Kingdom Chaos

Troy & Amy Poimboeuf
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Kingdom Chaos is a Christian podcast hosted by Troy and Amy, a husband and wife married for nearly 30 years, sharing honest conversations about faith, marriage, family, personal growth, and following Jesus in the middle of life's chaos. Through real stories, biblical truth, and powerful testimonies, we explore what it looks like to trust God through struggles such as anxiety, depression, broken relationships, addiction, forgiveness, parenting challenges, financial stress, health battles, and spiritual growth. Whether you're a lifelong believer, new to faith, or simply searching for hope, Kingdom Chaos offers practical encouragement and authentic conversations that point people to Jesus—not perfection. Because faith isn't lived in the absence of chaos. It's lived in the middle of it. Real People. Real Struggles. Real Grace. "They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony..." Revelation 12:11

  1. 3d ago

    Building a Foundation: Why Early Faith and Kids' Church Matter

    Send us Fan Mail Your kids are learning more than you think, earlier than you think. We’ve watched it happen in our own family: a simple Bible story video played in the background when our granddaughter was tiny turned into a seven-year-old who can stop, listen, and retell Scripture with surprising clarity. That experience sent us back to our own parenting years with one big question: what would we change if we could do it over?  We talk candidly about where we fell short, including how easy it was to stop trying after one Bible story moment went sideways. Now, as grandparents, we’re learning to come alongside our kids as they raise the next generation to know Jesus. We dig into why faith can’t be outsourced to “one hour a week,” and what it looks like when God is your portion at home, at the ball field, at work, and yes, even in traffic.  You’ll also hear a special clip of Everly walking through the Good Samaritan, plus why kids church matters as a set of spiritual building blocks that grow with a child. We wrap up with practical, real-world helps like kid-friendly Bible content, family devotionals, and Bible study tools such as The Bible Project to make Scripture easier to understand and apply. If this encourages you, subscribe, share it with a parent or grandparent, and leave a review so more families can find it. Support the show

  2. Oct 5

    From Refugee Roots to Nashville Ministry: Ivor’s Incredible Testimony

    Send us Fan Mail In Episode 35, Troy sits down with Ivor, the director of communications and digital strategy for a Nashville church, to unpack a deeply moving and unconventional testimony. Born in Bosnia during a mixed-heritage marriage, Ivor's early childhood was suddenly upended when a brutal civil war broke out right at their front door, forcing his family to flee as refugees to Croatia and eventually Germany.  From facing painful rejection by a local church priest as a young boy to battling deep survivor's guilt after visiting post-war Bosnia years later, Ivor's path to faith was filled with heavy valleys. Yet, God pursued him relentlessly—through faithful mentors, unexpected acts of hospitality, and an unmistakable midnight sign of Jesus that changed the trajectory of his life forever. Tune in to hear how God transformed Ivor's pain into a powerful ministry of reconciliation, hospitality, and sharing the Gospel across borders.  Key Takeaways & Highlights: Fleeing the Front Lines: What it was like growing up in 1990s Yugoslavia, navigating a mixed family, and fleeing a civil war as a refugee. The Sting of Church Rejection: How a local priest turning away a curious young refugee seeking baptism planted seeds of cynicism, and how God used compassionate people to break through that hurt. A Midnight Encounter: The incredible true story of a desperate prayer for his father's failing health and a miraculous, vivid encounter with the face of Jesus in the middle of the night. Returning to Bosnia with the Gospel: Ivor's powerful journey returning to his homeland as an adult to hand-deliver Bibles, share his testimony, and extend forgiveness and the love of Christ even to former adversaries. Related Episodes to Listen To Next: Episode 25 – From Meth To Ministry Through A Jail Cell: Hear another incredible, radical testimony of how God breaks through the darkest valleys to redeem a life. Episode 26 – From Gender Dysphoria to Psychiatrist & Pastor: A raw conversation about wrestling through deep personal struggles, finding peace in the desert, and total surrender to God. Don't forget to:  Subscribe & Review: If this episode encouraged you, hit that subscribe button and leave a 5-star rating and review on Apple Podcasts or Spotify! It helps push this message out to people who need to know they aren't alone in the chaos. Partner with Us: Help us continue spreading the message of grace, truth, and purpose in the mess by sharing this episode with a friend. Support the show

