Dream Fuelerzz - Tools and stories to rewire your mind and reclaim your power

Natasha Julian
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Welcome to Dream Fuelerzz, where raw conversations and empowering stories help you chase your dreams with confidence. Hosted by Natasha Julian, musical artist, mother, and entrepreneur, this podcast uncovers what's holding you back. Natasha shares her journey of overcoming anxiety and mindset shifts that transformed her life. Each episode features guests offering tools to release fear, break through blocks, and move from scarcity to abundance. It’s time to rewrite your story and live the life you’ve always dreamed of. What’s stopping you? Your dreams are waiting!

Episodes

  1. Why Your Childhood Trauma Lives in Your Energy Field with Dawn Hoang

    4d ago

    Why Your Childhood Trauma Lives in Your Energy Field with Dawn Hoang

    In this episode of Dream Fuelerzz, Natasha Jane Julian sits down with Dawn Hoang—Kundalini activator, healer, and transformational teacher—to explore the power of Kundalini energy and personal healing. Dawn shares her journey from childhood trauma, self-worth struggles, and hidden wounds to a life-changing Kundalini awakening that transformed her sense of purpose. Together, they discuss healing, intuition, emotional release, creativity, and how reconnecting with our authentic selves can unlock profound transformation. This episode is for anyone who has felt stuck, carried unresolved trauma, questioned their purpose, or wondered whether true healing is possible. Key Takeaways Kundalini energy exists within everyone and can help accelerate healing and transformation Trauma can remain hidden in the body and subconscious for years before surfacing Healing often begins when people feel safe enough to express emotions honestly Childhood wounds can shape visibility fears, confidence issues, and self-worth struggles later in life Kundalini activation can help release emotional, mental, physical, and energetic blockages Purpose is multidimensional,  people are not limited to one calling in life Meditation, surrender, and inner work can create ripple effects that positively impact relationships and family dynamics Growth and awakening are ongoing processes rather than one-time spiritual events Creativity and intuition expand when people reconnect with their authentic selves The more connected people become to their life force energy, the more liberated and empowered they feel In This Episode [02:27] Intro and guest welcome [03:11] What Dawn does and life force energy [05:16] Childhood, sensitivity and early spiritual curiosity [07:09] Family, religion and strict upbringing [10:06] Trauma, dyslexia and sense of worth [12:30] College, burnout and first big spiritual class [15:03] Kundalini awakening story (recording studio) [19:47] Realizing the experience was a Kundalini awakening  [22:05] Who Kundalini is for and “amplifier” concept [26:17] Liberation and being seen [28:30] What a session looks like (Zoom and in-person) [31:27] Signs of Kundalini awakening [34:56] Zoom vs in-person power [37:27] Relationships, safety and inner grounding [39:47] Purpose as multidimensional [43:11] Where to find Dawn and call to action [44:24] Post-recording reflections and extra point [47:23] Natasha’s story: safety and male energy [51:12] Voice, creativity, and letting go [55:32] Final reflections and closing thoughts Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Dawn Hoang Website: https://www.dawnhoang.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thenewdawn/ Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/ LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulian Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian Disclaimer This episode contains discussions of childhood sexual abuse, trauma, and healing. Listener discretion is advised. If you or someone you love is struggling with past abuse or trauma, please reach out to a mental health professional or support organization in your area. You are not alone, and healing is possible.

