Positively Terrible

Scott Alleman; Dan Metivier
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Scott, his wife's fiancé, and her boyfriend walked into a bar. Now, each week Scott and Dan discuss surviving, and thriving, after trauma. Settle in my terrible listeners, today's episode is going to be Positively Terrible.

  1. Mom Was Dead and Dad Did It - With Shelly

    05/23/2024

    Mom Was Dead and Dad Did It - With Shelly

    This week's Decent Human Being is author Shelly Edwards Jorgensen. Her story is about her mother's murder. Other topics include alcoholism, domestic violence, sexual assault, and arson. You can buy her memoir on Amazon.com.  Shelly knew trouble was brewing. Her dad was a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde alcoholic, and on this day he was preparing dinner and drinking Manhattans in his robe when he should have been getting ready for work. She ran interference when her mom came home from work earlier than expected, but that wasn't enough to save her life. Shelly's dad was a lot of things. He was smart, successful, and charismatic, and she remembers times when he was a fun and loving dad. He was also an alcoholic, an abuser, and after this night, a murderer. He'd been threatening to kill the family and burn the house down since she was at least 6 years old, so when her neighbor picked her and her sister up from basketball practice and told them there'd been a fire, they both knew.  Shelly spent the next two-and-a-half years living with a murderer. The initial autopsy said that her mother died of natural causes, but he was eventually arrested and she had to testify against him at trial. It was not ideal. After years of healing aided by therapy and her faith, Shelly wrote her memoir, Beautiful Ashes .  More From Shelly Read Shelly's blogFollow on FacebookListen to her other interviews Mentioned in This Episode Popeyes spicy chicken sandwichWendy's biscuits and gravy Follow our socials:  Instagram: @positivelyterrible Facebook: @positivelyterrible   Wanna Tell a f****d up story or be the first to get a Decent F*****g Human Tattoo? Send us an email at podcast@positivelyterrible.com  Creators & Guests Shelly Edwards Jorgensen - Guest

    57 min
  2. I Have Dyscalculia - With Michelle Steiner

    05/14/2024

    I Have Dyscalculia - With Michelle Steiner

    This week's Decent F*****g Human is Michelle. Her fucked up story is about growing up with a learning disability called dyscalculia. Other topics include bullying, shame, limited hand dexterity, and visual perception issues.  Michelle is a smart woman. That will become clear as you listen to the episode, but I need to say it because people with learning disabilities don't always get the benefit of the doubt. There were times when Michelle was told that she had a limited ceiling because she had dyscalculia, but all of those people were eventually proved wrong. Those people are what we sometimes call haters, and Michelle had no time for them. Michelle's life wasn't always easy, but I don't think that's what this episode is about. She was a misfit who was bullied, she struggled at school, and she had the haters I mentioned earlier, but she also had adults who did the right things for her. She was able to get assessed for a learning disability early, and her parents who did everything they could to support her.   More From Michelle Read Michelle's blogFollow Michelle on FacebookCheck out the other Podcast appearances Mentioned in This Episode The TaxpayersScott's Dog BolognaMortified podcastFollow our socials:  Instagram: @positivelyterrible Facebook: @positivelyterrible   Wanna Tell a fucked up story or be the first to get a Decent Fucking Human Tattoo? Send us an email at podcast@positivelyterrible.com Creators & Guests Michelle Steiner - Guest

    46 min
  3. My Mother Was Brutal to Everyone - With Paula

    05/03/2024

    My Mother Was Brutal to Everyone - With Paula

    This week's Decent F*****g Human is Paula. Her fucked up story is about being raised by a toxic mother who tried to murder her as an infant. Other topics in this episode include narcissistic abuse, alcoholism, and anxiety.   Paula's mother tried to kill her. She was only 3 months old the first time it happened, and five months old the second. It's taken her a lifetime to piece together and process what happened, and there are still friends, family, and acquaintances who don't believe her story. It's not surprising that people don't want to believe her. Mothers hold a special place in society, and many want to believe that even the most flawed ones are well-intentioned. They're often given the benefit of the doubt, and abuse is overlooked until either charges are filed or the funeral is scheduled. What makes Paula's story more complicated is that the only proof she has is her memory. It's hard to believe that anyone can remember anything from such a young age, but there is growing evidence that infants can remember traumatic events. Even if you're skeptical, I'd encourage you to reserve judgment and have a listen. There's still a story here about a woman who was raised by a toxic mother and has done a whole lot of work to heal.  More From Paula Soft Skill Strategy Courses: softskillstrategycourses.comMore on DISC and behavioral styles: smilessparksuccess.comSoft Skills Facebook groupFollow our socials:  Instagram: @positivelyterrible Facebook: @positivelyterrible   Wanna Tell a f****d up story or be the first to get a Decent F*****g Human Tattoo? Send an email to podcast@positivelyterrible.com Creators & Guests Terrible Scott - Host Producer Dan - Host Paula Kramer - Guest

