outfield

Robert Infield

two bestfriends discuss their lives through ten plus years of adddiction to cocaine and heroin and their recovery and how they survived the insanity of it all

  1. 3d ago

    boredom and complacency

    The conversation covers a range of topics including personal stories, addiction, rehab experiences, and the behavior of addicts. It delves into the complexities of relationships, the impact of addiction on individuals, and the challenges of recovery. The discussion also touches on the use of drugs, the influence of security guards, and the dynamics of rehab facilities. The conversation delves into the speaker's experiences with addiction, rehab, and the chaos that comes with it. It explores the impact of complacency and the need for vigilance in recovery. The conversation delves into the challenges of recovery, the struggle with complacency, and the need to find purpose and fulfillment. It also touches on the impact of past experiences and the importance of recognizing and addressing personal weaknesses. Takeaways Addiction impacts relationshipsRehab experiences can be complex and challenging Addiction's chaos and complacencyRecognizing and addressing complacency in recovery Recovery requires finding purpose and fulfillment.Recognizing and addressing personal weaknesses is crucial for maintaining recovery. Chapters 00:00 Personal Stories and Relationships03:14 Addiction and Rehab Experiences06:37 Drug Use and Security Guards10:36 Rehab Dynamics and Recovery Challenges23:17 Influence of Addiction on Individuals30:15 The Chaos of Addiction40:03 Navigating Complacency in Recovery01:02:05 Struggle with Complacency01:05:04 Challenges of Recovery01:07:41 Impact of Past Experiences01:08:11 Recognizing Personal Weaknesses01:11:17 Finding Purpose and Fulfillment01:13:17 Addressing Personal Weaknesses01:22:08 Maintaining Recovery

  2. Aug 6

    where does the time go

    The conversation delves into the speaker's experiences with addiction, drug trade, and the impact of testosterone and steroids on behavior and decision-making. It explores the challenges of dealing with addiction, running missions, and navigating sketchy situations. Additionally, it touches on the dynamics of meeting families, drug use, and its impact on work performance. The conversation covers a wide range of topics, including experiences with steroids and bodybuilding, life after prison, struggles with work-life balance, encounters with law enforcement, life in rehab, challenges of sobriety, reckless behavior, and near misses. The discussion also delves into addiction, recovery, and personal growth, as well as the emotional instability and defensive nature of the speaker. Takeaways Addiction can lead to selfish behavior and a focus on personal gratification.The drug trade involves navigating sketchy situations and running missions to obtain drugs.The impact of testosterone and steroids on behavior and decision-making is a topic of interest and discussion. Struggles with work-life balance are common and can impact physical fitness and overall well-being.Addiction and recovery can lead to emotional instability and defensive behavior, impacting personal relationships and daily interactions. Chapters 00:00 Addiction and Selfishness03:04 Dealing with Addiction and Drug Trade05:49 Running Missions and Sketchy Situations08:59 Meeting Families and Dealing with Parents11:54 Drug Use and Work Performance28:51 Effects of Testosterone and Steroids30:41 The World of Steroids and Bodybuilding31:56 Life After Prison and Physical Fitness33:13 Struggles with Work-Life Balance34:06 Dealing with Addiction and Recovery35:34 Encounters with Law Enforcement39:03 Life in Rehab and Personal Growth50:49 Challenges of Sobriety and Emotional Instability57:14 Reckless Behavior and Near Misses

  3. Jul 22

    fentynal vaccine?

