Veteran Wellness Podcast

Erik Lawrence

The mission doesn’t end when the uniform comes off. Veteran Wellness Podcast with Erik Lawrence is built around real conversations about service, sacrifice, health, resilience, purpose, family, and life after the uniform. Erik sits down with veterans, warriors, leaders, experts, and people with stories you'll want to hear to talk about the things that don’t always make it into the official story. Combat. Transition. PTSD and TBI. Physical and mental health. Relationships. Loss. Leadership. Finding purpose. And figuring out what comes next. Some conversations are difficult. Some are inspiring. All of them are real. No scripts. No pretending. Just honest conversations with people who’ve lived it. Veteran Wellness Podcast with Erik Lawrence. Real stories. Real experience. Life beyond the mission.

  1. 7h ago ·  Video

    Turning Business Failure Into Success: JMac Customs, Health & Purpose | Justin McMillion

    In this episode of the Veteran Wellness Podcast, Erik Lawrence sits down with longtime friend and entrepreneur Justin McMillion to discuss business failure, building JMac Customs, mentorship, fatherhood, health, and finding purpose. Their friendship began nearly 20 years ago when Justin was creating photography and YouTube content and Erik was running Blackheart International. Justin shares how his original business model collapsed, leaving his family struggling financially and taking out a second mortgage. Instead of giving up, he shifted into manufacturing and product development, helping build JMac Customs into a successful business. They discuss entrepreneurship, overcoming setbacks, mentorship, product development, the Bonka suppressor, and lessons learned from growing a company. But Justin's biggest transformation wasn't just financial. Becoming a father made him realize he'd be around 60 when his daughter graduated high school. That realization changed his priorities. Health, fitness, nutrition, and longevity became about being present for his family rather than simply looking better. From business struggles to personal transformation, this conversation explores why success means more than money and how finding your purpose can change everything. Guest Bio Justin McMillion is an entrepreneur and product developer behind JMac Customs, specializing in firearms accessories and AK-platform components. His journey from photography and YouTube to manufacturing and business ownership reflects years of challenges, innovation, and perseverance. Today, Justin is equally passionate about entrepreneurship, fitness, fatherhood, and helping others pursue personal growth. Connect with Justin McMillion & JMac Customs Website: https://www.jmac-customs.com/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61561998308895 Instagram: @justincmcmillion | @jmaccustoms Mentioned in This Episode JMac Customs: https://www.jmac-customs.com/ Fire Support: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961989204 VSSBooks: https://www.vssbooks.com/ VSS Defense & Security: https://www.vig-sec.com/ Connect with Erik Lawrence Website: https://www.vig-sec.com/ VSSBooks: https://www.vssbooks.com/ Email: support@vig-sec.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ErikLawrenceVSS Instagram: @vigilantsecurityservices | @erikthehiker Some links may be affiliate links. If you purchase through them, it doesn't cost you anything extra and helps support the continued production of the podcast. #JustinMcMillion #JMacCustoms #VeteranWellnessPodcast #Entrepreneurship #BusinessSuccess #HealthTransformation #Fatherhood #Fitness #Resilience #ErikLawrenceVSS

