She's Honestly Mental

Corrina Rawlinson - Mental Health Advocate

She's Honestly Mental is the podcast for women who are done faking fine. Hosted by Corrina Rawlinson: ADHD brain (medicated), mum of three, and proud mental health hospital alumni who went from writing suicide letters to building a movement. This show speaks to the ones silently falling apart while holding everything together.Each episode is a raw, unfiltered conversation about what it really looks like to live with anxiety, ADHD, depression, trauma and the chaos that comes with it. You'll hear stories, strategies and moments of "me too" that remind you you're not broken, you're just honestly mental.This isn't toxic positivity or clinical advice. It's honest talk about the real shit - the bathroom floor breakdowns, the hospital admissions, the conversations that actually save lives.If your brain is loud, your heart's tired, and you're craving a space that feels like coming home, you're in the right place. Because silence nearly killed me, and these conversations? They save lives.

  1. 15H AGO

    28. I'm still shit scared inside even after I wrote a book on confidence - Heidi Anderson

    Content note: This episode talks openly about mental health struggle, hospital admissions, thoughts of wanting to disappear or escape, childhood and sexual abuse, and drinking. If any of that is close to home right now, be gentle with yourself. You don't have to listen alone, and you don't have to listen today. Lifeline 13 11 14Beyond Blue 1300 22 46361800RESPECT 1800 737 73213YARN 13 92 76 (First Nations crisis line) Heidi Anderson is my first ever guest on She's Honestly Mental. She nearly didn't come. I nearly didn't have her. We both sat down already half-crying, both going "I might cry today," and then we just did the thing anyway. Heidi spent years on breakfast radio being the confident, outgoing girl. She wrote a book called Drunk on Confidence. She walks through shopping centres in her bra and undies because she reckons it shouldn't be a brave act to be seen in your own body. From the outside, she's the woman who has it all sorted. And here's the thing she said that I can't stop thinking about. You can write the book on confidence, live it, breathe it every single day, and still spend your whole life looking outside your own body for proof that you're doing okay. Her coach said it to her straight: you nailed the mindset, you wrote the book, but the internal confidence, it's not 100 percent there. Same, Heidi. Same. We got into all of it. The flexible mindset versus the victim mentality. Parental burnout, and the shame that turns up when your kid is struggling and some part of you decides that makes you the bad one. Why she stopped posting her son online, and the conversation with a former child detective that cracked it open. Self-trust, and how bloody hard it is to ask your husband what he thinks instead of reaching for another parenting book. The thoughts that show up in the dark, the ones where you wonder if everyone would be better off if you just disappeared for a bit. Tax bills and ASIC strike notices and perimenopause and grief. The lot. No tidy ending. No five steps. Two women on a couch being honest about being shit scared and showing up anyway. A few things Heidi said that stuck: "I'll just show up and try and do all these things, but I'm f*****g shit scared inside." "It shouldn't be a brave act to be seen in your most vulnerable, in your everyday, in your body." "I'm constantly looking for confirmation outside of my body that I'm doing a good job, that I'm doing it right." She also shared the thing that's been holding her lately. Hoʻoponopono, the Hawaiian forgiveness practice. Standing in front of the mirror saying "I love you, I forgive you" for a few minutes each morning. She picked it up from Davey Rowe, a Perth coach leaning on it through his own diagnosis. Not as a fix. Just a way back into your own body when everything's loud. About Heidi: Author of Drunk on Confidence. Former breakfast radio host (Heidi, Will & Woody). Publicist. The kind of human who'll walk through a shopping centre in her undies so the rest of us feel a bit more allowed.https://www.heidileeanderson.com/ https://www.instagram.com/_heidianderson/ Mentioned in this episode:Hoʻoponopono, the Hawaiian forgiveness practice (the "I love you, I forgive you" mirror one)Davey Rowe, Perth coachChristy McVee, former child detective, on kids and online safety (the "dinner table test")Drunk on Confidence by Heidi Anderson

    1h 10m
  2. MAR 30

    21. Nobody Talks About This Part of Motherhood

    Your nervous system doesn't break from one big moment. It breaks from a lifetime of smaller ones stacking up until one day, it just stops pretending. In this solo long-form episode, I go back to the week the world went into Covid and I went into a mental health ward for the second time. Six years later, I'm recording from my living room, running businesses, raising two boys, and for the first time in my adult life I feel genuinely content. Not fixed. Not healed. Content. We go into the real stuff: how childhood trauma, sexual assault, money stress and business pressure compounded into a complex PTSD diagnosis. How becoming a mum 20 months apart felt like an identity death nobody warned me about. How undiagnosed ADHD made everything louder. And why everyday things like going to Woolies once felt impossible. This is not a surface-level "I'm fine" conversation. It's panic, suicidal ideation, hospital admissions, judgment, and the slow, imperfect process of building tools and self-trust. I also talk about why I'm turning my life into a Barbie dream house and what it looks like to love yourself as the "crazy one" people whisper about. What you'll hear in this episode: The week I went back into a mental health ward while the world went into CovidHow complex PTSD and childhood trauma collided with motherhoodGoing from "woman" to "mum" and the identity crisis nobody mentionsMoney, business pressure and mental health collidingUndiagnosed ADHD traits getting louder after kidsThe tools and mindset shifts that brought me to contentChoosing myself when people call me the crazy oneReflective, not therapeutic. Crisis support: Lifeline 13 11 14 (AU). Website: sheshonestlymental.comInstagram: @sheshonestlymental

    25 min

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She's Honestly Mental is the podcast for women who are done faking fine. Hosted by Corrina Rawlinson: ADHD brain (medicated), mum of three, and proud mental health hospital alumni who went from writing suicide letters to building a movement. This show speaks to the ones silently falling apart while holding everything together.Each episode is a raw, unfiltered conversation about what it really looks like to live with anxiety, ADHD, depression, trauma and the chaos that comes with it. You'll hear stories, strategies and moments of "me too" that remind you you're not broken, you're just honestly mental.This isn't toxic positivity or clinical advice. It's honest talk about the real shit - the bathroom floor breakdowns, the hospital admissions, the conversations that actually save lives.If your brain is loud, your heart's tired, and you're craving a space that feels like coming home, you're in the right place. Because silence nearly killed me, and these conversations? They save lives.