The Whole Operation

Samantha MacKinnon

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A podcast for living a deliberate life. thewholeoperation.substack.com

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Good Company: What Are You No Longer Available For? Naming Resistance with Jess Ellen

Welcome back to The Whole Operation! This is a Good Company episode, where I’m in conversation with someone who is living this season’s theme in their own way, and generous enough to share what that’s looked like. My guest is Jess Ellen of Jess On Human Terms. Jess helps thoughtful, self-aware humans settle their own brilliance into integrated, self-sourced clarity. When you’ve learned the frameworks and built an intentional life, but still feel slightly removed from it, she helps you drop into the experience of living and enjoying it, using practical astrology, integration coaching and warm mirroring. Get new episodes right to your inbox every week, subscribe now: When I posed the question “what am I no longer willing to accept?”, Jess ran at it. Naming the things we no longer want to allow in our lives is a nuanced process, especially with the patterns that keep popping up as we try to grow into a new season. It’s not about forcing yourself through them, avoiding them or bypassing the resistance. It’s about turning toward them so you can bring your whole self forward. Jess walks us through her process step by step: * Know your direction. Get clear on your vision, and why it matters to you. * Name the resistance. Take inventory of what you’re actually doing and saying to yourself in the moments you have a choice to make. * Re-relate to it. Get curious about where the block comes from and how it thinks it’s serving you, with a little space from it instead of shame. * Make the new plan. Know the moments the resistance shows up, and resource your whole self, body included, through them. I also get honest about my own block: rest. To me, rest has always meant stopping, not progress. My life coach, Hollis M. M., challenged me to consider whether rest could actually be the catalyst for the capacity I keep chasing, and Jess (with my birth chart beside her, and a lot of Scorpio energy in it) pushed that one step further. Jess shares her own inventory from a summer of getting married and rebranding her business. She had to face how hard receiving is for her, and learn to trust that people want to show up for her the same way she shows up for them. We talk about astrology as a third-party tool that neutralizes shame and says “this makes sense,” what she didn’t expect to find when she looked at her own year ahead, and why tracking your progress is also a moment of celebration. If this conversation resonated, Jess’s offer Seasonally Committed is the process we talked about: a two-week astrological and integrative coaching experience for getting clear, committed and unblocked around the next three months of your life. Use code WHOLEOPERATION at checkout for 20% off. Her free Values Dash resource is linked below too. The Commons is still open for submissions. Share a short voice note or a couple of paragraphs on this season’s theme through the form below, and you might hear yours in the Commons episode. Thank you for being here, and thank you, Jess, for such generous company. If you haven’t already, subscribe on Substack (or wherever you listen), and share this one with someone who keeps bumping into the same pattern. Like what you hear? Send it to a friend! Links Seasonally Committed: For when the life you say you want looks and feels nothing like the one you’re actually living. A two-week astrological and integrative coaching experience with Jess. Learn more Listener discount: Use code WHOLEOPERATION at checkout for 20% off Seasonally Committed. Values Dash (free): Jess’s free values resource. Get it here Connect with Jess: Jess On Human Terms · Instagram @jessonhumanterms Connect with Samantha: on Instagram or visit my website Subscribe: SUBSTACK · SPOTIFY · APPLE PODCASTS Share your inventory (The Commons): Explore the prompts and share your submissions In This Episode * Meet Jess Ellen of Jess On Human Terms, and why she ran at the question “what am I no longer willing to accept?” * Moving through resistance without forcing, avoiding or bypassing it * Where coaching starts: meeting you in the present and getting curious about the future you want * Jess’s four steps: know your direction, name the resistance, re-relate to it, and make the new plan * My block around rest, and whether rest could be the catalyst for the capacity I keep chasing * The gap between what we say and what we do, and how we feel about it * Astrology as a third-party tool that neutralizes shame and shows you what’s possible * Jess’s summer of getting married and rebranding, and learning to receive * Presence, trust and building evidence against an old belief * Tracking your inventory as a moment of celebration * What Jess didn’t expect to find: a longer-term view, and an invitation to teach * Seasonally Committed, the Values Dash, and where to find Jess These show notes were drafted with AI assistance from the episode recording, then reviewed and edited by Samantha. Get full access to The Whole Operation at thewholeoperation.substack.com/subscribe
Oct 20

