Essays in Sepia

Saskia

a podcast exploring people’s stories that don’t fit neatly into black or white

Episodes

  1. 3d ago

    Andrea Nouga Feliu (Spanish, Cameroonian)

    Andrea Nouga Feliu shares her personal journey of navigating her mixed heritage, confronting societal and familial perceptions, and creating art to express her identity. This episode explores themes of belonging, identity, and the power of art in healing and representation. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Andrea's background and heritage 01:52 Growing up in Spain as a girl of mixed heritage 03:56 Rejection of African roots and societal influences 06:03 Realisation of political and social differences in adolescence 08:07 Experiences of feeling othered and seeking approval 12:02 Finding her identity in London and reconnecting with roots 13:56 The importance of knowing her father and cultural roots 15:56 Creating her film 'When Yesterday Was Tomorrow' 18:06 The significance of in-between spaces and belonging 20:05 Deciding to find her father in Cameroon 22:02 First impressions and emotional journey in Cameroon 23:53 Reflections on racial identity and societal perceptions 26:00 The unexpected experience of being called white in Cameroon 27:50 The role of representation and underrepresented communities 30:06 Supporting children of mixed heritage and family dynamics 36:00 Family's response to her artistic work 41:59 The message and purpose of her latest film 44:05 The importance of acknowledging diverse identities 44:56 Closing thoughts and Andrea's upcoming film release References: OOART Andrea's artistic company Andrea's Instagram Toni Morrison's The Bluest Eye Sponsor: The Biskery

    Andrea Nouga Feliu (Spanish, Cameroonian)
  2. Aug 3

    Mel Selvon Ellyard (Mauritian, British)

    Mel Selvon Ellyard shares her deeply personal journey of discovering her mixed heritage, reconnecting with her family roots in Mauritius, and navigating identity and belonging. This episode highlights the importance of understanding heritage, embracing cultural diversity, and fostering open conversations about race and identity. Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Mel's heritage story 02:16 Learning about her mixed race background 04:41 Finding her father through postcode tracking 06:33 Meeting her biological father and family 08:22 First encounter with her father in the restaurant 10:08 Her childhood and navigating identity without heritage 12:44 Her family’s response to her heritage discovery 14:44 Deciding to explore her Mauritian roots 19:07 Traveling to Mauritius and connecting with family 21:56 Language and cultural connection in Mauritius 24:19 Her family’s reception and her relationship with them 27:38 Confidence in embracing her identity 29:50 Her career and navigating diverse environments 33:15 The importance of knowing her heritage 35:18 Mauritian cuisine and cultural expression 37:13 Her analogy of her heritage as a buffet 38:37 Connecting with her Mauritian Creole roots and identity 39:01 Sharing her story and its impact on others 44:29 Reflections on intergenerational understanding 45:41 Managing her curly hair and cultural expression 47:25 Closing remarks and gratitude Resources Mauritian Culture and Heritage Resources - https://www.mauritius-tourism.mu/

    Mel Selvon Ellyard (Mauritian, British)
  3. Jul 20

    Layla Blake (South Africa coloured & white)

    In this episode, Layla Blake shares her journey of embracing her biracial identity, navigating societal perceptions in South Africa and Dubai, and advocating for representation and understanding of mixed heritage communities. Chapters 00:00 Introduction and guest background 01:23 Inheriting confidence from her mother 02:50 Growing up biracial in post-apartheid South Africa 04:13 Meeting Katie and discovering her identity 06:03 Campaigning for representation in Miss South Africa 07:15 Racial classification systems in South Africa 09:37 Celebrating diversity and the Rainbow Nation 12:30 Challenges faced growing up biracial 15:23 Fitting into societal boxes and self-acceptance 17:50 Living proudly as a biracial woman 20:19 The impact of education and societal perceptions 22:24 Confidence and identity over the years 24:42 Support from family and community 26:00 Living in Dubai and its multicultural environment 30:24 Peace and freedom from racial labels in Dubai 33:00 The future of racial harmony in South Africa 34:48 Advice for parents of biracial children 41:03 Reflections on her parents' relationship 44:44 The significance of names and societal perceptions 45:50 Closing thoughts and gratitude Resources Meadow and Marley's Magical Mix - https://www.amazon.com/s?k=Meadow+and+Marley's+Magical+Mix Layla Blake's Campaign for Miss South Africa - https://www.misssa.co.za South African Classification System - https://www.gov.za/documents/identity-document-forms Story Lab South Africa - https://storylab.co.za guest links LinkedIn - https://www.linkedin.com/in/laylablake Twitter - https://twitter.com/laylablake Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/laylablake

    Layla Blake (South Africa coloured & white)
  4. May 4

    Professor Miri Song

    In this insightful conversation, sociologist Miri Song discusses the complexities of multiracial and mixed heritage identities, exploring how societal perceptions, historical context, and personal experiences shape self-identification and social categorisation. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Professor Miri Song's Work 02:54 Exploring Ethnic Identity and Agency 05:05 The Concept of Code Switching 07:41 Navigating Racial Assignments and Self-Identification 10:44 The One Drop Rule and Its Implications 13:24 Historical Context of Racial Categories 16:29 Mixed Heritage and Family Dynamics 18:28 The Role of Data in Understanding Mixedness 21:18 Cultural Contexts and Racial Dynamics 23:56 The Importance of Context in Racial Identity 26:24 Challenges of Racial Data Collection 28:46 Diversity Within Mixed Heritage Groups 30:36 Interracial Unions and Gender Dynamics 33:21 Concluding Thoughts on Mixed Identity Resources: Miri Song's Visiting Professor at the London School of Economics - https://www.lse.ac.uk/social-policy/people/miri-song Dr Miri Song became motivated to do her studies of mixed people as spouses and parents, because she got tired of only seeing studies of mixed people's identities. So she focused on generational change - what happens when mixed heritage children have children.  Her Written work: Mixed Heritage in the Family: Racial Identity, Spousal Choice, and Child-RearingMultiracial Parents: Mixed Race Families, Generational Change, and the Future of RaceMixed Race IdentitiesChoosing Ethnic IdentityHelping Out: Children's Labor in Ethnic Businesses

    Professor Miri Song

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a podcast exploring people’s stories that don’t fit neatly into black or white