Light in the Battle: Autism, Single Motherhood and Trauma Recovery

Faustina
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Light in the Battle is a podcast for autistic and AuDHD single mothers recovering from narcissistic abuse, post-separation abuse, and legal abuse while navigating family court, high-conflict co-parenting, autistic burnout, and raising autistic or PDA children. Practical, ND-friendly, trauma-informed tools for nervous system regulation, custody stress, sensory overwhelm, trauma recovery, documentation, communication, and rebuilding stability after coercive control.

  1. 4d ago

    41. Prolonged Legal Abuse? This Is How You Function (and Feel Joy) Anyway // (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

    If you’re a single mom stuck in prolonged legal abuse, a high-conflict custody battle, or family court with a narcissistic co-parent… this episode is for you. Living under constant legal pressure, court dates, documentation, and the emotional weight of narcissistic abuse can slowly steal your joy and make everyday functioning feel impossible. In this Season 3 Finale of Light in the Battle, I share practical, ND-friendly ways to reclaim your joy, find your area of power, regulate your nervous system as an autistic or AuDHD mother, and keep showing up as the steady parent your kids need — even while the legal battle is still ongoing. You’ll learn how I am able to: * Function day to day without burning out again (autistic burnout is no fun!!) * Protect my joy while co-parenting with a narcissist * Stay present for the children’s best years instead of waiting for the court case to “end” * Thrive anyway, despite legal abuse and post-separation abuse. This is trauma-informed, autism-aware guidance for mothers navigating family court, custody battles, and high-conflict co-parenting after narcissistic abuse. 🎧 Full podcast + transcripts: www.lightinthebattle.com/podcast 📱 Also available on YouTube, and all major podcast platforms If this resonated, hit subscribe and share it with another mom who needs to hear she’s allowed to feel joy even in the middle of the battle. THIS EPISODE SHARES LIVED EXPERIENCE AND SOLUTIONS I FOUND FOR MYSELFIT'S NOT MENTAL HEALTH ADVICEIT'S NOT LEGAL ADVICEPLEASE CONSULT WITH A PROFESSIONAL IF ANY OF THIS RESONATES WITH YOU

    41. Prolonged Legal Abuse? This Is How You Function (and Feel Joy) Anyway // (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

  2. Oct 19

    40. How I Turned My Family Court Case Around (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

    Story time! How years of personal development helped me turn my family court case around. I spent years losing in court, feeling powerless, overwhelmed, and completely out of my depth. What I didn't realize back then was that I had a lot more under my control than I thought. I couldn't control my co-parent's behavior. I couldn't control the judge. I couldn't control the legal system. But I could control something enormously important: my mindset, my behavior, and how I approached the entire process. In this episode of Light in the Battle, I'm sharing my personal journey through years of high-conflict co-parenting, legal abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, trauma healing, and personal development. From repeatedly losing in family court to finally walking into hearings feeling confident, competent, and emotionally detached. It didn't happen overnight. It took years of work, including EMDR, forgiveness, surrender, overcoming codependency, and learning to regulate my autistic nervous system. This isn't a promise that personal development guarantees favorable court outcomes. It's a story about discovering what was within my power to change — and how those changes transformed my experience. If you've been struggling for years, it's not too late to try a different approach. Follow along for the full journey, from feeling completely powerless to discovering just how much I could change. Light in the Battle explores autism (ASD), narcissistic abuse, trauma recovery, emotional detachment, nervous system regulation, post-separation abuse, legal abuse, and high-conflict co-parenting. Disclaimer: This podcast is based on lived experience and does not constitute legal, medical, or psychological advice. Take it one day at a time. Family court, legal battle, winning in court, how to win against a narcissist, coparenting with a narcissist, court against a narcissist, high conflict, divorce

