The Impact List

Laurie Fainer

The Impact List is a leadership podcast for professionals who want more than soundbites and surface-level advice.   Hosted by Laurie Fainer, CEO of Dynamic Alchemy Advisors, The Impact List features candid conversations with leaders shaping the future, not by titles, but by how they show up. Each episode explores the real moments behind leadership, the decisions made under pressure, the conflicts that demand clarity, and the practices that create lasting impact.   This show cuts through leadership noise to focus on presence, integrity, and human-centered leadership in modern organizations. Guests include executives, founders, operators, and people leaders who share hard-won lessons on navigating responsibility, building trust, leading through uncertainty, and creating cultures that actually work.   The Impact List is for: Mid-career and senior professionals stepping into greater influenceExecutives seeking clarity without performance or egoLeaders navigating complexity, growth, and changeAnyone who wants to lead well without losing themselves in the process  New episodes are released twice a month and offer thoughtful insight, grounded reflection, and practical perspective you can apply immediately.   Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/

Episodes

  1. MAY 20

    007: You Don't Build Trust in Easy Moments. On Leadership & Finding Your People | Michael Murphy

    You know the person who's working against you? The one where the tension is real, the dynamic is off, and neither of you is saying it out loud? Michael Murphy was that person for Laurie. And instead of letting it become permanent, they named it. What happened next shaped the kind of leader Michael became and the kind he now deliberately builds around him. Michael Murphy is a Partner and AI Operating Model Lead at ADAPTOVATE, a global consultancy helping large organizations build the agility to drive transformation. He spent two decades inside some of the most complex change environments in North America and Europe, including senior roles at Deloitte's Human Capital practice where he led agile transformations across Canada, the US, and Germany and co-authored Deloitte's Global Adaptable Organization Methodology. In this episode, they get into his "Consulting Scared Straight" framework, what the apprenticeship model looks like when AI is reshaping the entry-level path, and why the legacy that actually matters has nothing to do with the PowerPoints. In this episode, you'll discover: Why the leaders who admit failure build more trust than the ones who pretend they don't have itWhy the entry-level consulting path looks fundamentally different in the AI eraThe General McChrystal decision-making approachWhat "finding your people" has to do with followership, retention, and the kind of legacy worth leavingWhy humour is a trust-building tool and how to use it deliberately without losing the roomWe talk about: 00:00 Where Michael and Laurie started05:00 The pressure cooker of early consulting life and the bad behaviors it breeds10:00 Learning to have the trade-off conversation: saying no without losing credibility12:00 The "Consulting Scared Straight" deck: what it is, who sees it, and why Michael built it15:00 Why the apprenticeship model is broken in a virtual world and what replaces it20:30 Modeling vulnerability, running retros, and the social contract of rolling up your sleeves22:00 Using humor deliberately to build trust and diffuse threat inside client organizations28:00 What the consulting apprenticeship path looks like now compared to when Michael started30:00 Why AI won't kill consulting, and what it will kill33:00 The messy human work that technology still can't do35:00 The legacy that actually matters (hint: it's not the PowerPoints)Connect with Michael LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/mmurphyto/ Website: https://www.adaptovate.com/ Connect with me Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dynamicalchemyadvisors LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/dynamic-alchemy-advisors/Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriefainer/ Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/ Music created and produced by Riley Fouchier, DarkSky Productions

    32 min
  2. MAY 6

    006: You Can't Lead From Empty. What Burnout & the Nervous System Are Telling You | Caroline Baird

