Diary of a Medium - Stories from the Spirit World

Em Stawicki - The Spiritual Rebel

Ever wondered if you’re psychic… or even a Medium? I believe Mediumship isn’t just for the “gifted.” It’s within all of us. Including YOU. Welcome to my Podcast Diary where I share the "weird", wonderful journey of discovering you’re a Medium. I’ll be sharing my own real-life stories and experiences that led me to stop second-guessing myself and fully trust in my connection. You’ll also hear soulful interviews with others who’ve uncovered their own mediumship abilities, often by accident and decided to follow the nudge to explore the possibilities that lie within them. Much Love Em x

  1. 1d ago

    Ep22 How I Lost My Marriage and Found My Purpose

    What happens when the life you've built no longer feels aligned, but you're too afraid to walk away? In this powerful conversation, Em sits down with psychic medium, Akashic Records reader, and spiritual mentor Samantha Liew (Samantha the Clair) to explore the unexpected journey that led her into the spiritual world. From hearing a mysterious female voice throughout childhood and dismissing her intuitive gifts for years, to navigating a difficult marriage, discovering her husband's affair, and experiencing a profound spiritual awakening, Samantha shares how one of the darkest periods of her life became the catalyst for everything she has today. Together, Em and Samantha explore intuition, spiritual awakenings, trusting the signs from Spirit, and how life's biggest challenges often become the doorway to our greatest purpose. If you've ever questioned your intuition, ignored the nudges, or felt like life was falling apart around you, this episode is a reminder that sometimes Spirit is quietly guiding you toward something far greater than you can currently see. What You'll Hear: • Samantha's childhood experiences hearing a mysterious female voice calling her name • Why so many intuitive people convince themselves they're "making it all up" • The spiritual signs that appeared before her life changed dramatically • How her divorce became the catalyst for a powerful spiritual awakening • The surprising way Spirit revealed her husband's affair • Learning to trust intuitive nudges after years of self-doubt • How tarot became the first doorway into developing her gifts • Discovering the Akashic Records and unlocking deeper psychic abilities • The leap from corporate life into full-time spiritual work • Why the universe often responds once we make a clear decision • Spiritual awakenings, healing, and finding purpose after heartbreak • The importance of creating safe spaces for people exploring their gifts • How our greatest challenges often become our greatest teachers • Following the breadcrumbs Spirit places along our path Who For: This episode is for anyone who: • Has experienced a spiritual awakening • Feels stuck between what is familiar and what is calling them forward • Has ignored their intuition and wishes they had listened sooner • Is navigating a major life transition, separation, or divorce • Feels drawn to develop their psychic or spiritual gifts • Wants reassurance that life can become more aligned after difficult endings • Loves hearing authentic stories of transformation and spiritual growth Connect with Samantha:Instagram & TikTok: @samanthatheclairWebsite: www.samanthatheclair.comEmail: admin@samanthatheclair.com Resources + Connect With Em 🌐 https://emstawicki.com/ ✨ Explore your spiritual gifts with me: https://emstawicki.com/mentoring Listener Invitation: Have a story from the Spirit World? I'd love to share it on the show. Submit your own diary entry from Spirit: Complete Form Interested in being a guest on the podcast? #beaguest Subscribe + Review: If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Spirit's always sending breadcrumbs. If you found this podcast… it's not an accident.