    49 min
  4. An Unexpected Gift: An Update From Amy Thurman

    04/25/2024

    An Unexpected Gift: An Update From Amy Thurman

    Warning: Producer Dan couldn’t make it to this episode, so please don’t turn it off when you hear Scott's voice first. Also, note that this is not our usual format - it's our first update interview. The updates are nothing but positive, but we revisit parts of Amy's story about her broken neck and sheared brain stem, and we also talk about the suicidal thoughts she was having at that time. Amy's book Finding My Hero Within: A Journey from Incapacitation to Empowerment is out now.  Dan and I first became acquainted with Amy in August 2023 when we interviewed her for our 17th episode, I Laid in Bed 23 Hours a Day for a Year. The episode was about the catastrophic injuries she experienced when she fell at home. Amy didn’t know it at the time, but she’d later learn she sheared her brainstem, and she lives with a broken neck to this day.  Amy’s episode was one of the first that made me think Positively Terrible could be something special. She was a great guest with a powerful story, and I had no idea why she trusted us enough to share with us idiots.  She was one of the first guests we booked who wasn’t a friend, family, or a friend of a friend. I immediately knew she was a great guest, but I didn’t realize Amy would become a special friend of the Podcast. We’ve followed Amy as she's continued her journey, and we never go too long without hearing from her.  Considering how much we appreciate Amy, we quickly agreed when she approached us to record an update. This one is a little lighter on the trauma aspect, though she does tell us about the fancy new plate in her neck. This one is more about a life achievement she wanted to share – she published a book! It's called Finding My Hero Within: A Journey from Incapacitation to Empowerment, and it's being released for the 10th anniversary of her accident.   Creators & Guests Amy Thurman - Guest

    31 min
  5. That's When My OCD Went Into Overdrive - With Simon

    04/18/2024

    That's When My OCD Went Into Overdrive - With Simon

    This week's Decent F*****g Human is Simon Rinne. His fucked up story is about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD). Other topics in this episode include alcohol abuse, parental divorce, anxiety, masculinity, and a very professional intro.  Simon suffered from undiagnosed obsessive-compulsive disorder for 20 years before he learned what it was or that he had it. It started when he was eight and a schoolmate told him that he'd lose his voice forever if he went more than a minute without using it. It would have been a harmless 8-year-old kind of prank for most of us, but for Simon it triggered his first obsession and compulsion cycle. He started humming constantly to make sure he didn't lose his voice. Simon was raised the way a lot of boys were in the 80s and 90s. He watched WCW (that's wrassling for those of you who don't know), was expected to be tough and strong, and knew it was an insult to be told he did something like a girl. He wasn't encouraged to discuss or seek help for his mental health, so he just sucked it up and did what men do - he suppressed his feelings with alcohol. The OCD Simon has is the clinical sort. It's the type that is disruptive, if not disabling. The people who say they're OCD because they check the locks an extra time before going to bed are not OCD - they're just using lazy language. Simon's compulsions made his life more difficult and were something that required treatment. He got that treatment and is now using his experiences to help others. I've got so much more to say about this interview, but just play the damn episode. Simon tells the story so much better than I do... More From Simon Get in touch with SimonJoin the Mindful Men Facebook CommunityFollow on TikTokListen to his podcast wherever you get podcasts (Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Youtube)Mentioned in This Episode Free online ordination with Universal Life ChurchFix a leaky P-trapScott's dog BolognaWorld Championship Wrestling (WCW)Follow our socials:  Instagram: @positivelyterrible Facebook: @positivelyterrible   Wanna Tell a f****d up story or be the first to get a Decent F*****g Human Tattoo? Send us an email at podcast@positivelyterrible.com Creators & Guests Terrible Scott - Host Producer Dan - Host Simon Rinne - Guest

    59 min
  6. It Was a Very Lonely Childhood - With Kelli

    04/11/2024

    It Was a Very Lonely Childhood - With Kelli

    This week's Decent F*****g Human is Kelli Murbach. Her fucked up story is about quiet trauma. Other topics include chronic illness, loneliness, and depression.  Kelli’s childhood was filled with what she described as quiet trauma. She wasn’t abused, nor did she find herself on death’s door at any point, but her upbringing was less than ideal. When she was three her little brother was born with a chronic illness that he was not expected to survive. The good news is he’s in his 40s and has grown up to be a proper smart-ass, but the bad news is that her family’s priorities shifted with his arrival. They had to for his sake, but it was at the expense of her childhood.  I hope this doesn’t read as if Kelli came on to tell a sob story filled with resentment. She didn’t. The story she told was that of parents who were thrown a curveball, and they adjusted the best they could.  The most impressive part of Kelli’s story is how much effort she has put into making her life what she wants it to be. She’s looked everywhere to fit in and find acceptance, and when one thing didn’t work, she moved on to the next until she found the right path.  More From Kelli Schedule a call with the Secular ShepherdessRead her blog Notes Along the Way Mentioned in This Episode Chewy Grain Free Chicken Jerky for dogs (no they didn't pay us for this, but we'd be happy to take their money) Follow our socials: Instagram: @positivelyterrible Facebook: @positivelyterrible Wanna Tell a fucked up story or be the first to get a Decent Fucking Human Tattoo? Send us an email at podcast@positivelyterrible.com Creators & Guests Kelli Murbach - Guest Terrible Scott - Host Producer Dan - Host

