My heart was blocked of its blood flow. And so, it turns out, was my life. A few weeks ago I had an angiogram, and a stent put into the main artery of my heart. I want to share what that has meant for me, physically, yes, but even more so spiritually. Because as a mystic, nothing that happens to me is ever just what it looks like on the surface. The body was talking. I was reasoning it away. For a while I’d been noticing it. When I exerted myself, a tightness in my chest. Sometimes a little of it running down my arm. And my first thought was, Oh God, is this in my head? It wasn’t. It was progressing. A trip to Tasmania earlier in the year made that impossible to ignore, and when I got home I went to my doctor and asked for it to be looked at. I don’t have a gentle family history here. I lost an aunt at 45. My own mother had a triple bypass at my age. Uncles, great-uncles, my grandmother: heart disease runs right through my family line. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I’m not living on coffee. (My exercise could be better. I’ll own that.) And I’m learning just how much menopause affects heart health for women over 50. The blockage was critical, in the LAD artery. As my GP put it, when you have a heart attack in that one, it’s the one that kills you. I know how close I came. And I am so deeply grateful to live in Australia, with our medical system, in a lifetime where something like a stent exists. My team of doctors are holistic and they listen. While I was busy explaining it away, they were onto it the moment I mentioned it. Questioning what you were taught about spirituality? Me too. Subscribe for free and come along for The Mystic's Way — exploring mediumship beyond the message, Spirit, life, money, creativity and the messy business of actually living what we believe. You’ll also be invited into my Sacred & Sassy Soulpreneur community on Skool, where you can discover your Sacred & Sassy Wealthcode® and explore what your gifts might have to do with the way you’re here to create, work and prosper. So before I go any further, please hear this: If your body is talking to you, don’t wait for it to scream. Your body is part of your soul. It communicates. That niggle, that tightness, that thing you keep putting off? That’s your intuition, active and listening. You are not too busy. Nothing on your to-do list is that important. Go and get checked. And if the first doctor doesn’t listen, push until someone does. That’s self-care in its most real form. Seeing it in pictures Here’s where the mystic in me took over. It wasn’t until I literally saw the images, my heart, blocked of its flow, that it landed. Oh my God. Symbolically, my whole flow had been blocked. My relationship with the universe had been blocked. I’ve lived a life of struggle. Maybe you have too. Creating and manifesting against the current, pushing uphill, even while being in soul alignment. And that alignment is exactly what brought me here, to this transformation. So I’ve started calling this my heart reset. The heart is the centre, the core of who we are. It’s where our energy flows out to the universe. And this reset is a letting go of the old life, and an allowing in of the new. What came in during the stillness The past month has held a major stretch of stillness. And in that stillness, a new vibration has arrived. One of choosing more joy. Stepping more into my power. A different relationship with the universe. Even my mediumship has shifted. I’m only just coming back to working, but in one sitting Spirit brought in a gentleman. Much of it came through the way it traditionally does: he showed me he had “three girls,” and I knew that meant two daughters and his wife. He’d passed unexpectedly, leaving a mess behind because there was no time to prepare, and there was infighting in the family. His mother was with him on the other side. Then something changed. He overshadowed, and I was inside his energy. The knowing came from within rather than being projected in, and in that space I simply knew he was English. It was embodiment. And yes, my mediumship will shift and change from here. But this is far bigger than connecting with loved ones. It’s about embodying my relationship with the universe. How I create. How I manifest. I don’t fully understand yet how that will flow or what it will look like. I’m letting it be. What I do know is I’m creating from a different kind of flow now, with far more ease. And I’m not going back to the struggle. The number plate On the day of the angiogram, we pulled up outside the hospital. Parked right there was a car with a number plate that read: JOY. I knew in that moment the procedure would be okay. I knew what was waiting on the other side of it. Joy. So that’s what I’m choosing now, every moment of every day, in small individual ways. This is The Mystic’s Way When you live a spiritual life, you know that what happens in the body is never only about the body. It’s a symptom. A reflection of your relationship with yourself, with Spirit, with life. That’s the foundation of what I call The Mystic’s Way: taking mediumship beyond the message and into creativity, into how you actually live. And I’ve been standing right at that edge, asking: What do I want to create on the canvas in front of me now? What do I want to do differently? For me, the answer is ease. Slow living. Cosy living. I recently heard the term “slow living advocate,” and yes, I’m choosing that. I’m still choosing my dreams too. My third book, The Mystic’s Way: Mediumship Beyond the Message (working title), is nearly ready to go to a publisher. I’m still here to share this message about your mediumship and about living as a mystic. I’m just choosing to do it with ease, and with joy. Because living The Mystic’s Way isn’t about some destination you finally arrive at. Yes, it’s about creating your dreams, but it comes down to the small choices you make each and every day. Living from the mystic within you. The medium within you. When you do that, you’ll naturally want to serve, because you’re coming from love, and love is what Spirit is. Spirit flows through you. You open the door to how it wants to move through you and express itself. Not through someone else’s playbook. Through your own. Today, that looks like recording this, then visiting my mum, who’s recovering from broken ribs, and then a night out to dinner with my girlfriends. That’s it. Simple. Slow. Spirit expressed through everything I do. And I’m so grateful to still be here to do it. Where is your body, or your life, asking for a reset? Tell me in the comments. I’d love to hear what’s flowing (or not) for you right now. 💛 Hi I’m Kerrie Wearing, a psychic medium soul coach, author and mystic. I work shamanically, in the way that comes from my soul, not a diploma. Over 25+ years I’ve learned more from the mess than the mastery, creating the Sacred & Sassy Wealthcodes® and now developing The Mystic’s Way™. Along the way, I got tired of watching spiritual women show up, serve, and not make the income they deserve. If you’re a soulpreneur, psychic, medium or healer trying to build something honest — this is your spot. Because your gifts deserve to change lives, including yours. Get full access to The Mystic's Way at sacredsoulpreneur.substack.com/subscribe