  2. 2d ago ·  Video

    "I'm Still Out Here": Kit Cessna on Aging Strong, Fitness & Never Quitting

    What does it really mean to grow older without giving up? For retired Ranger, Special Forces veteran, and former Delta Force operator Kit Cessna, the answer isn't chasing the body you had at 25. It's making sure you're still capable, still useful, and still living life on your own terms. In this second conversation on the Veteran Wellness Podcast, Erik Lawrence and Kit Cessna move beyond military stories and focus on something every one of us eventually faces: aging. The discussion centers on the difference between lifespan and healthspan, why consistency matters more than perfection, and how staying physically active becomes increasingly important as we get older. One moment in particular captures the entire conversation. While riding in a gravel bike race, Kit watched elite cyclists fly past him. For a brief moment he thought: "That used to be me." Then another thought immediately followed: "I'm still out here."  They also share personal stories from military life, raising families, working demanding careers, and the lessons they've learned after decades of pushing themselves physically and mentally. This isn't a conversation about trying to turn back the clock. It's about refusing to stop living while you're still here. Guest BioKit Cessna is a retired U.S. military veteran whose career included service in the Marine Corps, 2nd Ranger Battalion, Delta Force, and Army Special Forces. Following his military retirement, he continued serving through antiterrorism training and law enforcement, including 11 years with the Baton Rouge Police Department SWAT team. Today Kit continues to live the philosophy he shares in this episode through cycling, functional fitness, outdoor work, and helping others rethink what healthy aging can look like. 🎖️ Support the Mission https://www.patreon.com/cw/VeteranWellnessPodcast Mentioned in This Episode📖 Fire Support https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961989204 📚 VSSBooks https://www.vssbooks.com/ 🌐 VSS Defense & Security https://www.vig-sec.com/ Connect with Erik LawrenceWebsite https://www.vig-sec.com/ VSSBooks https://www.vssbooks.com/ Email support@vig-sec.com Facebook https://www.facebook.com/ErikLawrenceVSS Instagram @vigilantsecurityservices @erikthehiker DisclaimerThe views, opinions, fitness philosophies, wellness practices, and personal experiences shared in this episode reflect the perspectives of the host and guest. They are provided for informational purposes only and should not be considered medical advice. Always consult a qualified healthcare professional before beginning any exercise, nutrition, fasting, or wellness program. Some links may be affiliate links. Purchasing through them helps support the continued production of the Veteran Wellness Podcast at no additional cost to you. #VeteranWellness #KitCessna #HealthyAging #Healthspan #FitnessOver50 #Cycling #Resilience #Veterans #SpecialForces #DeltaForce #ArmyRangers #FunctionalFitness

  3. 5d ago ·  Video

    The Night That Changed Everything: A Veteran’s Battle After Afghanistan | Dan Siwak

    In this episode of the Veteran Wellness Podcast, Erik Lawrence sits down with longtime friend and U.S. Army veteran Dan Siwak for an honest conversation about military service, PTSD, burnout, alcohol, mental health, and the unexpected encounter that changed his perspective on getting help. Dan joined the Army at 19, serving with the 1st Infantry Division and 66th Military Intelligence Group before being recalled after 9/11 and deployed to Afghanistan. Working in military communications, COMSEC, and satellite communications (SATCOM), Dan supported American and coalition forces while traveling throughout Afghanistan on communications missions. After returning home, Dan transitioned into the defense industry, launched his own consulting business, and eventually moved overseas with his family. But despite his accomplishments, stress, workaholism, and alcohol were taking a toll. Then came a difficult night in Huntington Beach. When police officers approached Dan, several recognized the signs of a veteran in distress. Instead of treating him like a criminal, they offered to take him to the VA and help him get support. One officer, also a veteran, shared his own experience and helped Dan understand something he had struggled to accept: It's okay to get help. Dan believes that encounter may have changed the direction of his life. Erik and Dan discuss recognizing PTSD triggers, learning healthier coping strategies, navigating treatment, and why connecting with other veterans can make all the difference. Sometimes the person who changes your life is another veteran who simply recognizes the signs. Guest BioDan Siwak is a U.S. Army and Afghanistan veteran specializing in military communications. He served with the 1st Infantry Division and 66th Military Intelligence Group. Following military service, Dan worked in defense communications, launched a consulting business, lived in the Philippines, earned a history degree from Arizona State University, and now works in private security in Southern California. Veteran Wellness PodcastWant to be a guest? Contact support@vig-sec.com Also available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and major podcast platforms. Mentioned in This EpisodeFire Support: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961989204 VSSBooks: https://www.vssbooks.com/ VSS Defense & Security: https://www.vig-sec.com/ Connect with Erik LawrenceWebsite: https://www.vig-sec.com/ Email: support@vig-sec.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ErikLawrenceVSS Instagram: @realeriklawrencevss | @erikthehiker DisclaimerThis episode shares personal experiences and is not medical or mental health advice. Consult a qualified healthcare professional before making treatment decisions. Veterans in crisis can call 988 and press 1 or text 838255. Some links may be affiliate links. Purchases through them may support the podcast at no additional cost. #DanSiwak #VeteranWellnessPodcast #VeteranMentalHealth #PTSD #AfghanistanVeteran #ArmyVeteran #VeteranSupport #LifeAfterService #ErikLawrenceVSS