    53 min
  2. May 4

    Ep21 Overcoming Life's Challenges through Spiritual Growth

    In this episode, I’m joined by Astrid Boot a spiritual healer and self-described “spiritual detective” with over 20 years of experience. We dive into her journey of gradual awakening, learning energetic boundaries the hard way, and navigating some of life’s most intense transitions—from divorce guided by intuitive knowing, to loss, illness, and rebuilding her life from the ground up. This conversation is a reminder that awakening isn’t always one big moment… sometimes it’s a series of quiet shifts that change everything. And no matter what you move through, there is always a way back to yourself. What You’ll Hear: Why spiritual awakening isn’t always one defining moment (and how it can unfold gradually)The moment Astrid realized she had no energetic boundaries—and how that changed everythingHow energy exchange shows up in everyday relationships (especially family dynamics)The connection between awareness and reclaiming your powerFollowing intuitive guidance—even when it makes zero logical senseNavigating massive life changes: divorce, motherhood, relocation, and lossWhat happens when your body finally slows down after survival modeThe importance of creativity, movement, and somatic practices in healingWhy self-work is ongoing—even as a practitionerHow Astrid works with clients to identify root causes and release energetic blockagesWho This Episode Is For: Anyone who feels overwhelmed by other people’s energyPeople navigating grief, loss, or major life transitionsThose questioning if they’ve had a “spiritual awakening”Aspiring or developing mediums learning to understand energetic boundariesAnyone craving a deeper connection to themselves, their intuition, and their own healingConnect With Astrid: YouTube: @astridbootspiritualhealer8499 Instagram: @astridboot9 Facebook business page: https://www.facebook.com/AstridBootHealer/ LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/astrid-boot-06370bb7/ Resources + Connect With Emhttps://emstawicki.com/ Explore your spiritual gifts with mehttps://emstawicki.com/mentoring Listener Invitation: Have a story from the Spirit World? I’d love to share it on the show.Submit your own diary entry from Spirithttps://emstawicki.com/podcast Subscribe + Review: If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Spirit’s always sending breadcrumbs… and if you found this episode, it’s not by accident.

    43 min
  3. Apr 8

    Ep20 When a Profound Angelic Encounter Redirects Your Life

    In this episode, I’m joined by Kathy Lather, a psychic reader, healer, spiritual teacher, and author who works closely with the angelic realm. We dive into her early intuitive development, the powerful role her grandmother played in keeping her gifts open, and the life-altering moment she encountered Archangel Michael—a moment that completely shifted the trajectory of her life. This conversation goes beyond surface-level spirituality. We talk about discernment, navigating spiritual spaces, working with angels, and how sometimes the biggest awakenings come through life’s most challenging moments. What You’ll Hear: How Kathy’s intuitive gifts were nurtured from childhood through play and everyday experiences The role of family, faith, and early spiritual exposure in developing psychic awareness Why not all “spiritual spaces” are aligned—and how to trust your own discernmentThe difference between rejection and redirection on the spiritual pathA powerful encounter with Archangel Michael that changed everything How illness became a catalyst for deeper spiritual connection and awakening What it actually looks like to work with angels in a real, grounded waySimple ways to start building your own connection with the angelic realmWhy your spiritual team is always available—but you need to invite them inThe story behind Kathy’s book and how it was guided into creationWho This Episode Is For: Anyone curious about angels and how to work with themPeople navigating illness, challenge, or major life transitionsDeveloping mediums wanting to deepen their connection with spiritThose learning to trust their intuition and discern aligned spacesAnyone who feels like they’ve been “nudged” onto a different path but hasn’t fully followed it yetFind Kathy:www.angelconnections.com.au www.facebook.com/angelconnectionskathy/ instagram.com/angelconnections_kathy Resources Mentioned: The Afterlife Mentor – Kathy’s bookhttps://www.amazon.com.au/Afterlife-Mentor-practical-emotional-spiritual/dp/B0FJ7W5PRYAngel connection meditationhttps://www.angelconnections.com.au/meditationsResources + Connect With Em https://emstawicki.com/ Explore your spiritual gifts with me https://emstawicki.com/mentoring Listener Invitation: Have a story from the Spirit World? I’d love to share it on the show. Submit your own diary entry from Spirit https://emstawicki.com/podcast Subscribe + Review: If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Spirit’s always sending breadcrumbs… and if you found this episode, it’s not by accident.

