Soul School

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We complete surgery on your soul. I don't know anybody who does that currently there's lots of ways to do it but we do it that the painful way with the hard-core truth telling you and letting you know that no human aid is gonna help you we show you the great reality that if you do not wake up and stay continually living in fear, blotting out your consciousness, blotting out your soul awakening. This human experience well you're gonna have to come back and do it again or you'll kill yourself and then you're still gonna have to come back and do it again good times.

  1. 20h ago

    Nothing Happens in God’s World By Mistake: Grief, Money Fear & the Decision to Be Kind

    After three weeks away, Nikki comes home to grief — both family dogs have passed — and finds, even in that, the recovery principle she keeps returning to: nothing happens in this world by mistake. From there, she and Jessica get into the work that's actually changed their lives — that we're making decisions all day long, and the most powerful one is choosing to be kind, patient and of service whether or not anyone else changes first. They talk about the "fear frequency" around money in 2026, why chasing a number can repel the very thing you want, and how getting honest about your story — not a certificate or a title — is what lets you help someone else. Jessica shares how being blocked from God looked, for her, like being blocked from responsibility and service; Nikki shares how losing her job during Covid brought her to her knees and, eventually, to freedom. Recorded with their littlest co-host, Dodo. Content warning: This episode includes candid references to past suicidal thoughts and to mental and physical health experiences. It is one couple's personal recovery experience and is not medical, psychological, or financial advice. If you're struggling, please reach out to a licensed professional or a crisis line (resources below). Topics: grief & recovery · decision-making as spiritual practice · radical acceptance · service · money & fear · "your past is your greatest asset" · 12-step community language

    27 min
  2. You Can't Heal Where You Got Sick

    May 26

    You Can't Heal Where You Got Sick

    Can you go back to the same places, people, and patterns — and actually get better? Jessica and Nikki break down one of recovery's most misunderstood ideas: the "immersion therapy" myth. They get real about what a genuine change in belief system looks like, why environment matters more than willpower, and how this applies to everyone — not just people in the rooms. They also dig into: The six Big Book principles for repairing relationships with family members you've hurtWhy God never actually says no (and what the three real answers are)Intergenerational healing and soul contractsPatience as a recovery tool — and why it's so hard to hearThe idea that we've all "been here before" — and what that means for childhood trauma"Don't love me today — because I'm ascending every single second." — Nikki

    22 min
  3. You're Not Depressed, You're Self-Obsessed

    May 19

    You're Not Depressed, You're Self-Obsessed

    Two tomatoes for ten bucks, a $35 sandwich, and a guy at the gym who can't stop saying "you made it" — Nikki and Jessica start with the small talk that makes their skin crawl and end up somewhere much bigger. This week: the DM that went sideways, the funeral where "hi how are you?" came out on autopilot, the boss who got a one-hour fireside chat about how Nikki actually was, and the Starbucks bathroom story that may or may not have involved a person who didn't exist. The thesis, courtesy of Nikki: you're not depressed, you're self-obsessed. And the way out isn't pills or another therapist circle-jerking your problems — it's radical acceptance, showing up for other people, and finding one good thing in every person you meet (especially the ones you can't stand). Also discussed: NPCs, why "lol" from a man is a red flag, mood as a daily decision, and how to actually wake somebody up without being a dick about it.

    24 min

  4. May 12

    The Lies That Keep You Sick: Doctor Knows Best, Go to School & Social Media Myths

    What if the biggest obstacles in your recovery — or your life — weren't your past, your diagnosis, or your circumstances… but the stories you were handed as truth? In Episode 15, Jess and Nikki go deep on the lies that keep people stuck, sick, and small. They're not holding back. In this episode: "Your doctor always knows best" — They challenge the blind trust most of us were raised with around medical authority, including how pharmaceutical incentives shape the advice you receive, why more people are firing their doctors, and what it actually means to advocate for yourself and your family's health."Go to school, get a degree, get a job" — Both hosts share their wildly non-linear paths — alternative school, multiple licenses never used, the strip club, real estate — and make the case that your lived experience is the credential that actually matters. Sound familiar, recovery community?"Everyone else is living their best life" — The social media comparison trap. Why the highlight reel is a lie, what the Britney Spears moment taught an entire generation about public image vs. private pain, and a simple mindset shift to stop measuring your insides against everyone else's outsides.They close with a powerful exercise: what if you threw all your problems in a pile with everyone else's — would you really swap? This one is raw, funny, and deeply honest. As always.