  3. Sep 28

    Climbing the Cave: Purpose, Proximity, and the Path to Growth

    Send us Fan Mail Comfort can feel like safety, but it can also become a ceiling. Troy sits down with Sam Paget, a husband, dad, and medical distribution business owner, to talk about what it looks like to choose growth on purpose and to stop letting your environment decide your future. We start with the idea of pruning the tree: some friendships belong to an earlier season, and if you keep dragging them into your next chapter, you end up living below your potential. Sam breaks down the mindset shift that changed his trajectory: picking a “word of the year” for alignment (their word was purpose), then stepping into Masogi, a scary, stretch goal that forces discipline and delayed gratification. From running 30 miles at age 30 with no crowd and no reward, to pushing into bigger challenges, the lesson is simple and brutal: you build confidence by doing what you said you would do, especially when nobody is clapping. We also talk about mastering the middle, staying steady in wins and losses, and why you should never be the biggest person in the room if you want to keep growing. The conversation gets practical on marriage and fatherhood too. We unpack what 100-100 partnership looks like, how communication sets boundaries between work and home, and why being a dad means presence, play, and example, not just provision. We also go into money mindset, lifestyle creep, and using money and power as tools to buy peace for other people through giving, a nonprofit, and a ranch vision built for retreats and community. If you feel stuck, take one step today. Listen, share this with a friend who needs a push, and subscribe and leave a review so more people can find Kingdom Chaos. Support the show

  4. Sep 21

    From Isolation to Connection: Why Men Need Brotherhood and Reset

    Send us Fan Mail Too many men try to muscle through life entirely on their own—relying on their own strength, career status, or self-reliance—only to find themselves burned out, emotionally disconnected from their families, and stuck in the exact same exhausting routines. In Episode 33 of the Kingdom Chaos Podcast, Troy unpacks why modern men so often fall into the trap of isolation, and why breaking free requires more than just working harder or pushing through the noise. Diving deep into what it truly means to step up as spiritual leaders, Troy explores the staggering spiritual impact a husband and father's faith has on an entire household. This episode tackles the danger of the "I got this" mentality, why every recurring conflict or struggle in life is usually just a symptom of a deeper heart issue, and why physical and mental distance from everyday distractions is essential for a true spiritual reset. Whether you feel stuck in a plateau, overwhelmed by responsibilities, or isolated in your walk, this conversation offers a roadmap toward authentic brotherhood, daily surrender, and renewed strength in Christ. What’s in this episode The Staggering Impact of Spiritual Leadership: Examining the profound influence a husband or father’s faith has on transforming an entire household.Breaking the Cycle of Being "Stuck": Why doing the same thing over and over while expecting different results leads to spiritual insanity, and how to find a real reset.The Power of Getting Away: Why stepping away from phones, schedules, and daily noise into a physical distance with other men is essential for breaking plateaus.The Danger of "I Got This": Learning why self-reliance is a trap and how looking at everyday problems as symptoms of deeper heart issues leads to true healing in Christ.Reflection questions Are you trying to muscle through your current life season entirely on your own strength, or have you allowed God and trusted brothers in?When life gets heavy or routine-driven, what "noise" do you use to fill empty moments instead of turning to quiet time and prayer?What is one area in your life or family where you are currently feeling "stuck," and what pattern do you need to break to reset?Key Scriptures "Be watchful, stand firm in the faith, act like men, be strong. Let all that you do be done in love."1 Corinthians 16:13-14“Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word,”Ephesians 5:25-26“If the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit who dwells in you.”Romans 8:11 Quote from the episode "Every problem in life is a symptom. The problem is a heart issue. And the way we get our heart right is we seek Jesus, ask him in, repent from our sins, and move in that direction." — Troy Poimboeuf KEY TAKEAWAY Real strength as a man isn't about muscling through life with an "I got this" mentality; it is found in total surrender to Christ, daily preparation in the Word, and standing shoulder-to-shoulder with a community of godly brothers who can keep you anchored. Support the show

