Me Again God

Charlene Condu

Me Again, God is a raw and honest podcast about finding your way back to God without the guilt trips, the masks, or the pressure to “have it all together.” Hosted by Charlene Condu, this show dives into real-life struggles, cultural lies, personal stories, and the messy-but-beautiful process of rediscovering faith.Each episode feels like sitting down with a friend who’s walked through heartbreak, mistakes, and doubts—and still found God’s grace waiting on the other side. Whether you’re wrestling with boundaries, identity, family, or just trying to pray again, this is your safe space to be real, to breathe, and to start fresh.Come as you are—but don’t leave that way.

  1. 6d ago

    S2 E28 The Stuff Under the Stuff Who Gets Your First Yes?

    Send us Fan Mail What if stewardship isn't just about money? What if it begins with the first "yes" you give each day? This week, Charlene shares a deeply personal realization that changed the way she sees her body, her habits, and even the everyday choices she makes. Looking back at childhood, she discovers how easily our desires can be trained—and how God lovingly invites us to retrain them through His truth. This isn't a conversation about dieting or willpower. It's about ownership. When we stop asking, "What do I want?" and begin asking, "Lord, what honors You?" everything changes. Join Charlene for an honest conversation about stewardship, first priorities, and learning to give God more than what's left over. Because the first "yes" matters. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

  2. Jul 21

    S2 E27 The Words We Read Right Past

    Send us Fan Mail The Words We Read Right Past I sat down to study what the Bible says about healthy living. Instead, I found myself stopping over one unexpected word: stewardship. As I kept trying to replace it with words that felt more modern and familiar, God gently revealed something I hadn't noticed before. Maybe the problem wasn't the word at all. Maybe I had been reading right past the beauty and depth of the very words He chose to use. In this episode, I'm inviting you into my personal Bible study—not because I have all the answers, but because I believe some of the richest moments with God happen when we slow down, ask questions, and linger over His Word instead of rushing past it. So grab a cup of coffee, open your Bible, and join me as we rediscover the beauty of the words we've been reading right past. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

  3. Jul 14

    S2 E26 THE STUFF UNDER THE STUFF Editing the Cast

    Send us Fan Mail Editing the Cast Have you ever wished you could yell, "Cut!" and remove someone from your life? If we're honest, most of us have at least one person we'd rather write out of our story. But what happens when God doesn't remove the character? What if the real lesson isn't about changing them—but allowing Him to change us? In this episode of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene shares a personal lesson God has been teaching her about surrendering the director's chair, trusting the Author of our story, and discovering the difference between barriers that isolate us and boundaries that protect our hearts. Through Scripture, personal testimony, the powerful image of a gate instead of a wall, and the message behind her song Hold the Line, Charlene explores how God uses even the most difficult relationships to shape our character and deepen our faith. Maybe peace isn't getting the cast we wanted. Maybe peace is trusting the One who wrote the story. Key Scriptures: Proverbs 4:23, Proverbs 16:9, Psalm 139:16 If this episode speaks to your heart, we'd love to continue the conversation inside the Stronger Together community, where we encourage one another, pray together, and keep discovering the stuff under the stuff. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

  4. Jul 7

    S2 E25 The Stuff Under The Stuff: The Weight of Being the Strong One

    Send us Fan Mail There comes a day that few of us are prepared for—the day we begin caring for the people who once cared for us. In this deeply personal episode of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene shares her journey of walking alongside her aging mother while living nearly a thousand miles away. Through stories of caregiving, quiet grief, financial challenges, difficult decisions, and the unseen weight of becoming "the strong one," she uncovers a deeper truth: the greatest burden isn't always what we're carrying—it's believing life was supposed to become free of burdens. If you're caring for an aging parent, supporting someone you love through illness, grieving the gradual changes that come with aging, or simply feeling overwhelmed by the responsibilities of life, this episode is for you. Together we'll discover that God never promised a life without trouble—but He did promise His presence through every season. Sometimes the very burdens we wish would disappear become the places where we experience His faithfulness most deeply. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

