When Heaven Calls

Forest Soleil
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When Heaven Calls is a testimony-driven podcast sharing powerful stories of men and women who walked away from New Age spirituality, occult practices, self-worship, and alternative belief systems—and found their way home to Jesus Christ. Hosted by Forest Soleil, each episode offers honest, long-form conversations about spiritual deception, identity, repentance, deliverance, and the quiet (and sometimes dramatic) ways God interrupts our lives when heaven calls us back. This podcast is for: former New Age, spiritual-but-not-religious, or deconstructed believersseekers who feel disillusioned, restless, or spiritually exhaustedChristians wanting to better understand New Age beliefs and lovingly reach those caught in themanyone sensing that “something is off” and longing for truth, peace, and restoration You’ll hear stories involving New Age practices, astrology, manifestation, witchcraft, psychedelics, tantra, self-divinity, and alternative spirituality—spoken with humility, discernment, and compassion, not condemnation. When Heaven Calls exists to testify to the goodness of God, expose spiritual counterfeits, and remind listeners that no one is too far gone, too confused, or too broken to be called home. New episodes released regularly.  More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

  1. Sep 10

    I Tried to Heal Myself for Years in the New Age—Then Jesus Did It for Me

    I spent years searching for truth, healing, freedom, love, and meaning almost everywhere except Jesus. In this very personal episode of When Heaven Calls, I'm sharing my own testimony for the first time—from childhood wounds, rejection, alcohol abuse, unhealthy relationships, and a relentless desire to belong, through years of personal development, New Age spirituality, psychedelics, plant medicine, Kundalini yoga, occult exploration, conspiracy rabbit holes, and spiritual experiences I didn't understand. Eventually, my search for healing became a search for truth. I had spent years trying to heal myself, understand evil, uncover what was happening spiritually, and find a worldview that could actually explain both the beauty and the darkness I saw in the world. I explored New Age teachings, Ram Dass, Kundalini yoga, psychedelics and plant medicine, alternative healing modalities, manifestation-style spirituality, consciousness teachings, channeling material, and ideas about aliens and other dimensions. Some of those experiences felt beautiful. Others became deeply dark and frightening. But underneath all of it was the same question: What is actually true? Motherhood changed that question for me. After becoming a mother through a wild pregnancy and natural home birth in Costa Rica, I found myself looking at the innocence of my newborn child and wondering: How do I protect and steward something this innocent in a world where real evil exists? That question eventually led me somewhere I never expected. Jesus. In this testimony, I share the long and winding road that took me from loosely identifying as Christian, to walking away from Christianity, to New Age spirituality and intense spiritual seeking—and finally back to the God I hadn't understood in the first place. I talk about the Christians God placed throughout my life before I was ready to listen, my experiences in the New Age and psychedelic communities, unusual spiritual encounters, my growing conviction that good and evil are real, and the moment I finally heard the gospel explained in a way I could understand. I also share what happened afterward: surrendering my life to Jesus, leaving New Age beliefs and practices behind, learning Scripture, navigating an unequally yoked relationship, choosing celibacy, watching my partner begin his own journey toward Christ, getting married, forgiving my parents, and experiencing restoration in relationships I once thought were permanently broken. This isn't a testimony about having everything figured out. It's a testimony about searching everywhere for truth—and discovering that the truth I was looking for had been calling me all along. In this episode, I share about: • Childhood wounds, insecure attachment, rejection, and people-pleasing • Alcohol abuse and getting sober • Toxic and emotionally abusive relationships • Personal development and the search for healing • Herbalism and holistic living • New Age spirituality and consciousness teachings • Ram Dass and Be Here Now • Kundalini yoga and Yogi Bhajan • Psychedelics, mushrooms, LSD, DMT, and plant medicine ceremonies • Occult exploration, channeling, aliens, and unusual spiritual experiences • Envision Festival and spiritual discernment • Conspiracy rabbit holes, fear, and searching for answers about evil • Living in an alternative New Age community in Costa Rica • Motherhood, home birth, and the desire to protect innocence • Spiritual warfare and deliverance • Beginning to pray to God and ask Jesus who He really was • Meeting Christians whose peace challenged my worldview • Walking into church after years of spiritual searching • Finally understanding the gospel • Leaving New Age spirituality for Christianity • Surrender, obedience, and learning to trust God • Biblical conviction, modesty, sexuality, and celibacy • Marriage and navigating faith with a partner from a secular Jewish background • Forgiveness, family reconciliation, and healing • Finding my identity as a child of God If you're coming from New Age spirituality, psychedelic spirituality, occult practices, alternative spirituality, or simply a long search for truth, I hope my story encourages you to investigate Jesus for yourself. You don't have to take my word for it. Ask Him who He is. 🙏 If this testimony speaks to you, please share it with someone who may need to hear it and tell me in the comments what part of my story resonated with you most. ABOUT WHEN HEAVEN CALLS When Heaven Calls shares honest testimonies of people who encountered Jesus after journeys through New Age spirituality, the occult, psychedelics, alternative spiritual practices, atheism, personal development, and other paths of spiritual seeking. Subscribe for more New Age to Jesus testimonies and conversations about faith, spiritual discernment, redemption, and what happens when people encounter the living God. 🎧 Listen to When Heaven Calls on your favorite podcast platform. 💌 Visit ForestSoleil.com and find When Heaven Calls to join the email list, submit your testimony, recommend a guest, or learn more. #NewAgeToJesus #ChristianTestimony #JesusTestimony #ExNewAge #WhenHeavenCalls Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