Growing Season: You Can Be a Doer and Still Be Struggling

Welcome back to The Whole Operation! This is a Growing Season episode, the column for exploring the things that live in that identity space: who we are becoming, what’s shifting, and the quiet evolution that happens between the big moments. Less about what we’re doing, and more about who we’re turning into. This time last year, I had just come back to work after almost a full year of maternity leave with Brody. I wasn’t returning to the long-term client I’d been general manager for. I was building the business from scratch-ish, with a 15-month-old at home doing parkour off the furniture, chasing wake windows and working around Colton’s preschool pickups. From the outside, the year looked busy and productive. I launched a membership, joined a choir, started yoga, and went into my 34th year declaring I was doing more, not less. After five years of trying to conceive, pregnancy losses and being postpartum twice, I was tired of minimizing. I’m known as the doer. If you want something done, give it to a busy person. I’m the busy person. But inventory is about being honest. So here’s the version I usually leave out. I was struggling, personally and professionally. I felt behind, reactive instead of deliberate, and pushed beyond capacity trying to work in the margins of motherhood. I retired the Fixer Series membership because a constant launch cycle didn’t fit a life where I never know who’ll be home sick next week. And I share, for the first time on a platform like this, the thread of chronic fatigue that has run through my adult life, and the question my care team and I are exploring now: whether I’ve been living with a low-grade depression. You can be a doer and also be depressed. Both things can be true. I also get into why the busy, productive version is the one I default to. Part of it is empathy and perspective, knowing someone else always has it harder. Part of it is inherited: a generation that worked when they were sick, persevered when things got hard and threw themselves into work to cope. Maybe I wasn’t proving that it was hard. Maybe I was just proving that I could handle it. Last year’s version of me wasn’t failing, even though in many moments I felt like I was. I was doing what I had been raised to do. I performed through it. The difference now is noticing it, and getting to choose the parts I keep. So I’ll leave you with the question I’ve been sitting with: when you tell the story of your year, whose voice is telling it? Which parts are actually yours, which did you inherit, and what are you editing so it’s more palatable? The Commons episode is coming up on November 10, so there are about two weeks left to send in your submission. Share a short voice note or a few written lines through the form below. There are other prompts too, so pick the one that lands for you. Next week, I’m in Good Company with Jess Ellen of Jess On Human Terms. We’re talking about naming what’s actually blocking the life you say you want, why that brings up so much resistance and shame, her own inventory after getting married and rebranding this summer, and practical astrology as a way to see a pattern from the outside, without judgment. Thank you for being here. If this one resonated, share it with your people, leave a review, and subscribe on Substack (or wherever you listen). Links Connect with Samantha: on Instagram or visit my website Subscribe: SUBSTACK · SPOTIFY · APPLE PODCASTS Share your inventory (The Commons): Explore the prompts and share your submissions. Submissions close before the Commons episode on November 10. In This Episode * What a Growing Season episode is: who we’re becoming, and the quiet evolution between the big moments * Where I was this time last year: back from maternity leave and building the business from scratch-ish with a toddler at home * The year that looked busy and productive from the outside, and declaring I’d do more, not less * The version I usually leave out: feeling behind, reactive and pushed beyond capacity * Why I retired the FIXR Series membership and stepped out of the constant launch cycle * Chronic fatigue, and exploring whether I’ve been living with a low-grade depression * Being a doer and struggling at the same time * Inherited reflexes: performing through it, working through hard things, and “it could always be worse” * This past summer as the catalyst for this show and this season’s theme * Noticing what’s mine and choosing the parts I keep * A question for you: when you tell the story of your year, whose voice is telling it? * The Commons deadline, and a preview of next week with Jess Ellen These show notes were drafted with AI assistance from the episode recording, then reviewed and edited by Samantha. Get full access to The Whole Operation at thewholeoperation.substack.com/subscribe
Oct 13