    50 min
  4. Apr 2

    Ep19 When Readings Cause More Harm Than Healing

    This episode dives deep into the real responsibility of being a medium. We unpack what happens when mediums avoid ownership, rely too heavily on the sitter’s energy, or cross ethical lines that can leave lasting impact. From being told your energy is “flat,” to the dangerous effects of fear-based readings, this conversation challenges the way mediumship is often practiced. We also go into the practical side — how to open and close a reading, how to hold authority in your connection, and how to blend with spirit in a way that brings through real presence, not just information. This is about stepping into mediumship as a healing modality, not performance. Why the connection is always the medium’s responsibility — not the sitter’sThe difference between psychic reading vs mediumship (and why mixing them creates confusion)What’s actually happening when someone says a sitter is “hard to read”How lack of self-responsibility shows up in mediumshipThe subtle (but critical) difference between facts vs presence in a readingWhy some readings can create harm instead of healingA real example of how fear-based information can deeply affect someone’s lifeThe importance of ethical boundaries and emotional safety in readingsHow to open a reading in a way that builds trust and connectionHow to close a reading with intention, care, and completenessWhat “blending with spirit” actually means — and how to feel itWhy your job isn’t just to prove spirit… it’s to bring them to lifeThis episode is for you if: You’re developing your mediumship and want to do it properly, ethically, and powerfullyYou’ve ever doubted yourself because of feedback from othersYou’re ready to stop outsourcing your authority and own your connectionYou want to move beyond surface-level readings into true healing workYou feel called to raise the standard of mediumship — not follow outdated rules🌐 https://emstawicki.com/podcast Explore your spiritual gifts with me → https://emstawicki.com/mentoring Have a story from the Spirit World? I’d love to share it on the show. Submit your own diary entry from Spirit:https://emstawicki.com/podcast If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Spirit doesn’t tap randomly.If you found this… you were meant to.

    42 min
  5. Mar 23

    Ep18 Listener Stories

    This episode is a collection of real-life listener stories—moments where spirit showed up in undeniable, sometimes subtle, sometimes impossible-to-ignore ways. From intuitive nudges that change the course of someone’s life… to physical intervention that quite literally saves a life… to ongoing signs from loved ones in spirit that refuse to be dismissed—this episode is a reminder that we are never as alone as we think we are. These stories aren’t just “nice experiences”… they challenge what we think is possible. And if you’ve ever questioned your own moments, this might just be the confirmation you didn’t know you were looking for. What You’ll Hear: A powerful moment of surrender that led one listener to completely change careers and step into mediumshipA life-saving intervention where something physically stopped a listener from walking into dangerDeep, ongoing signs from a loved one in spirit—touch, movement, symbols, and undeniable presenceThe emotional reality of grief and how connection with spirit can still exist alongside itEveryday signs: feathers, numbers, objects moving, physical sensations, and intuitive knowingThe difference between imagination… and something you know isn’t coming from youWhy spirit communication doesn’t always look the way we expect—but still finds a wayWho This Episode Is For: Anyone who has had a “weird” or unexplained experience they’ve brushed offPeople navigating grief and looking for connection with a loved one in spiritThose curious about signs from the universe or spirit communicationDeveloping mediums learning to trust what they feel, hear, or senseAnyone needing a reminder that there is more going on than what we can physically seeListener Stories Featured: Melissa – Guided by spirit to release a career path and step into mediumship Sal – Physically stopped from stepping into oncoming traffic, with a clear message: “It wasn’t your time” Bailey – A deeply personal journey of grief, connection, and continuous signs from her partner in spirit Resources + Connect With Emhttps://emstawicki.com/ Explore your spiritual gifts with mehttps://emstawicki.com/mentoring Listener Invitation: Have a story from the Spirit World? I’d love to share it on the show.Submit your own diary entry from Spirithttps://emstawicki.com/podcast Subscribe + Review: If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Spirit’s always sending breadcrumbs… and if you found this episode, it’s not by accident.