  5. Sep 14

    Walking Through Different Seasons of Life

    Send us Fan Mail Whether you are navigating an unexpected job change, a shift in family dynamics, or a brand-new calling that feels bigger than your resources, changing seasons inevitably test our trust.  We often rush into transitions trying to manage the outcome, gripping our plans tightly and confusing responsible preparation with total control. But what happens when God calls you into a season where the blueprint isn’t clear and your safety nets fall away? In this raw and practical conversation, Troy and Amy sit down to reflect on the major turning points that defined their marriage and spiritual journey. They share personal stories from opposite sides of the table: navigating Troy walking away from a stable corporate insurance career into two years of unemployment and theological school, and the sharp contrast between caring for Amy’s mother through severe illness before knowing Christ versus facing that same trial anchored in faith and family unity. Looking at their current leap of faith—stepping away from church staff to launch an independent ministry—they pull back the curtain on what it truly means to hold finances, timelines, and expectations with open hands. Rather than treating prayer like a way to direct God’s steps, Amy shares how her day-to-day prayers have shifted from seeking control to practicing daily surrender: "Lord, what are you teaching me today, and what do you need me to do today?" Through biblical examples like Joseph storing grain for famine and Jesus preparing in the wilderness, Episode 32 offers an honest look at the difference between practical logistics and spiritual readiness. You will be challenged to identify your current assignment as your mission field, let go of the need to control tomorrow, and discover the steady peace that comes from meeting God right in the middle of life’s shifting seasons. Episodes Mentioned & Recommended to Watch Next: Episode 11: Waiting on God in His Silence — https://www.kingdomchaos.com/podcast-episodes/waiting-on-god-in-the-silence Episode 15: What If the Delay Is the Training? — https://www.kingdomchaos.com/podcast-episodes/episode-15-trusting-gods-timing   Episode 30: Let’s Talk About Sex — https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrqpE5g1rIk What’s in this episode The contrast between navigating hardship with Christ versus trying to do it alone.Troy and Amy’s perspective on Troy stepping away from corporate insurance into two years of school and joblessness.Recognizing your current environment and workplace as your immediate mission field.Stepping down from church staff to launch an independent ministry while holding finances with open hands.Practical prep vs. spiritual prep: Lessons from Joseph’s famine planning and Jesus’ temptation in the desert.Reflection questions What plans, timelines, or financial securities are you currently gripping tightly instead of holding with open hands?Looking at your current day-to-day routine, how can you view where you are right now as your personal mission field?In what area of your life do you need to focus more on spiritual prep (prayer, Scripture, community) rather than just practical logistics?Key Scriptures"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven."Ecclesiastes 3:1 Joseph preparing the land during abundance for the coming famine.Genesis 41 Jesus being led into the wilderness, fully rooted in the Word to face spiritual battles.Matthew 4:1–11 KEY TAKEAWAY Preparation isn’t about maintaining control over the outcome; it’s about aligning your heart so you are ready to move whenever and however God calls. When you hold your plans with open hands, your prayers shift from asking God to rubber-stamp your timeline to asking Him what He wants to teach you today. Quote from the episode "I think in this season he's truly teaching me how to fully surrender, how to hold my plans with open hands... I think my prayers have changed now to, Lord, what are you teaching me today? What do you need me to do today?" — AmySupport the show

