Pretty Stupid

Honest words, raw essays, and unbothered storytelling. It’s pretty stupid.
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Hosted by the creator of The Bird and the Baby Substack, this show leans away from the polished, industry song-and-dance to explore the grit, the strange beauty, and the absolute absurdity of living. Shot through a 1990s alternative lens and dripping with Southern Gothic atmosphere, each episode serves as a companion to the upcoming third-person memoir, The Sovereign Seed. Expect raw essays, honest words, and brushstroke mercy. New tracks and new reads drop when they drop. Subscribe to the show, or don't—either way, it's cool. Find the writing, the music, and the community at substack.com. www.stephanieharrisonauthor.com

Episodes

  1. 8h ago

    Reading: The Old Crowley Medicine Show

    In this episode, Stephanie reads her recently published article, “The Old Crowley Medicine Show: Dispatch No. 6.” Explore the exhausting trap of spiritual contracts, the illusion of absolute personal autonomy, and the quiet, unyielding gravity of grace. Stephanie traces the deceptive engine of human willpower through two seemingly opposite yet strikingly similar figures: early 20th-century occultist Aleister Crowley and 1970s prosperity gospel preacher Reverend Ike. By looking at their parallel rises and tragic falls, she exposes how we try to manipulate reality and bully the Divine into a personal vending machine—only to find that when we try to conquer spiritual gravity, the ground always wins. Sharing a deeply personal excerpt from Chapter 1 of her upcoming novel, The Sovereign Seed, Stephanie unpacks the vast, quiet chasm between two structures on a childhood Midwestern farm: the white-knuckle control of the trapeze bar and the radical, unearned peace of a narrow porch glider. From her own recovery journey at age forty-three to the ancient streets of the Roman Empire, she looks at how early Christian rebels like Paul and John subverted the dominant, self-reliant Stoicism of their day by introducing a Person who wrote the laws of the cosmos, rather than a cold system that demands you simply grit your teeth. Ultimately, this episode is an invitation to step off the stage of the ego, break the loop of the spiritual haze, and rest in the quiet, protective rhythm of the Spirit as a true sub-creator. In This Episode, We Discuss: * Words as Structural Forces: Understanding sub-creation and the derivative power of human language. * The Medicine Show Peddlers: How Aleister Crowley’s occult philosophy of Thelema and Reverend Ike’s church-branded “Thinkonomics” used the exact same psychological haze to force a contract with the universe. * The Trapeze vs. The Glider: A childhood memory from The Sovereign Seed illustrating the deceptive sting of the adversarial voice and the exhausting trap of autonomy. * Triage for a Shattered Spirit: The limits of Stoicism and why the mechanics of the human machine cannot fix its own fundamental glitch. * The Metric of a Sub-Creator: Why breaking the loop shifts our focus from manipulating outcomes to finding true alignment with the Source. Featured Companion Track: * “The Deep Magic Doesn’t Taste Like Sugar” – An original, curated track produced by Stephanie to score the emotional atmosphere of this dispatch. Driven by a heavy, low Bösendorfer bass note and a restless piano rhythm reminiscent of Tori Amos, it sounds like an eerie, theatrical confession in the dark. Connect & Support: * Read More on Substack: Subscribe to Stephanie’s publication, The Bird and the Baby, for more essays and updates: https://substack.com/@thebirdandbaby * Buy the Companion Track: Purchase “The Deep Magic Doesn’t Taste Like Sugar” on Bandcamp. Every purchase directly funds the writing of her upcoming novel: https://thebirdandthebaby.bandcamp.com/ * Shop the Look: Find supporting merchandise and companion art pieces in the official store. * The Book: Stay tuned for more dispatches from The Sovereign Seed. Get full access to The Bird and the Baby at www.stephanieharrisonauthor.com/subscribe

