Dark Thirty: Front Porch Faith

A Dark Thirty Podcast by Lacey Hillis

Every evening, pull up a rocking chair and join me on the front porch. Dark Thirty: Front Porch Faith is a nightly devotional where we slow down, open God's Word, share stories from everyday life, and discover that He is still speaking through ordinary moments. From country roads and gardens to heartbreak, hope, family, and faith, each episode is a reminder that God is found in the little things. So grab your sweet tea, settle in for a few minutes, and let's end the day together. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... keep looking for God in the little things. darkthirty.substack.com

  1. Jul 11

    Bigger Than the Storm

    Front Porch Faith A nightly devotional where faith meets everyday life through Scripture, storytelling, and encouragement. New episodes every evening. Episode Description Storms have a way of making us feel small. Whether it’s a broken relationship, a frightening diagnosis, financial uncertainty, or simply a season where nothing seems to be going the way we planned, it’s easy to wonder if we’re going to make it through. But if you’ve ever looked back over your life, you’ve probably realized something remarkable: the storms that once felt impossible eventually became testimonies of God’s faithfulness. Tonight’s episode is a reminder that while the storm may have been big, Jesus has always been bigger. Tonight’s Scripture Mark 4:39-40 “He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, ‘Quiet! Be still!’ Then the wind died down and it was completely calm. He said to His disciples, ‘Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?’” Before Jesus ever spoke peace to the storm... He was already in the boat. The disciples were never alone. And neither are we. Devotional Living in the South, we know storms can appear with very little warning. One minute the sky is bright blue. The next, dark clouds roll in, the wind begins to blow, and rain comes down so hard you can barely see the road in front of you. Storms have a way of demanding our attention. So do the storms of life. Some storms arrive as unexpected phone calls. Some come through broken relationships. Some arrive in the form of financial stress, health concerns, disappointment, grief, or unanswered prayers. Most of us wouldn’t choose those seasons. I know I wouldn’t. Looking back over my own life, there have been storms that felt like they would never end. There were seasons when I couldn’t understand what God was doing. Seasons where I prayed for Him to change my circumstances as quickly as possible. But when I look back now, I can see something I completely missed while I was living through them. God was never absent. He was quietly present the entire time. Sometimes He showed up through a friend who called at exactly the right moment. Sometimes through a Bible verse that gave me enough hope to face another day. Sometimes through unexpected strength I didn’t know I had. Sometimes through a peace that made no sense considering everything happening around me. The disciples experienced something similar. When the storm hit the Sea of Galilee, they panicked. Experienced fishermen believed they were about to die. Meanwhile, Jesus was asleep. Not because He didn’t care. But because the storm wasn’t bigger than His authority. The same waves that terrified the disciples were completely under His control. How often do we forget that? We spend so much time measuring the size of our storm that we forget to measure the greatness of our Savior. The older I get, the more I realize that every storm I’ve survived has left evidence of God’s faithfulness behind. The storm didn’t destroy me. It deepened me. It taught me to pray differently. To trust more completely. To appreciate the quiet days I used to overlook. Most importantly, it reminded me that God’s greatest promise has never been a storm-free life. His greatest promise is His presence. Sometimes Jesus calms the storm. Sometimes He calms us while the storm continues. Either way, He never steps out of the boat. If you’re walking through a storm tonight, I don’t want to minimize what you’re carrying. Storms are real. They hurt. They can be frightening. But they don’t get the final word. The same Jesus who spoke, “Peace, be still,” still speaks peace into anxious hearts today. You may not see the shoreline yet. But you don’t have to face the waves alone. He is with you. And because He is with you, there is hope—even before the storm passes. Memorable Takeaway The greatest miracle isn’t always that Jesus calms the storm. Sometimes it’s realizing He never left the boat. Reflection * Looking back, where can you see God’s faithfulness in a storm you once thought would overwhelm you? * What storm are you facing today that feels bigger than your faith? * How would your perspective change if you focused more on the One in the boat than on the waves around you? Prayer Heavenly Father, Thank You for never leaving us alone. When life’s storms feel overwhelming and we can’t see beyond the waves, remind us that You are still with us. Strengthen our faith when fear tries to take over. Help us remember that Your presence is greater than our circumstances and that no storm is beyond Your authority. Thank You for every time You’ve carried us through seasons we never thought we’d survive. Thank You for the ways You’ve used those difficult chapters to deepen our faith and draw us closer to You. Whether You calm the storm around us or calm our hearts within it, help us trust that You are always working for our good. Tonight, we choose to rest in the truth that You have never left our boat—and You never will. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Porch Challenge The next time anxiety starts to rise tomorrow, stop for just a moment and whisper these four words: “Jesus is in the boat.” Then pause long enough to remember that His presence is greater than whatever you’re facing. Thank y’all for spending a little time with me on the porch tonight. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... Keep looking for God in the little things. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit darkthirty.substack.com

