where you come from, you are seen, you are loved, and you are found.Hashtags:#Resilience #FaithJourney #InspiringStory #OvercomingTrauma #AdoptionStory #HealingAndForgiveness #HopeInDarkness #FaithInAction #LifeTransformation #PrisonToPurpose #LoveHeals #AbbyViveiros #LatterDaySaints #ChristianFaith #MentalHealthAwareness #HopeRenewed

    1h 16m
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Portia spent four and a half years of her life in federal prison and her life was transformed. This is an account of kindness, faith and enduring friendships discovered in federal prison. Her story is told with the passion and insight of one who lived it. Portia opens our eyes and hearts to the real challenges and struggles that people in prison face.

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  • Creator
    Portia Louder
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    46
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Portia Louder
  • Show Website
    Living Louder

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