    47 min
  2. $500 Bail for Attempted Murder: A Survivor's Fight for Justice

    May 27

    $500 Bail for Attempted Murder: A Survivor's Fight for Justice

    What do you do when the system that's supposed to protect you fails you completely? What do you do when you survive something unsurvivable, only to watch your abuser walk free? In this powerful episode of Dream Fuelerzz, host Natasha Jane Julian sits down with Cait Alexander: actor, model, singer, composer, and now activist and founder of End Violence Everywhere (EVE). Cait shares her harrowing story of a relationship that began idyllically and quickly spiraled into alcohol abuse, coercive control, and eventually a brutal beating that nearly took her life. She also exposes the shocking legal loophole that allowed her abuser to go free despite overwhelming evidence, and reveals why she is now suing the Canadian government to change the law for good. But this episode is not just about what happened to Cait. It is about what she did next. Fueled by rage, grief, and an unshakable sense of justice, Cait founded EVE, a registered charity operating in both Canada and the United States, to support survivors of intimate partner violence, sexual assault, and human trafficking, and to fight the systemic failures that let abusers go free. This episode is a must‑listen for anyone who has ever felt trapped in a toxic relationship, wondered why survivors don't "just leave," or wanted to understand how broken systems fail victims. Cait's courage and her mission to turn pain into purpose will leave you equal parts heartbroken and inspired. This is a story of survival. This is a story of power reclaimed. Key Takeaways The cycle of abuse can begin beautifully – Abusers often present as perfect partners Psychological abuse changes the brain long before physical violence appears Victims do not “just stay”; coercive control and trauma make leaving incredibly difficult Abuse thrives in isolation, secrecy, shame, and emotional dependency The legal and medical systems frequently fail survivors even when evidence is overwhelming Trauma impacts every part of a person’s ability to function, trust, and feel safe Healing begins when survivors stop blaming themselves and start reaching out for support Real change requires cultural shifts, better systems, and teaching young boys healthier ways to process emotions and power In This Episode [00:02] Welcome to Dream Fuelerzz [00:24] Introducing Cait Alexander [01:26] Cait's background and career [02:26] Childhood and early life [05:31] How the relationship began [08:31] When everything changed: the first incident [12:28] The cycle of apology and escalation [17:53] Coercive control and psychological abuse [19:07] How the brain changes under abuse [22:25] The night of the near-fatal attack [25:45] Reaching out for help and the police response [32:52] How the justice system failed Cait [33:56] The Supreme Court ruling that lets abusers walk free [37:37] Founding End Violence Everywhere (EVE) [40:29] Why ending violence is everyone's issue [43:35] Cait's production company and survivor storytelling [44:37] A surreal update: her abuser has died [47:24] Cait's message to survivors [48:02] Where to find Cait and EVE  Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Cait Alexander Website: https://www.caitalexander.com/ LinkedIn: linkedin.com/in/cait-alexander-1aa40944 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cait.alexander/ End Violence Everywhere (EVE): https://www.endviolenceeverywhere.org/ Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/ LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulian Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    49 min
  3. Why You Don't Feel Safe in Your Own Body (And What to Do About It)

    May 13

    Why You Don't Feel Safe in Your Own Body (And What to Do About It)

