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Unfiltered Growth Co

 The podcast for the ones outgrowing everything they thought they had to be. Hosted by someone knee-deep in the real work — not just the cute, surface-level kind — this show cracks open the hidden layers of healing, growth, self-abandonment, identity shifts, and spiritual awakenings. It’s raw. It’s honest. It’s the stuff most people are too afraid to say out loud. If you’ve ever felt like you’re falling apart and becoming more you at the same time — welcome. You’re in the right place. 

  1. DEC 16

    The Year Everything Ended — And Why I’m Grateful It Did

    EP 43. Over the last year, my life has moved through a series of endings, quiet stretches, and unexpected clarity that I didn’t fully understand while I was living them. What I did know was that change felt harder than ever — especially as someone whose nervous system tends to push back until change becomes unavoidable. In this episode, I’m sharing what it’s actually felt like to move through the energies of the Destroyer, the Desert, the Cave, and now, the Mentor — not as archetypes or theories, but as lived experience. From moments where things ended abruptly and without my permission, to long periods where life felt stripped down and uncertain, to the silence that forced me inward and changed my relationship with myself. At the beginning of this year, I had a massive intuitive download that eventually became The Turning Point. What’s funny looking back is that I thought I was creating something to help others — and instead, I ended up learning far more about change, self-trust, and my own capacity to move through hard things than I ever expected. This episode is an honest reflection on what happens when you stop resisting change, when you learn to listen instead of push, and when guidance finally lands because you’re ready to receive it. If you’re in a season where something feels like it’s ending, unraveling, or reshaping your life, this conversation will meet you right where you are.

    40 min
  2. DEC 9

    Regret, Nostalgia, and Emotional Spirals: Why You Keep Getting Stuck and How to Move Forward

    Ep. 42 If you’ve ever caught yourself spiraling in regret, rehashing old patterns, or getting pulled into the nostalgia loop that makes everything feel ten times heavier, this episode is the permission slip you didn’t know you needed. Morgan and guest co-host Lexi sit down for an honest, grounded conversation about the emotions most people try to outrun: regret, shame, self-blame, and the fear of repeating the same patterns again and again. If regret has ever made you feel stuck, anchored, or disconnected from yourself, you’re going to feel seen in this one. Inside the episode, we explore: • Why regret feels so heavy and why it keeps looping  • How nostalgia ties into regret and hijacks your clarity  • The fine line between self-compassion and self-victimization  • The emotional “swirl” that pulls you in and how to work with it instead of fighting it  • The moments where you don’t need answers—you just need to feel  • What it actually means to get “back in the pool” in healing and relationships  • Why avoiding sadness shuts down your joy and your future self  • How to move from emotional overwhelm into grounded, present decisions This isn’t about bypassing your emotions or pretending you're “high vibe.” It’s about understanding what regret is trying to teach you, making room for the feelings you’ve been avoiding, and choosing what comes next with clarity instead of chaos. If you’ve been stuck in your head, stuck in a pattern, or stuck in the past, this episode will help you reconnect with yourself, interrupt the spiral, and finally move forward. Love Kialy Lexi Community Coaching Calls (agape)

    43 min
  3. NOV 26

    Manifestation That Actually Works: A Real Talk Breakdown with Vanessa Diab

    Ep. 41 This episode is a gold nugget that was never meant to collect dust on a hard drive. A while back, my friends Kialy & Lexi were experimenting with launching a podcast. They recorded this gorgeous, soul-sparking conversation with their guest, Vanessa Diab — and even though they ultimately chose not to pursue podcasting, the episode was too damn good not to share. So with their blessing, it’s finally getting the spotlight it deserves. In this episode we dive into the real, gritty side of manifestation — the side no one wants to talk about. The rock bottoms. The fear. The identity shifts. The moment you realize life will mirror exactly what’s going on inside of you (annoying, but true). Vanessa breaks down her entire manifestation framework, including how she healed through intuition, how she opened her heart after losing hope, and the reason most people stay stuck in “why isn’t this happening yet?” purgatory. If you’ve been craving a conversation that blends spirituality, psychology, energy work, and “holy shit I needed to hear that” honesty… this one lands. This episode will remind you:  You’re powerful.  You’re a creator.  And your fear is usually the only thing blocking the universe from delivering what you already asked for. Let this episode crack you open a little — in the best way. Follow Kialy & Lexi on socials @lovekailylexi Follow Vanessa @conscious.creator.vanessa Work With Vanessa

    45 min
5
out of 5
8 Ratings

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 The podcast for the ones outgrowing everything they thought they had to be. Hosted by someone knee-deep in the real work — not just the cute, surface-level kind — this show cracks open the hidden layers of healing, growth, self-abandonment, identity shifts, and spiritual awakenings. It’s raw. It’s honest. It’s the stuff most people are too afraid to say out loud. If you’ve ever felt like you’re falling apart and becoming more you at the same time — welcome. You’re in the right place.