Intentionally Single

Lauren Jean
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After years of believing something was wrong with her for being single, hypnotist and mindfulness-based health coach Lauren Jean discovered through meditation, self-hypnosis and academic research that singlehood might be her authentic identity—not a problem to solve. The breakthrough came through a practice she developed while completing her Master's in Mind-Body Medicine: a task-based mindfulness framework that quiets racing minds enough to distinguish between cultural "shoulds" and internal truth. When she finally quieted her mind, she realized: she didn't want a romantic partner, didn't need a different career, and wasn't failing by living with her parents at 46. She was living authentically. Now she documents this journey while sharing the research and tools that made it possible. Each episode combines personal stories with peer-reviewed research on singlehood as identity, clinical insights from hypnosis and mind-body medicine, and practical frameworks for discovering what you actually want beneath cultural messaging. This isn't about dating better or trying harder. It's about quieting your mind long enough to discover who you actually are. For Generation X women questioning everything about relationships, success, and what they're "supposed" to want—this is where we explore together. Scholar-practitioner work: personal vulnerability grounded in academic research. Topics explored: The three types of single identity (and how to discover yours)Research on singlehood, happiness, and life satisfactionMind-body medicine approaches to authentic livingNavigating midlife as an intentionally single womanFinancial security, social connection, and legacy planning for singlesThe intersection of singlehood with perimenopause, aging, and identity shiftsClinical tools for distinguishing external pressure from internal truth Your host: Lauren Jean is a hypnotist, mindfulness coach, and retail management professional with a Master's degree in Mind-Body Medicine from Saybrook University. After years of questioning whether something was wrong with her for being single, she discovered through meditation and academic research that singlehood might be her authentic identity. She documents this journey while helping other Generation X women explore the same questions—grounding personal experience in peer-reviewed research and mind-body medicine practices. Singlehood as authentic identity, not a problem to solve.

  1. JAN 29

    IMHO — REAL Love Is Not Easy

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! In my humble opinion, real love isn’t defined by ease, chemistry, or compatibility on good days. It reveals itself when things are hard. In this IMHO episode, Lauren Jean reflects on what happens when love moves beyond attraction and into reality—when problems arise, defenses fall away, and you begin to see who someone truly is beneath their intelligence, kindness, and charm. This episode explores: How real love emerges in moments of difficulty, not comfortWhat it means to witness someone at their lowest—and be witnessed yourselfWhy some relationships feel “worth it” in ways that can’t be explainedThe quiet, internal nature of love that no one else fully understandsWhy depth of feeling sometimes requires space, solitude, and self-responsibilityThis is not an episode about advice or relationship rules.  It’s a reflection on the lived experience of loving deeply—and honestly—when truth matters more than ease. For those who have loved in a way that changed them, this episode puts words to what often remains unspoken. Support the show

    7 min

  2. JAN 18

    The Single at Heart: When I Realized This Might Be Forever

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! There's a difference between being okay with being single—and realizing that being single might be who you actually are. Not temporarily. Not while you're healing. But permanently. Essentially. Authentically. For 15 years, I believed I was single because something was wrong with me. Because I was "a horrible wife" (his exact words). Because I needed to fix myself before I'd be ready for partnership. Then came the November walk. The question that changed everything. And my ex-boyfriend's engagement—which brought relief instead of devastation. That's when I knew: I'm not temporarily single. I'm not healing toward partnership. I'm single at heart. This episode reveals what researchers mean by "core identity"—and what happens when you stop believing you're broken. In This Episode You'll Discover: The Personal Story: The question that appeared on that November walk (and why it changed everything)What my ex-husband said that I carried for 15 years like evidenceWhy I might not have been a "horrible wife" because I was broken—but because that role never fitWhat happened when my ex-boyfriend got engaged (and why I felt free instead of jealous)The Master's degree revelation that helped me distinguish cultural scripts from my own truthWhat changed when I finally said out loud: "I'm single at heart"The Research Revelation: What "single at heart" actually means (and how it differs from counter-normative and peripheral identity)Bella DePaulo's research on people who live their best lives as singleWhy 29% of Gen X singles over 40 aren't seeking relationships or dates at allWhat happens when singles at heart imagine their ideal futures (spoiler: no partner at the center)How to tell the difference between core identity and avoidance (they look completely different)Why people who are single at heart reinterpret their entire relationship historyThe Signs You Might Be Single at Heart: What it feels like when the seeking finally stopsWhy "I'm open to meeting someone" becomes an exhausting performanceThe relief of putting down the weight of "maybe someday"How your past "failures" look different when you realize you were in the wrong life structureWhat I'm Not Telling You Here: The five-minute guided practice that reveals whether partnership is in your actual ideal futureWhat dissolved completely when I claimed this identity (not just lessened—dissolved)Why living with my parents became a choice instead of evidence of failureThe weight I didn't know I was carrying until I put it downThis Episode Answers: How do I know if I'm single at heart or just avoiding intimacy?What if I've had good relationships but they still felt wrong?Is it possible to love someone and still not want partnership?What happens when you stop keeping yourself "open" to something you don't actually want?Can being single really be who you ARE—not just what you're doing right now?Key Research Sources: Kislev, E. (2023). Singlehood as an identity. Self and IdentityDePaulo, B. (2014). A singles studies perspective on Mount Matrimony. Psychological InquiryDePaulo, B. (2023). Single at Heart: The Power, Freedom, and Heart-Filling Joy of Single Life. Hachette Go.Thomson-DeVeaux, A. (2023). Americans are increasingly single and OK with it. FiveThSupport the show

