Not So Washed Up

Isabel Deutsch & Mia Yabut

Welcome to Not So Washed Up. The podcast for former athletes, high performers, and anyone who’s carried the discipline, resilience, and competitive mindset of sports into life beyond the game — where former athletes are forced to redefine success once the scoreboard disappears. Hosted by two former Division I athletes turned professionals and founders. We are navigating the chaos of ambition, wellness, relationships, career pressure, and personal growth — this show is about what happens when the game ends… but your drive doesn’t. Every week, we sit down with elite performers — from every industry — to unpack the mindset, discipline, failures, and habits that actually translate from sports into real life. Because the truth is: Most people stop competing. We just changed arenas. This is Not So Washed Up.

Episodes

  1. Sep 30

    THE Identity Crisis

    THE Identity Crisis TW: This episode discusses depression, disordered eating, and substance use in the context of retired athletes. Take care of yourself, and reach out for support if you need it. Izzy and Mia go back in time to unpack the identity crisis that hits almost every athlete after their sport ends: the withdrawal, the depression, the "who am I now" spiral nobody talks about. Mia brings the peer-reviewed data. This one gets personal, informative, and ends with our classic chaos. ENJOY.  Chapters: 00:23 — Intro 02:16 — Types of Retirement + Rebuilding Your Identity After Sport 03:28 — Izzy's COVID-Forced Retirement 06:21 — The Science: What Forced Retirement Does to Athletes' Mental Health 07:45 — Mia's Retirement Depression 08:52 — Chasing the High: Dopamine + Epigenetics  14:19 — Shoving It Down: Izzy's Retirement  17:16 — The Stats: Depression Rates in Retired NFL, NBA & Soccer Players 19:02 — Speaking To Young Mia, Young Izzy, and Anyone Else Facing Sports Retirement  21:48 — Mia's 100-Routines-in-a-Row 27:00 — FULL Tangent: Retinol + the Collagen Meta-Analysis Redux 32:03 — Izzy Gaming the Baseline Test 34:47 — Mia's Plantar Fasciitis 37:30 — Reclaiming the Toxicity 40:20 — Team Accountability Sources: Dopamine genetics & epigenetics Humińska-Lisowska, K., et al. (2023). Epigenetic Analysis of the Dopamine Transporter Gene DAT1 with a Focus on Personality Traits in Athletes. Int J Mol Sci. DOI: 10.3390/ijms24108931Michałowska-Sawczyn, M., et al. (2024). Association Analysis of the Dopaminergic Receptor 2 Gene Tag1B rs1079597 and Personality Traits Among a Cohort of Professional Athletes. Biol Sport. DOI: 10.5114/biolsport.2025.139470Dopamine & training intensity Boecker, H., et al. (2024). Fractional Amplitude of Low-Frequency Fluctuations Associated with Endocannabinoid, µ-Opioid and Dopamine Receptor Distributions after High-Intensity Exercise Bouts. Front Neuroimaging. DOI: 10.3389/fnimg.2024.1332384Dopamine & burnout/stress Cai, C., et al. (2025). From adversity to adaptation: the struggle between resilience and athlete burnout in stressful situations. Front Psychol. DOI: 10.3389/fpsyg.2025.1578198Baik, J-H. (2020). Stress and the dopaminergic reward system. Exp Mol Med. DOI: 10.1038/s12276-020-00532-4Retirement & identity transition Mannes, Z-L., et al. (2018). Prevalence and Correlates of Psychological Distress among Retired Elite Athletes: A Systematic Review. PMC.Voorheis, P., et al. (2023). Adaptation to life after sport for retired athletes: A scoping review of existing reviews and programs. PLOS ONE. DOI: 10.1371/journal.pone.0291683Collagen Myung, S-K., & Park, Y. (2025). Effects of Collagen Supplements on Skin Aging: A Systematic Review and Meta-Analysis of Randomized Controlled Trials. Am J Med. DOI: 10.1016/j.amjmed.2025.04.034Smith, L., et al. (2026). Collagen Supplementation for Skin and Musculoskeletal Health: An Umbrella Review of Meta-Analyses on Elasticity, Hydration, and Structural Outcomes. Aesthet Surg J Open Forum. DOI: 10.1093/asjof/ojag018A note on the research: the genetics/epigenetics studies show correlation, not causation, and the training-intensity study isn't a controlled experiment. The collagen debate hinges on how Myung & Park grouped trials by industry funding, which GROW (Gelatin Manufacturers of the World) and Collagen Stewardship Alliance dispute. We're sharing what the data shows, not overstating it.

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About

Welcome to Not So Washed Up. The podcast for former athletes, high performers, and anyone who’s carried the discipline, resilience, and competitive mindset of sports into life beyond the game — where former athletes are forced to redefine success once the scoreboard disappears. Hosted by two former Division I athletes turned professionals and founders. We are navigating the chaos of ambition, wellness, relationships, career pressure, and personal growth — this show is about what happens when the game ends… but your drive doesn’t. Every week, we sit down with elite performers — from every industry — to unpack the mindset, discipline, failures, and habits that actually translate from sports into real life. Because the truth is: Most people stop competing. We just changed arenas. This is Not So Washed Up.

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