In my lifetime, I have done only one good thing. Maybe two. Definitely not three. When I stand before God and he asks for an account of my life—interrogating me on what I have done with the tremendous resources I have enjoyed, the peace and comfort that have characterized my life—how shall I reply? I wouldn’t dream of saying that I had fun with the money and leisure that have characterized my life. I want to say that I have done something useful with these blessings. Something good. When the Lord asks me, “have you been good,” I want to be able to say yes, but I suspect he’ll ask, “how have you been good,” and then what should I respond? Let me pause right here to clarify that I am not worried about going to heaven, or—to put it another way—whether God will save me. Christian Scripture assures readers in no uncertain terms that God saves sinners, and I believe it. Christian Scripture tells me that everyone is a sinner, that no one is good, and I believe it. Christian Scripture tells me that those who accept the offer of grace through the name of Jesus need fear no condemnation, and I believe it. And Christian Scripture tells me that once I have committed to living for Jesus, I should walk in newness of life, I should become more like Christ, I should put into practice the teachings of Jesus contained in the New Testament—not for the purpose of gaining salvation, which has already been gained, but because it is the path of truth and joy, and I believe it. I don’t mean in this paragraph to solve all the problems about the relationship between faith and works in Christian theology; I just mean to say that I feel perfectly assured of my eternal salvation while at the same time recognizing that I’m not a very good person, or I haven’t done very many good deeds in my life. Thanks for reading Gallagher! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. What do I mean by “good”? I don’t know, but it entails something special. Not the normal life, I think. I’m thinking about Romans 5:7, “For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die.” Goodness is something beyond righteousness. At first blush, I’d say that a righteous person is a normal person who doesn’t cause trouble, doesn’t break the law, pays his taxes and minds his own business. The good person is a step beyond that. Hardly anyone would ever die for a normal person who doesn’t cause trouble, but we wouldn’t be too surprised, thinks Paul, if we hear about someone who gave up his life for a good man. The word “good” doesn’t appear at the end of Matthew 5, but I sorta think that Jesus encourages his listeners toward goodness when he says, “For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so?” The good person is the person who goes beyond what is normally expected. How much further beyond? Well, Jesus is our example. We’ll come back to the definition, how to think about goodness. Earlier I imagined a judgment scene, with the divine interrogator questioning me about my goodness. We have a whole parable from Jesus about this moment, this Judgment Day scene. More than one parable, in fact, but I’m thinking now of the Parable of the Talents in Mathew 25. The Parable of the Pounds in Luke 19 is similar. I know there’s no need to remind you how this goes; you’ve meditated on it many times. This is one of the parables that Jesus designed to scare people, or to light a fire under them, to give them a kick in the pants. A master, about to depart on a long journey, distributes money to his slaves so that they may direct his affairs during his absence. This slave-master is a Jeff Bezos type, or a Bill Gates type. He’s not hurting for money. A talent is a measurement, something like 50-75 pounds. Let’s be conservative and say a talent is 50 lbs. Now, I used to assume that the talent was gold, the price per ounce of which is hovering between $4500 and $5000, and so the a single talent would be about $3.8M. But I have found that the word “silver” is actually in the text at Matthew 25:18, often translated “money,” but let’s go with it. The price of silver is much lower than gold, about $70/ounce now, so a talent of silver (50 lbs) would be $56,000—not a bad gift, but not the millions that I had been imagining. The master entrusts a significant amount of money to these slaves to run his affairs. One slave gets 5 talents, so something like $300K, and he doubles his money. Another slave gets 2 talents, so about $112K, and he also doubles his money. The third slave is entrusted with a single talent, a measly $56K. “He that had received one went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord’s money” (Matt 25:18). Why would he do this? Why bury the money? He’s afraid to lose it, obviously. When the master returns and settles accounts, this one-talent slave offers the following report. Lord, I knew thee that thou art an hard man, reaping where thou hast not sown, and gathering where thou hast not strawed: And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine. (Matt 25:24–25) I understand this impulse, this caution, this aversion to risk. “Look before you leap” is my kind of proverb. Before I leap I tend to look, and then look again, and then I just mull over the possibility of leaping for sometime, maybe years, and then after I’ve let it percolate for a while, I look again and imagine myself leaping. It’s usually at that point that I decide to sit down. The master of this one-talent slave received from his slave the entire amount of money that had been entrusted to him. And he replied thusly: “Thou wicked and slothful servant” (Matt 25:26). The master didn’t want back what he had given. He wanted more. He wanted that talent to be used. Caution has its place. Looking before you leap has its place, but leaping is a necessary part of the equation. The master expected his slave to use that $56K he had given him; that’s why he gave it to him. The master could have buried that money himself, and some rich people do that, they stuff cash under their mattress; they hoard. Not this master. This master wanted his slave to take risks, to be courageous. But the third slave was risk-averse, a coward, or “wicked and slothful,” in the words of the master. Can you imagine being handed fifty thousand dollars by someone with instructions to make good use of it? It’s not so far-fetched, is it? If you live in America, then you’re in the most prosperous society that has ever existed on planet earth. Many of us will earn a few million dollars in annual pay over the course of our working lives. Most of us won’t ever have that much money all at one time, but there will be times when we have the equivalent of a talent of silver. And what will we do with it? We will offer a report to our master about what we did with his money, and we know that he doesn’t want merely what he gave us. He wants more. Not just money, of course. The significant blessings we enjoy, the historically unusual blessings we enjoy, that previous societies in history have not even conceived, are not limited to money, but other things like technology, air conditioning, automobiles, media, medicine, education. If only we weren’t so blessed, there wouldn’t be so much pressure to deliver. I have long considered the scariest verse in the Bible the one where Jesus says this: “unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more” (Luke 12:48). God blessed other people with different opportunities. Not time and money and technology and health—like we enjoy—but different blessings that we can only imagine. In many times and places, God has given people the blessing of martyrdom. They have been persecuted for their Christian life, and they have given their lives for their faith. We look back with admiration at the martyrs of the early church. Jesus called them to take up their cross, and they did it—usually not literally; that is, they did not die by crucifixion, but rather suffered death in other horrible ways. They obeyed the command of Jesus much more literally than I have had the opportunity to do. And in this, they were blessed. I am reminded of Acts 5:41, when the apostles, after being released by the Sanhedrin after a flogging, rejoiced “that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for his name.” It is a blessing to suffer for Christ, in imitation of Christ, who suffered for us. Earlier this year I learned the story of Jonathan Daniels, a seminarian who, at age 26, was murdered in August 1965 in Hayneville, Alabama, southwest of Montgomery, by Tom Coleman, a part-time sheriff’s deputy. Or, I shouldn’t say “murdered,” because Tom Coleman was acquitted of any crime in what everyone now and at the time knew to be a sham trial. Daniels was in Hayneville to participate in the Civil Rights Movement, and he felt the pressure of his Christian profession compelling him to act in this way. When Tom Coleman pointed his shotgun at Ruby Sales, Jonathan Daniels pulled her out of the way and stepped into the path of the shotgun blast. He died instantly. By the way, the teenage girl he saved, Ruby Sales, is still alive today; you can find online a Ted Talk where she recounts the incident. A few months before his death, in April, Daniels was in Selma, Alabama, and he wrote a letter to a friend (p. 73) that includes this passage: …I had realized that as a Christian, as a “soldier of the cross,” I was totally free—at least free to give my life, if that had to be, with joy and thankfulness and eagerness for the kingdom no longer hidden from my blind eyes. (quoted in the PBS doc, at the 38:3