  6. Sep 7

    He Was Ready to End It All—Then God Stepped In

    Send us Fan Mail What happens when the stability of a loving childhood suddenly shatters into substance abuse, paranoia, and the harsh realities of the foster care system?  In this raw, vulnerable, and deeply encouraging episode of Kingdom Chaos, host Troy sits down with Houston native, author, and evangelist Keaton Clark to unpack a remarkable testimony of pain turned into purpose. Keaton details the devastating shift his home took around age twelve when drugs crept into his parents’ lives, leading to police raids, eviction, and the painful night CPS removed him and his sister into emergency shelters right before Christmas. Over the years that followed, Keaton endured the isolating halls of the child welfare system, carrying the heavy invisible burdens of rejection, abandonment, anger, and silent self-blame. The turning point arrived when Keaton reached his absolute rock bottom. Having aged out of high school with no vision, no plan, and battling severe clinical depression, he sat alone in a cottage, convinced he was not good enough and ready to end his own life. But right before throwing in the towel, God orchestrated a divine intervention through a late-night television broadcast from Lakewood Church’s Pastor Joel Osteen. Hearing for the very first time that he was fearfully and wonderfully made with an intentional calling, Keaton gave his heart to Jesus and found the courage to ask for help. From receiving professional psychiatric care to experiencing spiritual mentorship at Lakewood Church, Keaton’s journey highlights the hard, daily work of redemption. He shares openly about what it actually takes to dismantle bitterness, reconcile with family, and extend true forgiveness to parents who once chose drugs over their children. Whether you are currently walking through your own valley, carrying the wounds of neglect, or struggling to find hope in difficult circumstances, Keaton’s story serves as a powerful reminder that God's hand has been protecting you all along—and He still has an extraordinary plan for your life. Support Kingdom Chaos: https://www.kingdomchaos.com/support-kingdom-chaos Resources & Connect with Keaton: Book: Hope in the Darkness: A Story from Hopelessness to Purpose (Available on Amazon)   Follow Keaton  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/keatonaclark Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/keaton.clark.5264   Upcoming Event: An Evening of Hope – Thursday, October 15th in Pasadena, TX   Key Scriptures “I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” Psalm 139:14 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11 “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28 “Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” Ephesians 4:32 What’s in this episode From Normalcy to Chaos: The early shifts at home when drugs entered his parents' lives.The Foster Care Reality: Experiencing CPS removal, emergency shelters around Christmas, and the emotional toll on siblings.The Lowest Point: Facing depression and suicidal thoughts after aging out of high school—and the late-night broadcast that brought him to Christ.Rebuilding in Community: Finding mental health support, connecting with Lakewood Church, and the power of intentional pastoral mentorship.Radical Forgiveness: Moving past resentment to extend real forgiveness to parents who chose addiction.Hindsight & Protection: Recognizing how God’s hand shielded Keaton even before he knew who God was.Reflection questions Looking back at the hardest trials of your life, where can you now spot God's protection or provision that you missed in the moment?Is there a secret struggle, depression, or heavy burden you have kept hidden out of shame instead of reaching out for help?Who in your life do you still hold resentment toward, and what would taking the first step of forgiveness look like for your own heart?How can you actively invest in mentorship or kingdom community to help fulfill your calling?KEY TAKEAWAY God Works in the Valleys: God’s protection and purpose are active even during the seasons you cannot feel His presence. Quote from the episode "God made you fearfully and wonderfully made, and He has a purpose and a plan for your life. The cards you were dealt in life were for a reason and for a purpose... you’re gonna have a purpose to fulfill if you keep going, if you don't give up." — Keaton ClarkSupport the show

  7. Aug 31

    Better Sex Starts Outside the Bedroom: Biblical Intimacy in Marriage

    Send us Fan Mail Sex is a gift designed by God for reproduction, pleasure, connection, and intimacy—yet so many couples struggle behind closed doors. In this episode of Kingdom Chaos, Troy and Amy dive into an open, honest, and vulnerable conversation about what biblical intimacy truly looks like. From navigating mismatched desires, past trauma, and the trap of pornography to breaking out of daily survival mode with kids, they share real stories from their own 30-year marriage journey—including the mistakes, the lessons, and the redemption found in Christ. Discover why great physical intimacy starts long before you reach the bedroom and learn practical tools to reconnect emotionally, spiritually, and physically.  In this episode, we cover:Why sex is God’s good gift for connection and pleasure  Breaking free from the shame and mixed signals taught around sex  The hidden ripple effects of pornography and sexual sin  The "Prep Work": Serving your spouse, love languages, and emotional safety  How to stop mind games and communicate real desires without fear of rejection  Navigating past trauma, life stages, and keeping the marital bed protected  Practical marriage habits: Daily check-ins, intentional date nights, and reflective listening   What’s in this episode Sex as God’s Creation: Moving past church shame and cultural lies to understand God's design for pleasure and unity. The Danger of the "Deer Stand" Trap: Why pursuing your spouse must continue long after saying "I do". The "Prep Work": How emotional safety, division of labor, and daily love languages build true desire. Eliminating Mind Games: Practical ways to communicate fatigue, stress, and sexual expectations without causing feelings of rejection. Healing Trauma & Protecting the Covenant: Navigating past abuse, aging stages, and keeping the marital bed sacred. Daily & Weekly Habits: Practical connection routines including high/low check-ins, intentional date nights, and reflective listening. Reflection questions Am I actively pursuing my spouse with the same energy and care today as when we were dating, or have I put our relationship on "autopilot"?What hidden grievances, daily stresses, or unexpressed expectations am I bringing into the bedroom that prevent true intimacy?Does our weekly schedule prioritize our marital bond above the demands of kids, work, and household logistics?How can I better serve my spouse’s emotional needs this week before expecting my physical needs to be met?Key Scriptures “The husband should fulfill his marital duty to his wife, and likewise the wife to her husband. The wife does not have authority over her own body but yields it to her husband. In the same way, the husband does not have authority over his own body but yields it to his wife. Do not deprive each other except perhaps by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control.” 1 Corinthians 7:3–5 “Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a person commits are outside the body, but whoever sins sexually, sins against their own body. Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.” 1 Corinthians 6:18–20 “This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.  If we claim to have fellowship with him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.” 1 John 1:5–7 “For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many” Mark 10:45 Support the show