    What if the most powerful thing a leader can do... is stop? In this episode of The Impact List, Laurie Fainer sits down with Caroline Baird, HR executive, leadership strategist, and holistic coach with more than 30 years of experience inside some of the largest organizations in North America. Caroline has held senior HR leadership roles inside multi-billion dollar companies, sat at the table for complex culture challenges, and now runs her own practice working with executives and leadership teams at the intersection of strategy, culture, and what she calls somatic leadership. This conversation gets into what's actually happening to leaders right now - the exhaustion that gets misread as burnout, and why we've spent decades training people to carry more without teaching them how to lead without losing themselves. Caroline breaks down what the body signals before the mind has words for it, what white space actually looks like inside a real calendar, and why the leaders who slow down are often the ones who lead best. Because leadership, as Caroline sees it, is always a choice, even when the choices are hard. In this episode, you'll discover: Why the exhaustion most leaders are carrying isn't a workload problem and what it actually isWhat your body signals before your mind has words for itThe cost of burnoutWhat white space actually looks like How to reclaim your calendar How to push back on an organizational culture that runs on urgency and availabilityWhat agency actually looks like when you don't love your optionsWe talk about: 00:00 Introduction05:00 Showing up with abundance in entrepreneurial spaces and why it matters07:00 The legacy question: what kind of leader do you want to be?11:00 The cost of "do" culture and what it takes to stop15:00 The nervous system, fight-or-flight, and what it means to feel safe as a leader17:00 Shifting beliefs, not just behaviors24:00 White space as strategy and what it looks like in practice28:00 The calendar audit31:00 Leading inside a culture that doesn't support you slowing down36:00 Agency, choice, and the truth about where your power lives39:00 The three leaders who shaped Caroline's trajectoryConnect with Caroline LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/carolinebaird1/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/caroline_baird_coaching/ Website: https://carolinebaird.com/ Connect with me Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dynamicalchemyadvisors LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/dynamic-alchemy-advisors/Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriefainer/ Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/ Music created and produced by Riley Fouchier, DarkSky Productions

    39 min
  3. APR 22

    005: When Leadership Feels Stuck. What's Really Happening Beneath the Surface | Numrah Irfan

    Most leaders are trained to treat a stall as a failure signal - something to push through, smooth over, or explain away. Numrah Irfan sees it differently. In this episode of The Impact List, Laurie Fainer sits down with Numrah Irfan, founder of Wren Ave Consulting and former Deloitte leader with over two decades of experience inside large-scale transformation. Numrah makes a case that the moments where progress seems to stop are often where the most important work is actually happening - if you're willing to name what's underneath rather than keep moving. This conversation is practical and honest. It covers what actually blocks transformation (hint: it's rarely the strategy), how Numrah has built confidence without needing to have all the answers, and why she believes relationship building is the golden key to everything. In this episode, you'll discover: Why progress that feels stuck is often a signal, not a failureWhat leaders are really saying when they go silent in the roomWhy human dynamics - not strategy - are almost always the real blockerHow to build confidence as a leader without needing to have the answerThe difference between having the answer and helping build the pathWhy the relationships you invest in now will come back tenfoldWe talk about: 00:00 Intro04:30 Letting go of perfection and redefining priorities08:30 Why leadership is messy, and why that matters12:00 Reframing “stalls” as opportunities for alignment16:00 The human side of transformation and decision-making20:00 Taking risks and building confidence without certainty24:30 You don’t need all the answers to lead effectively28:00 The power of relationships, mentorship, and community32:00 Leadership lessons from experience, both good and bad36:00 Defining impact, results and human connectionConnect with Numrah LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/numrah-irfan/ Connect with me Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dynamicalchemyadvisors LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/dynamic-alchemy-advisors/Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriefainer/ Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/  Music created and produced by Riley Fouchier, DarkSky Productions

    43 min
  4. APR 8

    004: The Best Leaders Don’t Have the Answer. Here’s What They Do Instead | Hannah Yardley