  5. Jun 30

    S2 E24 THE STUFF UNDER THE STUFF The Inheritance Nobody Wanted

    Send us Fan Mail What if the struggle you've spent your life battling didn't begin with you? In Part 2 of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene continues her journey into the hidden beliefs that quietly shape our lives. After uncovering her own burden of trying to prove her worth, she begins to recognize something even deeper—a wound that may have been passed from generation to generation. Through personal stories, family history, faith, and reflection, Charlene explores the silent inheritance many of us carry without realizing it: the need to earn love, approval, acceptance, and value. This episode asks difficult but freeing questions: What if your parents were carrying wounds they never understood? What if being different isn't the same as being healed? What if the burdens you've inherited don't have to become the burdens you pass on? As she examines the relationship between mothers, daughters, and the generations that came before them, Charlene discovers that healing begins when we stop focusing on behavior and start understanding the wound beneath it. If you've ever struggled with people-pleasing, approval-seeking, family pain, childhood wounds, or the feeling that you're carrying something you never chose, this episode will challenge and encourage you. Because sometimes the greatest freedom comes from finally seeing what you've been carrying all along. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

  6. Jun 23

    S2 E23 THE STUFF UNDER THE STUFF The Burden of Proof

    Send us Fan Mail What if the thing you've spent your entire life trying to prove was never on trial? In this deeply personal episode of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene begins uncovering a wound she didn't realize she was carrying. What starts as a reflection on childhood, motherhood, and identity becomes a journey into generational pain, the search for approval, and the exhausting burden of trying to prove your worth. Through the story of her mother, grandmother, and her own life, Charlene explores the hidden beliefs that shape us, the approval we spend years chasing, and the realization that many of us are still presenting evidence for a case God settled long ago. If you've ever felt unseen, misunderstood, overlooked, or like you were never quite enough, this episode is for you. Because underneath the accomplishments, the relationships, the successes, and the failures may be a deeper question: Am I enough? Join us as we begin a powerful new series exploring identity, grace, family wounds, and the freedom found when we stop trying to earn what God has already given. Scripture: Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you." The courtroom may still be open in your mind. But what if heaven already settled the case? Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

  7. Jun 16

    S2 E22 The Stuff Under the Stuff: Case Dismissed

    Send us Fan Mail Have you ever felt like God forgave you, but you never forgave yourself? In this deeply personal episode, I share a battle I've quietly fought for years. As I prepare to marry Jason, I find myself revisiting old mistakes, old regrets, and old dreams that never came to be. I wanted the marriage my parents had. One husband. One lifetime. One love story. Instead, I find myself preparing for marriage number three and wrestling with the question: How can I have a voice when I've failed so many times? The truth is, I know where I went wrong. I ignored God's warnings. I made decisions based on what I wanted instead of what God was showing me. But somewhere along the way, owning my mistakes turned into carrying them. Confession became condemnation. Repentance became punishment. In this episode, we'll talk about the courtroom many of us carry in our minds—the place where old failures are retried, old regrets are replayed, and old wounds are presented as evidence against us. We'll explore the difference between conviction and condemnation, why comparison keeps us stuck, and what it means to finally accept the grace God freely offers. If you've ever found yourself trapped between regret for the past and gratitude for God's redemption, this episode is for you. Maybe the case isn't still open. Maybe Heaven dismissed it a long time ago. Maybe it's time we did too. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

  8. Jun 9

    S2 E21 The Stuff Under The Stuff: Trusting Yourself Again

    Send us Fan Mail The Stuff Under the Stuff: Gaslighting (Part II) – We Said No, He Said Yes Last week, I shared the story of gaslighting, betrayal, and the painful discovery that the marriage I thought I had was built on a perception instead of reality. This week, we pick up where that story left off. Sitting in a U-Haul with a broken heart, a hearing disability that terrified me, and no idea what came next, I found myself leaning on God in a way I never had before. What I thought was the end of my story turned out to be the beginning of God's restoration. In this deeply personal episode, I share how God rebuilt my trust, taught me the difference between hearing His voice and following my own desires, and brought an unexpected person back into my life. Jason and I both swore we would never get married again, but God had other plans. We'll talk about healing after deception, learning to trust again, asking the hard questions, waiting on God's answers, and discovering that redemption is often found on the other side of our greatest disappointments. If you've ever wondered whether God can restore what was broken, redeem lost years, or write a better chapter than the one you imagined, this episode is for you. Sometimes the stuff under the stuff isn't the pain itself. It's the healing God is trying to bring through it. We said no. He said yes. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.

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Me Again, God is a raw and honest podcast about finding your way back to God without the guilt trips, the masks, or the pressure to “have it all together.” Hosted by Charlene Condu, this show dives into real-life struggles, cultural lies, personal stories, and the messy-but-beautiful process of rediscovering faith.Each episode feels like sitting down with a friend who’s walked through heartbreak, mistakes, and doubts—and still found God’s grace waiting on the other side. Whether you’re wrestling with boundaries, identity, family, or just trying to pray again, this is your safe space to be real, to breathe, and to start fresh.Come as you are—but don’t leave that way.