    46 min
  7. I Just Couldn't Not Drink - With Katrina

    03/28/2024

    I Just Couldn't Not Drink - With Katrina

    This week's Decent F*****g Human is Katrina Lelli. Her fucked up story is about alcoholism. Other topics include bipolar depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts/ideation.  Katrina was a good girl as a teenager. She grew up in an alcoholic home and was forced to be the adult in the house after her father walked out on the family on the day after Christmas when she was a young teen. That might be when taking care of others became part of her identity. She managed to mostly stay out of trouble as a teen, but when she turned 21 and could legally consume alcohol, things changed. Her drinking became a problem, and she eventually had to confront the idea that she was an alcoholic.  She first realized her drinking was a problem when she was 22. That’s when she had an accident while camping that resulted in a catastrophic injury for an acquaintance and a short-lived sobriety for her. Maybe sobriety is too strong a word - it was more like a hiatus of several months until she felt like she'd learned her lesson and could drink more responsibly.  Spoiler alert - she couldn’t. She continued to abuse alcohol and showed a lot of the classic signs of alcoholism. There were times when she put people she cared about in dangerous situations. There were times when it caused problems in her relationships. There were times she would try to hide it. It was clear she had a problem, but she didn't take action until her Mother-in-Law insisted on taking her out for the best burger she never had.  **************************************************** More From Katrina Get a free guided meditation with KatrinaBuy Katrina's book You Are the MagicListen to the Just as We Are Podcast Mentioned in this Episode When I Said Nobody Would Know, That Meant I Was NobodyTrash/mindless/fun/comfort TVSupernaturalJersey ShoreBig Bang TheoryRock of LoveLove After Lockup - Dan's pickFlavor of Love - Scott's pickBest gas station pizza: Casey's pizza Follow our socials: Instagram: @positivelyterrible Facebook: @positivelyterrible Wanna Tell a fucked up story or be the first to get a Decent Fucking Human Tattoo? Send us an email at podcast@positivelyterrible.com

    50 min
  8. I Felt a Lump On the Side of My Throat - With Bill

    03/14/2024

    I Felt a Lump On the Side of My Throat - With Bill

    This week's Decent F*****g Human is Bill Lee-Emery. His fucked up story is about surviving throat cancer. In 2022, Bill was diagnosed with throat cancer. He was a healthy, 70-something-year-old man who up until that point wouldn't even take an aspirin for a headache. He'd prioritized alternative medicine for over 40 years, so the diagnosis created tougher questions for him than it would for many. He wasn't the type to just say "Hey doc, what's the plan?" so he consulted with both his naturopath and physician before deciding what to do next. He opted to hit it hard and fast with chemo and radiation.    It's hard to summarize what Bill's story is about - it's not the intense f**k cancer story you hear so often (although let me just say it - fuck cancer). It's not about a prolonged illness that almost beat him. Bill's battle was relatively short. He was in touch with his body, recognized a problem, sought treatment, and beat it. All of those are things we love to celebrate here, but I think this story is about Bill being humble enough to do what needed to be done, even going to the dark side of modern medicine, to save his own life. What I love about this story - aside from Bill's delightful demeanor - is the idea of combining alternative and modern medicine. Alternative medicine sometimes gets a bad rap, and I'll admit that I'm guilty of questioning the efficacy at times. There are plenty of stories about people who lost battles with treatable diseases because they refused their doctor's recommendations. Bill even shared that he knew of two people who'd died of throat cancer after choosing not to pursue traditional treatments. What I had never considered before is how the two can work together. More From Bill:  Become a Thriving After Cancer memberTake the How to Be Bulletproof from Criticism course Follow our socials: Instagram: @positivelyterrible Facebook: @positivelyterrible

    55 min
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Scott, his wife's fiancé, and her boyfriend walked into a bar. Now, each week Scott and Dan discuss surviving, and thriving, after trauma. Settle in my terrible listeners, today's episode is going to be Positively Terrible.

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  • Creator
    Scott Alleman; Dan Metivier
  • Years Active
    2023 - 2024
  • Episodes
    50
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © 2023 Terrible Podcast Network
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    Positively Terrible