    The best leaders don’t have all the answers, and the ones who think they do often hold their teams back. In this episode of The Impact List, Laurie Fainer sits down with Hannah Yardley - who has spent two decades advising Fortune 500 companies, leading people strategy at a global SaaS platform, and earning a seat at some of the most consequential executive tables in tech -  to explore the leadership mindset shift from expert to leader, and what great leaders do instead.  She’s also back in school, in a room with 47 strangers: defense workers, oil refinery managers, school teachers, people who are - right now -  shaping how she leads today. That’s not a contradiction. That’s the point. As your career grows, so does your experience. One of Hannah's most important discoveries is that the more experience you accumulate, the more intentional you have to be about when to use it - stepping back, asking better questions, and trusting others to think, decide, and lead. This is the shift from being the smartest person in the room to building rooms full of capable people. In this episode, you’ll discover: Why the best leaders don’t rely on having all the answersHow a strong leadership mindset is built through curiosity, not controlWhy perfection is one of the biggest barriers to effective leadershipHow to create clarity and structure without micromanaging your teamThe role of emotional intelligence in modern leadershipHow to build trust and psychological safety within your organizationWhy strong leadership skills require letting go of controlWe talk about: 00:00 Leadership starts with how you think02:30 Finding perspective and staying grounded as a leader04:00 Curiosity vs judgment in leadership05:30 The importance of flexibility in leadership roles08:30 The shift from giving answers to asking better questions11:30 Decision-making and leadership clarity at the executive level13:00 Defining roles and responsibilities in leadership teams15:00 Why structure and boundaries improve performance17:00 Letting go of control while maintaining direction21:00 Unlearning the need to have all the answers22:30 Building confidence and capability within your team26:00 The importance of peer support in leadership28:00 Why leadership doesn’t have to be isolatingConnect with Hannah LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/hannahyardley/ Website: https://www.achievers.com/ Connect with me Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dynamicalchemyadvisors LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/dynamic-alchemy-advisors/Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriefainer/ Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/  Music created and produced by Riley Fouchier, DarkSky Productions

    34 min
  5. MAR 25

    003: Kindness Is Not a Soft Strategy. How Simona Costantini Builds Businesses That Actually Care

    What if you’re not burnt out… you’ve simply outgrown the life you built? In this episode of The Impact List, Laurie Fainer sits down with Simona Costantini, Founder and CEO of VOLT Productions, to talk about what it actually looks like to build a business rooted in values - not as a mission statement, but as a daily operating decision. Simona's values are kindness, care, and connection. She doesn't just say that. She turns away clients who don't reflect them. She doesn't care when her team works as long as the work gets done. She leads a podcast production agency supporting more than 20 shows a week from a place of genuine investment in the people around her. This conversation gets into the leadership she wished she'd had, what she unlearned from corporate, and the question she comes back to constantly: are you adding more good into the world, or more noise? The answer shapes everything. In this episode, you’ll discover: Why burnout is often misidentified misalignmentThe identity shift required to move from employee to entrepreneurWhy overgiving is one of the biggest risks in leadershipThe role of self-awareness in building a sustainable businessSetting boundaries without losing kindness or connectionHow corporate environments shape behavior and what to unlearnWhy emotional regulation is a critical leadership skillCreating a culture where people feel seen, heard, and valuedWe talk about: 00:00 Intro02:00 The reminder that life can change at any moment04:00 Entrepreneurship, leadership, and holding both life and business09:00 Becoming the leader you needed10:30 Building a business rooted in kindness, care, and connection14:00 Language, leadership, and removing hierarchy18:00 Unlearning overgiving and redefining “enough”23:00 Emotional regulation and perspective26:30 Creating cultures where people feel seen and heard33:00 Choosing yourself and building a life on your termsConnect with Simona Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/simona__costantiniVOLT Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/volt.productionsLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/simona-costantini-25653a30/Website: https://www.voltproductions.co   Connect with me Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dynamicalchemyadvisors LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/dynamic-alchemy-advisors/Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriefainer/ Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/  Music created and produced by Riley Fouchier, DarkSky Productions

    35 min
  6. MAR 25

    002: Success Isn't Built Alone. What Two Decades of Exec Search Taught Nadia Caira About Leadership

    What if the strongest leaders aren’t the loudest… but the most grounded? In this episode of The Impact List, Laurie Fainer sits down with Nadia Caira, Co-Founder of Beacon Talent Group, to explore what grounded leadership actually looks like in practice — inside the high-pressure, high-stakes world of executive search. Nadia brings a coaching lens to everything she does. She asks better questions before offering answers. She creates alignment before going to market. She builds partnerships, not transactions. And when things get loud around her, her instinct is to slow down, not speed up. This conversation covers the moment that defined her leadership, the unlearning that came with building Beacon from scratch, and the advice that stopped her in her tracks: cherish the relationships and recognize your cheerleaders. Because success, as Nadia sees it, is never built alone. In this episode, you’ll discover: Why values-driven leadership creates stronger, more sustainable outcomesHow great leaders slow down when everything around them speeds upHow to navigate uncertainty with conviction instead of hesitationWhy trust and transparency are foundational in leadership and hiringThe importance of creating environments where people feel seen and heardHow to balance high standards with empathy and careWhy discipline in your values matters more than discipline in your scheduleHow to build long-term partnerships instead of transactional relationshipsWe talk about: 00:00 Introduction to Nadia Caira and Beacon Talent Group02:00 Leadership, community, and why success isn’t built alone09:00 Navigating misalignment and defining the right hire13:00 Understanding growth stages and leadership needs17:30 Values, boundaries, and making aligned decisions21:30 Unlearning control and leading through uncertainty24:30 Effort vs impact and how leaders truly stand out27:00 Building the right partnerships and teams28:00 Staying grounded when leadership gets loud32:00 The people who shaped Nadia’s leadership34:00 Building a business rooted in trust and integrity36:00 The leadership legacy that lastsConnect with Nadia Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nadia-caira/ Company LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/beacon-talent Website: https://beacontalent.ca/ Connect with me Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dynamicalchemyadvisors LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/dynamic-alchemy-advisors/Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriefainer/ Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/ Music created and produced by Riley Fouchier, DarkSky Productions

