When Hate Hides Behind Love

Luz Ukay
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When Hate Hides Behind Love explores the devastating complications that can arise when an ex-partner wages war against a new relationship, where race, jealousy, money, power, possession, control, and conquest become perceived weapons against two people daring to love again. At its heart is the story of a divorced king and a widowed woman who find hope in each other, only to confront a past that threatens to become a pestilence, manifesting through  racism, stalking, threats, manipulation, lies, violence, and the struggle for justice, safety, and the freedom to move forward. This is a story about love tested by conflict, and the courage to choose hope, truth, and a new beginning in vermont.

Episodes

  1. Oct 29

    The King, The Crown and The Hunted: When Jealousy Becomes Persecution

    Episode 4: The King, the Crown, and the HuntedWhen Jealousy Becomes Persecution What happens when the pursuit of love becomes entangled with jealousy, power, control, and the struggle for personal freedom? Drawing inspiration from the biblical account of King Saul's relentless pursuit of David, host Luz explores the unsettling parallels she perceives between that ancient story and her own experiences. In this deeply personal episode of When Hate Hides Behind Love, Luz recounts her journey from New York to Tampa following her mother's death, a harrowing six-hour drive through Long Island and New York City, and her subsequent relocation to Vermont. Through her recollections, recordings, and interpretations of recurring events, she examines her concerns about stalking, psychological intimidation, perceived coded communications, and coercive control. The episode also raises difficult questions about gender, racial inequality, wealth, influence, and the challenges individuals may face when seeking an impartial investigation. At its heart, Episode 4 is a story of grief, resilience, faith, love, and one woman's determination to preserve her freedom while seeking answers. Can jealousy masquerade as devotion? Can power become a weapon of possession? And where does love end and control begin? The King, the Crown, and the Hunted invites listeners into a first-person account of experiences that the narrator believes deserve independent examination. Because love should never become a prison. REFERENCES Stalking Awareness Fact Sheet — Police & Public Safety, UNC Charlotte https://police.charlotte.edu/safety/what-if-i-am-being-stalked/stalking-awareness-fact-sheet/FBI — A 400-Year History of Cryptanalysis https://archives.fbi.gov/archives/news/stories/2006/april/cryptanalysis_041206The stalking statistics included in this episode were drawn from multiple sources in the original draft and have not been independently verified for consistency. EDITORIAL AND LEGAL DISCLAIMER When Hate Hides Behind Love presents my personal experiences, recollections, observations, concerns, and interpretations. References to individuals, businesses, vehicles, organizations, or events are not independently verified findings of wrongdoing. Suspected connections, interpretations, and allegations remain unproven unless supported by credible evidence. The purpose of this podcast is to document my experiences, raise questions, and encourage impartial examination, accountability, and due process. Biblical reference: 1 Samuel 18–26, particularly 1 Samuel 24:2. https://www.instagram.com/whhblove?

  2. Season 1, Episode 4 Trailer

    The King, The Crown And The Hunted

    Season One | Episode 4 Prologue The King, the Crown, and the Hunted: When Jealousy Becomes Persecution What happens when love turns into resentment, admiration becomes rivalry, and the fear of being replaced fuels a relentless pursuit? In this compelling prologue of When Hate Hides Behind Love, we journey into the biblical story of King Saul and David, an account of jealousy, power, betrayal, surveillance, and persecution. Once loved and welcomed into Saul's household, David eventually became the target of the king's growing resentment. Saul used his authority, military resources, informants, and repeated schemes to pursue a man whose growing success he perceived as a threat to his throne. Through this ancient narrative, we examine timeless questions about human relationships: Why do some people struggle to accept change? When does jealousy become possession? And what happens when a former partner's new beginning is perceived as a personal loss or rivalry? This episode draws thematic parallels between biblical persecution and modern conversations about stalking, coercive control, abuse of power, personal freedom, and the importance of evidence and justice. A crown may confer authority, but it never grants ownership over another person's destiny. 📖 1 Samuel 23:14 — "And Saul sought him every day, but God delivered him not into his hand." Episode 4 Prologue is available now. Full Episode 4 premieres Saturday, October 17, 2026. When Hate Hides Behind Love — exploring the intersection of jealousy, race, power, possession, love, and the pursuit of justice. Editorial Note: This episode presents biblical interpretation and comparative reflections on contemporary relationships. The parallels are thematic and do not constitute allegations or independently verified findings of wrongdoing concerning any identifiable person. https://www.instagram.com/whhblove?

