organized chaos (theory)

Atifa Kelly
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https://linktr.ee/atifa.k You just arrived... where messy meets meaningful. Prepare to tumble through a wild jungle of ideas, stories & everyday moments that make life worth living. It's raw, it's thoughtful, it's wonderfully weird & most importantly, it's always real. Expect bursts of creativity, tangents that make you wonder if you’re still on the same planet & tiny soulful moments that hit just right. It’s a ride through the unexpected where spontaneity bumps into structure, laughter sneaks in & maybe... just maybe, you'll find a little clarity in the beautiful mess. Help keep the pod alive! Any amount is appreciated 3 (https://paystack.shop/pay/organizedchaos_theory) 

  1. Mantra Mondays E1: Tribal Root Chakra Mantra to Clear Fear of Success and Release Stagnation (Morning Meditation)

    May 11

    Mantra Mondays E1: Tribal Root Chakra Mantra to Clear Fear of Success and Release Stagnation (Morning Meditation)

    this is a spell to remove blocks and restore motivation in your life readiness is best approached as an intentional decision instead of a fleeting feeling it has been specially designed for the root chakra which is blocked by fear through my loving words and energy, I empower you with the ability to take risks and stand at the edge of the cliff with excitement rather than petrification feel the blood rushing through your limbs... you are ALIVE & most importantly, you CAN close the gap between gravity and becoming. tips for use: repetition rewires the debilitating conditioning of the mind best in the morning or before tasks/projects/endeavours/journeys that require spiritual intervention visualise your blood washing you of fear/hesitation... start from the top (back) of the head down to the base of your spine, where the debris is discarded from your body... let the waterfall of blood form a loop, rejoining the top (front) of your head... repeat until you feel lighter if possible: red candle for risk-taking, white candle for obstacle-clearing

    6 min
  2. SpeakEasy Saturdays E7: train track's deadest end

    Apr 25

    SpeakEasy Saturdays E7: train track's deadest end

    Happy Lesbian Visibility Weekend! If you catch a moan or grunt or two... that's my gift to the lesbians (｡･･｡) I swear I'm not farting, I have a new setup... ignore my chair, she's gassy I don't think I'll be able to watch spider-man across the spider-verse for a while... especially the part where Mona Lisa by Dominic Fike comes on *proceeds to say "god help me" and listen to the song five more times than necessary* I hope this goofball never finds my podcast... I'd be mortified some people should remain memories of the creativity journey after all

    21 min
  3. WordVomit Wednesdays E5: Why I disliked living abroad (not a fool's day prank)

    Apr 1

    WordVomit Wednesdays E5: Why I disliked living abroad (not a fool's day prank)

    the million-dollar question this episode poses is... IS IT BECAUSE I'M AFAB OR IS IT BECAUSE I'M BLACK?! lemme clarify that the weather changes were extreme in every way too cold when it's cold = I usually run cold so PAIN so much PAIN (muscle aches)... too hot when it's hot = eczema flare-ups my body hated it there, I had to leave uni was a pro tho, no harassing lecturers but smelly STEM guys are EVERYWHERE I have found no escape yet Disclaimer: I am not of the opinion that anyone shouldn't make the move abroad. This is my experience & my journey to authenticity involves honouring my truth. I just want to see my country & the rest of Africa unshackled from neocolonialism and the slavery of the colonial mindset. We are rich, always have been, we just have a bunch of leeches sucking us to the bone.

    48 min
  4. SpeakEasy Saturdays E6: Shortcake's (bs) two second rule (spoken word)

    Mar 28

    SpeakEasy Saturdays E6: Shortcake's (bs) two second rule (spoken word)

    I only stayed as long as I did cause of those scrumptious hugs... oh and not being sexualised or objectified lol that was lovely.

    12 min
  5. WordVomit Wednesdays E4: African Queen Njinga - Twist of Fire & Fate (Women's History Month)

    Mar 18

    WordVomit Wednesdays E4: African Queen Njinga - Twist of Fire & Fate (Women's History Month)

    this women's history month, we are reminded of the might of the matriarchy... & the truth of Africa's history. Check out the Limited Series "African Queens: Njinga" on Netflix

    20 min
  6. SpeakEasy Saturdays E5: I WANNA BE THE ONLY ONE YOU NEED (spoken word)

    Mar 14

    SpeakEasy Saturdays E5: I WANNA BE THE ONLY ONE YOU NEED (spoken word)

    DELULU LANEEE... I'M BACK BABY! with an extra sprinkle of cringe for all my lovely listeners ;) thank you so much for lending me your ears! you can have them back in a few minutes ;* (after you watch the music video {trust meee}) Music Credit: “Landline” by Binki

    11 min
  7. SpeakEasy Saturdays E4: WHAT DO I WANT (spoken word)

    Mar 7

    SpeakEasy Saturdays E4: WHAT DO I WANT (spoken word)

    when you want what you've never had, in the end, it's never really clear whether you're just running away from what you know or you actually know what you want! it’s a messy beautiful life!

    9 min
  8. WordVomit Wednesdays E3: Bessie Head - The African Woman Who Lived Between Worlds (Queer History Month)

    Feb 25

    WordVomit Wednesdays E3: Bessie Head - The African Woman Who Lived Between Worlds (Queer History Month)

    this queer history month, we sit with the fierce & quietly radical life of Bessie Head a woman shaped by exile... a mother navigating survival... a writer who carved entire interior worlds out of displacement & doubt through her novels & short stories, Bessie examined power, belonging, race, desire & the fragile architecture of identity her work remains sharp, intimate & unsettling in the best way this episode honours her voice, her contradictions & the legacy she left stitched across African literature the photograph referenced: https://porfinenafrica.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/12/bessie-head.jpg books referenced: When Rain Clouds Gather (1968), Maru (1971), A Question of Power (1973), The Collector of Treasures and Other Botswana Village Tales (1977)

    27 min
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https://linktr.ee/atifa.k You just arrived... where messy meets meaningful. Prepare to tumble through a wild jungle of ideas, stories & everyday moments that make life worth living. It's raw, it's thoughtful, it's wonderfully weird & most importantly, it's always real. Expect bursts of creativity, tangents that make you wonder if you’re still on the same planet & tiny soulful moments that hit just right. It’s a ride through the unexpected where spontaneity bumps into structure, laughter sneaks in & maybe... just maybe, you'll find a little clarity in the beautiful mess. Help keep the pod alive! Any amount is appreciated 3 (https://paystack.shop/pay/organizedchaos_theory) 

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