    Reading: The Old Crowley Medicine Show

  2. Sep 3

    Reading: The Light in The Shining

    What happens when the sanctuary we build to keep out the world’s darkness secretly becomes our prison? In this reading of Dispatch No. 5, host Stephanie Harrison explores the structural boundaries of faith, trauma, and survival through the starkly contrasting lenses of two childhood friends. Spurred by a visceral memory of a sleepover watching Stanley Kubrick’s The Shining, this episode journeys into the shifting landscapes of a midwestern winter, a childhood home that operated like a dark courtroom, and the annual trek of a group of girls launching an expedition into the frozen timber. Drawing on the theology of J.R.R. Tolkien’s eucatastrophe, C.S. Lewis’s prevenient grace, and the contrasting paths of Narnia’s siblings and Edmund, Stephanie strips back the polished layers of standard sermons. What remains is a raw meditation on how we build our “dragon skins”—and how some of us only find the Savior when the fortress walls completely collapse. The Musical Companion Track Title: “Right Beneath the Stage” * About the Track: This original piece was curated and produced by Stephanie to score the heavy, emotional atmosphere running underneath the written words. It blends the haunting rhythms of late-80s darkwave with the delicate, melancholic textures of baroque chamber pop. * Where to Listen: While high-quality, standalone versions of these musical companions will eventually be available on Bandcamp, this raw sketch is shared here exclusively as an immersive, sonic backdrop for The Bird and the Baby community. In This Episode, We Explore: * The Architecture of Fear: How an evangelical upbringing treats the home as a sacred sanctuary, vs. how a survivor of domestic abuse experiences that same perfect fortress as a dark courtroom. * The Frozen Timber: Reliving the ritualistic January treks onto black ice, finding a wild, sacred freedom outside parental panic, and touching an electrical spiritual energy that words can’t translate. * Prevenient Grace vs. Eucatastrophe: Moving past the demand for a sudden, magical rescue, and finding the quiet, divine presence that goes before us into the dark rooms of our lives. * The Illusion of Safety: Why we choose our “dragon skins”—whether made of strict boxes and rules or hardened by trauma and fierce independence. * The Raw Reality of Survival: Confronting the church’s preference for the tidy “Prodigal Son” story over the messy, unpolished truth of the pigpen. Mentioned in this Episode & Further Reading: * The Shining (Film directed by Stanley Kubrick) * Rosemary’s Baby (Film/Novel) * Stand by Me (Film / Stephen King novella) * The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe & The Voyage of the Dawn Treader by C.S. Lewis * Essays on The Inklings and Oxford’s legendary Eagle and Child pub Connect & Support * The Writing & Community: Read the original piece and subscribe to the Substack, The Bird and the Baby, at stephanieharrisonauthor.com * The Music: Buy the Dylan-inspired companion track “Tangled Up in True” on Bandcamp to directly fund The Sovereign Seed at https://thebirdandthebaby.bandcamp.com/ * The Merch: Grab official Pretty Stupid supporting apparel on Printify at the-bird-and-the-baby.printify.me * Become a Founder: If you love the art and want to back it early, consider joining as a Founding Member on Substack. Get full access to The Bird and the Baby at www.stephanieharrisonauthor.com/subscribe

    Reading: The Light in The Shining

  3. Aug 20

    Reading: Tangled Up In True(isms)

    In the second episode of Pretty Stupid, host Stephanie Harrison reads her recently published article, “Tangled Up In True(isms)”. Stepping away from the crumbling rural kingdoms of Little Dixie, this episode dives straight into the pitch-black waters of survival, generational traps, and the terrifying nature of real grace. We dismantle the tidy, commercially viable “addiction memoir” to look at the raw, jagged reality of what it takes to actually survive the monster. From the beautiful, tragic altars of 90s grunge rockstars whose threads snapped too soon to a metal chair in a smoke-cleared room, we explore what happens when you finally stop waiting for the “good” in a violent man and look at the wreckage left behind. It is a fierce, uncomfortable, and deeply honest look at survivor’s guilt, the generational patterns we carve into the earth, and the realization that gratitude and trauma can live in the exact same room. Stick around until the very end of the episode for the world premiere of this week’s companion track, “Tangled Up in True”—built to sound like a restless, late-night party in Austin, Texas, with heavy nods to Bob Dylan. Every single music purchase directly funds the writing of Stephanie’s upcoming book, The Sovereign Seed. In this episode, we talk about: * The Tame Lion: Why real grace is dangerous, terrifying, and completely out of your control. * The Snapped Threads: Reckoning with survivor’s guilt and the grunge icons who crushed under their own weight. * The Ghost Behind the Door: The brutal reality of living amends and loving a child from behind a locked front door. * The Father’s Footsteps: Unpacking the ancient traps and patterns we inherit before we even know we are walking them. * The Sub-Creator: Channeling Tolkien and Lewis to hand our fragmented, pitch-black threads over to a Master Weaver. Subscribe to the show, or don’t—either way, it’s cool. Connect & Support * The Writing & Community: Read the original piece and subscribe to the Substack, The Bird and the Baby, at stephanieharrisonauthor.com * The Music: Buy the Dylan-inspired companion track “Tangled Up in True” on Bandcamp to directly fund The Sovereign Seed at https://thebirdandthebaby.bandcamp.com/ * The Merch: Grab official Pretty Stupid supporting apparel on Printify at the-bird-and-the-baby.printify.me * Become a Founder: If you love the art and want to back it early, consider joining as a Founding Member on Substack. Get full access to The Bird and the Baby at www.stephanieharrisonauthor.com/subscribe