    The conversation covers a range of topics including personal experiences, encounters with law enforcement, parenting, workplace dynamics, and instant gratification. It delves into the challenges of leading by example and the impact of workplace politics and gossip. The conversation delves into reflections on recovery, personal growth, and the challenges of overcoming addiction. It also explores career aspirations, the concept of recovery coaching, and considerations around sharing personal experiences. The debate on the fentanyl vaccine, managing OCD, and navigating social interactions are also discussed, providing insights into personal struggles and growth. The conversation delves into the experiences of life in jail, encounters with smart individuals, the challenges of institutionalization and reintegration, the journey of recovery and sobriety, finding purpose and identity, different approaches to recovery, life after addiction, social dynamics and recovery, and the topic of vaccination and recovery. Takeaways Parenting and responsibilityEncounters with law enforcement Reflections on personal growth and recoveryExploring career paths and ambitions Life in jail exposes individuals to a diverse range of experiences and encounters.Recovery is a multifaceted journey that involves finding purpose, identity, and different approaches to healing. Chapters 00:00 Life and Work02:15 Highway Chase and Gunfire04:00 Parenting and Responsibility07:24 Encounters with Law Enforcement12:16 Merchandise and Instant Gratification18:13 Leading by Example19:36 Workplace Politics and Gossip26:35 Reflections on Recovery and Personal Growth27:18 Exploring Career Paths and Ambitions28:06 The Concept of Recovery Coaching29:13 Considerations on Personal Experiences and Sharing30:09 Venturing into New Career Paths31:48 Networking and Business Opportunities34:40 The Fentanyl Vaccine Debate42:26 Managing OCD and Intrusive Thoughts48:33 Navigating Social Interactions and Personal Insecurities52:46 Life in Jail54:39 Meeting Smart People in Jail56:39 Institutionalization and Reintegration57:38 Recovery and Sobriety58:08 Purpose and Identity01:02:24 Different Approaches to Recovery01:05:19 Life After Addiction01:15:27 Social Dynamics and Recovery01:18:23 Vaccination and Recovery

  4. Jul 13

    gfc

    The conversation covers a wide range of topics, including addiction, technology, personal experiences, and drug culture. It delves into the challenges of life after addiction, the impact of technology on daily life, and the dynamics of drug use and recovery. The speakers share personal anecdotes and observations, providing insight into their experiences and perspectives. The conversation covers Robert's journey through addiction, recovery, and the challenges he faced. It also delves into the impact of substance abuse on relationships and the importance of patience in sobriety. Takeaways Life after addictionImpact of technologyDrug culture and recovery Recovery requires patienceThe impact of substance abuse on relationships Chapters 00:00 Life After Addiction03:08 The Influence of Technology05:15 Drug Culture and Recovery32:10 Journey Through Addiction34:22 Challenges of Recovery37:30 Impact on Relationships53:50 The Importance of Patience

  5. Jun 21

    take a look around

    The podcast covers a wide range of topics, including addiction, recovery, conspiracy theories, corruption in the church, religious manipulation, financial exploitation, and the influence of religion on society. The conversation also delves into the topics of ADHD, drug dependency, prison experiences, and mental health challenges. The hosts share personal experiences and insights on these subjects, providing a raw and unfiltered perspective on various societal issues. The conversation delves into the harsh realities of prison politics, gang dynamics, and the treatment of sex offenders within the prison system. It also explores the speaker's journey through addiction, sobriety, and the challenges of raising a child amidst personal struggles. Takeaways Religious corruption and financial exploitation are prevalent in mega churches and religious institutions.The conversation highlights the challenges of addiction, recovery, and mental health, shedding light on the impact of societal and religious influences.The hosts share personal experiences and insights on a wide range of topics, providing a raw and unfiltered perspective on various societal issues. Prison politics and gang dynamics play a significant role in the treatment of inmates and the management of sex offenders within the prison system.The speaker's journey through addiction, sobriety, and the challenges of raising a child amidst personal struggles highlights the importance of self-reflection and perseverance. Chapters 00:00 Podcast Introduction and Slogan Creation05:06 Mega Churches and Financial Exploitation10:06 Mormonism and Cult Mentality15:08 Political Loyalty and Blind Support20:16 Over-Prescription and Dependency26:06 Prison Experience and Survival Skills31:11 Prison Experience and Survival Skills46:44 Sobriety and Self-Reflection