    19 min

  5. May 5

    You're Not a People Pleaser — You're a Liar

    We're calling it: people-pleasing isn't a personality trait. It's dishonesty. In this episode, Nikki and Jess take one of the most trending conversations on social media — people-pleasing — and flip it completely on its head. Forget the soft reframes. If you're suppressing your truth to avoid conflict, you're lying. And the person you're hurting most? You. They dig into why people-pleasing never actually pleases anyone, what it really means to give someone authority to speak into your life (and why random people don't get that access), and how not doing the inner work now will catch up to you in your relationships later. This episode is raw, honest, and exactly the kind of conversation you didn't know you needed. Words matter. Honesty heals. And your people-pleasing? It's costing everyone — especially you. Soul School is back and she has no filter. Nicki and Jess unpack one of the most misused terms in self-development: people-pleasing. Their take? Stop softening it. People-pleasing is a form of radical dishonesty — and until you call it what it is, you can't change it. What They Cover Why "people pleaser" is a comforting label that lets you avoid the real word: liarThe difference between avoiding confrontation and being honestHow to know who has actually earned the right to speak truth into your lifeSetting limits on how and when people can access you — and why that's an act of loveThe connection between not doing your inner work and people-pleasing in relationshipsWhy staying silent to "protect" someone is often just self-protection in disguiseThe Burning Bed and what Farrah Fawcett's character teaches us about what happens when people-pleasing builds upTaking full accountability for your life — not 50%, not your "part" — all of itNotable Quotes from This Episode "People pleasers — give me the phone numbers of the last five people you pleased.""People pleasing is dishonesty. You're a f*****g liar. Why don't you speak your truth?""I want to avoid confrontation. I want people to like me. I can't stand being uncomfortable. Just say what it is.""You are the maker of your life."Mentioned in This Episode The Burning Bed (1984, Farrah Fawcett)Spiritual bypassing (referenced from previous episode)

    21 min

  6. Apr 28

    Spiritual Bypassing: Why Crystals Won't Save You

    Are you actually healing — or are you just keeping yourself busy enough to avoid feeling it? In this episode, we get into spiritual bypassing: the sneaky ways we use crystals, shadow work, self-help books, Eat Pray Love trips, and endless "inner child" content to feel like we're doing the work — without ever actually sitting still long enough to let it happen. We talk about toxic over-productivity, the restlessness that drives it, and why the most spiritually advanced thing you can do might just be... nothing. We also tell the Alan Watts Chinese Farmer parable — and by the end of it, you'll understand why "I don't know" might be the most honest and freeing answer you've ever given yourself. Topics covered: Why being sober isn't the same as being healedWhat shadow work and inner child work actually mean (and when they become avoidance)People addiction and why it's one of the hardest to talk aboutThe silent work behind real peace — and how it looks different than the content versionThe Chinese Farmer parable and surrendering outcomes to God

    25 min

  7. Apr 21

    The Truth About Resentment, Sleep & Spiritual Growth

    What if the pain you keep feeling… isn’t happening to you — but being replayed by you? In this episode of Soul School, we break down what resentment really is, why so many people stay stuck in the same emotional loops, and how spiritual growth actually happens in real life — not just in theory. We talk about: Why “resentment” isn’t just anger — it’s re-feeling old painHow holding things in keeps you stuck in the same cycleThe discipline required to grow (even when you don’t feel like it)Questioning the beliefs you’ve always accepted as truthWhy connection to something greater doesn’t require going through anyone elseLetting go of control, opinions, and the need to “play God”This isn’t about being perfect. It’s about becoming aware enough to stop repeating what’s not working. If you’ve ever felt stuck, restless, or like something deeper is missing — this episode is for you. 🎧 New episodes weekly — follow to stay connected.

    18 min

  8. Apr 14

    Untreated Alcoholism: When the Substance Is Gone but the Sickness Isn’t

    You can put the bottle down and still be living in chaos. In this episode, we get into the reality of untreated alcoholism — what it looks like when the substance is gone, but the thinking, resentment, control, projection, dishonesty, and emotional volatility are still running the show. We talk about the difference between being physically sober and actually recovering, why some people stay stuck in misery without alcohol, and how untreated patterns show up through anger, judgment, blame, fear, unrealistic expectations, and speaking for everyone except yourself. We also get into: why “everyone thinks this about you” is usually dishonestyhow speaking in I statements can change your relationshipswhy holding things in and collecting “data” leads to explosions laterhow spiritual growth is not perfectionwhy recovery is a lifestyle, not a quick fixhow resentment and offense can drag you right back into relapse thinkingThis episode is for anyone who has ever thought:“I’m sober… so why do I still feel so off?” If that’s you, this conversation will hit.

    32 min
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We complete surgery on your soul. I don't know anybody who does that currently there's lots of ways to do it but we do it that the painful way with the hard-core truth telling you and letting you know that no human aid is gonna help you we show you the great reality that if you do not wake up and stay continually living in fear, blotting out your consciousness, blotting out your soul awakening. This human experience well you're gonna have to come back and do it again or you'll kill yourself and then you're still gonna have to come back and do it again good times.

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