    Bigger Than the Storm
  2. Jul 10

    Stop Living in "What If"

    Front Porch Faith A nightly devotional where faith meets everyday life through Scripture, storytelling, and encouragement. New episodes every evening. Episode Description Have you ever noticed how quickly your mind can jump from today to six months from now? One minute you’re folding laundry or driving home from work, and the next you’re replaying conversations that haven’t happened, worrying about problems that don’t exist yet, and carrying burdens that belong to tomorrow instead of today. Tonight’s episode is for anyone who’s tired of living in “what if.” Jesus offers us something better—a peace that comes from trusting Him with tomorrow while living fully in today. Tonight’s Scripture Matthew 6:34 “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” Jesus wasn’t telling us to ignore the future. He was teaching us to trust the One who already holds it. Planning is wise. Worrying is exhausting. And only one of those draws us closer to God. Devotional If I’m being honest, my mind has a tendency to get ahead of me. Sometimes I’ll be doing something as ordinary as washing dishes, pulling weeds in the garden, or driving down a backroad, and before I know it, my thoughts have wandered weeks—or even months—ahead. “What if this doesn’t work out?” “What if I make the wrong decision?” “What if my kids struggle?” “What if I fail?” “What if everything falls apart?” It’s amazing how much energy we spend living in days that haven’t even arrived yet. I’ve had seasons where anxiety convinced me I needed to prepare for every possible outcome. I’d rehearse conversations before they happened. Imagine worst-case scenarios. Play out situations that never actually came to pass. By the end of the day, I was completely drained. Not because of what had happened. But because of everything I imagined might happen. Anxiety has a way of asking us to carry tomorrow’s burdens with today’s strength. But today’s strength was never meant for tomorrow’s load. One of my favorite places to spend time is in my garden early in the morning. Before the Georgia heat settles in. Before the phone starts ringing. Before the day fills up with responsibilities. One morning, while I was watering my vegetables, the Lord reminded me of something so simple. I don’t water tomorrow’s plants. I water what’s growing today. Tomorrow’s tomatoes will get tomorrow’s water. If I spend all my time worrying about next week’s harvest, I may neglect the plants standing right in front of me. Life works the same way. When we spend all our energy worrying about tomorrow, we often miss today’s blessings. We miss the laughter around the dinner table. The beautiful sunset God painted across the sky. The conversation with a friend. The answered prayer we’ve already received because we’re too busy worrying about the next request. Fear asks, “What if everything goes wrong?” Faith quietly answers, “What if God is already there?” That one question has changed the way I think. Because when I look back over my life, I realize I’ve lived through things I once feared. Some of them actually happened. Many of them never did. But in every single season, God was faithful. He never once looked at my circumstances and said, “I didn’t see that coming.” He was already there. The same is true for whatever you’re worried about tonight. God is already standing in your tomorrow. He already knows what next week holds. He already knows the outcome of the conversation you’re dreading. He already knows the diagnosis, the job interview, the financial situation, or the decision that’s keeping you awake tonight. And if He’s already there... Why are we trying to carry tomorrow before we even get there? Jesus didn’t tell us not to plan. He told us not to worry. There’s a difference. Planning says, “I’ll prepare wisely.” Worry says, “I’ll carry what only God can carry.” Friend, maybe tonight it’s time to stop borrowing trouble from days that haven’t arrived. God’s grace has always shown up exactly when you needed it. Not a moment too early. Not a moment too late. And tomorrow will be no different. Memorable Takeaway Don’t borrow tomorrow’s burdens with today’s strength. God’s grace will meet you when tomorrow becomes today. Reflection * What “what if” has been taking up the most space in your mind? * How has worrying about tomorrow robbed you of today’s joy? * What would it look like to trust God with tomorrow and fully live the life He’s given you today? Prayer Heavenly Father, Thank You for reminding us that You are already in tomorrow. When our minds race ahead and our hearts become anxious, gently draw us back to the present moment and to Your faithful presence. Forgive us for carrying worries You never asked us to carry. Teach us to prepare wisely without living fearfully. Help us enjoy today’s blessings instead of missing them because we’re consumed with tomorrow’s possibilities. Replace our anxious thoughts with confidence in Your promises. When “what if” begins to fill our minds, remind us that You are already making a way before we ever arrive there. Thank You for being faithful in every season of our lives. Help us trust You one day at a time. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Porch Challenge Tomorrow, every time you catch yourself thinking, “What if...”, stop and replace it with: “What if God already has this?” Then take a deep breath, thank Him for one blessing you can see today, and leave tomorrow in His hands. Thank y’all for spending a little time with me on the porch tonight. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... Keep looking for God in the little things. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit darkthirty.substack.com