    What if the thing holding you back from fully showing up in your life isn't fear, self-doubt, or lack of confidence but something even deeper? What if you've been living in a body that doesn't feel safe, and you didn't even know it? In this solo episode of Dream Fuelerzz, host Natasha Jane Julian gets deeply personal about one of the most profound themes in her healing journey: safety. Not physical safety but the kind that lives quietly in your mind, your body, your voice, and the way you move through the world. The kind that, when it's missing, keeps you tiptoeing, shrinking, people pleasing, and abandoning yourself without even realizing it. Natasha shares openly that she is right in the middle of this healing journey herself, which makes this episode deeply relatable. She unpacks how safety begins in childhood, how a highly reactive environment can teach a child that speaking up isn't safe, and how that lesson bleeds into every corner of adult life. She also walks through the healing modalities she has explored, from talk therapy to somatic therapy to her first life-changing breathwork session, and why getting the trauma out of the body, not just the mind, is where the real transformation begins. This is a must-listen for anyone who has ever felt like they had to hide, shrink, or silence themselves to keep the peace. Let’s dive in! Key Takeaways Safety isn't just physical; it lives in your thoughts, your voice, your movements, and your relationships You can be living without safety and not even know it; it hides in people pleasing, self-silencing, and self-abandonment A highly reactive home environment teaches children that speaking up and being themselves carries consequences Somatic therapy and breathwork go beyond talk; they release trauma stored in the body Safety is not something you chase; it is something you build from within When you feel safe, you stop shrinking and start expanding, creating, and becoming Safety is the root of everything: confidence, trust, self-worth, and your ability to live authentically In This Episode [00:00] Welcome to Dream Fuelerzz [00:24] What safety really means [02:22] Signs you don’t feel safe [03:27] Teaching kids emotional safety [05:55] Freedom to be yourself [08:41] Natasha’s safety awakening [09:49] Childhood roots and people pleasing [11:31] Healing tools that help [13:58] Building safety within [14:59] Safety leads to trust [16:23] Closing and next steps Notable Quotes [01:20] "You could be living right now without feeling safe and not even know it, because it lives quietly in your mind and your body and your thoughts and the way you move throughout the world." — Natasha Jane Julian [08:01] "Safety is the ability to do it wrong, to fail. Because if you don't have that net, you will never be able to experiment." — Natasha Jane Julian [09:01] "Once I discovered that the reason why these things were happening to me is because deep down there was a core issue of not feeling safe — that was the moment I was able to grab it and start working on this." — Natasha Jane Julian [14:43] "When you feel safe, you don't shrink. You don't silence yourself, and you don't abandon who you are. Instead, you expand. You create. You become." — Natasha Jane Julian [15:45] "After safety comes trust. After trust comes confidence. After confidence comes self-worth. And where does it all stem from? Safety." — Natasha Jane Julian Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulianInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    17 min
  4. You Don’t Have to Live Like a Survivor Forever

    Apr 29

    You Don’t Have to Live Like a Survivor Forever

    What does it really mean to live in survival mode, and how do you finally stop carrying fear, scarcity, stress, and generational trauma as your identity? In this episode of the Dream Fuelerzz Podcast, host Natasha Jane Julian opens up about the hidden ways survival mode shows up in everyday life, especially around money, luck, fear, shame, and constantly feeling like you are in fight or flight. Through her own story, Natasha explores how scarcity mindset can be passed down through generations and how phrases like “I can’t afford that,” “people like us don’t get to do that,” or “there’s never enough” can quietly shape your entire reality. This episode is a powerful conversation about healing your relationship with money, breaking generational cycles, shifting your belief system, and learning how to feel safe in your body and mind again. Natasha shares how awareness became the first step in her own transformation and why rewriting your money story is not about pretending everything is fine. It is about training your brain to recognize abundance, possibility, and freedom. If you have ever felt stuck in survival mode, trapped in scarcity thinking, or tired of living as if struggle is your only option, this episode will help you begin the process of breaking the cycle and choosing something new. Key Takeaways What survival mode really looks like in everyday life Why living in survival mode keeps you reactive, fearful, and disconnected from the present moment How your language around money can reveal your deeper belief system Why money mindset is not just about wealth, but peace, freedom, safety, and choice How to stop identifying as “broke” or “a survivor” and begin creating a new internal reality Why healing survival mode requires consistent rewiring, not pretending everything is okay Chapters [00:00] Introduction [00:57] Common phrases that reveal a scarcity mindset [01:52] The first step to healing survival mode [02:56] How generational trauma shaped Natasha’s money beliefs [03:27] When being broke becomes part of your identity [04:59] How negative money beliefs block abundance [06:04] Learning how to stop living like a survivor [06:36] Awareness, language, and noticing your own patterns [07:42] Examining your core beliefs about money [08:04] Asking “why” and challenging inherited narratives [09:25] Asking whether you still want to live as a survivor [10:26] Thanking survival mode and choosing something new Notable Quotes [01:25] “Living in survival is like living in a constant state of fight or flight because when you're in that state, you're always reacting.” [03:27] “Being broke wasn't just something that was thrown around like a joke. It was our identity.” [06:04] “Surviving kept us alive, but it also kept us small.” [09:25] “Ask yourself, do I really want to live as a survivor?” Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulianInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    11 min
  5. How Nona Melkonian Turned Heartbreak Into Healing, Voice, and Impact