    19 min
  6. Mar 11

    Ep 17 Living in Alignment with Your Spiritual Purpose

    Please accept my apologies that the sound gremlin got me on this episode but it was too good not to share!In this episode of Diary of a Medium, Em sits down with internationally recognised spirit channel and intuitive business mentor June Mac, founder of The Little Psychic School. Together they dive into the real journey of awakening psychic abilities, navigating spiritual development, and what happens when intuitive gifts evolve into a soul-led business. June shares how her experiences with spirit began in childhood, the moment things began to intensify in adulthood, and why learning to set energetic boundaries was essential to feeling safe and empowered in her gifts. The conversation moves beyond mediumship into the deeper realities of the spiritual path — from trusting intuitive guidance and following the “breadcrumbs” from spirit, to overcoming money blocks, self-doubt, and stepping into your purpose. If you’ve ever wondered what it actually looks like to turn spiritual abilities into a meaningful life path, this episode is an honest and inspiring look behind the scenes. What You’ll Hear • How June first began seeing and communicating with spirit as a child• The moment she realized her intuitive abilities were becoming stronger• Why many people fear opening the “door” to spiritual gifts• Learning to set energetic boundaries with spirit• The difference between doing readings and mentoring others• How intuitive practitioners evolve into teachers and leaders• The importance of community when awakening spiritually• Why following the “breadcrumbs from spirit” can change your life• The mindset shifts needed to build a spiritual business• Money blocks, self-belief, and investing in your growth• Manifestation, intuition, and making aligned decisions• What it really takes to step into the next version of yourself This episode is perfect for you if you: • Feel curious about psychic or mediumship abilities• Are awakening spiritually and looking for guidance• Want to understand how intuitive gifts can evolve over time• Are considering turning your spiritual gifts into a business• Need reassurance that you're not alone on this path• Are ready to trust your intuition more deeply Connect With June Mac on Socials @msjunemac• Upcoming Events • June Mac Podcast Listener Invitation Have a story from the Spirit World? I’d love to share it on the show. 📖 Submit your own story Interested in exploring your own Mediumship? https://emstawicki.com/mentoring

    57 min
  7. Feb 25

    Ep16 Beyond Love & Light: Living a Spirit-Led Life

    In this episode of Diary of a Medium, Em chats with Michaela Graham — a generational psychic medium, Reiki Master, and Akashic Records reader joining from Ireland. Together they go deep into what it really means to live a spirit-led life (not the “once a week” kind), how mediumship can come online through childhood experiences, why boundaries are the difference between clarity and burnout, and how nervous system regulation is the missing link for so many gifted readers. They also share what’s coming for their Bali retreat collaboration, Awaken the Spirit Within — a high-vibe, real, grounded spiritual experience designed for people who want depth, growth, and real connection (without needing to be a perfect meditator to belong). What You’ll Hear: Bullet Points Michaela’s first spirit experiences at age 5–6, including speaking to a spirit under the stairs (and later learning the history of the house). How intuitive abilities can fade when you’re told “it’s just your imagination,” and why they often return later as a “remembering.” The moment spirit came back loudly in college: waking up and seeing a man standing at the top of the stairs. When spirit activity ramps up fast: why “always on” mediumship isn’t sustainable, and how it can blur your clarity. The power of permissions + ethics: why Michaela won’t approach strangers with messages without consent. What boundaries with spirit actually look like: “When I’m working, I’m working. When I’m not, I’m not.” Nervous system regulation as the missing piece for confidence, consistency, and clean readings. The difference between learning about mediumship vs getting better at mediumship (hint: practice is the path). A line you’ll want to steal: “Get it wrong until it feels right.” Living spirit-led in real life: micro rituals, energetic hygiene, showers to wash energy off, grounding, and checking “is this mine or someone else’s?” Friendship + alignment: how spirituality can naturally shift relationships and shed what no longer matches your frequency. Bali retreat teaser: Awaken the Spirit Within — workshops, healing, connection, laughter, and spiritual growth without the “you must meditate perfectly” pressure. Who for:This episode is for you if you… Feel deeply, pick up people’s energy fast, and want to stop feeling overwhelmed in the world. Are developing your mediumship and want stronger boundaries and clearer connection. Struggle with self-doubt, fear of getting it wrong, or nerves reading in front of people. Want spirituality to feel real, embodied, and integrated — not like a performance. Are curious about nervous system work as the foundation for stronger intuitive ability. Want a grounded but expansive conversation about spirit communication, ethics, and living your truth unapologetically. Resources + Connect With Em https://emstawicki.com/ BALI RETREAT https://emstawicki.com/bali_2026 Explore your spiritual gifts with me https://emstawicki.com/mentoring Listener Invitation: Have a story from the Spirit World? I’d love to share it on the show.https://emstawicki.com/podcast Subscribe + Review:If this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe. Connect with Michaela the Psychic Medium Website Facebook Instagram