Control Panel - Good Isn't Enough: Taking Stock of What Earns Its Slot

Welcome back to The Whole Operation! This is a Control Panel episode, where the personal and the operational live in the same place: the systems, the structures and the thinking behind how we actually run things. Our homes, our businesses, and everything in between. Last fall, I started going to a pop choir every Tuesday night. I had just come back from almost a year of maternity leave, and I was feeling behind, uninspired and uninteresting. I needed something that was mine, that wasn’t work. That first term was exactly what I needed. Fleetwood Mac, Billy Joel, a recital with my whole family in the audience, and ending on a high singing “The Climb.” The Whole Operation is a reader-supported podcast. Get instant access to weekly episodes by subscribing now: But term by term, that initial excitement dimmed a little. I renewed out of rhythm, and out of a need to prove that I’m a mom who can have hobbies that don’t revolve around my kids. The choir was good. But something being good is not the same as something continuing to earn its slot in your life. So I made the call to withdraw from choir and to park yoga for now. (My grandmother has thoughts.) There’s a quiet cost underneath all of it, too. When I’m always on the move, I don’t have time to write, and I need room to actually write if this memoir is going to move forward. Then I get into the part of inventory nobody admits: the tally running in the background. Back in 2021, I wrote that scorekeeping is a recipe to wreck a relationship, and I still believe that about the weaponized kind. But there’s a different kind of tally, one that isn’t about blame or resentment. It checks whether things are fair. When I ran our almost 18 years together through that lens, the gap was in my favour. Brandon has always said yes to my wild dreams. This season, he signed on to a senior hockey team, and it’s his turn to chase something new while I go more internal. I also share why I’d recommend couples therapy to just about anyone (we are not on the rocks; we are back and better than ever), and the question my life coach asked me about capacity. My answer was “infinite.” It isn’t. Time is finite, and everything is bidding for the hours of our lives. Scorekeeping, through the lens of inventory, isn’t something to erase. It’s the smoke alarm that tells you something you need has fallen off the list, and it opens the door to a conversation about recalibrating. The Commons is open, and the episode is coming up in just a few weeks. Tell me what’s changed for you, what you’re getting rid of or what you’re making room for. The form is linked below. Next week, I’m looking at where I was a year ago versus where I am now, because maybe we aren’t doing that enough. Thank you for being here. If you haven’t already, subscribe on Substack (or wherever you listen), and share this one with someone who’s holding onto something good out of habit. Links Connect with Samantha: on Instagram or visit my website Subscribe: SUBSTACK · SPOTIFY · APPLE PODCASTS Share your inventory (The Commons): Explore the prompts and share your submissions Mentioned in this episode: My Pop Choir In This Episode * What a Control Panel episode is: where the personal and the operational live in the same place * Joining a pop choir after maternity leave, and why I needed something that was mine * Renewing out of rhythm and identity, and why good isn’t the same as still earning its slot * Withdrawing from choir, parking yoga, and the quiet cost of always being on the move: no room to write * The tally nobody admits to, and why I wrote against scorekeeping back in 2021 * A different kind of scorekeeping: not for blame, but to check if things are fair * Taking stock of almost 18 years together, and finding the gap in my favour * Brandon’s senior hockey season as recalibration in action * Why I’d recommend couples therapy to anyone, and the capacity question that made me laugh * Scorekeeping as a smoke alarm: a signal that something you need has fallen off the list * How to submit to The Commons, and a preview of next week These show notes were drafted with AI assistance from the episode recording, then reviewed and edited by Samantha. Get full access to The Whole Operation at thewholeoperation.substack.com/subscribe
Oct 6

