I'm Here Too

Ara Tucker

A podcast, hosted by Ara Tucker that explores the intersections of art, culture, commerce, careers, creativity, family, identity and all that fills the spaces in between.

  1. Aug 31

    RE-RELEASE: The Dream Can Change, a conversation with Sunil Ayyagari

    In this episode, I reconnect with Sunil Ayyagari, someone I’ve known since we were kids, to talk about time, identity, ambition, and what it looks like to build a life that surprises you. Sunil reflects on growing up queer in the late 80s and 90s, when stigma and fear shaped what was visible, and how pop culture touchstones like Madonna and Pedro Zamora, plus early AOL chat rooms, helped him piece together a sense of self. We talk about moving to New York, working in theater, and the moment he realized the dream had limits, including burnout, money, and the feeling of hitting a ceiling. From there, he walks through a full reset in his early thirties: business school, a new industry, a new city, and eventually marriage and a move back to North Jersey. We also get into attention and technology, what we miss about appointment TV and mixtapes, and how our cohort came of age before constant connectivity, then got addicted anyway. At its heart, this conversation asks: what happens when the life you thought you wanted changes? About Sunil Ayyagari Sunil Ayyagari works in brand strategy and innovation for national and global brands.  From 60+ theater productions, to sexual lubricants to soup, he’s had the opportunity to market a diverse range of products, keeping the work days interesting Outside of work, Sunil’s passions include the performing arts, fundraising for the MS Society of NJ,  and seeing the world with his husband of 7 years.  He’s also a cat dad, with two children named Biscuit and Gravy, who are delicious as they sound.  This episode was originally released on April 22, 2026.

    RE-RELEASE: The Dream Can Change, a conversation with Sunil Ayyagari
  2. Aug 30

    RE-RELEASE: I Wanted to Want It, a conversation with Rory Eakin

    If you've ever chased a career path mostly because it was expected, and felt the gap between what you wanted and what you thought you were supposed to want, this one is for you. Rory Eakin spent a summer in a suit, in an office building, knowing it was wrong. He wanted to want it. He didn't. He said no to the job, went to Cape Town to teach math, and began a series of career deviations that he says got easier with each one. We talk about what it means to grow up with an inherited picture of what success is supposed to look like, and what happens when you start pulling away from it. About burnout and the self-understanding it can unlock. About identity and how hard it is to separate who you are from what you do. And about something that surprised him: a pull toward faith and community after years of describing himself as a confident atheist. About Rory Rory Eakin is a co-Founder and Director of CircleUp, a data analytics company founded to help entrepreneurs thrive. Prior to CircleUp, Rory served as Director of Investments at Humanity United, a private foundation. He started his career as a math teacher at the University of Cape Town. Rory received his MBA from Stanford, and a Master’s Degree in International Relations from the University of Cape Town. He grew up in Washington DC, and now lives in San Francisco with his wife and two children, where he enjoys hiking, board games, and Mario Kart. This episode was originally released on May 13, 2026.

    RE-RELEASE: I Wanted to Want It, a conversation with Rory Eakin
  3. Aug 29

    RE-RELEASE: Live as You're Going, a conversation with Kahwa Douoguih

    “You have to live as you're going to your objectives. You can't just wait for them.” Kahwa and I met in elementary school. We grew up together at the same small private school in New Jersey and lost close track when her family moved in middle school. On September 11, 2001, she was working at the IMF in Washington, D.C. That experience and the very specific decision she made the next day became a guiding principle for her. During our conversation, we talk about protecting your time. About choosing space over status as members of a generation that was trained to optimize for both. About growing up multiracial, having hair that wasn’t like our classmates. We talk about why she enjoys having Scotland as a second home, losing a parent, and what happened when she had a baby she wasn't planning for in her 40s. About Kahwa Douoguih Kahwa is an entrepreneur, economist and educator committed to creating and growing business ventures and sustainable solutions in Africa and helping the next generation develop a globalized perspective in business and entrepreneurship. She has a broad scope of international experience in Africa and the Americas in the areas of economics, development and finance at both public and private sector institutions including the Vale (Inco), Africa Finance Corporation, IMF and several start-up ventures. She is on the Board of Directors of local and multinational manufacturing, natural resource and economic development organizations. This episode was originally released on April 29, 2026.