    Stop Living in "What If"
  3. Jul 9

    Fear Doesn't Get the Final Say

    Front Porch Faith A nightly devotional where faith meets everyday life through Scripture, storytelling, and encouragement. New episodes every evening. Episode Description Fear has a way of sounding convincing. It whispers “What if you fail?”... “What if you’re not good enough?”... “What if everyone laughs?” Before long, we find ourselves standing still—not because God closed the door, but because fear convinced us not to walk through it. Tonight’s episode is for anyone who’s been feeling God nudge them toward something new but has been too afraid to take the first step. Whether it’s a new dream, a hard conversation, a calling on your life, or simply trusting God with tomorrow, remember this: fear may speak, but it doesn’t get the final say. Tonight’s Scripture 2 Timothy 1:7 “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” Paul reminds Timothy that fear isn’t something God hands to His children. Instead, He gives us His Spirit—a Spirit that strengthens us, steadies us, and reminds us that our confidence comes from Him, not from ourselves. Devotional A few months ago, if someone had told me I’d be writing articles almost every day, recording a nightly devotional podcast, and sharing my faith with people I may never even meet, I probably would’ve laughed. Not because I didn’t love writing. I’ve always loved writing. But putting your heart out there for the world to read? That’s a different kind of vulnerable. Fear had plenty to say. “What if nobody reads it?” “What if people think it’s silly?” “What if someone leaves a hateful comment?” “What if you run out of things to say?” “What if you’re not qualified?” Isn’t it amazing how fear almost always starts with two little words? What if... The funny thing is, fear rarely comes with facts. It comes with possibilities. And most of the time, they’re possibilities that never even happen. I still remember staring at the screen before publishing some of those first stories. My finger hovered over the button much longer than it should have. Not because the story wasn’t finished. Because fear was trying to convince me that sharing it wasn’t worth the risk. Then the Lord quietly reminded me of something. If He had given me the words, why was I more concerned with other people’s opinions than I was with being obedient to His calling? That didn’t make the fear disappear. If I’m honest, I still get nervous. I still wonder sometimes if the words will matter to anyone. But I’ve learned that courage isn’t the absence of fear. Courage is choosing obedience while your knees are still shaking. Peter understood that. We often remember that Peter sank when he stepped out of the boat. But before he ever sank... He walked on water. None of the other disciples can say that. They stayed where it felt safe. Peter chose to trust Jesus enough to step out. Sometimes we’re so afraid of sinking that we never experience what it’s like to walk by faith. I wonder how many dreams stay hidden because fear convinced someone they weren’t enough. How many ministries never begin. How many stories are never written. How many businesses are never started. How many prayers are never prayed. How many apologies are never spoken. How many lives never change because fear got the first vote. Friend, fear has stolen enough. Enough peace. Enough opportunities. Enough joy. Enough time. It doesn’t deserve another day. Every meaningful step I’ve taken has come with some level of fear. Becoming a mom. Starting over. Changing careers. Launching Dark Thirty. None of those moments felt completely comfortable. But every single one of them taught me something. God has never asked me to be fearless. He’s simply asked me to trust Him. Maybe He’s asking the same thing of you. Maybe He’s nudging you to forgive someone. To serve. To go back to school. To write the book. To start the Bible study. To make the phone call. To finally take the first step you’ve been putting off. If you’re waiting until fear disappears, you may wait forever. But if you’re willing to trust God’s voice more than fear’s, you’ll discover something beautiful. God has already gone ahead of you. The same God who called you is the same God who will walk beside you. Fear may have something to say. But it doesn’t get the final word. God does. Memorable Takeaway Courage isn’t the absence of fear. It’s choosing to trust God’s voice more than fear’s. Reflection * What has fear been talking you out of lately? * Where is God inviting you to trust Him instead of your own doubts? * What is one small step of faith you can take tomorrow? Prayer Heavenly Father, Thank You for reminding us that fear does not come from You. Thank You for giving us a spirit of power, love, and a sound mind. Lord, You know the places where fear has kept us standing still. You know the dreams we’ve hidden, the conversations we’ve avoided, and the opportunities we’ve let pass because we didn’t feel ready. Tonight, help us hear Your voice more clearly than the voice of fear. Give us the courage to obey even when we feel uncertain. Remind us that You never call us somewhere You won’t also walk beside us. Replace our “What if I fail?” with “What if God is already making a way?” Help us remember that our confidence isn’t found in our abilities but in Your faithfulness. Tomorrow, give us the courage to take one small step of obedience, trusting that You will meet us there. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Porch Challenge Tomorrow, do one thing fear has been talking you out of. It doesn’t have to be a giant leap. Send the message. Fill out the application. Share the story. Have the conversation. Take the first step. Then trust God with the rest. Thank y’all for spending a little time with me on the porch tonight. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... Keep looking for God in the little things. Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit darkthirty.substack.com

