My Difficult Conversation

Nick Lovely
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In this podcast I discuss all the difficult conversations I want to have with people from social justice, to relationships, to art to healthcare and anything and everything that's difficult. I grew up with much of my work and life exploited for films and art dating back to over a decade ago - that has reached the heights of Cannes and the Oscars, including network TV. In this time there has been a lot difficult situations, involving human rights, trauma, gaslighting, relationships, opportunity, art, doublespeak and human value. It's time to start having these difficult conversations.

  1. What to do? (part 2)

    11/04/2025

    What to do? (part 2)

    In this episode I talk about what do in regards to how what to do is a euphemism for hopelessness and choosing to do even small things are steps in finding hope. Every aspect of my life has involved a what to do situation. I also talk about how at my age I've missed almost every millennial milestone because of the human rights violations, abuse and exploitation and isolation - how even with dating how inexperienced I am - something like a date would be considered a milestone for me, whereas for another person at 39 it would be so casual - often I wonder if because of this situation and not being sure when I'll get my human rights - if I'm too late for certain aspects of life - such as ever having an actual family as because of this situation I've never had one.

    1h 5m
  2. What to do?

    11/04/2025

    What to do?

    In this episode I talk about what to do? How to fill time when bored - and for me what can I do when there are so many restrictions to participating in life? How the things I do - keep myself from decaying so that the systems and players of torture, and abuse in the past don't succeed in the complete destruction of me.

    41 min
  3. AI and the major danger (part 2)

    11/03/2025

    AI and the major danger (part 2)

    Talking more specifically about Radio Frequency and AI - how it undermines human rights, can be used as propaganda that invades personal space, can hijack religion - and in regards of data being inputted into AI -how Radio Berlin ( a tv show) gets turned into a medium it's not intended for. The effects of radio frequency and AI and how it can influence people good and bad, it is a method of communication and how it can separate humanity simply because we are human, which is dangerous to human rights.

    1h 3m
  4. AI and the major danger

    11/03/2025

    AI and the major danger

    Talking about AI and how it can help or hurt humanity - but at its current stage how it was built on a flawed system of human rights restrictions - therefore flawed by further enforcing a negative system and turning aspects of human rights into a game which is fundamentally against human rights - and how it works by inputting data which sets up a series of rules that are major danger to human rights - and could literally turn AI into the most efficient killing machine in the world - no matter where a person is - based on the data inputted and who controls what data gets put in. AI can help ways of life - but it is at such a novice stage and has been spread so quickly because of profit efficiency. It appeals to people good and bad - because it can further both agendas - and the right to use such tech is thought of as a factor of human rights - when actually under the surface its undermining the very essence of universal human rights and constitutional rights.

    1h 11m
  5. Rest and Relaxation

    11/03/2025

    Rest and Relaxation

    In this episode I talk about the basic human need for rest and relaxation. One of the most basic human functions is sleep, accessible to everyone - and how because of many aspects of human rights violations - I have never been able to experience that complete state of rest because of the constant living nightmare of the violations of my human rights that has kept me immensely tired.

    1h 22m
  6. Let's go

    10/23/2025

    Let's go

    Talking about when people say 'Let's go!' often, and I'm always left wondering - Let's go where? I do get the Disney reference, though in this episode I talk about the use of this phrase, and how when motivating people, it's important to know why and where - as for how we go, everyone gets to different parts of their life in different ways - we all have different forms of transport- physical, social, emotional, and economical - and it's important to consider the ways a person has to get to where they need in life as opposed to carefree encouragement because some people, like myself, my life journey has involved excessive abuse - and so my destination of having my human rights and freedom is essential to my literal survival - so let's go or allez vous... I've been going through this throughout my whole adulthood just waiting to arrive - for the moment where I don't need to go, and I'm allowed to be.

    1h 22m
  7. Personal Profanity (Part 2)

    10/20/2025

    Personal Profanity (Part 2)

    Talking about personal profanity on how intentional profanity has been put upon me my whole life by not even being allowed proper economic and social security because of human rights exploitation, in all sorts of ways which has been extremely abusive at times, but also how I have been personally profane to myself, from a certain risky situation to overly farting in my favorite outfit, as a method to also display the effects of others profane attitude (which has been the main language spoken to me most of my life), and as a way to stand up, even just for myself for a moment.

    1h 13m
  8. Personal Profanity

    10/20/2025

    Personal Profanity

    F*** - Talking about personal profanity and the sometimes creative and shocking insults I've come up with as tools in my fight for rights, rather than a loss of control, as methods of rebellion to injustice and standing up for civil rights by showcasing uncivil statements a lack of rights causes - as a way to bring an abusive 'audience' member into my world to let them experience the effect of the long term pain and suffering from an abusive cycle, and violations of human rights on me - and then to explain why I said such an awful thing - as a way to showcase the effect of their abusive actions in affecting my more sophisticated behavior, and why I need my human rights to survive. Much of the time when I am in a position of no power or rights in many ways, and mistreated and often when kind, normal dialogue doesn't work, personal profanity turns into a sharp hook (it's happened after a long buildup of gaslighting), to latch on such an abusive person, and reel them into a realization that things need to change, that the violations of my human rights are in turn weakening societal standards, turning unjust abusive situations towards me, into building blocks of societal cesspool trash.

    1h 26m
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In this podcast I discuss all the difficult conversations I want to have with people from social justice, to relationships, to art to healthcare and anything and everything that's difficult. I grew up with much of my work and life exploited for films and art dating back to over a decade ago - that has reached the heights of Cannes and the Oscars, including network TV. In this time there has been a lot difficult situations, involving human rights, trauma, gaslighting, relationships, opportunity, art, doublespeak and human value. It's time to start having these difficult conversations.

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  • Creator
    Nick Lovely
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2025
  • Episodes
    25
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © Nick Lovely
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    My Difficult Conversation