  4. Oct 14 ·  Video

    The Hidden Cost of Special Forces: Growing Up Without Dad | CJ Schwalm

    In this episode of the Veteran Wellness Podcast, Erik Lawrence sits down with CJ Schwalm, a U.S. Air Force veteran and son of Special Forces veteran Eric Schwalm, for an emotional and deeply personal conversation about the hidden cost of military service on the families left behind. CJ shares what it was like growing up around the Special Forces community, watching his father repeatedly deploy, and trying to understand why the man who returned home sometimes seemed emotionally distant. He reflects on the challenges his mother faced raising three children, the unusual childhood experiences that came with growing up around Special Forces operators, and the lasting effects of feeling disconnected from his father. But CJ's story doesn't end with childhood. After serving in the Air Force as a nuclear weapons technician, CJ began confronting his own mental health struggles and recognizing how his upbringing had influenced his adult relationships, trust, and sense of identity. Sometimes the hardest part of coming home isn't leaving the battlefield behind. It's learning how to be present for the people who missed you. Guest Bio CJ Schwalm is a U.S. Air Force veteran who served as a nuclear weapons technician (2W2X1). The son of Special Forces veteran Eric Schwalm, CJ grew up experiencing the challenges of frequent deployments and military family life. Want to Be a Guest? Interested in sharing your story on the Veteran Wellness Podcast? Contact Erik at support@vig-sec.com Mentioned in This Episode Fire Support: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961989204 VSSBooks: https://www.vssbooks.com/ VSS Defense & Security: https://www.vig-sec.com/ Connect with Erik Lawrence Website: https://www.vig-sec.com/ VSSBooks: https://www.vssbooks.com/ Email: support@vig-sec.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ErikLawrenceVSS YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@eriklawrenceVSS Instagram: @realeriklawrencevss | @erikthehiker Disclaimer The views and personal experiences shared in this episode are those of the host and guest and are provided for informational purposes only. Discussions of mental health, childhood trauma, relationships, and treatment are not medical advice. Consult a qualified healthcare professional for personalized guidance. If you or someone you know is experiencing a mental health crisis, call or text 988 in the United States. Some links may be affiliate links. If you purchase through them, it doesn't cost you anything extra and helps support the continued production of the podcast. #CJSchwalm #VeteranWellnessPodcast #MilitaryFamilies #SpecialForces #MilitaryKids #VeteranMentalHealth #MilitaryLife #VeteranStories #Fatherhood #VeteranSupport #ErikLawrenceVSS

  5. Oct 12 ·  Video

    The Lost Generation: What Veterans Learned Too Late About Health & Life After Service | Eric Graves

    In this episode of the Veteran Wellness Podcast, Erik Lawrence sits down with longtime friend and Soldier Systems Daily founder Eric Graves for a wide-ranging conversation about military service, Special Operations, entrepreneurship, veteran health, and the lessons that often don't become clear until years after leaving the military. Eric's military career began as a teenager and ultimately took him through the Army, Military Intelligence, Special Forces, the Air Force, Special Tactics, and assignments around the world before retiring after more than two decades of service. Along the way, he served with organizations including 3rd Special Forces Group and the 720th Special Tactics Group before eventually turning his experience and passion for the defense industry into Soldier Systems Daily. The conversation also explores transitioning out of the military, maintaining structure after service, building a business, learning to unplug, navigating the VA, adapting to change, and why the discipline veterans relied on during their careers can become just as important after the uniform comes off. Guest BioEric Graves is a retired U.S. military veteran whose career spanned more than two decades across the Army and Air Force, including extensive experience within the Special Operations community. After leaving military service, Eric worked in the defense industry before turning Soldier Systems Daily, a website he originally started as a personal project, into his full-time business. Today, he continues to cover innovation throughout the defense industry while sharing lessons learned from decades of military service, entrepreneurship, and his own journey toward better long-term health. Connect with Eric Graves Soldier Systems Daily https://www.soldiersystems.net Instagram @ssd.collection Featured Resources 📖 Fire Support https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961989204 📚 VSSBooks https://www.vssbooks.com/ VSS Defense & Security https://www.vig-sec.com/ Connect with Erik LawrenceWebsite https://www.vig-sec.com/ 📚 VSSBooks https://www.vssbooks.com/ Email support@vig-sec.com Facebook https://www.facebook.com/ErikLawrenceVSS Instagram @vigilantsecurityservices @erikthehiker Disclaimer: The views, opinions, and personal experiences shared in this episode are those of the host and guest and are intended for informational purposes only. They should not be considered medical advice. Always consult a qualified healthcare professional regarding your own health and medical decisions. Some links may be affiliate links. If you purchase through them, it doesn't cost you anything extra and helps support the continued production of the podcast. #VeteranWellness #VeteranHealth #SpecialOperations #MilitaryVeteran #SoldierSystems #VeteranLife #MilitaryTransition