    28 min

  3. JAN 17

    The Fluid Single: When I Finally Stopped Fighting With Myself

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! There's a space between defending your singlehood and claiming it as permanent. Where you can say "I'm happy single right now" without the tightness in your chest. Where you're genuinely open to partnership—but not organizing your life around finding it. This episode reveals what researchers call "peripheral identity"—and why it might be the most peaceful place you've ever been. In This Episode: What peripheral identity actually means (and why "fluid" is the key word) The difference between positive and negative peripheral identity (both are legitimate) Gen X data: 64% of singles ages 45-60 say they enjoy being single MORE than being in a relationship The signs you've shifted: The defensive voice quiets, the comparison stops, and "I'm open to meeting someone" becomes genuinely true instead of defensive What peripheral identity doesn't question (and why that matters for what comes next) Key Research: Kislev, E. (2023). Singlehood as an identity. Self and IdentityThomson-DeVeaux, A. (2023). Americans are increasingly single and OK with it. FiveThirtyEightEck, B. A. (2013). Single straight men negotiating definitions of single life. Symbolic Interaction You Need This Episode If: The defensive voice has quieted but you're not sure what comes nextYou can say "I'm happy single" without needing to convince anyoneYou're genuinely open to partnership but not desperately seeking itYou want to understand the difference between defensive hedging and authentic openness The Two Types of Peripheral Identity: Positive: "I'm single and genuinely content. I'm open to partnership if it shows up naturally, but I'm not holding my breath. My life feels full." Negative: "I'm single and while I'm not in crisis about it, I do want partnership. I feel like something is missing. I'm working toward changing this, but I'm not panicking." Both are peripheral. Both are fluid. Both are legitimate. The difference? Whether you're content with singlehood as it is, or genuinely seeking to change it. But in both cases, the defense has dropped. Singlehood as authentic identity, not a problem to solve. Support the show