    Apr 15

    How Nona Melkonian Turned Heartbreak Into Healing, Voice, and Impact

    What do you do when the life you built suddenly falls apart in the middle of postpartum, career uncertainty, and a global shutdown? In this deeply honest episode of the Dream Fuelerzz Podcast, host Natasha Jane Julian sits down with Nona Melkonian to discuss healing after separation, rebuilding identity after heartbreak, navigating motherhood through crisis, and finding purpose in the midst of pain. Nona opens up about her immigrant roots, her long road to Los Angeles, and the moment she realized storytelling was always part of her calling. This conversation explores what healing after a broken relationship really looks like when you have children, responsibilities, and no clean cinematic ending. Nona shares how COVID, a newborn, and the end of her 17-year relationship forced her to face a completely new reality, and how support, creativity, poetry, and community helped her survive it. From Armenian community activism to publishing her poetry, this episode is about resilience, emotional healing, personal transformation, and refusing to give up on your dream just because life got messy. Key Takeaways Postpartum, motherhood, and grief can collide in ways that completely reshape your identity Asking for help and leaning on community can be part of survival, not weakness Creative outlets like poetry, journaling, movement, and storytelling can become powerful healing tools Turning pain into purpose can create a new path you never planned for It’s never too late to move, pivot, rebuild, and chase the dream you put on hold In This Episode 00:00 Introduction 01:46 Born in Ukraine, raised between cultures, and drawn to LA 04:45 Nona’s childhood creative spark and early pull toward the arts 05:47 The moment a 12-year-old Nona realized storytelling was her lane 07:11 How young love changed the plan and delayed the dream 09:22 Moving to Los Angeles with two kids and a now-or-never mindset 10:54 Putting a dream on hold for timing, family, and stability 14:19 When COVID hit just as career momentum was building 15:24 A newborn, a shutdown, and the separation that changed everything 22:59 Why unprocessed emotions always come back another way 27:45 Turning personal pain into purpose through the Armenian community 29:10 Poetry, hikes, and writing her way through the hardest season 30:52 Publishing the poems and letting the full story breathe 38:36 What healing really looks like when it is not linear 40:48 The message that lands hardest: it is never too late 42:26 Why she stopped overplanning and learned to pivot Notable Quotes [20:15] “Things happen the way they're supposed to. And that's how it was supposed to happen for us.” [29:10] “My greatest driving force to stay in LA was that I needed to get through whatever I'm going through right now.” [38:46] “Healing isn't linear. You'll take two steps forward, one step back, but ultimately if you're moving forward, you're healing.” Guest Nona Melkonian is a TV host, media producer, content creator, mom of three, and community connector. Born in Ukraine to an Armenian father and Ukrainian mother, she later lived in Armenia before growing up in San Francisco and eventually moving to Los Angeles to pursue storytelling and entertainment media. She turned one of the hardest seasons of her life into art by publishing a poetry collection drawn from her 2020 healing journey, using her voice to help others feel seen, heard, and less alone. Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Nona Melkonian No Leash, No Retreat: Poems of Becoming: https://www.amazon.com/No-Leash-Retreat-Poems-Becoming/dp/B0GRV2FBL3 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nonamelkoni/ LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nonamelkonian/ Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulianInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    45 min
  6. Why Self-Trust is the Foundation of Confidence, Growth, and True Alignment with Roxanne Saffaie

    Apr 1

    Why Self-Trust is the Foundation of Confidence, Growth, and True Alignment with Roxanne Saffaie