    Fear Doesn't Get the Final Say
  4. Jul 8

    Your Story Isn't Over

    Front Porch Faith A nightly devotional where faith meets everyday life through Scripture, storytelling, and encouragement. New episodes every evening. Episode Description Have you ever found yourself in a season that felt like it would define the rest of your life? Maybe it was a heartbreak you didn’t see coming. A failure you couldn’t undo. A dream that fell apart. Or simply a chapter that looked nothing like the one you had planned. Tonight’s episode is for anyone who’s wondering if God is still working. It’s a reminder that difficult chapters are not the end of the story—they’re often where God begins writing something even more beautiful. Tonight’s Scripture Philippians 1:6 “Being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” God doesn’t start something only to walk away from it. The same God who began His work in you is the same God who promises to finish it. Even when life feels uncertain, His plans are still unfolding. Devotional One of my favorite things about country living is watching the fields change with the seasons. If you’ve ever driven down a backroad in the middle of winter, you’ve seen fields that look completely lifeless. The rows are empty. Everything is brown. The ground looks forgotten. If you didn’t know better, you’d think nothing would ever grow there again. But every farmer knows something we often forget. A field isn’t dead just because it’s resting. The harvest isn’t over just because you can’t see it yet. Life is still happening beneath the surface. Looking back over my own life, I can see seasons I thought would define me forever. There were times I questioned my purpose. Times I wondered if I’d made too many mistakes. Times I couldn’t imagine God using the broken pieces of my life for anything meaningful. At the time, those chapters felt permanent. Now I can see they were preparation. Some of the deepest lessons I’ve learned about God’s faithfulness didn’t come during easy seasons. They came when I had nowhere else to turn. I learned that God really is close to the brokenhearted because I needed Him close. I learned He really does provide because there were days I didn’t know how everything was going to work out. I learned His peace isn’t something we experience only when life is perfect. It’s something He gives us right in the middle of imperfect circumstances. Would I have chosen those seasons? Probably not. But I wouldn’t trade what God taught me through them. Sometimes we ask God to erase the chapter. Instead, He writes redemption into it. We see that all throughout Scripture. Joseph was sold by his own brothers, falsely accused, imprisoned, and forgotten. If his story had ended in prison, we’d call it a tragedy. But God wasn’t finished. Ruth experienced heartbreaking loss before she experienced redemption. Peter denied Jesus before becoming one of the boldest leaders of the early church. Paul persecuted Christians before God transformed him into one of the greatest missionaries the world has ever known. Again and again, God proves that He specializes in new beginnings. Not because people deserve them. But because that’s who He is. Every sunrise reminds us of that truth. Yesterday is gone. God’s mercies are new. We get another chance to trust Him. Maybe today you’re standing in a chapter you never wanted to write. Maybe you’re wondering if life will ever feel hopeful again. Can I remind you of something? Don’t confuse the chapter with the ending. The Author is still writing. The same God who brought beauty from ashes, hope from heartbreak, and resurrection from a borrowed tomb is still writing stories of redemption today. Including yours. The chapter you’re living today may one day become the testimony that encourages someone else tomorrow. So don’t lose heart. God isn’t finished with you yet. Memorable Takeaway Don’t judge your whole story by one difficult chapter. God is still writing. Reflection * What season have you been afraid will define the rest of your life? * Where have you mistaken a difficult chapter for the ending of your story? * What might God be growing beneath the surface that you simply can’t see yet? Prayer Heavenly Father, Thank You for being the Author of our stories. Thank You for never abandoning the work You’ve begun in us. Lord, I pray for every person who feels stuck in a chapter they never wanted. The one who feels discouraged, forgotten, or weary. Remind them tonight that You are still writing. Give them faith to trust You when they can’t see the next page. Help them believe that even in quiet seasons, You are working beneath the surface. Thank You for using our hardest chapters to deepen our faith, strengthen our character, and draw us closer to You. Help us stop calling finished what You are still writing. Fill us with hope as we remember that our future is safely held in Your hands and that You always finish what You begin. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Thank y’all for spending a little time with me on the porch tonight. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... Keep looking for God in the little things. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit darkthirty.substack.com