    16 min

  4. JAN 16

    When "I Love Being Single!" Sounds Like You're Trying to Convince Yourself

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! Have you ever noticed how LOUDLY you say "I'm perfectly happy being single"? How you always add "...but I'm still open to meeting someone" just in case people think you've given up? For 15 years, I couldn't tell which voice was actually mine: Voice 1: "I'm fine being single. I like my life." Voice 2: "But everyone else has someone. Something must be wrong with you." Then my ex got engaged. And what happened next shocked me. This episode reveals what researchers call "counter-normative identity"—and why so many Gen X women are exhausted without knowing why. In This Episode You'll Discover: The Personal Story: What I was hiding about living with my parents at 45The November walk that changed everything (involving a scrawny tree and hazelnut coffee)Why my ex's engagement brought relief instead of devastationThe exact moment the 15-year battle finally endedThe Research Revelation: Why only 30% of singles recognize they're being discriminated against (compared to 100% of gay men)The brutal stereotypes about single people vs. married peopleWhat 65% of Gen X singles actually say (spoiler: it's not what you think)The three types of single identity—and how to tell which one you're livingThe Signs You're Fighting Counter-Normative Identity: Four defensive patterns you probably don't realize you're doingWhere the defense lives in your body (and what happens when it drops)The compensation pattern that keeps you exhaustedWhy "but I'm still open to meeting someone" is the telltale phraseWhat I'm Not Telling You Here: The guided practice that reveals your defensive voiceHow to know when you've moved beyond counter-normative identityThe one question that changes everythingWhat happens on the other side of the battle This Episode Answers: Why am I so defensive about being single when I claim I love it?Is this constant internal conflict normal?How do I know if my "choice" to be single is actually shame-driven?What does it feel like when the fighting finally stops? Key Research Sources: Kislev, E. (2023). Singlehood as an identity. Self and IdentityDePaulo, B. M., & Morris, W. L. (2006). Stereotyping and discrimination against singles. Current Directions in Psychological ScienceThomson-DeVeaux, A. (2023). Americans are increasingly single and OK with it. FiveThirtyEightSharp, E. A., & Ganong, L. (2011). Single women's perceptions of their social environment. Journal of Family Issues One Key Quote (But You'll Want to Hear the Rest): "When you genuinely believe you're not broken, you stop defending yourself. The defense dropped not because I decided to let it go, but because I didn't need it anymore." You Need This Episode If: You can't tell which voice is actually yours beneath the cultural noiseYou're exhausted and don't know whySomeone asking "Are you dating?" makes your chest tightenYou add "but I'm still open" as insurance against judgmentYou're Gen X and tired of feeling like you're on a "deviant life path" You DON'T Need This Episode If: You're genuinely comfortable with your singlehood (no internal conflict)You're looking for dating strategies to find a partnerSupport the show

    17 min

  5. JAN 15

    Quieting My Mind Long Enough to Discover Who I Actually Am

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! What happens when your mind finally gets quiet enough for you to hear the difference between cultural messaging and your own truth? In this premiere episode, I share the exact moment everything changed—a rainy November morning walk through a nature preserve where I accidentally discovered a practice that would dissolve 15 years of shame about being single. This isn't a story about "fixing" my singlehood or finally becoming "ready" for partnership. It's the story of how a task-based mindfulness practice I developed for my Master's capstone revealed something I'd been hiding from myself: I wasn't broken for being single at 45. I was living authentically—I just couldn't hear my own truth beneath the noise of cultural "shoulds." Using a framework from my mind-body medicine training (the hypnotic "confusion technique"), combined with nature-based awe experiences, I gave my racing mind a complex enough job that it stopped ruminating long enough for me to recognize: the shame wasn't based on truth. It was based on a story I'd been told. And once I saw that difference, I couldn't unsee it. What You'll Discover in This Episode: The Origin Story: The specific walk where everything shiftedWhy traditional meditation never worked for my racing mindThe moment I realized my mind needed a job, not silenceThe Practice That Changed Everything: The five-category framework I developed (thoughts, senses, labels, observations, associations)Why associations became the "ultimate confusion technique"How the hypnotic trance state emerged naturally from giving my mind complex workThe Small Self Phenomenon: What happened when I stared up at those treesThe research on awe in nature and stress resilienceHow feeling "small" actually creates freedom, not insignificanceThe Shame Dissolution: The exact moment 15 years of shame simply... disappearedHow to distinguish between external cultural messaging and internal truthWhy shame can't survive in the present momentThe Confirmation: What happened when my ex got engaged (and why my response revealed everything)The difference between attachment and genuine contentmentHow I discovered I was "finally content without a man"—not as a waiting period, but as a permanent stateKey Takeaway: Shame can't survive when you're fully present. It only exists when you're comparing your current reality to some story about how things are supposed to be. But when your mind is occupied with present-moment experience—tracking thoughts, sensations, sounds, observations, associations—there's no room for shame. Because shame requires judgment. And judgment requires stepping out of the present moment. The practice I developed wasn't designed to dissolve shame. It was designed to quiet my racing mind. But what I discovered is that when your mind gets quiet enough, shame can't hide. You see it clearly for what it is: a story, not a truth. Featured Research & Frameworks: The Confusion Technique (clinical hypnosis): How occupying the conscious mind with complex tasks creates trance statesSmall Self Phenomenon (Keltner & Haidt, 2003): The awe response that reduces self-focused attentionNature-Based Stress Reduction (Hunter et al., 2019): Measurable cortisol reduction within 20-30 minutes in natural environmentsAwe Walks Research (Sturm et al., 2022): How structured nature exposure Support the show