  2. Jul 28

    I Built My Business Around Holy Yoga... Then Jesus Cried: "I AM JEALOUS FOR YOU" (Sarah's Testimony)

    Can Christians practice yoga? What happens when someone sincerely loves Jesus but later becomes convicted to walk away from Holy Yoga? In this deeply honest testimony, Sarah shares her journey from growing up in a strong Christian home to becoming a certified Holy Yoga instructor, believing she was honoring God through movement and Scripture. Then everything changed. After years of praying, "Lord, keep me here as long as You want me here. But when You want me to leave, give me the strength to obey," Jesus answered that prayer in a way she never expected. In this conversation we discuss: • growing up in a healing and deliverance ministry family • hearing the voice of God • dreams, discernment and spiritual warfare • postpartum anxiety, depression and identity after motherhood • becoming a Holy Yoga instructor • whether Christians should practice yoga • biblical meditation vs. New Age meditation • prayer, Scripture and learning to recognize God's voice • what happened when Jesus told Sarah, "I am jealous for you" • deliverance, spiritual authority and protecting your home • how God lovingly leads us into greater obedience Whether you're exploring Christianity, leaving the New Age, wrestling with yoga and Christian faith, or simply longing for a deeper relationship with Jesus, Sarah's testimony offers encouragement, wisdom, and hope. If this episode encouraged you, please like, subscribe, and share it with someone who may need to hear it. ABOUT THE PODCAST When Heaven Calls is a Christian testimony podcast where real people share authentic stories of encountering Jesus Christ and experiencing life transformation through the Gospel. New episodes feature conversations about salvation, healing, freedom, deliverance, discipleship, leaving New Age spirituality, and following Jesus in everyday life. Hosted by wife, mother and born again believer Forest Soleil. Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

    I Built My Business Around Holy Yoga... Then Jesus Cried: "I AM JEALOUS FOR YOU" (Sarah's Testimony)

  3. Jul 6

    I Planned Revenge Against My Abuser... Then Jesus Taught Me Forgiveness | Vighnesh's Testimony

    What happens when the pain of childhood abuse grows into a desire for revenge? In this deeply honest conversation, my friend Vighnesh shares his remarkable testimony of surviving childhood sexual abuse, battling pornography addiction, wrestling with suicidal thoughts, and spending years searching for healing through meditation, various spiritual belief systems, psychedelics, trauma therapy, and conscious sexuality. At one point, he had a detailed, violent plan to take revenge against the man who abused him. But everything changed when he encountered Jesus Christ. Instead of finding freedom through another healing modality, he discovered something he never expected: forgiveness, peace, and a relationship with the Heavenly Father that transformed his heart from the inside out. This conversation explores what it means to be truly healed—not by pretending the past didn't happen, but by allowing Christ to meet us in our deepest wounds. Whether you're wrestling with trauma, addiction, resentment, questions about faith, or simply wondering whether lasting healing is possible, I pray this episode offers hope. In this episode, we discuss: • Childhood sexual abuse and its lasting impact  • Repressed memories and the search for healing  • Pornography addiction and compulsive behaviors  • Suicidal thoughts and fantasies of revenge  • Meditation, religion, psychedelics, and spiritual searching  • How Vighnesh encountered Jesus Christ  • Forgiveness after profound betrayal  • Spiritual warfare, prayer, and deliverance  • Freedom from resentment and anxiety  • Healing childhood trauma through faith  • Following Jesus after New Age spirituality  • Finding peace, purpose, and a new identity in Christ My hope is that When Heaven Calls would become a place where honest conversations point us toward truth, healing, and the hope we have in Jesus. If this episode encouraged you, consider subscribing, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need this conversation today. It truly helps more people discover the podcast. I'd also love to hear from you in the comments: • What part of Vighnesh's story impacted you most?  • Have you ever experienced God meeting you in an unexpected place?  • What does forgiveness mean to you after hearing this conversation? Thank you for being here. Grace and peace, Forest Soleil Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