    RE-RELEASE: Live as You're Going, a conversation with Kahwa Douoguih
  4. Aug 28

    RE-RELEASE: Building a Creative Life from the Inside Out: a conversation with Everest Hall and Mike Russnak

    In this episode, artists and producers, Everest Hall and Mike Russnak take us inside a shared life built, literally, from the ground up. We talk about art school, self-education, reinvention, homelessness, humor, moral courage, astrology, and the unexpected power of moving across the country with nothing but each other. Together they describe what partnership looks like when it’s deeply creative: the way one person steadies the other, the way listening becomes a practice, and the surprising places where joy and possibility still break through. About Everest and Mike Everest Hall (born 1974, Auburn, New York) is a multidisciplinary artist whose practice spans painting, performance, architecture, and sculpture. He developed an early interest in the arts and attended Walnut Hill School for the Arts, where he received formal training in visual art. Hall went on to earn a BFA in Painting from the School of the Art Institute of Chicago, followed by an MFA from the Yale University School of Art in 1998. Hall has exhibited extensively both nationally and internationally, with his work held in museum and private collections. In addition to his studio practice, he is an active producer of digital content, creating several YouTube channels including EverestDIY and, most recently, Big Apple Mountain Tarot, which he co-produces with his partner, Mike Russnak.  Born in 1978 in Greenpoint, Brooklyn, Michael Russnak is an interdisciplinary artist whose work explores the intersections of tradition, superstition and human connection. Raised in a working-class Catholic family, Russnak’s early education in parochial schools instilled in him a lifelong fascination with the moral and symbolic framework that shape belief and behavior - an interest that continues to inform his creative practice today.  Originally awarded a scholarship to study architecture at Pratt Institute, Russnak also attended NYIT before departing to pursue broader creative and experimental paths. This pursuit led him to the William Esper Studio where he honed his craft as an actor studying the Meisner technique.  Michael’s eclectic career has included work as a decorative painter, wood finisher, actor, escort, surrogate partner and astrologer - roles that together form a living study of intimacy, labor and identity. Since relocating from New York City to the southwest in 2020 with his partner Everest, Russnak has continued to expand his artistic and metaphysical endeavors through Big Apple Mountain Tarot, an astrology-based community that blends spiritual exploration with humor and cultural commentary. He is currently developing a news-comedy segment rooted in the same empathy and wit that defines his body of work. This episode was originally released on January 7, 2026.

    RE-RELEASE: Building a Creative Life from the Inside Out: a conversation with Everest Hall and Mike Russnak
  5. Aug 27

    RE-RELEASE: Taking the Fork in the Road, a conversation with Gene Gurkoff

    Hi everybody, in this episode, I’m talking with my old friend Gene Gurkoff, founder of Charity Miles. We grew up together in Essex County, New Jersey, and this is a conversation about what it means to keep moving — literally and figuratively — and to build a life that feels true. We talk about taking the road that isn’t always straight, about purpose as something we practice rather than find, and how staying in motion can create its own kind of belonging. If you’ve ever wondered what it looks like to live a life aligned with meaning — even when you can’t see the whole map — this one’s for you. Off we go. 🎧 Chapters (00:00:06) Opening: Purpose in Motion (00:02:10) From Big Law to Big Meaning — The Leap to Charity Miles (00:07:28) Building Impact: How Charity Miles Works (00:09:25) Becoming a Podcaster While on the Move (00:12:45) Why Every Step Tells a Story (00:15:20) Many Miles, Many Stories — Purpose as Practice (00:16:40) Talking Style Canoeing with Seth Godin: Ideas in Motion (00:21:45) No Days Off — Redefining Rest and Routine (00:22:49) What It Means to Live an Integrated Life (00:24:48) The Fork in the Road: Choosing with Courage (00:27:49) Habits, Rituals, and the Stories That Shape Us (00:32:47) Naming Your Superpower (00:35:00) Impact Starts Small: How to Begin Today (00:37:18) Culture, Curiosity, and Creative Fuel (00:40:35) Closing: The Miles Ahead This episode was originally released on October 22, 2025.

    RE-RELEASE: Taking the Fork in the Road, a conversation with Gene Gurkoff

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A podcast, hosted by Ara Tucker that explores the intersections of art, culture, commerce, careers, creativity, family, identity and all that fills the spaces in between.