    Some of the hardest moments in life can feel like setbacks, but they often become the spark that shapes who you’re meant to be.  In this episode of Dream Fuelerzz, Natasha Jane Julian sits down with Roxanne Saffaie for a raw conversation on courage, identity, and self-mastery. Roxanne shares her journey from a childhood marked by domestic violence to building a purpose-driven life, tracing the path from Kauai to New York City and ultimately to her calling: helping women trust themselves and stop settling for less than they deserve. Together, they unpack what it really means to grow after hardship, why a victim mindset can hide your strength, and how self-mastery goes deeper than self-development. Roxanne explores the role of self-trust, the tension between excellence and perfectionism, and why your heart should lead while your mind supports. She also dives into the power of honest self-love, personal responsibility, and journaling as a tool for deeper self-connection, making this episode a powerful invitation to stop settling and start living from a place of real, unshakable self-trust. Key Takeaways Why self-trust is the foundation of self-mastery and authentic living The difference between excellence and perfectionism and why it matters How childhood adversity can fuel resilience instead of victimhood How fear of failure blocks growth, creativity, and opportunity How journaling builds self-awareness, emotional resilience, and clarity In This Episode [00:00] Introduction [03:21] Roxanne’s path to self-mastery [07:04] Awareness, agency, and shaping your reality [10:04] Why self-trust is everything [11:51] Childhood adversity and resilience [14:56] Post-traumatic growth vs. victim mindset [21:19] Life path: Hawaii, New York, and entrepreneurship [26:16] Excellence vs. perfectionism [29:21] Reframing failure and identity [32:04] The power of living from the heart [34:52] Intuition, ego, and inner alignment [39:08] Self-actualization and soul purpose [41:48] Journaling and the Heart Alchemy Writing Challenge [46:23] Healing the past to create the future [49:54] Sitting with discomfort and building self-trust [52:40] Self-intimacy and redefining self-love [55:43] Where to find Roxanne + upcoming book Notable Quotes [09:25] “If you don’t trust yourself, you never get to really meet the fullness of your being.” — Roxanne Saffaie [27:18] “Excellence is a standard. A perfectionist has a very hard time with failure. In fact, doesn’t even want to bring it.” — Roxanne Saffaie [28:58] “You can fail, but that doesn’t make you a failure. In fact, it makes you a winner because you went for it.” — Roxanne Saffaie [51:18] “When you don’t abandon yourself and you learn that it’s safe to be in yourself and sit in discomfort, what starts to happen is you start to trust.” — Roxanne Saffaie Guest Roxanne Saffaie is a self-mastery writer, top-ranked podcaster (The Roxanne Show), speaker, and artist. She spent years helping women worldwide sharpen their courage, deepen their self-trust, and stop negotiating with the lives they actually want. A self-proclaimed “street philosopher” and “heart’s publicist,” Roxanne blends psychology, neuroscience, and soulful wisdom to guide others toward self-actualization. Her upcoming book, The Woman Who Doesn’t Settle, is set to be released in the fall. Resources and Links  Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Roxanne Saffaie https://www.roxannesaffaie.com/ https://www.instagram.com/roxylook Podcast: The Roxanne Show HEART-ALCHEMY WRITING CHALLENGE: https://www.roxannesaffaie.com/heartalchemy Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulianInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    1 hr
  7. The Alchemy of Identity: From Trauma to Triumph with Atarah Valentine

