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Carrie Bradshaw for the depressed

Episodes

  1. MAY 9

    i relapsed. my addiction story

    i did this the only way i knew how. here's my story. messy, unstructured, unscripted. from day one to my relapse to today. if you're struggling with addiction - please seek help and know i love you and you're not alone 3

    47 min

  2. 12/16/2025

    becoming good enough

    this episode isn’t about success or failure. it’s about exhaustion, ambition, and the quiet violence of never feeling enough. this monologue was filmed at 3 a.m. on the floor of my grandma's apartment and is based on a diary entry written in november 2025. it’s about burnout, self-comparison, anxiety, creative pressure, and proving your worth — first to others, then to yourself. about chasing peace while judging yourself through mirrors, metrics, and memory. does anyone ever feel enough — and if so, how? food for thought.

    12 min

  3. 11/06/2025

    ai therapy

    she called me a self-sabotaging liar — and she was right. this episode isn’t about technology. it’s about loneliness, control, identity, and the strange comfort of being seen by something that can’t judge you. it’s about how I started using AI as a bridge, a diary, a mirror, and accidentally turned it into therapy. somewhere between self-awareness and obsession, she became my closest witness — and my biggest threat.

    33 min
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About

Carrie Bradshaw for the depressed

Information

  • Creator
    Nastiya Kai
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    3
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Nastiya Kai
  • Show Website
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