    I Planned Revenge Against My Abuser... Then Jesus Taught Me Forgiveness | Vighnesh's Testimony

  4. May 6

    I Met Demons and Visited Hell... then Jesus Saved Me! (Tom's New Age to Jesus Testimony)

    He tried everything.       New age spirituality.       Witchcraft.       Astral projection.       Drugs.       Eastern religion. Nothing satisfied… and things only got darker. In this powerful episode of When Heaven Calls, Tom shares his raw, unfiltered testimony—from childhood trauma, homelessness, and deep involvement in the occult… to terrifying spiritual encounters that nearly destroyed him. He wasn’t searching for Jesus. In fact, he was running from Christianity. But when everything else failed—and the darkness became undeniable—he cried out to Jesus… and everything changed. This episode covers: Growing up in violence, trauma, and abuseHomelessness and life on the streetsDeep involvement in new age spirituality and witchcraftSpiritual agreements with false eastern religion gods like Buddha, Krishna, VishnuCult participation with a group believed to be psychic vampiresDrug use and altered states to access the spiritual realmEncounters with dark spiritual entitiesThe reality of spiritual warfareA moment of desperation that led to calling on JesusRadical transformation, healing, and redemption If you’ve ever: explored new age spiritualityquestioned whether all paths lead to Godfelt stuck in darkness or cycles you can’t break This testimony is for you. Each episode of the When Heaven Calls podcast shares full-length personal testimonies from men and women who explored the New Age, alternative spirituality, personal development, or secular paths—and who, through divine timing, encountered Christ in ways that changed everything. You don’t need to have it all figured out to listen. These stories are shared without performance, pressure, or agenda—simply as a witness to what God is doing in real lives. About the host: Forest Soleil is a wife, mother, relationship coach, holistic childbirth educator and born again believer who hosts When Heaven Calls—a testimony-driven podcast centered on truth, repentance, and transformation through Jesus Christ. Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

    I Met Demons and Visited Hell... then Jesus Saved Me! (Tom's New Age to Jesus Testimony)

  5. Apr 12

    From Promiscuity to Purity | A Redemption Story (Kathryn's Testimony)

    What does it actually look like to go from a life of promiscuity… to true purity and redemption? In this powerful episode of When Heaven Calls, Kathryn shares her raw and honest testimony of transformation — how God met her in the middle of broken patterns, rewrote her identity, and led her into a completely new way of living. This is a story about: Generational trauma that passes down the family lineStruggling with sexual sin and identityThe emptiness of chasing temporary fulfillmentEncountering God in a real and personal wayWhat true repentance and transformation actually looks likeHealing from sexual abuse and the pastWalking in purity, freedom, and purpose If you’ve ever felt stuck in cycles you can’t break… this episode will speak directly to you. About the host: Forest Soleil is a wife, mother, relationship coach, holistic childbirth educator and born again believer who hosts When Heaven Calls—a testimony-driven podcast centered on truth, repentance, and transformation through Jesus Christ. www.forestsoleil.com Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

    From Promiscuity to Purity | A Redemption Story (Kathryn's Testimony)

  6. Mar 26

    From Death’s Door to Deliverance | Luis’ Radical Encounter with Jesus

    Luis’ story is a powerful testimony of going from death to life. After growing up without a father, serving in the military, and diving deep into new age spirituality, Luis found himself battling severe illness, fear, and spiritual confusion. What began as a search for truth led him into darkness he didn’t fully understand—until one moment changed everything. In a terrifying encounter with 7 demons, Luis was faced with a reality he couldn’t explain… and made a decision that would transform his life forever. In this episode, we talk about: • Father wounds and identity • Military influence and spiritual deception • New age beliefs and the pursuit of “oneness” • Severe health decline and hitting rock bottom • A real encounter with darkness • Calling on Jesus and experiencing immediate change • What it means to walk with Christ as a husband and father This is a raw and honest conversation about spiritual reality, personal responsibility, and redemption. If you’ve ever questioned what’s real, what’s true, or whether God still moves today—this episode is for you. Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

    From Death’s Door to Deliverance | Luis’ Radical Encounter with Jesus

  7. Mar 1

    From Father Wound to Father God — Anger Meets Peace (Sage's New Age to Jesus Testimony)

