Carolyn Sherrow is an author, speaker, trauma survivor, and former physician assistant who practiced medicine for twenty-three years . After enduring ritual abuse and mind control in her early life, Carolyn experienced profound healing through God's relentless love, compassionate counseling, and divine guidance . Her journey through a dissociative disorder became the foundation for a powerful testimony of faith, healing, and redemption . Carolyn is the author of My Personal Holocaust: Triumphing Over the Devastation of Trauma-Based Mind Control, where she shares how yielding to God's gentle guidance led to profound transformation . Her writing has been featured in Pentecostal Evangel magazine, Chicken Soup for the Soul, and Bethany House anthologies . Through her ministry, Cords of Grace, Carolyn helps survivors, counselors, pastors, and church leaders better understand dissociation, emotional healing, identity, and the importance of compassionate, faith-centered support . Her healing journey began not with a memory, but with a symptom. After waking in the middle of the night unable to breathe, this physician assistant of 23 years found herself on an unexpected path that led through medical specialists, a speech therapist, and eventually a Christian counselor—one who recognized something in Carolyn that she hadn't yet seen in herself . What emerged over the following years was the gradual uncovering of childhood ritual abuse, suppressed so completely that Carolyn had no conscious awareness of it until her mid-40s . Carolyn's mission is to generate long-distance discipleship, helping wounded souls develop dependence on God rather than on people, while reminding others that with God, no wound is too deep to heal . --- What We Discussed in This Episode What happens when the experiences that shaped you are so painful that your own mind has to find a way to protect you from them? In this episode, we explore: · Carolyn's journey from physician assistant to trauma survivor to author and advocate · How her healing began with a physical symptom—waking in the night unable to breathe—rather than a memory · The role of dissociation as a protective mechanism the mind uses during overwhelming experiences · Understanding the spectrum of dissociation—from simple "tuning out" to Dissociative Identity Disorder · Why the question "What happened to me?" matters more than "What's wrong with me?" · How the identity of "victim" can become a false identity, and how Carolyn reclaimed her true identity · The difference between forgiveness and reconciliation · How faith and professional counseling work together in healing · Why healing often unfolds gradually, one layer at a time · The role of compassionate counseling, prayer, and safe community in recovery · How to support someone in pain without being afraid of their darkness · Why Carolyn turned her testimony into a memoir—and what she hopes readers take away As Carolyn says: "What you are about to read is my history, but no longer my identity" . If you've ever wondered whether a wound could be too deep, a history too complicated, or a mind too fractured for restoration—this conversation offers a resounding message of hope: darkness does not get the final word . 🔗 Connect with Carolyn Sherrow Platform Link 🌐 Website https://cordsofgrace.com 📚 My Personal Holocaust Book https://cordsofgrace.com/viewproduct/15 📖 Book on Amazon Available in book, e-book, and audiobook formats 📘 Facebook https://facebook.com/CordsOfGrace 📝 Blog https://cordsofgrace.com/blog