    Reading: Tangled Up In True(isms)

  4. Aug 6

    Reading: Mother White's Store is Closed

    In the premiere episode of Pretty Stupid, we dig into the dirt of Monroe County, Missouri, to watch the small agrarian kingdoms of “Little Dixie” crumble. Reading straight from Dispatch No. 3 of The Bird and the Baby, this essay unpeels the skin of a hyper-utilitarian rural culture where local creeks were treated as dead-livestock drainage ditches and family lines were enforced like corporate feudal empires. From a broken concrete bridge guarded by a dead badger to a sweltering farmhouse bedroom where a teenager sneaks a cassette tape of Toto’s Africa, we explore what happens when the transactional machine tries to grind down the human soul. It is a story about generational scars, the literal drowning of local history to build a sanitized tourist lake, and the quiet, defiant act of striking a single match inside a pitch-black cave. Stick around until the very end of the episode for the world premiere of the companion track, “Over the Backtop”—a hollow, scraping, grunge-acoustic song written in the raw spirit of Nirvana’s 1993 MTV Unplugged performance. In this episode, we talk about: * The Leeches of Granville: Playing in sacred spaces ruined by adult utility. * The Mind of Metal and Wheels: Tolkien’s warning tracking straight through small-town bankruptcies. * The Tuesday Girls: Turpentine, oil paint, and volatile farm country matriarchs. * Disposable Appliances: When human beings stop having financial utility to narcissists. * The Exit Code: Refusing to let the world’s rigged gears turn inside your soul. Subscribe to the show, or don’t—either way, it’s cool. Find the original writing, the community, and the music archive at: stephanieharrisonauthor.com 🎸Listen to "Over the Backtop" on Bandcamp: https://thebirdandthebaby.bandcamp.com/ 👕 Grab the Official 'Pretty Stupid' Merch on Printify: https://the-bird-and-the-baby.printify.me/ Get full access to The Bird and the Baby at www.stephanieharrisonauthor.com/subscribe

    Reading: Mother White's Store is Closed

  5. Jul 31

    Introducing: Pretty Stupid

    Welcome to the trailer for Pretty Stupid. This podcast is the audio companion to my Substack, The Bird and the Baby, and the deep soil behind my upcoming Southern Gothic memoir, The Sovereign Seed. I’m not doing the standard song-and-dance here. No Begging for five-star reviews or algorithmic favors. If you vibe with honest words and a little brushstoke mercy, click play above. Subscribe to the show on your favorite podcast app, or follow along directly right here on Substack. Either way… it’s cool. See you around! Get full access to The Bird and the Baby at www.stephanieharrisonauthor.com/subscribe

    Introducing: Pretty Stupid
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Hosted by the creator of The Bird and the Baby Substack, this show leans away from the polished, industry song-and-dance to explore the grit, the strange beauty, and the absolute absurdity of living. Shot through a 1990s alternative lens and dripping with Southern Gothic atmosphere, each episode serves as a companion to the upcoming third-person memoir, The Sovereign Seed. Expect raw essays, honest words, and brushstroke mercy. New tracks and new reads drop when they drop. Subscribe to the show, or don't—either way, it's cool. Find the writing, the music, and the community at substack.com. www.stephanieharrisonauthor.com

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  • Creator
    Honest words, raw essays, and unbothered storytelling. It’s pretty stupid.
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    5
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Stephanie Harrison
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    Pretty Stupid