    40 min
  7. MAR 25

    001: I Called Myself an Entrepreneur Out Loud for the First Time. Here's What Happened Next.

    What happens when you stop blending in… and start building something that actually reflects who you are? In this solo episode of The Impact List, Laurie Fainer shares the story behind the show and the turning point that led her to leave corporate and step into entrepreneurship. After years in executive HR and Chief of Staff roles, Laurie found herself asking a different question. Not “what’s next?” but “what actually matters?” The answer wasn’t another role. It was ownership. This episode is about what it actually takes to leave corporate — not the logistics, but the unlearning. How to decouple your identity from your title. How to stop shrinking to fit other people's idea of who you're supposed to be. And why the inner work isn't optional if you want to lead other people without losing yourself. She's recording this one scared. Which means it was time. In this episode, you’ll discover: Why leaving corporate is often driven by clarity, not burnoutThe identity shift required to move from employee to entrepreneurHow corporate environments shape leadership behaviors without teaching the skills behind themWhat emotional containment and self-regulation actually look like in leadershipWhy inner work is essential to leading others effectivelyHow to separate your identity from your job to make clearer decisionsThe moment that defines whether you are building a career or a businessWhy “blending in” limits growth, impact, and authenticityHow unlearning corporate habits creates stronger, more human leadershipThe role of gratitude, awareness, and intentional thinking in leadershipWhy you always have control over how you show up, even when you cannot control your environmentWe talk about: 00:00 Why this episode is different and personal01:00 The moment that sparked Laurie’s shift after leaving corporate02:00 Time, legacy, and asking better questions about impact03:00 From operating within systems to wanting to change them04:00 The moment Laurie claimed entrepreneurship out loud05:00 Why leadership inside corporate started to feel misaligned06:00 Unlearning corporate leadership and redefining it through a human lens07:00 The inner work required to lead without losing yourself08:00 The origin and purpose behind The Impact List09:00 Honoring the people who shape who we become10:00 The leadership imprint Laurie wants to leave11:00 Why choosing yourself is the starting point for everythingConnect with me Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dynamicalchemyadvisors LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/dynamic-alchemy-advisors/Personal LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriefainer/ Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/  Music created and produced by Riley Fouchier, DarkSky Productions

    10 min

About

The Impact List is a leadership podcast for professionals who want more than soundbites and surface-level advice.   Hosted by Laurie Fainer, CEO of Dynamic Alchemy Advisors, The Impact List features candid conversations with leaders shaping the future, not by titles, but by how they show up. Each episode explores the real moments behind leadership, the decisions made under pressure, the conflicts that demand clarity, and the practices that create lasting impact.   This show cuts through leadership noise to focus on presence, integrity, and human-centered leadership in modern organizations. Guests include executives, founders, operators, and people leaders who share hard-won lessons on navigating responsibility, building trust, leading through uncertainty, and creating cultures that actually work.   The Impact List is for: Mid-career and senior professionals stepping into greater influenceExecutives seeking clarity without performance or egoLeaders navigating complexity, growth, and changeAnyone who wants to lead well without losing themselves in the process  New episodes are released twice a month and offer thoughtful insight, grounded reflection, and practical perspective you can apply immediately.   Website: https://amplified-authenticity.com/