    Mar 18

    The Alchemy of Identity: From Trauma to Triumph with Atarah Valentine

    What if your deepest trauma held the blueprint for your greatest purpose? What if the name you were born with was not your destiny, but a story you could consciously rewrite? In this powerful episode of Dream Fuelerzz, host Natasha Jane Julian sits down with music artist, hypnotherapist, and mindset coach Atarah Valentine, founder of The Seed Level, for a raw and transformative conversation about identity, trauma, survival, and self-authorship. Atarah shares his journey from a childhood shaped by bullying, family conflict, abuse, and poverty to signing a record deal with Atlantic Records and later discovering his true calling in the healing arts. Atarah opens up about leaving home at just 16, legally changing his name to reclaim his identity and step out of the shadow of his past, and living out of his car while teaching himself music and art. He reflects on how academic and creative success became both a lifeline and a form of survival, and how financial scarcity deeply influenced his sense of worth, safety, and creative freedom. After reaching professional highs, including a publishing deal with Sony, his life was upended by the pandemic, a sudden financial collapse, and his husband’s cancer diagnosis. That breaking point became the catalyst for a radical reinvention. Together, Natasha and Atarah dive deep into the neuroscience of trauma and healing. Atarah explains why unresolved emotional experiences create open loops in the nervous system that quietly drain energy and sabotage goals, and how the Zeigarnik Effect causes the brain to prioritize unfinished emotional business over growth and creativity. He breaks down powerful tools like Mental and Emotional Release Therapy, NLP, hypnosis, and identity-based healing, while clarifying the crucial difference between emotions and feelings, and why thinking your way out of pain rarely works. In This Episode [00:00] Introduction to Atarah Valentine [01:46] Atarah’s early life and name change [05:22] Overcoming bullying and abuse [07:59] Journey to music and self-discovery [09:58] Transition to health and wellness [13:35] COVID-19 and career shift [16:44] Helping others heal [23:42] The identity algorithm and hypnotherapy [27:32] Overcoming fear to manifest your desires [35:45] Exploring mental and emotional release therapy [44:28] Advice for dreamers and achievers [51:20] Final thoughts Notable Quotes [03:03] "I wanted a name that didn't put me in the shadow of somebody else... I wanted to be me." – Atarah [06:00] "The fact that everywhere I went there was a problem... really motivated me to get out of there because there wasn't a safe place for me." – Atarah [17:44] "It almost took the world shutting down entirely for me to realize how far I came, because I wasn't afraid in the way that everybody else was." – Atarah [41:17] "You'll never think away an emotion. And that's why we keep going with intellect... and then we knock ourselves into fight or flight." – Atarah [46:36] "What would I do if I wasn't afraid? And am I giving from who I truly am? ...Those two questions alone can change somebody's life." – Atarah Guest Atarah is a music artist, hypnotherapist, and mindset coach specializing in trauma recovery, inner child healing, NLP, mental and emotional release therapy, and identity transformation. Drawing from his lived experience of abuse, poverty, and creative struggle, Atarah helps people reclaim self-trust, regulate their nervous systems, and step into authentic leadership and purpose. Resources and Links  Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Atarah Valentine https://www.theseedlevel.com/ https://www.facebook.com/AtarahValentine/ https://www.Atarahhvalentine.com/ https://www.instagram.com/Atarahhvalentine/ Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/ LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulian Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    52 min
  8. When the Ones You Rescue End Up Saving You

    Mar 4

    When the Ones You Rescue End Up Saving You

    What happens when healing doesn’t come from a therapist’s couch, but from the quiet presence of an animal who’s been through pain too? What if the very thing that saves your life also becomes your life’s work? Host Natasha sits down with Anjali Ranadive, founder of Women for Wolves, to delve into a deeply moving conversation about trauma, purpose, and the unexpected ways healing unfolds. Anjali shares how her lifelong connection with animals began in childhood and became a lifeline during years of self-harm, anxiety, and inner struggle. While treatment helped, it wasn’t until she rescued a severely abused wolf dog named Titan that everything shifted. Anjali explains why wolf dogs often respond more deeply to women, how trauma is stored in both humans and animals, and why calm, presence, and trust are essential for healing on both sides. Key Takeaways - How caring for animals can become a pathway to personal healing - The misunderstood reality of wolves and wolf dogs - How women-led conservation creates space for both ecological and emotional healing - Why calm, presence, and self-regulation are essential when working with animals - How unresolved trauma can transform when mirrored through another being’s recovery - Why community and shared experience are essential for long-term healing In This Episode 00:00 Introduction to Anjali and Women for Wolves 03:33 Why wolf dogs gravitate toward women 11:58 Titan’s rescue and Anjali’s healing journey 16:13 The sanctuary’s impact on women 21:32 Wolf dog rescue and euthanasia crisis 24:05 Sanctuary operations and family support 26:14 Healing programs and women’s events 29:17 Types of trauma addressed at the sanctuary 38:09 All-female team and community building 43:25 Scholarships and supporting women in conservation 46:03 Closing reflections and future collaboration Notable Quotes 10:58 “Starting at age ten, I used self-harm as a coping mechanism, but caring for animals was the only thing that made it better.” – Anjali 14:46 “Without rescuing him and wanting to get out of bed every day to care for him, I would have never realized I needed to change.” – Anjali 20:39 “Anyone can be a voice for animals. You don't have to have a degree, you don't have to be in science. All you have to do is have a passion for it.”– Anjali 21:54 “I realized I needed to marry conservation and rescue because 90% of wolf dogs are euthanized in California.” – Anjali 29:54 “When you're with the wolf dogs, you really have to center yourself and calm yourself. They're not dogs. They're not there for you to run up and grab them and pet them.” – Anjali 35:35 “I’m a firm believer in neutering and spaying, and I’m against breeding wolf dogs because I’ve seen so many animals suffer.” – Anjali 41:06 “It’s a community and we’re all the same. There’s no one above the next person, just like a wolf pack.” – Anjali Guest Anjali Ranadive is the founder of Women for Wolves, a women-led wolf dog sanctuary, conservation organization, and empowerment community based in Northern California. An activist, environmentalist, and lifelong animal advocate, Anjali created Women for Wolves as a safe haven for rescued wolf dogs and for women seeking healing, connection, and purpose. Through education, advocacy, and immersive healing programs, she bridges conservation with inner transformation, reminding us that caring for the wild also heals what is wounded within us. Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Women for Wolves https://www.womenforwolves.org/ https://www.instagram.com/womenforwolves https://www.youtube.com/@womenforwolveschannel Anjali Ranadive https://www.instagram.com/nani/?hl=en Natasha Jane Julian Website https://natashajanejulian.com/ LinkedIn https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulian Instagram https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/ YouTube https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    43 min
  9. How a South Korean Immigrant Reclaimed Her Feminine Power