    40. How I Turned My Family Court Case Around (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

  3. Oct 5 ·  Bonus

    Spiritual Warfare - Clean up Your Life and Watch What God Does

    It's got many names, concretely. There's the reactive abuse. The narcissistic abuse. The BIFF method. The strategy to prove coercive control. Forgiveness. All of Season 2! All of these, are physical and psychological manifestations of Spiritual realities. If you're dealing with a dysfunctional coparent, you are likely dealing with demonic attacks. Some as serious as the Leviathan spirit. They'll poke and poke until you react, so you can look like the bad person: that's reactive abuse. If you are close to Jesus' heart and your life is truly clean, then all you have to do is keep it BIFF, and wait. God doesn't play when it comes to protecting his children from Spiritual attacks - whether that's your finances, your health, your family, etc. And when it comes to proving coercive control, that's also a physical manifestation of Spiritual realities. Stay calm, check your behavior, stay courteous, forgive this person, pray for them as you are called to, and watch God get fed up with their choices, and strike. This bonus episode is inspired by content from Craft to Christ, and by my lived experience. I've seen it happen in my life and I'm about to see it again. Be GOOD. Stay GOOD. Stay close to Jesus' heart. Follow the commandments. Forgive 7 times 70 times. Pray for this person's conversion. Keep your side of the equation clean. Then be still, know that He is God, and watch the other person deal with the consequences of their choices.

  4. Sep 21

    39. Protecting Your Joy While Co-Parenting with a Narcissist (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

    High-conflict co-parenting can slowly become the center ofyour life. But your child's childhood is happening right now. The threats. The accusations. The schedule changes. The family court battle. The constant anticipation of what might happen next. And when you're an autistic mother recovering from narcissistic abuse and trauma, that unpredictability can consume an enormous amount of nervous-system capacity. But your child's childhood is happening right now. In this episode of Light in the Battle, we talk about protecting your inner stability and your joy while navigating high-conflict co-parenting, post-separation abuse and legal abuse. We explore: Protecting your autistic nervous system from constant high-conflict communication Creating stability when your co-parent remains unpredictable Preserving autistic capacity before and after stressful interactions Preventing narcissistic abuse and legal conflict from occupying your entire life Making room for joy, connection and memories with your children, even while the conflict remains unresolved Because nervous system regulation isn't only about becoming better at handling conflict. It's about making sure you still have a life outside of it. Follow Light in the Battle for more on autism, ASD, narcissistic abuse recovery, trauma recovery, nervous system regulation,high-conflict co-parenting, legal abuse, post-separation abuse, autistic burnout and emotional detachment. Light in the Battle is based on lived experience and is not medical, psychological or legal advice. Take it one day at a time.

    39. Protecting Your Joy While Co-Parenting with a Narcissist (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

  5. Sep 7

    38. Triggered: How to Regulate Yourself Before You React (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

    You do not need to solve the problem while your nervous system is reacting to it.   38. Triggered: How to Regulate Yourself Before You React (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse) | Inner Stability, Season 3 You know the feeling. A message comes in. An accusation is made. Your co-parent changes the plan. A lawyer sends an email. Something happens that immediately sends your nervous system into overdrive — and suddenly, dealing with it feels urgent. You may understand narcissistic abuse. You may have done enormous amounts of trauma recovery. You may even be emotionally detached from the person who once had tremendous power over you. You may understand your autism full well. And you can still get triggered. So what do you actually do in the moment? Welcome back to Season 3 of Light in the Battle : Inner Stability, where we explore what it takes for autistic women to build stability while navigating trauma, narcissistic abuse, post-separation abuse, legal abuse and high-conflict co-parenting. In this episode, we're moving from understanding the autistic nervous system to working with it when activation is already happening. We explore: What to do when you've been triggered by a high-conflict interaction Acute nervous system regulation for autistic women Why urgency can be dangerous when you're dealing with narcissistic abuse Regulating before responding to provocative emails, texts or legal communication Autism-friendly regulation when traditional calming techniques don't work for you Separating the nervous-system reaction from the problem you actually need to solve Creating enough space between a trigger and your response to make deliberate decisions Because responding and reacting are not the same thing. And when you're navigating adult autism, high-conflict co-parenting, family court, legal abuse or post-separation abuse, that distinction can matter enormously. This episode is about what happens in that space between “I've been triggered” and “Now I have to decide what I'm going to do.” Follow Light in the Battle for more on autism and narcissistic abuse, ASD and trauma, autistic burnout, nervous system regulation, emotional detachment, legal abuse, post-separation abuse, family court and high-conflict co-parenting. Light in the Battle is based on lived experience and is not medical, psychological or legal advice. Please work with qualified professionals for your individual circumstances. Until the fog starts to lift, take it one day at a time.

