Of Darkness & Light

Daphne
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Writer, Meditation Instructor, Parent, and Free Thinker Sharing Her Gifts & Story www.ofdarknessandlight.net

  1. 24m ago

    Welp! I Might Be Going to Prison Now

    On My Death Threats Sent to Politicians Today Regarding Threats Mentioned Video: What Was It Like to be Psychotic? Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    Welp! I Might Be Going to Prison Now

  2. 19h ago

    On My Human Canine Relations Research Findings & Its Proposed Urban Environments

    My Human Canine Relations Research Findings & Its Proposed Urban Environments if we do better for our dogs we do better for ourselves for more insight on why this matters: google ‘zoomies in dogs’ - it’s a high level stress response, not a sign they are happy and have excess energy Check out my research here: Reimagining Human Canine Relations You can find all my research here: Daphne’s Research Forest Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    On My Human Canine Relations Research Findings & Its Proposed Urban Environments

  3. 1d ago

    On My Research & Business Concepts Cooked Up In Crisis

    Check out Daphne’s Research Forest on a desktop or laptop for the best experience. Copied over from a previous post about my offerings: Meditation Instruction Insight Timer - Daphne on Insight Timer (Meditation Instructor, C.M.I: University of Holistic Theology)Recent Meditation Work on YouTube: DaphneTheTree My Writing All of My Unfinished Writing - Daphne’s Fiction CompendiumShort Fiction Highlights - Wits End, Mary & Jesus, Grip, Princess Starlit & The Icon My Favorite Chapter of My Favorite Book - Time Throws Fire - Chapter Fourteen Unpublished Poetry - Cardinals All, Warrior and Me, The Girl Who Was the Sea, Songbird’s Call, My Moon, Glowing Soul; Wringing Clean, and Many More Unrecorded Radio Plays - Vicky Darkblood and Holy Sword Business Ideas Bloom - Ethical Manufacturing Coherence Flow Analytics - Newfound Basketball Analytics System Daphne’s Hometree - A Schizophrenic and Degenerative Condition Recovery Home and Living Community; Living Laboratory New American Volleyball - Intergender Volleyball for Trans Inclusion (Just Give Us One)Tony Hawk’s Park Pitch - Come-on… we can do better Gender Incongruence Research The Science of Gender Incongruence - The Science of Epigenetic Stacking Is Being Ignored Psychological, Canine Psychology, Schizophrenia & Blue Lotus Research A Relational Epistemology of the Mind- Groundworks for Rethinking Psychology Psychology Is Not Facing Its Replications Crisis - Scary Data on Psychology’s Absence of Broad-Spectrum Accountability Reimagining Human-Canine Relations - We’re Punishing Dogs for How They Feel for Us Traumatized Schizophrenics Need Hugs - We Need to Reeducate People About Forgiving Schizophrenics for How They SpeakSchizophrenia: A Neuroplastic Window of Embodied Cognition - A Potential Groundwork for Understanding Where Schizophrenia Begins Self-Published AI-Written Book on My Schizophrenia Research - A Thematic Guide to Schizophrenia Legal Case Prep Restorative Justice Case - My Civil Justice Preparations Mathematical Framework URCL Framework - A Relational-Geometric Mathematical Framework Time: A Scientific Framework (Via URCL) - There Are Seven Layers Aether Project Live (Concept for Podcast Studio Show) Best Episodes from My Studio-Show Podcast Demos Aether Tenticle Ascension, Aether Legends Arena, Aether Child Micro Mythos, Aether Grip Peanut Arena, Aether Wave My Fake-Boy Filmmaker Swan Song StoneThree-Episode Web Series My Comedy Act PlayStation 3 Game Oracle Reading Demo for Brennan Lee MulliganI Would Love to Do This on Stage Hi, I’m AutisticA Little Psychotic, But I’m Better Now On Rage & Reconcile On my Sex Trade Research: Who Runs the Sex Trade in America? The American Slave Trade of Women and Others Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    On My Research & Business Concepts Cooked Up In Crisis

  4. 2d ago

    What Was It Like to be Psychotic?