    Your Story Isn't Over
  5. Jul 7

    Forgiving Yourself

    Front Porch Faith A nightly devotional where faith meets everyday life through Scripture, storytelling, and encouragement. New episodes every evening. Episode Description Why is it so much easier to believe that God forgives other people than it is to believe He has truly forgiven us? We encourage our friends to let go of their past, yet we spend years replaying our own mistakes, wondering what life would look like if we had made different choices. Tonight’s episode is an invitation to stop arguing with God’s grace. If the Creator of the universe has declared you forgiven through Christ, maybe it’s time to stop holding yourself guilty. Tonight’s Scripture Psalm 103:12 “As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us.” David doesn’t paint a picture of a God who keeps our sins within reach. He describes a Father who removes them completely. Not because we deserve it. But because of His incredible mercy and love. Devotional Have you ever driven down a dirt road after a good Georgia rain? You don’t have to go very far before you hit a mud hole. Before you know it, your truck is covered in red clay from the tires all the way up the doors. When you get home, you wash it. The mud reminds you where you’ve been, but you don’t leave it there forever. You don’t park your truck in the driveway every day and say, “Well, I guess this is just what it looks like now.” You clean it. Then you keep driving. Sometimes I think we treat our hearts differently. God washes us clean, yet we keep throwing the mud back on ourselves. We replay conversations from years ago. We think about relationships that ended. We remember the words we wish we could take back. The opportunities we missed. The decisions we regret. The seasons when we wandered farther from God than we ever intended. And somewhere along the way we begin saying, “I know God forgives me... I just can’t forgive myself.” I’ve said those words before. Maybe you have too. But one day, the Lord gently convicted me with a question I couldn’t ignore. If God, in His perfect holiness, has chosen to forgive me... Who am I to continue declaring myself guilty? Think about that for a moment. The God who knows every secret, every failure, every motive, every regret, and every sinful thought looked at the finished work of Jesus and declared, “Forgiven.” Yet I kept trying to appeal His decision. Every time I replayed those old mistakes as though they still defined me, I was trusting my feelings more than I was trusting His Word. That’s not humility. That’s unbelief disguised as guilt. Now, that doesn’t mean we ignore the lessons we’ve learned. Some of our greatest growth comes from our hardest failures. God often uses those seasons to make us wiser, more compassionate, and more dependent on Him. But there’s a difference between remembering the lesson and reliving the shame. One leads to growth. The other keeps us stuck. The enemy would love nothing more than for us to spend our lives staring into the rearview mirror. Because if we’re always looking backward, we’ll miss where God is leading us today. The rearview mirror has a purpose. It helps us glance back. But it was never meant to become the windshield. Friend, maybe tonight you’ve been punishing yourself for something Jesus already paid for. Maybe you’ve been carrying guilt that God has already removed as far as the east is from the west. The cross was enough. Jesus didn’t forgive everything except that one thing you can’t seem to let go of. When He said, “It is finished,” He meant it. So stop rereading chapters that God has already covered with grace. Learn from them. Thank Him for redeeming them. Then keep walking forward. Because your future deserves more attention than your regrets. Memorable Takeaway Don’t keep rereading chapters that God has already covered with grace. Reflection * What mistake do you find yourself replaying over and over again? * Are you remembering the lesson, or are you reliving the guilt? * What would change if you truly believed God’s forgiveness was enough—even for you? Prayer Heavenly Father, Thank You for being a God whose mercy is greater than our failures. Thank You that through Jesus, our sins are removed as far as the east is from the west. Lord, so many of us continue carrying guilt You have already taken away. We replay old mistakes, question old decisions, and punish ourselves long after You have spoken forgiveness over us. Tonight, help us believe Your Word more than we believe our feelings. Teach us to remember the lessons without living in the shame. Help us trust that the cross was enough. Give us the courage to stop defining ourselves by chapters You have already redeemed. Fill our hearts with peace as we let go of what You have already let go of. Help us wake up tomorrow walking a little lighter because we finally believe what You have said all along—that we are forgiven. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Thank y’all for spending a little time with me on the porch tonight. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... Keep looking for God in the little things. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit darkthirty.substack.com