    Some people don’t lose their faith all at once. They lose it slowly—through grief, anger, betrayal, and survival. In this episode of When Heaven Calls (true testimonies and extraordinary encounters of lives changed by Jesus), Forest Soleil sits down with Sage to share a raw, honest testimony: a father wound, childhood sexual abuse, and an anger that felt bigger than her body could hold… followed by years of searching for healing through New Age spirituality, tarot, deities, “self-work,” and plant medicine—only to discover that the peace she was chasing couldn’t be manufactured. Sage shares what finally shifted everything: not trying harder, not another method, not more “shadow work”… but surrender. The kind that invites God the Father, the Holy Spirit, and the Word of God into the exact moment the anger rises—until it dissipates. You’ll hear: Sage’s story of early loss, adoption, and how a father wound shaped her nervous system and relationshipsHow anger became her identity—and why it always came out on the people she lovedHer journey through Catholic school, spiritual seeking, Hindu deities, chanting/mantras, tarot, and New Age communitiesA terrifying DMT experience that later made sense through Scripture (Ecclesiastes, Psalms, and the reality of eternity)The moment conviction hit over screen addiction and “scroll culture”—and the dream that led her to delete everythingHow God used community, biblical teaching, and simple obedience to rebuild her lifeWhy the New Age “heal yourself” hamster wheel left her exhausted—and how Jesus brought real peaceWhat it means to stop striving, stop trying to save yourself, and let God leadIf you’ve ever felt exhausted from managing your own healing… if you’ve carried rage you didn’t know what to do with… if you’re Jesus-curious but skeptical… or if you’re coming out of New Age spirituality and craving something real—this testimony may feel like permission to rest. Comment below: Which part of Sage’s story hit you the hardest? And if you want more episodes like this, subscribe for weekly testimonies of lives changed by Jesus. 📌 About the show When Heaven Calls is a Christian testimony podcast hosted by Forest Soleil, featuring real stories of transformation, deliverance, and encounters with Jesus—especially for seekers, skeptics, and those coming out of New Age spirituality. Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

    From Father Wound to Father God — Anger Meets Peace (Sage's New Age to Jesus Testimony)

  8. Feb 8

    She Loved Jesus — Then Outgrew Him (Or So She Thought) | Marion’s Jesus to New Age & Back Testimony

    Marion loved Jesus — deeply. Then she became convinced she no longer needed Him. In this powerful testimony, Marion shares how a genuine encounter with Christ in her early twenties transformed her life — and how years later she quietly walked away, believing she had spiritually evolved. For twelve years, she explored New Age spirituality, psychedelics, self-salvation, conscious community, and the belief that all paths lead to the same truth. Outwardly, her life looked spiritually rich. Inwardly, something was missing — the intimacy she once had with God. This is not a story of rebellion — it’s a story of discernment. Of breadcrumbs versus the whole loaf. Of humility, spiritual deception, and the quiet realization that no amount of seeking can replace relationship. In this conversation, Marion speaks candidly about: Loving Jesus deeply, then believing she had evolved beyond HimLeaving Christianity without anger — and discovering what was lostNew Age spirituality, psychedelics, and “all paths lead to God” thinkingSexual liberation, self-salvation, and subtle spiritual contractsWhy the New Age offers breadcrumbs — not transformationThe cost of returning to Jesus after walking awayGrace, repentance, and the peace she couldn’t manufactureIf you’ve ever felt spiritually full — yet strangely empty… If you’ve ever wondered whether growth means leaving Jesus behind… This testimony will meet you where you are. Support the show: Follow/subscribe and leave a positive review or comment wherever you listen or watch. Get updates: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-updates Share your testimony: https://www.forestsoleil.com/submit-your-testimony More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

    She Loved Jesus — Then Outgrew Him (Or So She Thought) | Marion’s Jesus to New Age & Back Testimony
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When Heaven Calls is a testimony-driven podcast sharing powerful stories of men and women who walked away from New Age spirituality, occult practices, self-worship, and alternative belief systems—and found their way home to Jesus Christ. Hosted by Forest Soleil, each episode offers honest, long-form conversations about spiritual deception, identity, repentance, deliverance, and the quiet (and sometimes dramatic) ways God interrupts our lives when heaven calls us back. This podcast is for: former New Age, spiritual-but-not-religious, or deconstructed believersseekers who feel disillusioned, restless, or spiritually exhaustedChristians wanting to better understand New Age beliefs and lovingly reach those caught in themanyone sensing that “something is off” and longing for truth, peace, and restoration You’ll hear stories involving New Age practices, astrology, manifestation, witchcraft, psychedelics, tantra, self-divinity, and alternative spirituality—spoken with humility, discernment, and compassion, not condemnation. When Heaven Calls exists to testify to the goodness of God, expose spiritual counterfeits, and remind listeners that no one is too far gone, too confused, or too broken to be called home. New episodes released regularly.  More info: https://www.forestsoleil.com/when-heaven-calls-podcast

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  • Creator
    Forest Soleil
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    13
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © 2026 When Heaven Calls
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