The Darkling Psalter

Andy Patton

Listen to creative renditions of the Psalms.

  1. Jul 18

    Psalm 28—You are there when the grace gathers around the table at dinner, in the hallowed halls of the real world.

    Psalm 28—You Are There When the Grace Gathers Around the Table at Dinner, in the Hallowed Halls of the Real World.   I forget how to begin, Lord. Wait for me. It’ll take a minute To find my way from here To somewhere else.   I’ve been digging ditches all summer,  Sweating through my graveclothes. I can feel the beat, beat, Beat of things going faster—my pulse,  My pitted prayers, the waltzing clock. I’ve been patting my pockets since June, And I keep coming up short. I thought I was only busy, But I watched these holes getting deeper,  And realized: one is as good as another.   All day a question runs in my head: Will you meet me more than halfway, Or will you drag me off with the wicked?  I can find their every shortfall in myself.  I have taken my sin in sips, While I waited for time to eat away at my resolve. I have settled for less And insisted it was worth it. I have pressed my hands to the wall In the space between two trains And hoped my fleeting pleas would pass for prayer.   You hold yourself silent, But I know you are there. You show yourself and dance away, You made your rumor run  Under the wind, wild as wolves,  Catching, coy, quicksilver— Purple in fingers picking blackberries, Gasping in the azaleas, Cascading in summer hollyhocks  Grown head-high and higher. You are there  In the throaty chuckle of ravens brooding  Like a gang of black toads in the oak trees. You are there when the grace gathers Around the table at dinner, In the hallowed halls of the real world, Ready to be passed again from hand to hand In bits of bread and cups of wine.   Lord, help me. Hear me. Gird yourself and guard me. Show up, my God, you plodder!  I cannot give much more than this. If you are not my help, I have none. Shepherd,  Carry me. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

  2. Jul 11

    Psalm 30—No night tears can stop the birds and bells of dawn singing every morning

    I ran scared for a long time, Wanting to be safer than I was. I made narrow escapes but couldn’t  Quite shake what hounded me. I cried for help, for healing, For answers, for anything. You heard me. You gave me My life back. You hid me  In a quiet place only because I asked— But it was years before I could see it.   People of God, if the Lord has been your help,  Raise up whatever song you have. He is a whirlwind and a harrow  But you can’t shake him. His love lasts the night and all life long. He knows how to wait; Take as long as you need. No night tears can stop the birds And bells of dawn singing every morning. Like fireseed, sorrow tills the soil Where supple flowers grow.   When I prospered, I promised myself That I would always prosper,  That I would never slip. I grew bright on limelight. My life was mirrors, and everything Mimicked my gestures but never touched. I scooped laughter into my lap And every hope came by the handful. But it was all hung on the braided Thread of your favor. My promises Came to nothing when you hid your face. The faith I thought was anvils Was only a sly season That let half truths gather,  And stagger around in masquerade. You lifted the mask away, And I was dismayed. Your hammer fell and the brittle, bright Charade shattered.   Lord, have mercy. We both know I was battered, barely Able to drag grief-riddled prayers Across your threshold, And I am not out of my straits yet. What good is my life  If it becomes no different than death? Was I not scared enough already? Do the dead praise you? Do they tell stories to one another  Of your faithfulness as they lie  Side by side in the dust?   Show me your smile and this cathedral  Chest will breathe again, will sing. Make me rise and walk,  And these stumbling feet will tap out a tattoo,  Even sketch the steps of a silly dance.  End the sackcloth season and give  Me gladness back in double draughts. When the dirge days end, When I am safe again, I will not be silent. My life will be my thanks forever.   See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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