  6. Oct 9 ·  Video

    Special Forces, TBI & the Damage You Don’t Feel Until Later | Mike Green

    Mike Green spent years in Army Special Forces, government service, overseas contracting, and training environments where getting blown up, banged around, injured, and simply pushing through was often treated as part of the job. Years later, some of those experiences started catching up. In this episode of the Veteran Wellness Podcast, Erik Lawrence reconnects with longtime friend and fellow Special Forces veteran Mike Green for a conversation about military service, contracting, blast exposure, TBI, alcohol, injuries, recovery, fitness, family, and what happens when the body and mind finally start keeping score. Mike's Special Forces career included service as an 18C Special Forces Engineer Sergeant and time with 7th Special Forces Group. He later spent approximately seven years contracting, worked in government service, and eventually built Green Ops, which provides firearms training and has worked with civilian, military, government, and law-enforcement students. Mike recalls repeated exposure to explosives and overpressure, including his time as a breacher. He also describes teaching vehicle-ramming techniques where he could be involved in dozens of impacts during a single training day. At the time, much of it seemed normal. Years later, he began looking differently at the accumulated effects of those experiences. Mike also talks candidly about life after leaving the military and moving into overseas contracting. The brotherhood and operational tempo continued overseas, but returning home was different. Drinking became a form of self-medication, his health suffered, and he eventually realized he needed to rebuild structure in his life. One of the things that helped was taking the schedule he'd lived by on a military team and creating one for himself. Guest Bio Mike Green is a U.S. Army Special Forces veteran, former 18C Special Forces Engineer Sergeant, instructor, government professional, and founder of Green Ops. His career has included service with 7th Special Forces Group, antiterrorism instruction, overseas contracting, government work, and firearms training. Today, Green Ops provides open-enrollment firearms training while also having supported government, military, and law-enforcement clients. 🌐 Green Ops green-ops.com Mentioned in This Episode Fire Support Fire Support on Amazon VSSBooks VSSBooks.com VSS Defense & Security VSS Defense & Security Connect with Erik LawrenceErik Lawrence VSS on Facebook 📚 VSSBooks 📧 support@vig-sec.com DisclaimerThis episode includes personal experiences and discussion of TBI, mental health, alcohol use, fasting, nutrition, and other wellness practices. The conversation is for informational purposes only and should not be considered medical advice. Always consult a qualified healthcare professional regarding your own health and medical decisions. If you’re in crisis, call or text 988. #VeteranWellnessPodcast #SpecialForces #GreenBeret #Veterans #TBI #VeteranHealth #VeteranWellness #MilitaryPodcast #VeteranStories #GreenOps #ErikLawrenceVSS

  7. Oct 7 ·  Video

    Asking for Help Saved My Life: A SWCC Veteran’s Journey Back

    Isaac Smit spent his career in U.S. Navy Special Warfare as a Special Warfare Combatant-Craft Crewman (SWCC), operating high-speed boats in demanding environments alongside SEALs, foreign partners, and other special operations forces. But years of pounding across the water came with a cost. In this episode of the Veterans Wellness Podcast, host Erik Lawrence sits down with his longtime friend Isaac to talk about the side of military service that often doesn’t show up until years later. Isaac describes operating Mark V Special Operations Craft in brutal sea conditions, taking repeated impacts for hours at a time, and eventually dealing with the cumulative effects of traumatic brain injuries. What started as mood changes and depression eventually became frightening memory problems, including forgetting family experiences, driving the wrong direction with his child in the car, and struggling with everyday decisions. After leaving the military, things got worse. Isaac found himself drinking heavily, struggling with depression, and reaching a point where he says he no longer wanted to exist. Then he did something that ultimately changed the direction of his life: He asked a friend for help. That conversation began a healing journey that Isaac says included psychedelic-assisted experiences, meditation, community, and eventually becoming an instructor with The Wisdom Dojo. Today, Isaac isn't just working on himself. He's helping other veterans navigate their own healing journeys through meditation, integration, and community. GUEST BIO Isaac Smit is a U.S. Navy Special Warfare veteran and former Special Warfare Combatant-Craft Crewman (SWCC). During his career, Isaac operated high-speed special operations craft and worked within the Naval Special Warfare community. CONTINUE THE JOURNEY WITH ISAACThe Wisdom Dojo Meditation • Integration • Community The Wisdom Dojo CONNECT WITH ERIK LAWRENCEVigilant Security Services® Vigilant Security Services Books by Erik Lawrence VSS Books Facebook https://www.facebook.com/ErikLawrenceVSS Instagram @vigilantsecurityservices @erikthehiker IMPORTANT DISCLAIMERThe Veterans Wellness Podcast shares personal stories, experiences, and opinions for educational and informational purposes only. Discussions involving traumatic brain injury, PTSD, mental health, psychedelics, medications, fasting, supplements, meditation, or other wellness practices should not be considered medical advice. Some substances discussed in this episode may be illegal or restricted depending on jurisdiction and may carry serious physical or psychological risks. Always consult qualified medical and mental health professionals before making decisions regarding your health or treatment. If you or someone you know is in crisis or considering suicide, call or text 988 in the United States to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. Some links associated with the Veterans Wellness Podcast may be affiliate links. If you make a purchase through one of these links, the show may receive a small commission at no additional cost to you. #VeteransWellnessPodcast #IsaacSmit #SWCC #NavalSpecialWarfare #Veterans #VeteranWellness #MentalHealth #TBI #PTSD #Meditation #WisdomDojo #Military #SpecialOperations

