The Bipolar Bro

The Bipolar Bro

Raw and unfiltered stories of bipolar disorder, brain science, and faith—from someone who’s survived the worst and is still here, building a life worth staying for. thebipolarbro.substack.com

  1. Oct 3

    When Fall Changes Your Mood: Bipolar Disorder and Seasonal Depression

    The other day, I was walking the dogs with my wife, when I felt the change in season in my body. Cool air, cloudy skies, and a strange wave of slowness. I tried to explain it to her as we walked. If fall brings a shift in your energy, sleep, or mood, you may recognize that feeling. In this episode of The Bipolar Bro, I discuss bipolar disorder, seasonal depression, and how I’m preparing for the transition from summer to fall. Drawing on my experience living with bipolar disorder and my background in exercise and nutrition science, I explore what the research supports, where the evidence has limits, and how to turn familiar advice into a workable routine. I also share why I’ve been quieter lately. This spring, I’ll begin studying part-time toward a Master of Divinity at Midwestern Baptist Theological Seminary while continuing to work full-time, invest in my marriage, and think with Sarah about growing our family. That decision brings up some honest questions about faith and disagreement. I explain my egalitarian convictions, why I admire my wife’s leadership, and how women such as Deborah, Huldah, Priscilla, Phoebe, and Junia shape my understanding of Scripture. I also discuss why I want an education that challenges my thinking. In this episode: * Seasonal mood changes: What I noticed on that walk, and why one difficult afternoon doesn’t establish a diagnosis. * Daylight and bright light therapy: How they differ, and why light-box treatment requires particular care with bipolar disorder. * Sleep and exercise: Protecting a consistent routine, choosing manageable workouts, and allowing recovery. * Nutrition and connection: Making meals easier when energy drops and staying in touch when withdrawing feels tempting. * A practical fall plan: An adaptable example week, a brief sleep-and-mood check, and a simpler approach for low-energy days. * Faith, marriage, and seminary: Learning through disagreement, supporting women’s leadership, and making room for a busy family life. I close with a short prayer and a request for prayer for Sarah and me as we prepare for the months ahead. Whether you’re Christian, questioning, or don’t share my faith, you’re welcome here. A question for you: What tends to change first as the days get shorter: your sleep, energy, motivation, or desire to see people? What has helped you respond? If this conversation brings someone to mind, consider sharing it with them. This episode shares personal experience and general education. Discuss treatment changes, including bright light therapy, with your clinician. If you’re in the United States and need immediate support for suicidal thoughts or emotional distress, call or text 988. If you’re in immediate danger, call 911. Get full access to The Bipolar Bro at thebipolarbro.substack.com/subscribe

    When Fall Changes Your Mood: Bipolar Disorder and Seasonal Depression
  2. Jun 3

    Psychedelics, Bipolar Disorder, and the Risk of Psychosis

    On April 18, 2026, a White House executive order pushed psychedelic treatments for serious mental illness toward faster approval and access. In this episode I work through what that order actually does, why the research is genuinely promising for depression, PTSD, and addiction, and why I’m still uneasy about where this is heading. I live with bipolar disorder, and people like me are usually screened out of the trials that make these drugs look safe. So I dig into the part of the story that doesn’t make the headlines: the risk of mania, psychosis, and misdiagnosis when a powerful, perception-altering drug meets a brain that’s more vulnerable than anyone realized. In this episode: * What the 2026 executive order does — Breakthrough Therapy, Right to Try, ibogaine * How psilocybin, MDMA, ketamine, and ibogaine actually work * Why bipolar disorder gets excluded from most psychedelic trials * What the 2025 research says about psychedelic-induced mania and psychosis * How a depression diagnosis can hide bipolar disorder, and why that’s dangerous here * The ordinary, unglamorous tools that still carry the most weight My books: Still Here: A Bipolar Survival Manual — http://amazon.com/dp/B0GT3YGKH5 The Brain Under Pressure — http://amazon.com/dp/B0H12QPGR1 Read more at thebipolarbro.substack.com. If this helped, follow the show and share it with someone who needs it. This episode discusses suicide, psychosis, and mental illness. If you’re struggling, in the US you can call or text 988 for the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. Get full access to The Bipolar Bro at thebipolarbro.substack.com/subscribe

    Psychedelics, Bipolar Disorder, and the Risk of Psychosis
  3. 10/16/2025

    You Are Not a Burden: The Lies Depression Tells

    Depression doesn’t shout. It whispers. It convinces you that your pain is too much, that your presence is a problem, that the people you love would be better off without you.None of that is true. In this episode, I talk about the most dangerous lie depression tells: “You’re a burden.” I share my own battles with that lie—from the night my dog saved my life to waking up in an ICU after a suicide attempt. I also break down what’s actually happening in the brain when depression takes over, why those thoughts feel real, and how to fight back with truth, faith, and practical tools. This isn’t toxic positivity. It’s real talk about pain, neuroscience, hope, and why your story still matters. In this episode:• The quiet way depression convinces you you’re a burden• The neuroscience behind why those thoughts feel so real• The role of shame in depression and why it isolates us• My story of surviving the lie—twice• Practical tools to ground yourself and reach out for help• A letter to anyone who feels like they’re “too much” If you’re struggling, you are not alone.You matter more than the lie in your head. If this episode helped you or someone you love, share it. Subscribe on Substack for my writing and follow The Bipolar Bro wherever you listen. If you’re in crisis:Call or text 988 in the U.S. or reach out to your local emergency number. You matter. Please stay. Get full access to The Bipolar Bro at thebipolarbro.substack.com/subscribe

    You Are Not a Burden: The Lies Depression Tells
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Raw and unfiltered stories of bipolar disorder, brain science, and faith—from someone who’s survived the worst and is still here, building a life worth staying for. thebipolarbro.substack.com

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