Good Company: What the Numbers Don't Tell You - Taking Stock with Alexa Phillips

Welcome back to The Whole Operation! This is our first Good Company episode, the column where I sit down with someone who is living the season’s theme in their own way, and is generous enough to share what that’s looked like. My guest is Alexa Phillips, a content strategist with more than 10 years across journalism, marketing and media. Through her consulting practice, she helps brands and creators build content infrastructure that makes their expertise visible, consistent and impossible to ignore. She’s also a freelance writer and the founder and editor of Culture Slant, a media company covering how media, technology and culture are reshaping the next era of influence. Alexa takes stock for a living. Every client engagement starts with an audit, because what people say the problem is usually isn’t the problem. “We need more followers” can turn out to be a website that isn’t up to speed, or a sales problem dressed up as a marketing one. We get into the difference between content that exists and content that’s working (it comes down to intention), her four ways of measuring content (reception, reach, reference and revenue), and the honest question every channel deserves: is this working for me, or am I doing it because I should? Then we turn the audit inward. For the first time publicly, Alexa shares the weight loss journey she’s been on for the last two years, and the parallels she’s found between that and creating content. In both, you don’t wake up one day and see the scale drop or go viral overnight. It takes months of consistency before the results move. We talk about the numbers that don’t tell the whole story, the non-scale victories that do, lagging indicators, and how to use data as information without letting it become a verdict on yourself. And we get to where the metrics stop: the moment she realized people were seeing her differently, what years of rejection taught her about shooting her shot in business, and the thing she didn’t expect to find when she took stock. Spoiler: it was self-respect. Alexa’s habit to steal for your own inventory this fall? Face the hard truths, then focus on the next action. The next meal, the next post, the next small choice. It all snowballs. The Commons is still open for submissions. Read through the prompts and send me a voice note or a few short paragraphs about how you’re taking inventory. You may hear yours in the Commons Roundup episode in a few weeks. The form is linked below. Thank you for being here, and thank you, Alexa, for being such generous company. If you haven’t already, subscribe on Substack (or wherever you listen), and share this one with someone who needs to hear it. Links Connect with Alexa: Culture Slant · Instagram, Threads and TikTok @alexacphillips · Instagram @cultureslantmedia · LinkedIn Byline Society: Alexa’s community for knowledge creators launches in January 2027. Join the waitlist Connect with Samantha: on Instagram or visit my website Subscribe: SUBSTACK · SPOTIFY · APPLE PODCASTS Share your inventory (The Commons): Explore the prompts and share your submissions In This Episode * What a Good Company episode is, and meet Alexa Phillips of Culture Slant * Why every engagement starts with an audit, and why the problem a client names usually isn’t the real one * Content that exists vs. content that’s working, and why it all comes back to intention * Alexa’s four ways to measure content: reception, reach, reference and revenue * Building authority beyond your own echo chamber: press, podcasts, panels and diversified distribution * The most common mistake in a self-audit: staying on a channel because everyone else is * Turning the audit inward: Alexa’s two-year weight loss journey and its parallels with content creation * Why the scale (and the follower count) doesn’t tell the whole story, and the non-scale victories that do * Lagging indicators, plateaus and staying patient when the work is happening but the numbers haven’t moved * Using data as information without making it a verdict on yourself * Where the metrics stop: being seen differently, and how rejection made cold outreach easy * The habit to steal: face the hard truths, then focus on the next action * What Alexa didn’t expect to find: self-respect * Byline Society, Alexa’s community for knowledge creators, and how to join the waitlist These show notes were drafted with AI assistance from the episode recording, then reviewed and edited by Samantha. Like this episode? Tell your friends! Get full access to The Whole Operation at thewholeoperation.substack.com/subscribe
Sep 29

Everyday Magic: Back-to-School Systems That Survive a Busy Week

Welcome back to The Whole Operation! This is an Everyday Magic episode, the column where I take an ordinary moment and follow it somewhere worth going. The extraordinary, it turns out, has a habit of hiding in plain sight. This week’s ordinary moment: the first few weeks of back-to-school, and the pivot point the calendar handed us back into structure. After a busy summer in survival mode, with the kitchen island and dining room table as landing places for everything and socks in every nook and cranny, we went back to the drawing board. A cluttered space really is a cluttered mind. Three small things came out of it. A cheap visual timer with a rainbow dial, and our new 20-minute tidy: the timer starts, everyone gets moving, the timer ends, and we’re done. A chore notepad on the kitchen counter, with a row for every member of the family, that we fill out and check off together. And a dinner-table game we call Pit, Peak, Path: the not-so-great part of your day, the highlight, and what you’re looking forward to tomorrow. That last one started as a way to help our oldest son open up about kindergarten without peppering him with questions, and it might be one of the best things we’ve ever added to our family system. Taking stock of all this through this season’s theme, Inventory, I realized some of it was a return to an old approach: daily cleaning zones we’d let slide. We are almost never handed a few free, uninterrupted hours, so a system that depends on them was never going to hold. (The baseboards, for the record, remain undone.) Inventory doesn’t have to be the big, dramatic version, like the annual closet purge or the colour-coded spreadsheet. It can be small, regular, and built to survive an actual Tuesday. Small isn’t the fallback. It can be the whole plan. Submissions for The Commons are open. If anything in this episode struck a chord, send me a two-minute voice note or a couple of paragraphs about how you’re taking inventory right now and what you’re planning to do about it. I’ll be sharing a few in the Commons Roundup episode in a few weeks. The form is linked below. Next Tuesday is my first guest of the season, in a Good Company episode about bringing your professional metrics and auditing skills into your personal life. Thank you for being here. If you haven’t already, subscribe on Substack (or wherever you listen), and share this one with a friend who could use a 20-minute tidy. Links Connect with Samantha: on Instagram or visit my website Subscribe: SUBSTACK · SPOTIFY · APPLE PODCASTS Share your inventory (The Commons): Explore the prompts and share your submissions In This Episode * What Everyday Magic is: an ordinary moment, followed somewhere worth going * Back to school as a pivot point out of summer survival mode, and why a cluttered space is a cluttered mind * The 20-minute tidy: a rainbow visual timer, and showing young kids they share responsibility for the spaces we all live in * The chore notepad on the kitchen island, and why it works because the whole family can see it (not just me in a task manager) * Pit, Peak, Path: the dinner-table game that helped our kindergartener open up about his day * Going back to daily cleaning zones, and why the system was never wrong, just the wrong size * Catching a Thursday chore that was never going to happen, and adjusting * Inventory as small, regular and capacity-sized, not a performance * How to submit to The Commons, and a preview of next week’s first guest These show notes were drafted with AI assistance from the episode recording, then reviewed and edited by Samantha. Get full access to The Whole Operation at thewholeoperation.substack.com/subscribe
Sep 20