    34 min

  6. JAN 14

    Between Seasons: What I Discovered When I Finally Stopped Trying to Fix Myself

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! After months of silence, I need to tell you where I've been—because where I've been explains why everything about this podcast is about to change. While finishing my Master's degree in Mind-Body Medicine, training my body intentionally for the first time, and building financial security, I kept sitting with one question: What if I'm not broken for being single? That simple question—combined with the task-based mindfulness practice I developed for my capstone research—revealed something I'd been hiding from myself for 15 years: I might not be seeking partnership anymore. Not because I'm closed off or bitter or incapable of love. But because I might already be complete. This transition episode is the bridge between who this podcast was (dating advice for Generation X singles seeking partnership) and who it's becoming (a space to explore singlehood as a legitimate, authentic identity). I'm not here to convince you to be single. I'm here to explore what happens when you quiet your mind long enough to distinguish between cultural "shoulds" and your own internal truth—and to document what I discover when I do. What You'll Discover in This Episode: Where I've Been: Completing my Master's capstone on nature-based awe experiences and stress resilienceThe "small self phenomenon" that creates freedom instead of insignificanceWhy I hired a fitness coach (and what it taught me about giving my mind structured work)Building financial security for the first time in my lifeThe pattern connecting all of these: quieting my mind enough to hear my truthThe Realization That Changed Everything: The difference between "seeking" and "being open"Why 15 years of healing work was valuable but based on a false premiseThe three types of single identity (counter-normative, peripheral, and core)How I moved from shame-based singlehood to possibly being "single at heart"What it means to be complete right now, not healing toward partnershipWhat This Podcast Is Becoming: From dating strategies to identity explorationScholar-practitioner work: personal vulnerability grounded in peer-reviewed researchThe framework I'm writing a book about (and will teach throughout the podcast)What happens when you quiet your mind enough to hear what's actually true for youExploring singlehood as authentic identity, not a problem to solveWho This Is For (And Who It's Not For): NOT for: Dating strategies, tips to attract a partner, healing TO find loveIS for: Questioning whether you actually want partnership, tired of feeling broken, curious about singlehood as identity, Gen X women navigating midlifeKey Quotes: "What if I'm not broken for being single? What if I'm not healing TO find a relationship? What if I'm just... complete?" "Seeking says: 'I need something outside myself to be complete.' Being open says: 'I'm complete, and I'm receptive to what comes.'" "For 15 years, I believed the cultural story: If you're single, something's wrong. That story created so much shame. So much anxiety. So much performance." "Right now, in this moment, I feel more authentic as a single person than I ever have. I feel more complete. I feel more free. I feel more ME." "I'm not willing to perform uncertainty just to make other people comfortable. This might be who I am. And if it is, I want to live it fully." The Three Types of Sin Support the show

    27 min

  7. JAN 14

    The Day I Stopped Needing Him: How Attachment Disguises Itself as Love

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! What's the difference between loving someone and being attached to them? In this deeply vulnerable episode, I share the exact moment I discovered true freedom—when my ex entered a new relationship and instead of devastation, I felt genuine relief and joy for him. This isn't a story about falling out of love or "getting over someone." It's about recognizing the exhausting difference between attachment (needing someone for your own completeness) and genuine love (wanting someone's happiness regardless of your role in it). If you've ever wondered why letting go feels so physically difficult, why you keep checking their social media, or why you can't seem to move forward despite knowing it's over—this episode will help you understand what your body has been trying to tell you all along. In This Episode, You'll Discover: The physical and emotional difference between attachment and true loveWhy attachment often masquerades as love (and how to tell them apart)The moment I realized I didn't need someone to be completeHow pulling your energy back to yourself changes everythingThe neuroscience behind why emotional attachment feels like addictionHow to maintain friendship without hidden agendasThe coaching questions that reveal whether you're loving or attachedKey Takeaway: Real love celebrates someone's happiness even when it doesn't include you. Attachment needs them to be unhappy without you to prove you still matter. Your body already knows which one you're experiencing—it's just waiting for your mind to catch up. Featured In This Episode: Personal story: My five-year journey from attachment to freedomHypnotic journey: Reclaiming your energy from "maybe someday"Coaching moment: The question that reveals everything about attachment vs. loveNeuroscience: Why letting go feels so physically difficultPerfect For You If: You're still checking their social media months or years laterYou say you've "let go" but can't stop thinking about themYou're keeping yourself available "just in case"You wonder if true contentment on your own is actually possibleYou're ready to reclaim the energy you've been giving awayEpisode Resources: Private coaching: Ready to move from attachment to genuine freedom? Email intentionallysinglepodcast@gmail.comShare your story: Where are you in your journey from attachment to freedom? I'd love to hear from you at intentionallysinglepodcast@gmail.comNote: This episode aligns perfectly with your rebranded mission of celebrating conscious singlehood. It positions letting go not as a step toward finding someone new, but as reclaiming your power and discovering the genuine contentment that makes singlehood a choice rather than a circumstance. Support the show