    Feb 18

    How a South Korean Immigrant Reclaimed Her Feminine Power

    Imagine growing up in a chaotic immigrant household where an alcoholic father forced a mother to step in as the sole provider, carrying the weight of childhood trauma that slowly disconnects you from your own body. Now imagine moving through that pain, reclaiming yourself piece by piece, and rising all the way to earning a PhD. In this episode of Dream Fuelerzz, Natasha Jane Julian sits down with philosopher, artist, model, and creator JiMin Kwon. JiMin shares her journey from growing up in a violent, chaotic, alcoholic immigrant household to immigrating from South Korea to the United States. She speaks candidly about PTSD, codependency, toxic shame, and what it means to grow up without a sense of safety. JiMin reflects on how academic success, including a double major in biology and philosophy and earning a PhD, became a way to survive while staying disconnected from her body and emotions. She opens up about gender identity, self-erasure, and the pressure to perform strength in male-dominated spaces. JiMin also shares the practices that supported her healing. This episode is an invitation to believe that deep healing is possible, one grounded choice at a time. Key Takeaways - How childhood trauma and immigrant survival shape identity and self-worth - Why intellectual success can coexist with deep emotional disconnection - How dissociation and perfectionism develop as coping mechanisms - The link between codependency, narcissistic abuse, and loss of self - Why healing must involve the body, not just the mind - How somatic practices help release stored trauma - The importance of self-soothing and non-judgmental self-acceptance - Why embodiment is essential for reclaiming feminine energy - How creativity becomes a path to integration and purpose In This Episode[00:00] Introduction & guest welcome[04:39] Growing up in a chaotic, violent household[06:41] Codependency and family dynamics[11:05] Accumulation of childhood trauma[14:09] Discovering philosophy and academic path[17:57] Identity crisis and dissociation[22:40] Gender identity and parental expectations[25:23] Chameleon traits and people-pleasing[29:51] Patterns of trauma in adult life[40:40] Healing modalities and practices[43:54] Somatic therapy and emotional release[47:47] Current state of healing and self-trust[51:13] Future goals: art, music, and writing Notable Quotes“My experience at home felt like living on the front line of a battlefield every day.” – JiMin “I definitely inherited codependent patterns, and when I was less conscious, I repeated them in my adult relationships.” – JiMin “Even though I was highly functional at work, I didn't have a clear or like stable sense of identity.”– JiMin “Being a chameleon is common for traumatized people; we try to please others because we don’t feel safe being ourselves" – JiMin “Showing up daily and not judging myself for my feelings was what healing meant to me” – JiMin “I’m not saying everything is perfect now, but I know how to soothe myself and bring myself back to inner peace” – JiMin Guest JiMin Kwon  is a South Korean-born philosopher (PhD), artist, model, singer, and healer based in the US. After overcoming a traumatic childhood, identity struggles, and academic burnout, she now channels her experiences into music, creative expression, and writings on feminine embodiment and consciousness. A lifelong seeker, she bridges intellect, body, and spirit to inspire others on their healing paths. Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/ JiMin Kwon https://www.instagram.com/blissmagic333/?hl=en Natasha Jane Julia Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/ LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulian Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

