Rye Off The Bat

Rawrnie
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Hello! You may know me as Rawrnie! A traveler writer, content creator, self proclaimed artist, an entrepreneur and a realtor residing in Singapore! I love trying things, experimenting with different medium is my art. I love creating raw and unfiltered content, and I’m obsessed with one takes; hence this unscripted one take podcast is born! Every Wed: Rye off the Bat is a collective of unprocessed audio recordings that explores various subjects, from productive, self improvement to mental health Every Sun: Rye off React is a collab between Chilli & I reacting to diff situationships

  1. 12/30/2025

    a summary of 2025 via my iphone photo library

    So how has my 2025 been? This episode is probably meant to be scheduled to release at the last day of the year (coincidentally). Going through the list of my phone library, aside from work photos and videos, I try to look for what made my day in the month, reminiscing the highlights and whatnots. And guess what? It's been better than I thought! The travels, the concerts, the festivals, the arts, and the people I'd met.

    22 min

  2. 12/25/2025

    Travelling to Taiwan Again

    Never did I know that I'll be embarking to Taiwan again; after all these years. Much less with someone else. Going to a place where I'd lived and felt free and myself; and eventually sharing this space with someone is something that I didn't expect.

    14 min

  3. 12/18/2025

    so... i switched company but i couldn't let go

    how do you feel when you left a place where you call home? I know sometimes we have to go but what if it's hard to let go? It's been a difficult time for me to process all the emotions, the thoughts; a mixture of fear, of guilt, and mostly alot of guilt. I also identify how I am so avoidant of things, waiting until the last minute, and I really do need to try to tell myself that it's probably a phase for me to move forward. I guess... it is what it is... right?

    9 min

  4. 07/15/2025

    So... i may have dissociative disorder

    It took me a long time to write/post this; to the extend that I was even running away from posting podcasts altogether... or even be more proactive in life because of this. Perhaps the knowledge of this further reinstates the fact that feel that I'm broken, damage, together with the fact that my leg is no longer good from the accident. I delved abit more about my dissociative tendencies; from zoning out at work, having issues with memories due to different "perceived realities", to removing myself from certain situations. My avoidant tendency makes things worse. Maybe it's the time where I finally face and write this that made me word vomit today... and I made this content because I decided to stay true to my direction ; at the very least of using this space to talk about my mental health journey. It is not the best... but every time when I'm on here, it reminds me that I'm at least... trying.

    15 min

  5. 07/08/2025

    Update - Prozac Seems to be Failing Me

    At this point of posting; I have addressed my issues to my doctors again and they decided to let me take some time off the medication and see how it goes from here. I feel the medication is a mixed bag to me as I'd felt positive effects in the early times; but it felt like I crash-numb after. The brain fogs are worse; memories foggy. I also became less motivatedsubsequently my anxiety still stays; though less accident related but more real lifeweigh gains (since setraline),stress eating (again?)

    14 min

  6. 07/01/2025

    So I went back to Twitch

    Going back to Twitch was an escape... at first; but it was also many things. The universe's calling? Maybe, because Twitch is going to streamline their storage to 100hours, so that got me up and working - exporting all 14 hundred hours of streaming content all onto Youtube. And during so really did bought me across memory lane, my discord journey, and the family that I had neglected after I started working. Friends is a tacky subject after we adult; some have marry, some have babies, some just have work and it's tougher and tougher to get together/hangout or even connect. And we're bound to drift; this little revisitation bought me back for abit, to even leading to the revival of our quiet ol' discord community and it felt like a reminder for me to give myself a break every now and then; to have fun, play games and heck- live alittle!

    10 min

  7. 06/24/2025

    Love is just like a drxg

    Came to this conclusion upon thinking; and love is indeed like a drxg. So... that does validate my thinking of how feelings is weak right? Because that meant that we do have one more think to worry about, one more weakness... our love and also because of the chemistry that happened in our body while we're in love... So that's how we get... addicted... no?

    11 min

  8. 06/18/2025

    The Love I Knew

    Just abit of a rumble and back post; y'know nights when you think about alot of things then wish you'd think about nothing at all

    12 min
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Hello! You may know me as Rawrnie! A traveler writer, content creator, self proclaimed artist, an entrepreneur and a realtor residing in Singapore! I love trying things, experimenting with different medium is my art. I love creating raw and unfiltered content, and I’m obsessed with one takes; hence this unscripted one take podcast is born! Every Wed: Rye off the Bat is a collective of unprocessed audio recordings that explores various subjects, from productive, self improvement to mental health Every Sun: Rye off React is a collab between Chilli & I reacting to diff situationships

Information

  • Creator
    Rawrnie
  • Years Active
    2021 - 2025
  • Episodes
    260
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Rawrnie
  • Show Website
    Rye Off The Bat