Front Matter: Inventory as a Legitimate Starting Move

Welcome to the very first episode of The Whole Operation! I’m so glad you’re here. This show is what I’m calling an audio magazine — heavily inspired by Magnolia Journal (yes, the Joanna Gaines one). Seasonal editions, recurring columns, a theme we explore together over roughly 12 weeks. This episode is Front Matter, the season opener — think of it as the letter from the editor, where I set the table for everything we’re getting into. This fall, we’re exploring Inventory. Not just the retail kind — counting what’s on the shelf — but inventory as a felt thing. September hits with so much “new, start, go” energy, and it’s easy to get swept up and reactive instead of deliberate. My approach, in life and in my work with clients, is building for longevity: making deliberate moves instead of reactive ones. A few real things prompted this theme for me this fall — my oldest starting full-day kindergarten and suddenly handing me hours in the day I haven’t had in a long time, a client contract pausing at the end of September, and our youngest turning two in November, while we are decidedly not continuing to grow our family. That’s a real chapter closing, and it’s opened up capacity I didn’t expect. All of that is inventory in action: taking stock of systems, structures, commitments, obligations, intuition, energy — and then recalibrating based on what you find. Restocking, adjusting, adding, subtracting. Inventory only matters if it’s followed by action — it’s not the opposite of doing, it’s what makes the right action possible instead of a reactive one. I also get into the very meta reality that this show itself is an act of inventory — how Meant for Sharing, my old blog-turned-Substack, wasn’t sustainable, and how taking stock of that revealed the problem wasn’t the writing, it was digital media’s expectation of a consistent cadence. Audio removed that friction. And letting go of the pressure to publish has actually brought writing back into my life — just for the sake of writing. Over the next 12 weeks, I’ll be exploring inventory from a lot of angles, including a few guest conversations — someone who took stock and got more ambitious, someone whose actual job is assessment and analysis, and someone who audited their own personal standards. And later this season, I’ll be introducing a new column called The Commons — a space for you to share your own inventory, in your own words. Details and prompts linked below. Thank you for being here for the very first episode. If you haven’t already, subscribe on Substack (or wherever you listen) so you don’t miss what’s next. Links Connect with Samantha: on Instagram or visit my website Subscribe: SUBSTACK · SPOTIFY · APPLE PODCASTS Share your inventory (The Commons): Explore the prompts and share your submissions In This Episode * The idea behind The Whole Operation — a seasonal “audio magazine” inspired by Magnolia Journal, built around recurring columns and 12-week themed seasons * Why this episode is called Front Matter — the season’s letter-from-the-editor moment * This season’s theme, Inventory — and why it’s more than a literal stock count * The tension of fall energy: “new, start, go” vs. deliberate, longevity-minded choices * The three real-life triggers behind the theme this fall: the back-to-school capacity shift, a client contract ending, and closing the chapter on growing the family * The retail inventory metaphor, and why inventory only matters when it’s followed by action * How this podcast is itself proof of the theme — the real reason Meant for Sharing didn’t work, and what changed * What’s ahead this season: guest conversations and a new column, The Commons These show notes were drafted with AI assistance from the episode recording, then reviewed and edited by Samantha. Get full access to The Whole Operation at thewholeoperation.substack.com/subscribe

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A podcast for living a deliberate life. thewholeoperation.substack.com

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