    What Was It Like to be Psychotic It’s hard to go back now and fully surrender to the time I would rather repress and forget, but I’ve been wanting to talk about it lately. It was brutal and unrelentingly torturous to be psychotic, begging for help, and to be trapped into such an unforgiving period of life where I couldn’t escape highest ongoing trauma. One thing I didn’t mention in the video was the uncomfortable feelings in my head that felt like a constant icky presence I tried not to think about. It felt like a portion of my brain was malfunctioning and even painful. I was in constant discomfort that was regional in my head—I could feel it and the types of actions that made that intensify. To do the things that were specifically traumatizing to that zone of my brain was something I eventually learned to just not do. Those were specifically related to looking for my own help by calling places that felt wickedly inhumane for help and have to communicate with people working there myself. It was as if the bureaucracy of modern America became an abusive force to my brain. Each place I called for help that didn’t lead toward solutions made me feel insane—and that was everywhere. So in response I tried to seek freedom from the childish creativity space that felt of allowance toward healing despite the constant stress. I was trying to do therapy from the inside out by not using the damaged part of my traumatized psychotic mind while achieving the same goals. I knew it impossible, and that made me insane in response. So I joked, and cried, locked in a strangest pattern of survival mechanisms that burnt every bridge in my life and made me unapproachable by all; folks wanting me to get help from the places that traumatized me by myself. It was a “penrose staircase” of psychosis and impulse control breakdowns that I eventually leaned into as a therapeutic surrender because of how that was the only route to staying upright. Sometimes psychotic people need human help that is kind, patient, gentle, and in-person that can lead them forward to getting the help people seem to think the police would get them to. We need to do better for people asking for help. Folks losing their minds are trapped without communal response. And the only way forward is to hit rock bottom when you are someone burning out of having financial means. It taught me of a duality that is hard to understand: sometimes people need to apologize for themselves to feel better and begin atoning for their mistakes, even when it’s not something they should ultimately feel sorry for. Because I’m sorry to everyone for what psychosis brought out of me, but I shouldn’t have to be as well. It comes from living in a civilization that is inhumane to everyone. Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    What Was It Like to be Psychotic?

  5. 3d ago

    On Chapter Three of The Archimedean & Life

    On Chapter Three of The Archimedean & Life now’s the time to catch up with my book in progress before I get too far ahead The Archimedean PrologueChapter OneChapter TwoChapter Three My Of Darkness Episode Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    On Chapter Three of The Archimedean & Life

  6. 4d ago

    Of Darkness

    Of Darkness Life in Modern America: Pretentiousness, Ignorance, and Narcissism is Cool I’m tired of people right now, so I’m getting it out. Nobody has a spine, a lick of emotional intelligence, earnestness, or seems grounded enough to accept responsibility for themselves. At least, no one I’ve ever known. We’re surrounded by culture rotted from the inside out by losers who think it’s uncool to be a human being. Mask your struggles, don’t take life seriously, get dumb and pretty, then ruin yourself for the benefit of nobody but the sociopaths who teach you of validation for being exactly like them. Being mean is real in a land filled with imbeciles who take no accountability for themselves, lie through their teeth, and teach forward principles of narcissistic self-worship as the way to live. Call into question the validity of someone else’s superficial ethos: you’re dead to them. Be honest: you’re a dorky loser. Speak from your heart and own every mistake you make: nobody cares. Get into a tough spot and genuinely need a human response: good luck. Pull yourself up by your bootstraps and get into line, honey. Go to work, take some pills, get your better help, shut up, and learn to pretend you’re cool like everyone else or you’re embarrassing by reflection. Oy vey. Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    Of Darkness

  7. 4d ago

    On My New Chapter of The Archimedean and the State of My Personal Journey Through Homelessness

    On My New Chapter of The Archimedean and the State of My Personal Journey Through Homelessness we’re popping blueberries! The Archimedean: PrologueChapter OneChapter Two My Post on Facebook: To folks who I reached out to for help during my time of worsening disability, and more specifically those I lashed out at: I’m sorry for anything I’ve done that may have harmed your mental and emotional wellbeing. I’ve been on a path to recovery for some time now. I had a substance related psychosis from an extended period of trauma and blue lotus flower usage. It bred a delusional period where I was stuck in communications that were upside down, and the lack of help I was getting caused out-lashing towards silent spaces beyond my capacity to suppress them. I made accusations, assumptions, and was awful towards a lot of people in my path towards homelessness. It was harrowing, horrifying, and shameful. I’ve been on an earnest route to recovery since finding the right help in July. There are some of you who might understand our wounds go deep from how overtly mad I was in your direction. Despite the difficulty I can imagine there might be to break the silence, I encourage you to do so. I am doing well, I’m stable, and every chance to heal an emotional wound is one I will cherish. Right now I’m homeless, but sheltered, and on the path to being in a better place before long. Still, my emotional wounds from the fallout of that period of my life have left scars of sorrow that manifest negatively. To hear from family, old friends, or even people I reached out to for help whom I did not know would provide a great deal of positive benefit. I still struggle with talking to myself a fair bit and am very isolated. It would mean the most to heal with people, especially those who I miss a lot or feel the most sorry for having lashed out at. Thank you for your understanding, Daphne Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    On My New Chapter of The Archimedean and the State of My Personal Journey Through Homelessness

  8. Sep 11

    The Psychological Warfare of the Lindsay Clancy Trial

    The Psychological Warfare of the Lindsay Clancy Trial also, Charlie Kirk’s assassination, Donald Trump’s purported assassination attempt, trans people with problems, and BACKROOMS The Archimedean: PrologueChapter One Get full access to Of Darkness & Light at www.ofdarknessandlight.net/subscribe

    The Psychological Warfare of the Lindsay Clancy Trial
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Writer, Meditation Instructor, Parent, and Free Thinker Sharing Her Gifts & Story www.ofdarknessandlight.net

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  • Creator
    Daphne
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    1K
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © Daphne Garrido
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