Sacred Nonsense

Olive Kirkpatrick ✜ Paperheart Bureau

Hosted and recorded on the disturbed soil of the evangelical Southeast, Sacred Nonsense is an audio series by Olive Kirkpatrick from the Paperheart Bureau. Follow the stories people tell about drugs, recovery, grief, care, and belonging, then ask what those stories let us see and what they let us leave out. This is a place for the person still using, the person counting days, the person on medication, the grieving friend, the peer worker, the survivors left behind, and the skeptic willing to look again. Nobody has to become a perfect recovery story to be worth protecting. New episodes appear here and in most podcast apps. Expect essays, conversations, witness accounts, questions for the people building systems, and occasional glitches in the paperwork. Companion writing and receipts live at https://sacrednonsense.substack.com/ ❥ ALL HEART ARE SACRED. (all of 'em. even yours.) sacrednonsense.substack.com

Episodes

  1. Jul 8

    paper skin ∞ podcast ep. 4

    🎙️ paper skin — paper is evidence. it’s not reality. before we’re ever here at all, there's a paper trail. we’re on sonograms on fridges and in car visors. this whole episode is a slow mozy (mosie?) toward what happens when a culture forgets that. when a diagnosis stops being a door and starts being a sentence. when a mugshot outlives the person in it. when a sobriety date gets treated like the whole recovery instead of the one data point it actually is, in a much weirder, much longer story. that’s where the actual point lives. not “syringes good,” and also not “if people just saw the research they’d change” — the point is the much quieter chain / line-up of shaky dominos underneath all of it. attention becomes perception > perception becomes participation. perception doesn’t determine behavior, it determines what behaviors are even on the menu. if i can’t perceive someone’s humanity, compassion is unavailable to me–not bc i’m cruel, it’s unavailable because the door isn’t even on the wall i’m looking at. as far as harm reduction goes in the broader discourse: naloxone doesn’t make anyone choose recovery. it makes recovery possible. it keeps somebody alive long enough for willingness to show up uninvited, on its own timeline… which is the only timeline that has ever actually worked. from my paper heart to yours, olive thanks for listening/reading. this post is public-please share with the ones you love. 📎 filed under: harm reduction philosophy, spiritual abuse, high-control groups, purity culture, grief literacy, pattern recognition, sacred nonsense podcast, paperheart bureau, sober supremacy, trauma-informed storytelling This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit sacrednonsense.substack.com/subscribe

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Hosted and recorded on the disturbed soil of the evangelical Southeast, Sacred Nonsense is an audio series by Olive Kirkpatrick from the Paperheart Bureau. Follow the stories people tell about drugs, recovery, grief, care, and belonging, then ask what those stories let us see and what they let us leave out. This is a place for the person still using, the person counting days, the person on medication, the grieving friend, the peer worker, the survivors left behind, and the skeptic willing to look again. Nobody has to become a perfect recovery story to be worth protecting. New episodes appear here and in most podcast apps. Expect essays, conversations, witness accounts, questions for the people building systems, and occasional glitches in the paperwork. Companion writing and receipts live at https://sacrednonsense.substack.com/ ❥ ALL HEART ARE SACRED. (all of 'em. even yours.) sacrednonsense.substack.com