    Forgiving Yourself
  6. Jul 6

    Stop Carrying What Jesus Already Carried

    Front Porch Faith A nightly devotional where faith meets everyday life through Scripture, storytelling, and encouragement. New episodes every evening. Episode Description If you’re the one everyone depends on, you probably know what it’s like to carry more than you were ever meant to. Whether you’re a single parent, caring for aging parents, trying to hold a family together, or simply doing your best to keep all the plates spinning, the weight can become overwhelming. Tonight’s episode is a reminder that God never asked you to carry the weight of the world. He simply asks you to trust the One who already does. Tonight’s Scripture 1 Peter 5:7 “Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.” There is so much comfort packed into one little word: all. God doesn’t ask us to sort through our worries before bringing them to Him. He doesn’t tell us to keep the small ones and only hand Him the impossible ones. He simply says, “Bring Me all of it.” Devotional Being a single mom has taught me a lot over the years. It’s taught me how to stretch a grocery budget farther than I ever thought possible. It’s taught me how to juggle work, school schedules, sports, doctor’s appointments, laundry, dishes, and dinner—sometimes all before the sun goes down. It’s taught me how to be strong when I didn’t feel strong at all. But if I’m honest, it’s also taught me something else. Sometimes I’ve mistaken carrying everything for being faithful. I thought if I just worked harder... Planned better... Stayed stronger... Never asked for help... Then somehow everything would be okay. Maybe you’ve been there too. Maybe your life looks different than mine, but you know what it feels like to carry responsibilities that seem heavier than your own shoulders can bear. One of my favorite examples of this is unloading groceries. Y’all know exactly what I’m talking about. Instead of making two trips, we decide we’re going to carry every single grocery bag into the house at one time. We’ve got plastic bags hanging off every finger. A gallon of milk tucked under one arm. Bread balanced on top so it doesn’t get smashed. Maybe even a case of bottled water dragging behind us. Halfway to the porch, our fingers are turning purple because those little plastic handles are digging into our skin. But do we stop? No. We keep going because making another trip somehow feels like failure. The funny thing is, life works the same way. We pile on one burden after another. Financial worries. Health concerns. Parenting struggles. Loneliness. Old grief. Fear about tomorrow. Stress from work. Heartbreak that still hasn’t healed. And instead of setting any of it down, we convince ourselves we can carry just one more thing. Eventually, we’re exhausted. Not because God gave us too much. But because we’ve picked up things He never asked us to carry. Peter gives us a beautiful invitation in today’s Scripture. He says, “Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.” To cast something means to throw it. To release it. To let go. It doesn’t mean handing