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  10. The Journey That Sparked Dream Fuelerzz

    Feb 4

    The Journey That Sparked Dream Fuelerzz

    What if the story you have tried to outrun is the exact story someone else needs to hear just to survive their own? In this powerful debut episode of the Dream Fuelerzz Podcast,Natasha Jane Julian opens up about the decade that nearly broke her and the unexpected path that led her back to herself. She shares what it was really like growing up in a chaotic home, becoming a young mom at a young age, and carrying unresolved trauma into adulthood. For years, her body and mind took the hit until everything reached a terrifying turning point. Natasha was diagnosed with a cantaloupe sized ovarian tumor and later developed a debilitating anxiety disorder that left her living in constant fear, panic, and chronic pain, even after surgery. After years of searching for relief through doctors, treatments, and sheer willpower, one unexpected moment changed everything. A single Oprah video introduced her to Transcendental Meditation. In This Episode [00:00] Introduction and health crisis [01:41] Inspiration for Dream Fuelerzz. [03:04] Onset of symptoms and surgery [04:36] Experiencing panic attacks [07:29] Finding safety with a neighbor [09:07] Early adulthood and motherhood [11:57] First physical symptoms in adulthood [15:00] Discovering meditation [16:28] Transformation through meditation [20:53] The ongoing healing journey [22:21] Impact of meditation on healing [23:00] Conclusion and message of hope Host Natasha Jane Julian is the founder and voice behind The Dream Fuelerzz Podcast. A former musician and artist, she embarked on a profound healing journey after a decade of physical and mental health crises. Through the consistent practice of meditation and deep inner work, she not only recovered her health but also found her mission: to build a global community centered on healing, connection, and the transformative power of the mind. Dream Fuelerzz is the embodiment of her belief that our greatest challenges can fuel our most purposeful dreams. Resources and Links Dream Fuelerzz https://dreamfuelerzz.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dfpodcastwithnjj/?hl=en Natasha Jane Julian Website: https://natashajanejulian.com/ LinkedIn: https://www.facebook.com/NatashaJaneJulian Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/natashajanej/ YouTube :https://www.youtube.com/c/natashajanejulian

    23 min

  11. Season 1 Trailer

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    Welcome to Dream Fuelerzz, where raw conversations and empowering stories help you chase your dreams with confidence. Hosted by Natasha Julian, musical artist, mother, and entrepreneur, this podcast uncovers what's holding you back. Natasha shares her journey of overcoming anxiety and mindset shifts that transformed her life. Each episode features guests offering tools to release fear, break through blocks, and move from scarcity to abundance. It’s time to rewrite your story and live the life you’ve always dreamed of. What’s stopping you? Your dreams are waiting!

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Welcome to Dream Fuelerzz, where raw conversations and empowering stories help you chase your dreams with confidence. Hosted by Natasha Julian, musical artist, mother, and entrepreneur, this podcast uncovers what's holding you back. Natasha shares her journey of overcoming anxiety and mindset shifts that transformed her life. Each episode features guests offering tools to release fear, break through blocks, and move from scarcity to abundance. It’s time to rewrite your story and live the life you’ve always dreamed of. What’s stopping you? Your dreams are waiting!

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