  8. Aug 24

    The Story Behind the Music (Christian Hip-Hop with Julius Broady)

    Send us Fan Mail What does it look like to turn your creative passions completely over to God, even when the path isn't easy?  In this episode of Kingdom Chaos, Troy sits down with Christian hip-hop artist Julius Broady (J.Broady) for an open, encouraging, and deeply real conversation about faith, music, and perseverance. Julius takes us back to the pivotal moments of his life, sharing his raw testimony of surrendering to Christ in the back of a Family Dollar store at age 20 after years of running from his calling. Together, Troy and Julius dive into the realities of navigating the music industry as an independent artist. They explore how scripture, apologetics, and personal life struggles shape his lyricism, and what it takes to stay grounded when songs don't get the reach you hoped for. Julius also pulls back the curtain on his personal life, offering a transparent look into how he and his wife work together as a creative team, balance professional boundaries, and push each other toward excellence. From overcoming the dual traps of perfectionism and procrastination to breaking down the practical ways listeners can support independent Christian creators, this episode is packed with hard-earned wisdom for anyone striving to live out their faith authentically in a messy world. Connect with Julius Broady Merch : Jbroadymusic.com/shop IG: jbroadyfyg Tiktok: jbroadyfyg YT: @jbroadyfyg  New release: “Motion”: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/jbroady/motion What’s in this episode From Family Dollar to Faith: Julius shares his testimony, from denying God during work shifts to surrendering his life in the back of a retail store.Authenticity in Calling: Breaking free from religious performative expectations and learning to be comfortable in your own skin.The Creative Process: Writing music built on scripture, culture, and real-life experiences.Perseverance & Defiant Faith: Pushing past discouragement, doubts, and rejection to keep creating for God.Marriage & Teamwork: Balancing creative work with your spouse, setting healthy boundaries, and keeping high standards for the Lord.Supporting Independent Creators: Understanding music streaming realities and practical ways listeners can back Christian artists.Key Scriptures “Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us”Hebrews 12:1 “for though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes” Proverbs 24:16 “And you also were included in Christ when you heard the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation. When you believed, you were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit,”Ephesians 1:13 Reflection questions Are you striving for other people's approval or seeking to be authentic to who God created you to be?In what areas of your creative work or life do perfectionism and procrastination keep you from moving forward?When you experience doubt or lack of immediate results, do you trust that God is working behind the scenes?How can you practically support brothers and sisters in Christ who are working to spread the Gospel through creative mediums?Key TakeawayBe Rooted First: Before you try to profess or share a message through your craft, spend time getting deeply rooted in God's Word. Quote from the episode "I have to keep my eyes on Jesus. Don't matter what the devil is doing... until my lungs are put to rest, I'm gonna keep going." Support the show

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Kingdom Chaos is a Christian podcast hosted by Troy and Amy, a husband and wife married for nearly 30 years, sharing honest conversations about faith, marriage, family, personal growth, and following Jesus in the middle of life's chaos. Through real stories, biblical truth, and powerful testimonies, we explore what it looks like to trust God through struggles such as anxiety, depression, broken relationships, addiction, forgiveness, parenting challenges, financial stress, health battles, and spiritual growth. Whether you're a lifelong believer, new to faith, or simply searching for hope, Kingdom Chaos offers practical encouragement and authentic conversations that point people to Jesus—not perfection. Because faith isn't lived in the absence of chaos. It's lived in the middle of it. Real People. Real Struggles. Real Grace. "They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony..." Revelation 12:11

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  • Creator
    Troy & Amy Poimboeuf
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    36
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Kingdom Chaos
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