  3. Oct 10

    Episode 3: The Record

    Season One | Episode 3: The Record — The Road to Records, The Road to Homelessness The road to the records also led me to the road to homelessness. In this deeply personal third episode of When Hate Hides Behind Love, I revisit the events and experiences that transformed my life, taking me from my home in New York to an uncertain new beginning in Vermont. What began as an effort to document troubling encounters and seek answers became a journey through displacement, financial hardship, concerns about personal safety, and the struggle to rebuild a stable life for myself and my teenage son. Through personal recollections, recorded observations, and questions I believe deserve independent examination, I share the circumstances surrounding my relocation, the events that preceded it, and the emotional reality of finding myself without a permanent address. This episode explores the intersection of race, power, possession, personal freedom, and the pursuit of justice. I have records. I have questions. And I refuse to let homelessness define my story. The Record is a first-person account of resilience, motherhood, dignity, and the determination to be heard. Document. Question. Find the Truth. Editorial Note: This episode presents personal experiences, observations, concerns, and interpretations. References to individuals, organizations, or events do not constitute independently verified findings of wrongdoing. Allegations and possible connections remain subject to verification. The purpose is to encourage objective examination of relevant evidence and due process. https://www.instagram.com/whhblove?

  4. Season 1, Episode 3 Trailer

    The Queen. The Pig. The shadow

    WHEN HATE HIDES BEHIND LOVE Season One — Episode Three: Prologue The Queen, the Pig, and the Shadow What do Snow White, Animal Farm, and the story of an obsessive pursuer have in common? At first, they may seem like three completely different stories. But beneath the surface are recurring themes of power, jealousy, control, manipulation, fear, information, and the struggle to maintain autonomy. In this prologue, the Queen, the Pig, and the Shadow become a backdrop for Episode Three, a lens through which to listen, question, and reflect on what happens when another person's freedom becomes a threat to someone's sense of power. As you listen to Episode Three when it comes out on Thursday, October 8, 2026, keep these three stories in the background. Listen for the patterns. Listen for the questions. And consider where the line between love, possession, protection, control, and obsession begins to blur. Not every coincidence is stalking. Not every unexplained event has a hidden explanation. And perception alone is not proof. That is why documentation, context, and evidence matter. Three stories. One backdrop. One question: What happens when you cannot control the outcome, so you try to control the person? 🎙️ Episode Three premieres Thursday, October 8, 2026. Listen critically. Question everything. And most importantly—let the evidence speak. https://www.instagram.com/whhblove?

  5. Oct 2

    Season 0ne Episode Two

    WHEN HATE HIDES BEHIND LOVE:  UBER AND ME The Road to the Record  Back to the road Back to my car Back to where the records began Uber. https://www.instagram.com/whhblove?

  6. Season 1, Episode 2 Trailer

    Season One, Episode Two Prologue

    For Episode 2, I’m using an old tale to explore feelings, perceptions, and the stories we tell ourselves. So… Team Cinderella or Team Stepmother? 👠 Listen to Episode 2 of When Hate Hides Behind Love—and decide for yourself. Follow us on Instagram and join the journey. Sometimes, the story changes when you change the lens. P.S. For some reason, the other episodes are not currently appearing on Apple Podcasts for mobile devices. However, you can still listen to them on a desktop or computer. I’m working to resolve the issue, but in the meantime, the journey continues. The truth will be heard. 🎙️✨ https://www.instagram.com/whhblove?

  7. Sep 29

    Season One, Episode One - The Record

    This is my first episode, my first step in sharing a story that means more to me than I can put into words. There is still so much to uncover, so much to share and I hope you’ll stay with me as I make sense of it, one entry at a time. But this is only the beginning. There are still questions without answers, pieces that don’t quite fit, and truths waiting to surface. So come back for the next entry. Because sometimes, the deeper you look… the more you discover. Until then, keep listening, keep questioning, and I’ll see you where the story continues. https://www.instagram.com/whhblove?

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When Hate Hides Behind Love explores the devastating complications that can arise when an ex-partner wages war against a new relationship, where race, jealousy, money, power, possession, control, and conquest become perceived weapons against two people daring to love again. At its heart is the story of a divorced king and a widowed woman who find hope in each other, only to confront a past that threatens to become a pestilence, manifesting through  racism, stalking, threats, manipulation, lies, violence, and the struggle for justice, safety, and the freedom to move forward. This is a story about love tested by conflict, and the courage to choose hope, truth, and a new beginning in vermont.

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  • Creator
    Luz Ukay
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    7
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © 2026 When Hate Hides Behind Love
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