    38. Triggered: How to Regulate Yourself Before You React (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

  6. Aug 24

    37. Injustice Wounds in Family Court (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

    What happens when something profoundly unfair happens to you, namely in family court — and your (autistic) brain simply cannot let it go? Welcome back to Season 3 of Light in the Battle : Inner Stability, where we're exploring what it takes for autistic women to remain regulated while navigating trauma, narcissistic abuse, post-separation abuse, legal abuse and high-conflict co-parenting. In this episode, we're talking about injustice wounds, sometimes called injustice trauma: the experience of injustice that doesn't simply feel upsetting, but feels unresolved. For survivors, that might mean being lied about, misunderstood, invalidated, watching manipulation succeed, dealing with an unfair court outcome, facing smear campaigns, or seeing harmful behavior go without consequences. Especially hard when you’re watching it happen to your kids. And for some women with autism, the combination of strongpattern recognition, a drive for consistency and coherence, and sensitivity to perceived unfairness can make these experiences particularly difficult to put down. We talk about: Why injustice can become such a powerful triggerAutism, fairness and unresolved inconsistency⁠The compulsion to correct the record⁠Rumination and repeatedly trying to “solve” something that has already happenedHow injustice can keep your nervous system connected to the person or conflictWhy this consumes precious autistic capacityThe difference between accepting reality and approving of itWhy ⁠surrender ⁠may ultimately be necessary for emotional detachment Because sometimes you don't get the apology. The lie doesn't get corrected. The system doesn't acknowledge what happened. And justice may not arrive in the form you were waiting for. So how do you keep fighting the battles that actually needfighting — without continuing to fight the injustice inside your own head every day, as an autistic mom? That's what we're talking about today. Note: “Injustice wound” and “injustice trauma” are used in this episode as descriptive concepts, not formal clinical diagnoses. Follow Light in the Battle for more on autism, ASD, narcissistic abuse recovery, trauma recovery, legal abuse, post-separation abuse, autism, narcissism, NPD, autistic burnout, nervous system regulation and high-conflict co-parenting. Take it one day at a time.

    37. Injustice Wounds in Family Court (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse, Autism) | Inner Stability, Season 3

  7. Aug 10

    36. Autistic Burnout Recovery for Adults & the Low-Demand Lifestyle: You Can’t Function Like You Used To (Narcissistic Abuse, Trauma, Autism, Legal & Post-Separation Abuse) | Inner Stability, Season 3

    What do you do when this isn't ordinary exhaustion, and this isn’t temporary dysregulation anymore—your capacity has actually collapsed? You may be experiencing autistic burnout.   Autistic Burnout Recovery: You Can’t Function Like You Used To — Low-Demand Lifestyle If even thinking about it is too much, off ramp here: Autistic Burnout Meditation. Welcome back to Season 3 of Light in the Battle : Inner Stability — a podcast for autistic women navigating trauma recovery, narcissistic abuse, post-separation abuse and high-conflict co-parenting. What happens when nervous system regulation isn't enough because you've already been overloaded for too long? You may reach a point where your capacity itself has dropped. Things you used to do easily, suddenly feel impossible. Executive functioning gets worse. Sensory tolerance decreases. Socializing costs more. Decisions become harder. You need longer to recover from ordinary demands. And yet you're looking at the person you used to be and thinking: Why can't I just function like I used to? This episode is about autistic burnout — and why trying harder may be exactly the wrong response. We explore: • What autistic burnout can look like in adult women• The difference between temporary dysregulation and a deeper loss of capacity• Executive functioning difficulties during burnout• Increased sensory sensitivity and reduced social capacity• Why legal abuse, post-separation abuse, parenting, work and chronic unpredictability can create relentless demands on the autistic brain, with very little opportunity for recovery• Why comparing your current capacity to your previous capacity doesn't help• How to aggressively reduce demands when you're already in the hole• A practical four-category system: must happen / can be simplified / can wait / can disappear entirely• Easier meals, repeated outfits, predictable routines, fewer decisions, fewer commitments and protected sensory recovery• Why rest and recovery aren't necessarily the same thing (listen to Episode 8, Rest vs. Escape)• How to rebuild gradually without immediately filling every bit of capacity that comes back. This is where the low-demand lifestyle becomes more than a nice idea. When you're in autistic burnout, your standards may need to change temporarily. Dinner can be easy. The laundry can wait. You can decline the invitation. You can wear the same clothes. You can stop stacking stressful appointments. You can automate recurring decisions. And an upsetting email that doesn't require an immediate response can become tomorrow's problem. The goal isn't to abandon your responsibilities. It's to become ruthless about distinguishing an actual responsibility from a standard, expectation, habit or unnecessary demand. And as capacity begins to return, resist the temptation to immediately fill the space. Keep the low-demand lifestyle, the low-demand frame. Because autistic burnout recovery isn't about forcing yourself back into the exact life that burned through your capacity in the first place. It's an opportunity to build differently for the future. Season 3 is about Inner Stability. And sometimes inner stability means accepting: My capacity has changed. So, for now, my expectations need to change with it. Follow Light in the Battle for more on autism, autistic burnout recovery, nervous system regulation, trauma recovery, narcissistic abuse, legal abuse and post-separation abuse. Disclaimer: Light in the Battle shares lived experience and educational information and is not a substitute for individualized medical, mental health or legal advice. Take it one day at a time. And practice this Autistic Burnout Meditation.

