That's What I Meant to Say

James D. Newcomb

You'd think that with all this talk in the world, someone would eventually say something that actually means something! On time, and on point, this show aims to do exactly that. Through solo commentary and conversations with carefully curated guests, we explore how to notice the deeper patterns that shape a meaningful life. This show is for listeners who tire of the superficial, and who sense that their lives, work, responsibilities and interests are not the product of random chance, but meaningful parts of a coherent whole moving toward clarity and purpose.

  1. Jul 27

    The Unseen Chaos of a Disordered Life with Joseph Pedroza

    Chaos isn't always loud. Sometimes it hides behind busy schedules, scattered priorities, and lives that seem successful on the surface but lack harmony underneath. Joseph Pedroza knows what it means to live in chaos. After a childhood marked by abuse, gang involvement, addiction, prison, and a near-fatal stabbing, he experienced a radical transformation that reshaped not only his faith, but his understanding of purpose, stewardship, and personal responsibility. In this conversation, Joseph explains why the greatest obstacles in life are often the unseen patterns of disorder that quietly create friction in our relationships, work, health, and spiritual lives. Together, we explore the difference between balance and harmony, what faithful stewardship really means, and how bringing order to the right places can transform everything else. About the GuestJoseph C. Pedroza is the founder of Ephesians 6 Coaching and creator of the BBB Framework (Bible, Business, Body), helping Kingdom-minded entrepreneurs remove the disorder creating unnecessary friction in their lives and businesses. After surviving childhood trauma, gang life, addiction, prison, and a near-fatal stabbing, Joseph dedicated his life to helping others pursue faithful stewardship through spiritual growth, purposeful work, and personal transformation. Connect with Joseph: https://linktr.ee/Josephcpedroza In This EpisodeJoseph's journey from childhood trauma, gangs, and prison to redemptionWhat "the unseen chaos of a disordered life" really looks likeWhy harmony is a better goal than balanceThe relationship between stewardship, health, vocation, and spiritual lifeThe BBB Framework: Bible, Business, and BodyWhy transformation requires more than behavior changeThe difference between solving symptoms and addressing root causesLiving with purpose instead of friction Memorable Quotes"Harmony—not balance—is the goal.""Disorder creates unnecessary friction.""God is not a liar.""Faithful stewardship begins by bringing order to what God has entrusted to you."ResourcesEphesians 6 CoachingBBB Framework (Bible • Business • Body)Joseph Pedroza: https://linktr.ee/Josephcpedroza

    The Unseen Chaos of a Disordered Life with Joseph Pedroza
  2. Jul 14

    Intellectual Property, or Gatekeepers’ Monopoly?

    This conversation with Stephan Kinsella was recorded in 2022, but the principles behind it are timeless. The tools change. The technology changes. The means of copying, distributing, remixing, and monetizing creative work change. But the central question remains: can an idea really be owned in the same way a pencil, house, instrument, or piece of land can be owned? Stephan is a retired patent attorney, author, and longtime critic of intellectual property law. In this episode we examine one of the most misunderstood assumptions in modern creative life: that copyrights and patents are simply another form of property. From there, the discussion moves into the difference between scarce physical goods and infinitely reproducible ideas, the history of copyright as a tool of control, the Austrian economics framework behind Kinsella’s argument, and why he believes patents and copyrights ultimately restrict rather than protect creativity. We also bring the conversation down to earth for musicians, writers, podcasters, and independent creators trying to make a living inside the world as it actually exists. How should creators think about exposure, piracy, licensing, trademarks, self-publishing, open-source models, and the real danger of obscurity? Whether or not you agree with its conclusions, this episode offers a serious challenge to the way most of us have been taught to think about ownership, creativity, and the law. Resources Stephan Kinsella’s website: StephanKinsella.com Stephan Kinsella on intellectual property: StephanKinsella.com/IP Against Intellectual Property by Stephan Kinsella Against Intellectual Monopoly by Michele Boldrin and David K. Levine Center for the Study of Innovative Freedom

    Intellectual Property, or Gatekeepers’ Monopoly?
  3. Jul 8

    Madison Becomes Madison: How Scott Stewart Built and Sustained a Drum Corps Powerhouse