  6. May 24

    addicted to the chaos

    The conversation covers various topics related to addiction, relationships, manipulation, and survival. It delves into personal experiences, challenges, and interactions with others, highlighting the impact of addiction on individuals and their relationships. The conversation covers a range of topics including experiences with drug court, interactions with colleagues, and personal anecdotes from the past. It delves into the challenges and experiences of drug addiction, probation, and the impact of substance abuse on personal relationships. The conversation delves into the chaotic and addictive nature of substance abuse, the allure of escapism, the impact of addiction on daily life, and the societal and political issues that concern the speakers. Takeaways Addiction's impact on relationshipsSurvival and manipulation in addiction Drug court experiencesChallenges of probation and recovery Addiction to chaos and drugs becomes a daily obsession.Escapism and daydreaming fill the void left by addiction. Chapters 00:00 The Influence of Addiction on Relationships08:57 Personal Experiences and Reflections17:00 Family Dynamics and Work Relationships30:09 Navigating Drug Court and Recovery36:32 Challenges of Addiction and Recovery01:00:27 The Chaos of Addiction01:20:13 Societal and Political Concerns

  7. May 13

    are we there yet?

    The podcast episode delves into the potential benefits and risks of Ibogaine as a treatment for addiction, exploring its psychedelic properties, breathwork, clinical trials, and the future of Ibogaine treatment. The conversation also touches on the monetization of Ibogaine and its impact on the addiction treatment industry. The conversation covers a range of topics, including population misconceptions, conspiracy theories, government distrust, workplace safety, hazard pay, addiction treatment, and clinical trials. The discussion delves into the misconceptions about the world's population, anxiety around phone calls, and the impact of conspiracy theories on public trust. It also explores workplace safety concerns, the concept of universal basic income, financial responsibility, and the importance of clinical trials in addiction treatment. Takeaways Ibogaine as a TreatmentPsychedelic Therapy Population MisconceptionsAnxiety Around Phone CallsConspiracy Theories and Government DistrustWorkplace Safety and Hazard PayAddiction Treatment and Clinical Trials Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Podcast Overview06:00 Breathwork and DMT Release12:54 Ibogaine as an Alternative to Methadone and Suboxone21:07 Monetization and Future of Ibogaine Treatment36:05 Population Misconceptions42:18 Conspiracy Theories and Government Distrust49:09 Assassination Theories and Suspicion59:20 Workplace Safety and Hazard Pay01:06:08 Addiction Treatment and Clinical Trials

  8. Apr 30

    american delusion

    The conversation delves into the pursuit of wealth, the impact of conspiracy theories and American delusion, the concept of opportunity and delusion in America, internalizing criticism and recovery, self-perception and personal growth, exploring conspiracy theories, and government control and soul harvesting. The discussion touches on the influence of wealth, the impact of conspiracy theories, the American dream, recovery from addiction, self-perception, government control, and supernatural beliefs. The conversation delves into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and the impact on individuals and families. It explores the challenges of overcoming addiction, finding purpose, and building a sober life. The themes of escapism, hopelessness, and the allure of addiction are also discussed, shedding light on the multifaceted nature of addiction and recovery. Takeaways The pursuit of wealth and financial success in America is a central theme of the conversation.Conspiracy theories and the concept of American delusion play a significant role in shaping perspectives and beliefs. Addiction is a complex and multifaceted issue that impacts individuals and families in various ways.Recovery from addiction involves finding purpose, building healthy habits, and overcoming the allure of escapism and instant gratification. Chapters 00:00 The Pursuit of Wealth10:12 Opportunity and Delusion in America16:39 Self-Perception and Personal Growth23:05 Exploring Conspiracy Theories30:00 The Mystery of McDonald's Burgers35:36 Narcan and Addiction Recovery41:39 Influence of Addicted Parents on Children47:34 The Challenge of Building a Sober Life53:29 The Importance of Building Healthy Habits59:05 The Temptation of Addiction and Instant Gratification

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two bestfriends discuss their lives through ten plus years of adddiction to cocaine and heroin and their recovery and how they survived the insanity of it all

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  • Creator
    Robert Infield
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    13
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Robert Infield
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