    36. Autistic Burnout Recovery for Adults & the Low-Demand Lifestyle: You Can’t Function Like You Used To (Narcissistic Abuse, Trauma, Autism, Legal & Post-Separation Abuse) | Inner Stability, Season 3

  8. Jul 27

    35. Proactive Nervous System Regulation as a Lifestyle: It Starts Before You're Overwhelmed (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse) | Inner Stability, Season 3

    Regulation, and inner stability, isn't just the stuff you do when you're overwhelmed. It's the way you arrange your lifestyle, so overwhelm becomes less frequent. This Episode is for autistic single moms and survivors of narcissistic abuse, who may be asking themselves, "How can I build a life that helps my nervous system reach overwhelm less often in the first place?" Welcome back to Season 3 of Light in the Battle: Inner Stability — a podcast for autistic women healing from narcissistic abuse, where we become clearer, calmer, and spiritually and legally harder to mess with. Most advice about nervous system regulation starts at the wrong moment. It comes when you're already overwhelmed, and already in one of the four trauma responses: fight, flight, freeze or fawn. You're already having a panic attack. Already shutting down. Already wondering why you can't think straight. And then someone tells you to take a deep breath. And while breathing exercises can absolutely be helpful, they're only one small piece of the puzzle. In this episode, we're taking a different approach. Instead of asking, "How do I calm myself down once I'm overwhelmed?" we're asking: "How can I build a life that helps my nervous system reach overwhelm less often in the first place?" That's what I call proactive nervous system regulation. It’s prevention. In this episode, we explore: • Why regulation starts long before you're overwhelmed • How to think of your nervous system as having a limited daily capacity • The difference between activities that drain your energy and those that restore it - like the battery on your smartphone. • Why lowering unnecessary demands is one of the keys, as a recovery strategy • How predictable routines can reduce the mental load on an autistic nervous system • The importance of recognizing your own early warning signs before reaching a breaking point • Why giving yourself permission to pause can be one of the most regulating things you do • How we sometimes unintentionally keep our nervous system activated by replaying conflict, checking for danger or mentally rehearsing worst-case scenarios • Why discomfort doesn't always mean danger If you've spent years believing that you simply need to become tougher, more productive or better at coping, and you’re now asking yourself “what’s wrong with me?”… This episode offers another perspective. Maybe the goal isn't to become someone who can tolerate endless stress, and push through forever. Maybe the goal is to stop asking your nervous system to push through things it no longer needs to survive. One of the most powerful questions you can begin asking yourself is: "Is this worth spending my capacity on?" Because your capacity is finite. Not your intelligence, nor your love for your children, nor your resilience. Your capacity. And learning to protect it may be one of the most important skills you'll ever develop. Inner stability isn't built through one breathing exercise or one perfect morning routine. It's built through hundreds of small choices that protect your energy, protect your nervous system, and save your “battery”, day in and day out.   Follow Light in the Battle to continue Season 3: Inner Stability, where we explore nervous system regulation, autism, trauma recovery, legal abuse, post-separation abuse and practical strategies for staying grounded in high-conflict environments. Disclaimer: This podcast shares lived experience related to autism, trauma recovery and narcissistic abuse. It is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health or legal advice. Take it one day at a time.

    35. Proactive Nervous System Regulation as a Lifestyle: It Starts Before You're Overwhelmed (ASD, Trauma, Legal Abuse, Post-Separation Abuse & Narcissistic Abuse) | Inner Stability, Season 3
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Light in the Battle is a podcast for autistic and AuDHD single mothers recovering from narcissistic abuse, post-separation abuse, and legal abuse while navigating family court, high-conflict co-parenting, autistic burnout, and raising autistic or PDA children. Practical, ND-friendly, trauma-informed tools for nervous system regulation, custody stress, sensory overwhelm, trauma recovery, documentation, communication, and rebuilding stability after coercive control.

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