    44 min
  8. Feb 4

    Ep15 The Unexpected Midwife - A Spirit's Support During Birth: Diary Entry 2

    In this deeply personal diary entry, Em shares a powerful and unexpected experience from the birth of her first daughter. What began as a challenging and traumatic labour became a moment of profound spiritual support when a calm, compassionate midwife appeared at her side, offering reassurance exactly when it was needed most.Years later, Em reflects on this experience through the lens of mediumship, trauma, intuition, and trust, exploring how spirit often shows up quietly, lovingly, and in forms we don’t always recognise at the time. This episode gently opens a conversation around birth trauma, spiritual awakening through life-altering events, and learning to trust what you experience even when others can’t validate it.What You’ll Hear• Em’s second diary entry and the moment spirit re-entered her life in a profound way• A vulnerable account of birth trauma and feeling unseen during labour• The appearance of a calming midwife named Hazel and the support she offered• The moment Em realised no one else had seen or experienced this nurse• How spiritual experiences are often rationalised away by others• The link between trauma, vulnerability, and spiritual awakening• Post-birth experiences with spirit communication and heightened sensitivity• How fear, overwhelm, and outside voices can silence intuition• Why trusting yourself is the foundation of spiritual connection• How spirit often communicates through subtle, loving signs rather than dramatic momentsWho This Episode Is ForThis episode is for you if• You’ve experienced something you couldn’t explain but knew was real• You’ve felt supported by an unseen presence during a difficult moment• You’ve gone through birth trauma, loss, or a life-altering event• You’ve questioned your intuition because others didn’t understand• You’re curious about spirit communication but unsure how to trust it• You want reassurance that you’re not “making it up”Resources + Connect With Em🌐 Connect with Emhttps://emstawicki.com/Listener InvitationHave a story from the Spirit World? I’d love to hear it.📖 Apply to be a guest on the podcasthttps://emstawicki.com/beaguestpodcast📖 Submit your own diary entry from Spirit to be shared on the showhttps://link.moderncrm.org/widget/form/BvaeUvrlI5xeYaSbxlVVSubscribe + ReviewIf this episode lit something up inside you, share it with a friend, leave a review, and hit subscribe.Spirit’s always sending breadcrumbs.If you found this podcast… it’s not an accident.

    34 min

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Ever wondered if you’re psychic… or even a Medium? I believe Mediumship isn’t just for the “gifted.” It’s within all of us. Including YOU. Welcome to my Podcast Diary where I share the "weird", wonderful journey of discovering you’re a Medium. I’ll be sharing my own real-life stories and experiences that led me to stop second-guessing myself and fully trust in my connection. You’ll also hear soulful interviews with others who’ve uncovered their own mediumship abilities, often by accident and decided to follow the nudge to explore the possibilities that lie within them. Much Love Em x