    "On the field... From Madison, Wisconsin... The Madison Scouts!" Back in the 1980s and 90s, when those words were spoken through the PA system at the local drum corps competition, the crowd knew exactly what was going to happen. Precision. Discipline. Young males crossing the threshold into manhood in real time. And that sound... Hitting you as though you’re running into a brick wall at 70 miles an hour. Seriously. It was an experience unlike any other, and it taught me the incredible power that brass instruments can have in invoking intense emotions in people. Wherever they went, the Madison Scouts brought a distinct energy, a distinct voice that set them apart from the rest of the field. This is not something that just happened. It was the result of years and years of building a system that was designed to make the most out of every ounce of human energy, financial resources, and musical and athletic ability of which members. Many people were involved in planning and implementing this system. And at the helm of this entire program was a gentleman by the name of Scott Stewart. Scott is, by his own admission, a dinosaur compared to the drum corps activity in its current form. In fact, you'll hear in this interview why Scott felt he was the lone hold out against innovations such as electronics, props, and the musical choices of the corps'. But this interview is not an airing of grievances. It's just that 32 years after spending a summer on the road, going from town to town, playing my horn in tiny towns as well as NFL stadiums alongside 127 young men, I recall it very fondly. It is no exaggeration to say it is one of the most profound periods of personal growth in my life. So I asked Scott if we could meet up at his home near Madison so I could pick his brain on what exactly went into making the Madison experience so memorable. Not just for the members and staff, but for the thousands of fans who for over two decades relished every performance. Episode HighlightsScott Stewart’s entry into drum corps: Scott recalls joining the Madison Scouts in 1968, when drum corps was still local, inexpensive, militaristic, and community-based. How the activity changed in the early 1970s: The shift from short local seasons to longer tours, more rehearsal time, and a higher level of performance. The old drum corps “ecosystem”: How smaller corps, feeder corps, and regional organizations once supported the larger activity, especially through Drum Corps Midwest. Scott’s rise into leadership: Scott describes moving from marching member to staff member, director, program coordinator, and executive director. The Madison Scouts system: Staff continuity, member-first leadership, rehearsal philosophy, and the culture that made Madison distinct. Designing shows audiences remembered: Music selection, emotional pacing, impact moments, variety, climaxes, endings, and why Madison shows connected so deeply with crowds. The golden age of drum corps: Scott identifies the mid-1980s through mid-1990s as the activity’s golden age and explains what made that period so powerful. Changes in modern drum corps: Electronics, props, staging, uniforms, musical choices, rising costs, and the loss of melody and drill design. The Madison experience a rite of passage: The interview closes with a personal reflection on the Madison Scouts as a formative experience for young men moving into adulthood. Scott’s legacy of service: Scott reflects emotionally on his role as a servant-leader and the privilege of shaping generations of Madison Scouts.

    Madison Becomes Madison: How Scott Stewart Built and Sustained a Drum Corps Powerhouse
  4. Jun 17