it to God while secretly keeping one hand wrapped around it just in case. It means trusting that the One catching it is far stronger than the one carrying it. That’s not always easy. Sometimes carrying the burden feels safer than surrendering it. At least if we’re carrying it, we feel like we’re still in control. But the truth is, control is one of the heaviest burdens we can hold. God never asked us to be the Savior of our families. He already sent one. He never asked us to have every answer. He never asked us to fix every problem. He simply asked us to trust Him. So tonight, maybe it’s time to set the grocery bags down. Maybe it’s time to stop believing that everything depends on you. Maybe it’s time to unclench your hands and remember that Jesus has broader shoulders than you do. He is not overwhelmed by your worries. He is not frustrated by your questions. He is not tired of hearing your prayers. He simply says, “Give it to Me.” And because He cares for you, He’ll never drop what you place in His hands. Memorable Takeaway The strongest thing you can do is not carry more—it’s trust more. Reflection * What burden have you been carrying that God never asked you to carry? * Where have you been relying on your own strength instead of God’s? * What would change if you truly believed Jesus could carry what is weighing you down? Prayer Heavenly Father, Thank You for caring about every part of our lives. Thank You that nothing is too small, too complicated, or too heavy for You. Lord, so many of us are tired. We’ve been trying to carry responsibilities, worries, fears, and burdens that were never meant to rest on our shoulders. Forgive us for believing everything depends on us. Teach us what it means to truly cast our cares upon You. Help us trust You with our children, our families, our finances, our health, our future, and the things that keep us awake at night. Replace our anxiety with Your peace. Replace our striving with Your rest. And remind us each day that You are a loving Father who delights in carrying what we cannot. Thank You for never growing weary of us and for always inviting us to come closer. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Thank y’all for spending a little time with me on the porch tonight. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... Keep looking for God in the little things. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit darkthirty.substack.com

    Stop Carrying What Jesus Already Carried

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Every evening, pull up a rocking chair and join me on the front porch. Dark Thirty: Front Porch Faith is a nightly devotional where we slow down, open God's Word, share stories from everyday life, and discover that He is still speaking through ordinary moments. From country roads and gardens to heartbreak, hope, family, and faith, each episode is a reminder that God is found in the little things. So grab your sweet tea, settle in for a few minutes, and let's end the day together. Until tomorrow morning at Dark Thirty... keep looking for God in the little things. darkthirty.substack.com