  8. Oct 5 ·  Video

    Why I Can't Quit | Erik Lawrence on Purpose, PTSD, and the Mission to Help Veterans Heal

    In this special episode of the Veteran Wellness Podcast, the roles are reversed as U.S. Army veteran, UFC Hall of Famer and longtime friend Randy Couture sits down with host Erik Lawrence to turn the questions back on him. Erik shares his journey from joining the Army at 17 and entering Special Forces, to working in conflict zones around the world, including Sierra Leone, Afghanistan and Iraq, and spending more than two decades across military service, government work and private contracting. He talks openly about the intensity of that life, the identity and purpose that came with it, and how difficult it became to simply switch it all off and return home. As Erik explains, coming home could sometimes be harder than leaving. The same focus, toughness and survival patterns that helped him operate in conflict zones followed him back into civilian life. He and Randy discuss the toll that lifestyle took on relationships and family, the difficulty of losing your team and mission, and the cycle of hitting bottom, rebuilding, and eventually realizing that what worked in one chapter of life may not work in the next. The conversation also dives into traumatic brain injuries, blast and breach exposure, veteran health, recovery, alternative wellness approaches, and Erik's own experiences searching for answers when traditional approaches weren't enough for him. But underneath all of it is the reason the Veteran Wellness Podcast exists. Erik talks about seeing the same pattern repeatedly among the people he served alongside: “We're too tough, we don't tell people we're hurt, we don't ask for help.” Connect with Erik Lawrence Website https://www.vig-sec.com/ VSSBooks https://www.vssbooks.com/ Email support@vig-sec.com Facebook https://www.facebook.com/ErikLawrenceVSS Instagram @vigilantsecurityservices @erikthehiker Interviewed by Randy CoutureXtreme Couture GI Foundation https://www.xcgif.org/ nstagram @realrandycouture @xcnatch Also available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and everywhere you listen to podcasts. Mentioned in This Episode Fire Support Amazon Fire Mission Coming Soon VSSBooks https://www.vssbooks.com/ VSS Defense & Security https://www.vig-sec.com/ Disclaimer: The views, opinions, and personal experiences shared in this episode are those of the host and guest and are intended for informational purposes only. Discussions of treatments, therapies, supplements, psychedelic substances, and other wellness approaches reflect personal experiences and perspectives and should not be considered medical advice. Always consult a qualified healthcare professional regarding your own health and medical decisions. Some links may be affiliate links. If you purchase through them, it doesn't cost you anything extra and helps support the continued production of the podcast. #ErikLawrence #RandyCouture #VeteranWellness #SpecialForces #VeteranHealth #TBI #VeteranMentalHealth

About

The mission doesn’t end when the uniform comes off. Veteran Wellness Podcast with Erik Lawrence is built around real conversations about service, sacrifice, health, resilience, purpose, family, and life after the uniform. Erik sits down with veterans, warriors, leaders, experts, and people with stories you'll want to hear to talk about the things that don’t always make it into the official story. Combat. Transition. PTSD and TBI. Physical and mental health. Relationships. Loss. Leadership. Finding purpose. And figuring out what comes next. Some conversations are difficult. Some are inspiring. All of them are real. No scripts. No pretending. Just honest conversations with people who’ve lived it. Veteran Wellness Podcast with Erik Lawrence. Real stories. Real experience. Life beyond the mission.

You Might Also Like