Behind the Build Podcast

Jazmin.jmv

Building a multi-passionate life, scaling brands, launching dreams, and sharing the truth about the journey. jazminjmv.substack.com

  1. Aug 26

    But, Are You a Millionaire?

    I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how willing I am to actually be seen. Not just show up online… I do that. But really OWN the things I’ve done without immediately wanting to add a disclaimer or explain why maybe it doesn’t count as much as it sounds like it does. Recently someone on threads asked me, “But are you a millionaire?” after I was talking about building million-dollar businesses and honestly, it triggered me a little bit. Because no, I’m not. ((yet)) And for a second I really sat there wondering… does that mean I shouldn’t talk about what I’ve done? Does building millions of dollars for other people somehow count less because I haven’t done it in the exact same way for myself? And I realized there’s still this little residue of not feeling good enough that I’m working through. Which is so contradicting because I am incredibly confident. When I work with clients, I am unshakable. I know what I’m doing. I know the value I bring. I own the s**t out of my work. But building something around me has been a completely different beast. I’ve been able to hide behind brands. Behind projects. Behind other people being the face. Now I’m having to sit with who I am without all of that. Who am I without the accolades? Who am I without the million-dollar successes? Who am I when something I post flops or I test something and nobody buys it? And I think that’s what this season has really been about for me. Realizing I get to own everything I’ve done. The person who did those things was me. It was my brain. My strategy. My ability to connect dots. My thoughtfulness. My mistakes. All of it. Doing something differently now doesn’t undo the last 16 years of what I’ve built. I can be incredibly confident and still have moments of doubt… Both can exist. I just don’t have to feed the part of me that whispers “I’m not good enough.” I can acknowledge it. I can understand where it came from. I can love that version of myself a little harder. And then I can keep going. Because f*ck that. I know that I’m great. And I think this is where I’m catching myself in real time. My business has generated over a million dollars in its lifetime. Like… why have I never celebrated that? Why is my immediate reaction to explain why it doesn’t really count? Why have I never thrown a party? Why haven’t I let myself be proud of that without immediately adding an asterisk? That’s literally what I’m talking about. I can be incredibly confident and still have these little pockets where I minimize myself. Where I move the goalpost. Where something I would be screaming from the rooftops for one of my clients somehow isn’t enough when it’s mine. And I’m done doing that. I get to own what I’ve built. I get to celebrate it. I get to be really f*****g proud of myself AND still want more. Those things don’t cancel each other out. So maybe this entire episode was just me realizing I’m overdue for a million-dollar party. MILLI PARTY coming soon? lol But actually… xoxo Jaz @jazmin.jmv Get full access to Behind the Build at jazminjmv.substack.com/subscribe

    But, Are You a Millionaire?
  2. Aug 20

    What do you mean gratitude is overwhelming?

    This episode feels a little different because I recorded it from one of my favorite places to go when I need to feel grounded, sitting in the grass, looking at the water, with boats, music and apparently a lotttt of mosquitoes in the background. I have been reflecting on how much has shifted over the last few months. I launched the second round of my Substack Accelerator, 22 women said yes, Behind the Build hit #94 Rising in Business and Top Seller, new opportunities have been opening up, and there have been so many little winks along the way that I almost cannot ignore them. But this episode is really about what happens when you come out of a deeper season and suddenly there is so much good to take in. I talk about the metaphor that has stayed with me for months: strong swimmers can still drown. You can be capable, getting things done, solving problems and still be tired from constantly trying to keep your head above water. And now that life feels lighter, I am realizing how intentional I want to be about actually experiencing it. We talk 818, divine timing, the weirdly perfect file name that stopped me in my tracks, gratitude that almost feels overwhelming, and why I keep coming back to one simple reminder: Be where your feet are. I know there is more ahead of me. I hope there is a day when 22 feels tiny compared to what I have built, but I never want it to feel less significant. This episode is the raw version of where I am right now. A little rambling, very real, and me trying to soak in a season that feels really, really good. Get full access to Behind the Build at jazminjmv.substack.com/subscribe

    What do you mean gratitude is overwhelming?
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Building a multi-passionate life, scaling brands, launching dreams, and sharing the truth about the journey. jazminjmv.substack.com