    Remembering the World That Was, and Still Is, with Dr. Zachary Porcu

    What if Christianity is not primarily a moral code, a private belief system, or a set of religious customs, but a way of seeing reality? In this episode, Dr. Zachary Porcu joins the podcast to discuss his book Journey to Reality: Sacramental Life in a Secular Age. The conversation begins with the origin of the book, which grew out of Zac’s work teaching theology to students who often knew the basic claims of Christianity but lacked the worldview that made those claims intelligible. From there, we move into the deeper question: what is Christianity? Zac argues that “religion” may not be the most useful starting point. Christianity is better understood as a worldview, a way of answering the question, “What is the nature of reality?” That question leads into one of the central concepts of the conversation: the arche. Zac uses the term to move beyond the flattened modern image of God as a distant old man in the sky. Instead, he describes God as the source of being itself, the one in whom all things live, move, and have their being. The conversation then turns to the Incarnation, the claim that the source of being, life, and truth became man in Jesus Christ. Zac explains why that claim was shocking both to Jews and Greeks, and why it remains revolutionary today. We also discuss the difference between modern Christianity as intellectual assent and ancient Christianity as sacramental participation. To become Christian is not merely to agree with Christian propositions. It is to be grafted into Christ through baptism, Eucharist, and the mysteries of the Church. Later in the episode, we discuss the Reformation, the rise of the secular nation-state, the older idea of symphonia between church and empire, and the myth that public life can ever be religiously or metaphysically neutral. This conversation was recorded near the beginning of my Orthodox life. In that sense, it captures not a finished statement, but a beginning: the attempt to understand a world that once was, and still is, even if many of us have forgotten how to see it. Episode highlights: 00:28 — Knowing the “what” of Christianity without knowing the “why” 11:00 — Moving beyond the modern cartoon image of God 15:30 — The Arche, life, and the reality behind living things 24:00 — Why modern Christianity is different from Paul’s context 31:00 — The Reformation and the rise of modernity 35:45 — Symphonia and the Byzantine vision of church and empire 37:30 — The secular nation-state and the myth of neutrality 43:45 — Sacraments as mysteries entered, not merely explained Resources mentioned: Dr. Zachary Porcu’s Website zacharyporcu.com Journey to Reality Substack zacharyporcu.substack.com The Roots of Everything Hosted by Dr. Zac Porcu Journey to Reality: Sacramental Life in a Secular Age by Dr. Zachary Porcu https://amzn.to/43FBWJ1 About the guest: Dr. Zachary Porcu is an Orthodox Christian scholar, author, catechist, and host of The Roots of Everything. He is the author of Journey to Reality: Sacramental Life in a Secular Age, a book written to help modern readers understand Orthodox Christianity not merely as a set of doctrines or practices, but as a sacramental worldview. His work explores theology, history, philosophy, the Church Fathers, and the deep roots of the ideas that shape the modern world. Quotable quotes: “Christianity is not merely a set of rules. It is a way of answering the question: what is the nature of reality?” “To become Christian is not merely to agree with Christian ideas. It is to be grafted into Christ.” “The sacraments are not religious illustrations. They are mysteries we enter.” “There is no neutral worldview. Every society answers the question of reality, whether it admits it or not.”

    Remembering the World That Was, and Still Is, with Dr. Zachary Porcu
  5. Jun 15

    Singers in the Hands of an Angry Mob

    Composer Daniel Elder found himself at the center of intense public backlash after an Instagram post made during the unrest following George Floyd’s death. In this written interview, presented with AI-synthesized voices, Daniel gives his account of what happened, why he chose not to apologize, how institutions responded under pressure, and what the experience revealed about mob mentality, artistic conscience, and public fear. This episode is produced from a written interview with composer Daniel Elder. Daniel agreed to answer questions in writing because he did not want an off-the-cuff remark in a live conversation to create further controversy. His responses are presented using an AI-synthesized voice, and the host questions are also produced with an AI-synthesized version of my own voice. The conversation centers on Daniel’s account of the backlash that followed an Instagram post he made during the unrest after George Floyd’s death. Daniel describes his growing concern with social-media groupthink, the speed with which public discourse became accusatory, and his belief that the reaction to his post was shaped by a larger atmosphere of panic, moral certainty, and institutional fear. He also explains why he chose not to issue a public apology, arguing that doing so would have validated accusations he did not believe were true. The interview also addresses the reaction of GIA Publications, the dynamics of online activism, and Daniel’s advice for people who feel compelled to speak in moments of public pressure. His counsel is simple: remain respectful, stay calm, be patient, and do not compromise foundational convictions merely to satisfy an angry crowd. Find Daniel Elder on the web at danieleldermusic.com Follow James Newcomb on the web at jamesdnewcomb.com

    Singers in the Hands of an Angry Mob

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You'd think that with all this talk in the world, someone would eventually say something that actually means something! On time, and on point, this show aims to do exactly that. Through solo commentary and conversations with carefully curated guests, we explore how to notice the deeper patterns that shape a meaningful life. This show is for listeners who tire of the superficial, and who sense that their lives, work, responsibilities and interests are not the product of random chance, but meaningful parts of a coherent whole moving toward clarity and purpose.