    19 min

  8. 06/29/2025

    Inner Voice Speaks-The First 5 Months Without Dating: How I Broke My Emotional Distraction Addiction

    click the link and send a quick message to grab the latest download mentioned in the show! "I wasn't just taking a break from dating. I was breaking an addiction." What happens when you stop using men as emotional Band-Aids? This vulnerable episode reveals the shocking patterns I discovered about myself—and why you might be doing the same thing without realizing it. The Pattern You Might Recognize: Do you reach for your phone to text someone when you're feeling bored, lonely, or just "off"? There's a deeper reason why—and it has nothing to do with actually wanting connection. What I Discovered: The surprising connection between emotional eating and dating patternsWhy the mind doesn't distinguish between food and male attention (both feel "safe")The uncomfortable truth about what many of us are really seeking when we dateHow I accidentally trained my brain that discomfort equals emergencyThe Game-Changing Realization: "Every time I reached out to a guy when feeling low, I was essentially saying: 'I don't trust myself to handle this feeling.'" What Changed After 5 Months: Guys started contacting me again (once I stopped needing them to)My focus and energy dramatically improvedI experienced freedom I hadn't felt since I was 17Something shifted that I never expected...The Question That Changes Everything: What are you really looking for when you reach for your phone during uncomfortable emotions? Try This Challenge: Go 48 hours without reaching out to anyone for romantic attention when you feel uncomfortable emotions. See what happens when you choose to sit with yourself instead. The Deeper Truth: You're not doing this work to become more attractive to potential partners. You're doing it for a reason that might surprise you... Connect With Me: Email: intentionallysinglepodcast@gmail.comInstagram: @thegirlwiththevinestattooHave you noticed similar patterns in your own life? I'd love to hear your story. The most important relationship you'll ever have is the one with yourself. Support the show

    25 min
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After years of believing something was wrong with her for being single, hypnotist and mindfulness-based health coach Lauren Jean discovered through meditation, self-hypnosis and academic research that singlehood might be her authentic identity—not a problem to solve. The breakthrough came through a practice she developed while completing her Master's in Mind-Body Medicine: a task-based mindfulness framework that quiets racing minds enough to distinguish between cultural "shoulds" and internal truth. When she finally quieted her mind, she realized: she didn't want a romantic partner, didn't need a different career, and wasn't failing by living with her parents at 46. She was living authentically. Now she documents this journey while sharing the research and tools that made it possible. Each episode combines personal stories with peer-reviewed research on singlehood as identity, clinical insights from hypnosis and mind-body medicine, and practical frameworks for discovering what you actually want beneath cultural messaging. This isn't about dating better or trying harder. It's about quieting your mind long enough to discover who you actually are. For Generation X women questioning everything about relationships, success, and what they're "supposed" to want—this is where we explore together. Scholar-practitioner work: personal vulnerability grounded in academic research. Topics explored: The three types of single identity (and how to discover yours)Research on singlehood, happiness, and life satisfactionMind-body medicine approaches to authentic livingNavigating midlife as an intentionally single womanFinancial security, social connection, and legacy planning for singlesThe intersection of singlehood with perimenopause, aging, and identity shiftsClinical tools for distinguishing external pressure from internal truth Your host: Lauren Jean is a hypnotist, mindfulness coach, and retail management professional with a Master's degree in Mind-Body Medicine from Saybrook University. After years of questioning whether something was wrong with her for being single, she discovered through meditation and academic research that singlehood might be her authentic identity. She documents this journey while helping other Generation X women explore the same questions—grounding personal experience in peer-reviewed research and mind-body medicine practices. Singlehood as authentic identity, not a problem to solve.

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  • Creator
    Lauren Jean
  • Years Active
    2021 - 2026
  • Episodes
    60
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Intentionally Single
  • Show Website
    Intentionally Single